CHAPTER XV.

_Summer sojourn in Switzerland.--My husband’s researches in the

history of the Geneva convention, and in international

law.--Seclusion and mourning.--Visit to Vienna.--Frederick enters a

new army, the army of peace.--Visit to Berlin.--On our way we visit

the battlefield of Sadowa on All Souls’ Day.--The emperor as a

mourner.--Aunt Cornelia: her grief and the consolations of

religion.--The army chaplain.--A military-theological

discussion.--We are summoned to Aunt Mary’s deathbed.--Retired life

at Vienna.--Minister “To-be-sure”.--Political talks.--Universal

liability to serve._

We passed the remainder of the summer in the neighbourhood of Geneva.

Dr. Bresser’s powers of persuasion had at last succeeded in moving us to

fly from the infected country. I at first strove against leaving so

quickly the graves of my family, and, as I have said, I was filled with

such a resignation to death that I had become wholly apathetic, and held

every attempt at flight to be useless; but in spite of all this Bresser

was certain to conquer when he represented to me that it was my maternal

duty to carry little Rudolf out of the way of danger as well as I could.

That we chose Switzerland as our place of refuge resulted from

Frederick’s wish. He wanted to become acquainted with the men who had

called the “Red Cross” into life, and to gain information on the spot

about the proceedings of the conferences which had been held, as well as

about the further aims of the convention.

Frederick had given in his resignation of the military service, and as

a preliminary had received half-a-year’s leave till his request should

be granted. I had now become rich, very rich. The death of my father,

and of my brother and two sisters, had put me in possession of Grumitz

and of the whole family property.

“Look here,” I said to Frederick, when the title deeds were delivered to

me from the notary’s, “what would you say if I were now to praise the

war which has just passed because of the advantages which have fallen to

my share from its consequences?”

“Why, that you would not then be my Martha. Still I understand what you

mean. The heartless egotism, which is capable of rejoicing over material

gains that proceed out of the ruin of others--this impulse which every

individual, even if he is base enough to feel it, still takes all

possible care to hide--is proudly and openly confessed by nations and

dynasties. ‘Thousands have perished in untold sufferings; but we have

thereby increased in territory and in power: so let there be praises and

thanks to Heaven for the successful war!’”

We lived very quietly, and retired, in a small villa situated on the

shore of the lake. I was so oppressed by the scenes through which I had

gone, that I would have absolutely no intercourse with any strangers.

Frederick respected my mourning, and made no attempt whatever to

recommend me the vulgar resource of “diversion” as a cure for it; I owed

it to the graves at Grumitz--and my tender husband saw this well--to

grieve over them for some time in perfect quiet. Those who had been

hurried so speedily and so cruelly out of this fair world should not be

equally quickly and coldly stolen also out of the place of memory which

they held in my mourning heart.

Frederick himself went often into the city, in order to follow up the

object of his stay here--the study of the Red Cross question. Of the

results of this study I do not retain any clear recollection. I did not

at that time keep any diary; and thus what Frederick communicated to me

of the experiences he met with has for the most part passed out of my

recollection. I only recollect clearly one impression which the whole

of my surroundings made on me--the quiet, the ease, the cheerful

activity of the people whom I happened to see, as if they were living in

a most peaceful, most good-humoured time. There was hardly anywhere even

an echo of the war that had just ended, or at the most in a

conversational tone, as if it had contributed one more interesting

event--nothing more--which might furnish pleasant matter for talk along

with the rest of European gossip: as if the awful thunder of the

cannonades on the Bohemian battlefields had had nothing more tragic in

them than a new opera by Wagner. The thing belonged now to history, and

had for its result some alterations in the atlas; but its horror had

passed out of recollection, or perhaps had never been present to these

neutrals; it was forgotten; the pain was over; it had vanished. The same

with the newspapers. I read French newspapers chiefly; all the interest

was concentrated about the Universal Exhibition in Paris which was in

preparation for 1867; about the court festivities at Compiègne; about

literary celebrities (two new geniuses had come to light who caused much

discussion, Flaubert and Zola); about the events of the drama--a new

opera by Gounod--a new leading part designed by Offenbach for Hortense

Schneider; and so forth. The little exciting duel which the Prussians

and Austrians had fought out _là bas en Bohème_ was an event that had

already become to some extent a thing of the past. Ah! what lies three

months back or at thirty miles’ distance, what is not being played out

in the domain of the Now and the Here, is a thing which the short

feelers of the human heart and the human memory cannot reach! We quitted

Switzerland towards the middle of October. We betook ourselves back to

Vienna, where the course of the business of my inheritance required my

presence. When this business was despatched, our intention was to stay

for a considerable time at Paris. Frederick had it in his mind to smooth

the way with all his power for the idea of a league of peace; and his

view was that the projected Universal Exhibition offered the best

opportunity for setting on foot a congress of friends of peace, and he

also thought Paris the most appropriate place for giving actual vitality

to what was a matter of international concern.

“I have,” he said, “renounced the trade of war, and that I have done

from convictions gained in actual war. I will now work for these

convictions. I enter the service of the peace army. A very small army

indeed, it is true, and one whose combatants have no other shield or

sword than the sentiment of justice and the love of humanity. Still,

everything which has ultimately become great has started from small or

invisible beginnings.”

“Ah!” I sighed; “it is a hopeless beginning. What can you--a single

man--achieve against that mighty fortress, thousands of years old, and

garrisoned by millions of men?”

“Achieve? I? I am not really so foolish as to hope that I personally

shall bring about a conversion. I was only saying just then that I

wished to enter the _ranks_ of the peace-army. When I had my place in

the army of war, did I, do you suppose, hope that _I_ should save my

country, that _I_ should conquer a province? No; the individual can only

_serve_. And still further, he _must_ serve. A man who is penetrated by

any cause cannot do better than work for it--than devote his life to it,

even if he knows how little this life, in and by itself, can contribute

towards its victory. He serves because he must; not only the state, but

our own conviction, if it is enthusiastic, lays on us the duty of

defending it.”

“You are right, and if at length there are enough millions animated by

the enthusiasm of this duty, then that thousand-year-old fortress will

be abandoned by its garrison and must fall.”

From Vienna, I made a pilgrimage to Grumitz, whose mistress I had now

become. But I did not even enter the château. I only laid down four

wreaths in the churchyard, and drove back again. After my most important

matters of business were put in order, Frederick proposed a little

journey to Berlin, in order to pay a visit to Aunt Cornelia, who was so

much to be pitied. I assented. During our absence I put my little son

Rudolf in the charge of Aunt Mary. The latter had been cast down more

than I can describe by the events of the cholera week at Grumitz. Her

whole love, her whole interest in life, she now concentrated on my

little Rudolf. I even hoped that she might be somewhat diverted and

raised in her spirits by having the child with her for a time.

We left Vienna on November 1. We broke our journey in Prague, intending

to spend the night there. Next day, instead of pursuing our journey to

Berlin, we made a new pilgrimage.

“All Souls’ Day,” said I. “How many poor dead bodies are lying on the

battlefield in this neighbourhood, for whom even this day of honour to

the graves does nothing, because they have no graves. Who will pay them

a visit?”

I looked at him for a while in silence. Then, half aloud, I said:--

“Will you?”

He nodded. We understood one another, and in an hour we were on our way

to Chlum and Königgrätz.

* * * * *

What a prospect. An elegy of Tiedge came into my mind.

Oh, sight of horror! mighty prince, come, see,

And o’er this awful heap of mouldering clay

Swear to thy folk a gentler lord to be,

And give to earth the light of peaceful day.

Great leader, when thou thirstest for renown,

Come, count these skulls, before the solemn hour

When thine own head must lay aside its crown,

And in Death’s silence ends thy dream of power.

Let the dread vision hover o’er thee ever

Of these sad corpses here around thee strown,

And then say, does it charm thee, the endeavour

Upon men’s ruins to erect thy throne?

Yes, unfortunately it will charm men, so long as the histories of the

world, _i.e._, those who write them, build the statues of their heroes

out of the ruins of war, so long as they offer their crowns to the

Titans of public murder. To refuse the laurel crown, to give up fame,

would be nobler. Is that what the poet means? The first thing to do

should be to despoil the thing, which it should appear so beneficent to

renounce, of its glory, and then there would be no ambitious man any

longer to grasp after it.

It was twilight already when we got to Chlum, and from thence walked on,

arm in arm, to the battlefield, near at hand, in silent horror. A mist

was falling, mingled with very fine snowflakes, and the dull branches of

the trees were bent by the shrill-sounding pipe of a cold November wind.

Crowds of graves, and the graves of crowds, were all around us. But a

churchyard?--no. No pilgrim weary of life had there been invited to rest

and peace; there, in the midst of their youthful fire of life, exulting

in the fullest strength of their manhood, the waiters on the future had

been cast down by force, and had been shovelled down into their grave

mould. Choked up, stifled, made dumb for ever, all those breaking

hearts, those bloody mangled limbs, those bitterly-weeping eyes, those

wild shrieks of despair, those vain prayers.

On this field of war it was not lonely. There were many--very many--whom

All Souls’ Day had brought hither, from friends’ and enemies’ country,

who were come here to kneel down on the ground where what they loved

most had fallen. The train itself which brought us was full of other

mourners, and thus I had heard now for several hours weeping and wailing

going on around me. “Three sons--three sons, each one more beautiful and

better and dearer than the others, have I lost at Sadowa,” said to us an

old man who looked quite broken down. Many others, besides, of our

companions in the carriage mingled their complaints with his--for

brother, husband, father. But none of these made so much impression on

me as the tearless, mournful “Three sons--three sons” of the poor old

man.

On the field one saw on all sides, and on all the roads, black figures

walking, or kneeling, or painfully staggering along and breaking out

from time to time into loud sobs. There were only a few there who were

buried by themselves--few crosses or stones with an inscription. We bent

down and deciphered, as well as the twilight permitted, some of the

names.

“Major v. Reuss of the Second Regiment of the Prussian Guards.”

“Perhaps a relation of the one engaged to our poor Rosa,” I remarked.

“Count Grünne. Wounded, July 3. Died, July 5.”

What might he not have suffered in those two days! Was he, I wondered, a

son of the Count Grünne who uttered, before the war, the well-known

sentence: “We are going to chase the Prussians away--wet foot”? Ah, how

frantic and blasphemous! how shrilly out of tune sounds of a surety

every word of provocation spoken before a war when one stands on a place

like this! Words, and nothing more, boasting words, scornful words,

spoken, written and printed; it is _these_ alone that have sown the seed

of fields like these.

We walk on. Everywhere earth heaps, more or less high, more or less

broad, and even there where the earth is not elevated, even under our

feet, soldiers’ corpses are perhaps mouldering!

The mist grows thicker constantly. “Frederick, pray put your hat on, you

will take cold.”

But Frederick remained uncovered, and I did not repeat my warning a

second time.

Among the mourners who were wandering about here were also many officers

and soldiers, probably such as had themselves shared in the nobly

contested day of Königgrätz, and now were making a pilgrimage to the

place where their fallen comrades were sleeping.

We had now come to the spot where the largest number of warriors, friend

and foe together, lay entombed. The place was walled off like a

churchyard. Hither came the greatest number of mourners, because in this

spot there was most chance that their dear ones might be entombed.

Round this enclosure the bereaved ones were kneeling and sobbing, and

here they hung up their crosses and their grave-lights.

A tall, slender man, of distinguished, youthful figure, in a general’s

cloak, came up to the mound. The others gave place reverently to him,

and I heard some voices whisper: “The emperor”.

Yes, it was Francis Joseph. It was the lord of the country, the supreme

lord of war, who had come on All Souls’ Day to offer up a silent prayer

for the dead children of his country, for his fallen warriors. He also

stood with uncovered and bowed head there, in agonised devotion, before

the majesty of Death.

Long, long he stood without moving. I could not turn my eyes away from

him. What thoughts must be passing through his soul, what feelings

through his heart, which after all was, as I knew, a good and a soft

heart? It came into my mind that I could feel with him, that I could

think the thoughts at the same time as he, which were passing through

that bowed head of his.

You, my poor, brave fellows, dead, and what for? No, we have not

conquered. My Venice--lost. So much lost--ah, so much! and your young

lives too. And you gave them so devotedly--for me. Oh, if I could give

them back to you! I, for my part, never desired the sacrifice; it was

for you, for your country, that you, the children of my country, were

led forth to this war! And not by my means; no, not though it was at my

order, for was I not _compelled_ to give the order? The subjects do not

exist for my sake. No, I was called to the throne for their sakes, and

any hour have I been ready to die for the weal of my people. Oh, had I

followed the impulse of my heart, and never said “Yes,” when all around

me were shouting “War!” “War!” Still, could I have resisted them? God is

my witness that I could not. What impelled me, what forced me, at this

moment, I do not know exactly, only so much I know, that it was an

irresistible pressure from without, from yourselves, ye dead soldiers!

Oh, how mournful, mournful, mournful! How I have suffered for it all!

and now you are lying here, and on other battlefields, snatched away by

grape-shot and sabre-cuts, by cholera and typhus! Oh, if I had said

“No!” You begged me to do so, Elizabeth. Oh, if I had said it! The

thought is intolerable that---- Oh, it is a miserable, imperfect

world--too much, too much of woe!

During the whole time that I was thinking thus for him, I fastened my

eyes on his features, and now--yes, just as I came to “too much--too

much of woe”--now he covered his face with both hands, and broke out

into a hot flood of tears.

So passed All Souls’ Day on the battlefield of Sadowa.

* * * * *

We found the city of Berlin in the height of jubilation. Every

counter-jumper and every street-loafer bore on his countenance a certain

consciousness of victory. “We have given the fellows there a good

licking.” That appears anyhow to be a very elevating feeling, and one

which may be spread over the whole population. Still, in the families

which we visited, we found many people deeply cast down, those, that is

to say, who had one never to be forgotten lying dead on the German or

Bohemian battlefields. For my own part, I feared most the meeting with

Aunt Cornelia again. I knew that her handsome son Godfrey was her idol,

her all, and I could judge of the pang which the poor bereaved mother

must now be experiencing. I had only to fancy to myself that my Rudolf,

if I had brought him up to manhood--no, that thought I absolutely

refused to think out.

Our visit was announced. With a beating heart I entered Fr. v. Tessow’s

house. Even in the ante-chamber, the mourning which reigned in the house

was perceptible. The footman who opened the door for us wore a black

livery; in the great reception-room, the chairs of which were covered

over with chair covers, there was no fire lighted; and the mirrors and

pictures on the walls were all covered with crape. From hence, the door

into Aunt Cornelia’s bedroom was opened for us, and she received us

there. It was a very large room, divided into two by a curtain, behind

which the bed stood; and it served Aunt Cornelia now as her regular

reception-room. She no longer quitted the house at all, except every

Sunday to go to the cathedral, and very seldom her room, except for one

hour every day, which she spent in what had been Godfrey’s study. In

this everything was left standing or lying as he had left it on the day

of his departure. She took us into it, in the course of our visit, and

made us read a letter, which he had laid on his portfolio.

“My own dear Mother,--I know well that you will come here after my

departure, and then you will find this letter. My personal

departure is over. So much the more will it please and surprise you

to find one _more_ line, to hear one more last word from me, and

indeed a joyful, hopeful one. Be of good cheer. I shall come back

again. Two hearts, that hang together so entirely as ours do, fate

will not tear asunder. I have settled that I am now going to serve

through a fortunate campaign, gain stars and crosses, and then make

you a grandmother six times over. I kiss your hand, I kiss your

dear soft forehead, O you most adored of all little mothers.”

“YOUR GODFREY.”

When we went into Aunt Cornelia’s room, she was not alone. A gentleman

in a long black coat, recognisable at the first glance as a clergyman,

was sitting opposite to her.

She got up and came to meet us. The clergyman rose at the same time from

his seat, but remained standing in the background.

What I expected occurred. When I embraced the old lady both of us, she

and I, broke out into loud sobs. Frederick also did not remain dry-eyed

as he pressed the mourner to his heart. In this first minute no word at

all was spoken. All that one can say at such a moment, at one’s first

meeting after a severe misfortune, is sufficiently expressed by tears.

She led us back to the place where they were sitting, and pointed us to

chairs that stood there. Then, after drying her eyes, she made the

introduction.

“My nephew, Colonel Baron Tilling--Herr Mölser, head military chaplain

and consistorial councillor.”

Silent bows were exchanged.

“My friend and spiritual adviser,” she proceeded, “who has allowed me to

lay on him the burden of instructing me in my trouble.”

“But who unfortunately has not succeeded in instilling into you the

proper resignation, the proper joy in bearing the cross, my valued

friend,” said he. “Why is it that I have always to witness a fresh

outburst of these very foolish tears?”

“Oh, forgive me! When I last saw my nephew with his sweet young wife, my

Godfrey was there.”

She could speak no further.

“Your son was there, in this sinful world, still exposed to all

temptations and dangers, while now he has gone into the bosom of the

Father, after meeting with the most glorious and most blessed of deaths

for king and country.

“You, colonel,” turning now to my husband, “who have just been

introduced to me as a soldier, can assist me to give to this afflicted

mother the consolation that her son’s fate is an enviable one. You must

know what delight in death animates the brave warrior; the resolve to

offer his life as a sacrifice on the altar of his country glorifies for

him all the pain of departing this life; and, though he sinks in the

storm of the battle amidst the thunder of the artillery, yet he expects

to be transferred to the great army on high, and to be present when the

Lord of Sabaoth holds muster above. You, colonel, have come back in the

number of those to whom Divine Providence has granted a righteous

victory.”

“Forgive me, reverend consistorial councillor, I was in the Austrian

service.”

“Oh, I thought---- Oh, really,” replied the other quite confused. “A

grand, brave army too is the Austrian.” He rose. “But I will not

intrude longer. You will be wishing, doubtless, to talk of family

matters. Farewell, dear lady; in a few days I will come again. Till

then, raise your thoughts to the All-merciful, without whose will not a

hair falls from our heads, and who causes all things to serve for the

good of those that love Him--even sorrow and suffering, even privation

and death. I salute you with all devotion.”

My aunt shook his hand.

“I hope I shall see you soon. Very soon, pray.”

He bowed to us all, and was stepping towards the door when Frederick

detained him.

“Reverend consistorial councillor, may I ask you a favour?”

“Pray, tell me what it is, colonel?”

“I conclude from your conversation that you are penetrated equally by

the religious and the military spirit. In that case you might do me a

great pleasure.”

I listened with interest. What could Frederick mean?

“The fact is,” he continued, “that my little wife here is full of

scruples and doubts of all sorts. Her opinion is that, from a Christian

point of view, war is not quite permissible. I, of course, know to the

contrary, for there is no alliance closer than that between the

professions of priest and soldier, but I have not the eloquence to make

this clear to my wife. Would you then, reverend consistorial councillor,

so far favour us as to give us, to-morrow or next day, an hour of your

conversation, with the view----”

“Oh, with great pleasure,” the clergyman said, interrupting him. “Will

you give me your address?”

Frederick gave him his card, and the day and hour of the visit he asked

for were fixed at once. Then we remained alone with our aunt.

“Does your intercourse with this friend really afford you consolation?”

asked Frederick.

“Consolation? There is no consolation for me any more here below. But he

speaks so much and so beautifully about the things which I like most to

hear of--about death and mourning, about the cross and sacrifice and

resignation--he paints the world which my poor Godfrey had to leave, and

from which I long to be released, as such a vale of misery, of

corruption, of sin, and of advancing ruin.... And so it seems to me a

little less mournful that my child has been called away. He is assuredly

in heaven, and here on this earth----”

“The powers of hell often prevail. That is true. I have again seen proof

of that close to me,” replied Frederick thoughtfully.

The poor lady next questioned him about the two campaigns that he had

passed through--the one with, the other against, Godfrey. He had to

relate hundreds of details, and in doing so he was able to give the

bereaved mother the same comfort that he once brought me back from the

war in Italy, namely, that the lamented one had died a rapid and

painless death. It was a long and a mournful visit. I also again

recounted there all the details of the horrible cholera week, and my

experiences on the Bohemian battlefields. Before we left, Aunt Cornelia

took us into Godfrey’s room, where I wept bitter tears anew at the

perusal of the letter which I have quoted above, and of which at a later

period I begged a copy.

* * * * *

“Now explain to me,” I said to Frederick, as we got into our carriage,

which was in waiting in front of Aunt Cornelia’s villa, “why you asked

the consistorial councillor----”

“To a conference with you? Do not you understand? That is to serve me as

material for study. I want to hear once more--and this time to take note

of--the arguments by which priests defend public murder. I put you

forward as the leader in the fray. It better becomes a young lady to

nourish a doubt from the Christian point of view as to the lawfulness of

war than a ‘gallant colonel’!”

“But you know that my doubt is not from a religious, but a humanitarian

point of view.”

“We must not lay this at all before the reverend consistorial

councillor, or else the discussion would be transferred to a different

field. The efforts after peace of free thinkers suffer from no internal

inconsistency, but it is this very inconsistency existing between the

maxims of Christianity and the orders of military authorities which I

should like to hear explained by a military chaplain, _i.e._, a

representative of militant Christianity.”

The clergyman was punctual in his arrival. The prospect was evidently an

inviting one for him of having to preach a sermon of instruction and

conversion. I on the contrary looked forward to the conversation with

somewhat painful feelings, for the part assigned to me in it was a

dishonest one. But, for the good of the cause to which Frederick had

devoted his services henceforth, I was easily able to put some

constraint on myself, and comfort myself with the proverb: “The end

justifies the means”.

After the first greetings--we were all three seated on low, easy-chairs

before the fire--the consistorial councillor began thus:--

“Allow me, dear lady, to enter on the object of my visit. The matter is

to remove from your soul some scruples, which are not destitute of some

apparent grounds, but which can easily be refuted as sophistical. You

think, for example, that Christ’s command to love your enemies, and also

the text, ‘He who takes the sword shall perish by the sword,’ are

inconsistent with the duties of a soldier, who no doubt is empowered to

injure the enemy in body and life.”

“Certainly, reverend councillor, this inconsistency seems to me

irreconcilable. Then there occurs also the express command of the

Decalogue, ‘Thou shalt not kill’.”

“Oh, yes, to a superficial judgment there is some difficulty in that,

but on penetrating deeper all doubt vanishes. As regards the fifth

commandment, it would be more correctly given (as it is actually in the

English version of the Bible): ‘Thou shalt not murder’. Killing for

necessary defence is not murder. And war is in reality only necessary

defence on a large scale. We can and we ought, following the gentle

precept of our Saviour, to love our enemies, but that does not mean

that we are not to venture to defend ourselves from open wrong and

violence.”

“Then does it not follow of course from this that only defensive wars

are justifiable, and that no sword-stroke ought to be given till the

enemy has invaded the country? But if the opposing nation proceeds on

the same principle, how then can the battle ever begin? In the late war

it was your army, reverend councillor, which first crossed the frontier,

and----”

“If one wishes to keep the foe off, dear lady, as we have the most

sacred right to do, it is utterly unnecessary to put off the favourable

opportunity, and to wait until he has first invaded one’s country. On

the contrary, the sovereign must, under all circumstances, have freedom

to anticipate the violent and unjust. In doing so he is following the

written word: ‘He who takes the sword shall perish by the sword’. He

presents himself as God’s servant and avenger on the enemy, because he

strives to make him, as he has taken the sword against him, perish by

the sword.”

“There must be some fallacy in that,” I said, shaking my head. “It is

impossible that these principles should justify both parties equally.”

“And as to the further scruple,” pursued the clergyman, without noticing

my remark, “that war is of and by itself displeasing to God, this must

depart from every Christian who believes in the Bible, for the Holy

Scriptures sufficiently prove that the Lord Himself gave commands to the

people of Israel to wage wars, in order to conquer the promised land,

and He granted them victory and His blessing on their wars. In Numbers

xxi. 14, a special ‘book of the wars of the Lord’ is spoken of. And how

often in the Psalms is the assistance celebrated which God has granted

to His people in war! Do you not know what Solomon says (Proverbs xxi.

31): ‘The horse is prepared against the day of battle, but safety is of

the Lord’? In Psalm cxliv. David thanks and praises the Lord, his

strength, ‘who teacheth his hand to war, and his fingers to fight’.”

“Then a contradiction prevails between the Old and the New

Testament--the God of the ancient Hebrews was a warlike Deity, but the

gentle Jesus proclaimed the message of peace, and taught love to

neighbour and to enemy.”

“In the New Testament also, Jesus speaks in a figure (Luke xiv. 31)

without the least blame of a king who is going to make war against

another king. And how often, too, does not the Apostle Paul use figures

from the military life? He says (Rom. xiii. 4) that the magistrate does

not bear the sword in vain, but if God’s servant--a revenger on him that

doeth evil.”

“Well, then, in that case the contradiction I mean exists in the Holy

Scripture itself. By your showing me that it is present in the Bible you

do not remove it.”

“There one sees the superficial and at the same time arrogant method of

judgment which seeks to exalt one’s own weak reason above the Word of

God. Contradiction is something imperfect, ungodlike; and if I show that

a thing is in the Bible the proof is complete that in itself--however

incomprehensible it may be to the human understanding--it can contain no

contradiction.”

“Unless the presence of contradiction does not much rather prove that

the passages in question cannot possibly be of Divine origin.” This

answer trembled on my lips, but I suppressed it, in order not to change

entirely the object of the discussion.

“Look here, reverend councillor,” said Frederick, now mingling in the

conversation, “a chief captain of artillery in the seventeenth century

has laid down much more forcibly than you have done the justifiability

of the horrors of war by an appeal to the Bible. I extracted the passage

and have read it to my wife, but she did not sympathise with the spirit

expressed in it. I confess the thing seems to me--well, a little

strong--and I should like to hear your view about it. If you will allow

me I will fetch the paper.” So he took a sheet of paper out of a drawer,

unfolded it, and read:--

War was invented by God Himself and taught to men. God posted the

first soldier with a two-edged sword in front of Paradise, to keep

out of it Adam, the first rebel. You may read in Deuteronomy how

God, by means of Moses, gives people encouragement to victory and

even gives them His priests for advanced guard.

The first stratagem was practised at the city of Ai. In this war of

the Jews the sun had to stand and show light in the firmament for

two whole days together in order that the war and the victory might

be followed up, and many thousands put to the sword and their kings

hung up. All the horrors of war are permitted by God, for the whole

of Holy Writ is full of them, and proves satisfactorily that

regular war is an invention of God Himself, and that therefore

every man can with a clear conscience serve in it, and can live and

die in it. He is permitted to burn his enemy, or brand him, flay

him, shoot him down, or hack him to pieces. All this is just, let

others judge as they please about it. God in these passages has

forbidden nothing, but has permitted the most horrible ways of

destroying men.

The prophetess Deborah nailed the head of Sisera, the leader in

that war, to the earth. Gideon, chosen by God as the leader of the

people, revenged himself on the princes of Succoth, who had refused

him some provisions, like a soldier; sword and fire were too poor,

they were thrashed and torn in pieces with thorns; and, as before,

this was righteous in the sight of God. The royal prophet David, a

man after God’s own heart, invented the most cruel tortures for the

vanquished children of Ammon at Rabboth--he had them hewed with

sabres, caused chariots to drive over them, cut them with knives,

and dragged them through the places where they made the bricks, and

so did he in all the towns of the children of Ammon. Besides this----

“That is horrible, abominable!” broke in the chief chaplain. “It could

only be a rough soldier of the savage times of the Thirty Years’ War to

whom it would appear natural to produce examples like these out of the

Bible, in order to found thereon a justification for their cruelties

against the enemy. We preach quite other doctrine now--nothing more is

to be striven for in war than to make your adversary incapable of

harm--even up to his death--but without any evil design against the life

of any individual. If any such design enters in, or even any murderous

desire or any cruelty against those who are defenceless, in such a case

killing in war is exactly as immoral and as impermissible as in peace.

No doubt in past centuries, when the adventurous delight in feud and

quarrel prevailed, when leaders of Landsknechts and vagrant persons

carried on war as a trade, in such times an artillery captain might

write in that style; but in the present day armies are not put into the

field for gold and booty, not without knowing for whom or for what, but

for the highest ideal objects of mankind--for freedom, independence,

nationality; for justice, faith, honour, purity and morality----”

“You, reverend consistorial councillor,” I interposed, “are at least

milder and more humane than the artillery captain. And thus you have no

proofs out of the Bible to allege for the lawfulness of cruelty, in

which our forefathers of the middle ages, and presumably also the

ancient Hebrews, took a pleasure; and yet it is the same book, and the

same Jehovah, and He cannot have become milder--and everybody still gets

from Him as much support as suits his views.”

On this I received a slight sermon of rebuke for my want of reverence

for the Word of God, and for my want of judgment in reading it.

Still I succeeded in leading the conversation back again to our especial

subject; and now the consistorial councillor launched out into a long

dissertation, and one which this time was allowed to be uninterrupted,

about the connection between the military and Christian spirits; he

spoke of the religious devotion “which is indwelling in the oath to the

standard, when the colours are carried solemnly, with the accompaniment

of music, into the church, with the guard of honour of two officers with

drawn swords; and there the recruit marches out for the first time in

public with helmet and side-arms, and for the first time follows the

colours of his company, unfolded now before the altar of the Lord torn

as they are and stained with the honourable marks of the battles in

which they have been carried”. He spoke of the prayer offered every

Sunday in church: “Preserve the royal commander of the army, and all

true servants of their king and country. Teach them as Christians to

think of their end, and grant that their service may be blessed, to the

honour and the good of the country.” “God with us,” he went on, “is, as

you know, the motto on the belt-buckle with which the foot-soldier

buckles on his side-arms, and this watchword should give him confidence.

If God be with us, who can be against us? Then there are also the

universal days of public prayer and humiliation which are ordered at the

commencement of a war that the people may beg for God’s help in prayer,

both in the comfortable hope of His support and in the confidence

through that support of gaining a victorious termination. What devotion

does there not lie in this for the departing warrior! How mightily does

this exalt his delight in battle and in death! He can with comfort enter

into the ranks of the warriors when his king calls for him, and can

reckon on victory and blessing for the cause of right. God the Lord will

no more deprive our people of this than His people Israel of old, if

only it is with prayers to Him that we carry on the work of battle. The

intimate alliance between prayer and victory, between piety and valour,

easily follows--for what can more assure one of joy in the prospect of

death than the confidence that if our last hour should strike in the

confusion of the battle we shall find favour at the hands of the Judge

in heaven? Fidelity and faith, in union with manliness and warlike

virtue, belong to the oldest traditions of our people.”

He went on in this tone for a long time more--now with oily mildness,

with sunken head, in the softest tones speaking of love, humility,

“little children,” salvation, and “precious things”--now with military

voice of command, with a proud, erect attitude, talking of strict morals

and stern discipline--sharp and cutting--of sword and shield. The word

“joy” was never used otherwise than in composition with death, battle,

and dying. From the point of view of the army chaplain, to kill and to

be killed seemed to be the most exquisite delights in life. Everything

else is exhausting, sinful pleasure. Verses, too, were recited. First

this of Körner:--

Father, do Thou guide me!

Guide me to victory--guide me to death!

Lord, I confess Thy command.

Lord, as Thou willest, so guide me!

God, I confess Thee.

Then the old popular song of the Thirty Years’ War:--

No happier death on earth can be

Than one good stroke from mortal foe,

On fresh green turf, in breezes free--

No woman’s tears, no cries of woe:

No grim deathbed, whence, lone and slow,

From life’s gay scene your soul must go.

Like swathes of grass, in lusty row,

’Mid shouting friends, Death lays you low.

And then the song by Lenau of the war-loving armourer:--

Peace steals on, and, mining slowly,

Saps our vigour, dims our story.

While she boasts her “influence holy,”

Cobwebs gather o’er our glory.

Hark! then sounds War’s joyous rattle.

Wounds may yawn, blood flow, in battle!

_We_ need yawn in sloth no longer,

War’s pruning makes mankind the stronger.

And, to conclude, the saying of Luther:--

“When I look at war as a thing that protects wife, child, house, land,

goods, and honour--and in doing so gains peace and secures it--in that

view war is a right precious thing”.

“Oh, yes; if I look at the panther as a dove, in that case the panther

is a very gentle beast,” I remarked unheard.

The military chaplain did not allow himself to be disturbed in his flow

of eloquence; and, when he ended and took leave, I found myself with two

convictions: that war from the Christian point of view is a justifiable,

and in and by itself is a precious, thing. It was visibly a very

agreeable thing to him to have, by means of this rhetorical victory,

both fulfilled the duty of his profession, and in doing so rendered a

considerable service to the foreign colonel; for, as he rose to go, and

we expressed to him our thanks for the trouble he had been so good as to

undertake, he deprecatingly rejoined:--

“It is for me to thank you for having given me an opportunity of chasing

away your doubts through my feeble word (whose entire efficacy is to be

ascribed to the Word of God, which I have so often quoted), doubts which

are of such a nature as to bring nothing but pain to a person who is not

only a Christian but a soldier’s wife. Peace be with you.”

“Oh,” I groaned, when he was gone, “that was a torture!”

“Yes,” said Frederick; “it was. Our want of straightforwardness

especially was uncomfortable to me, and particularly the false premises

under which we got him to display his eloquence. At one moment I was on

the point of saying to him: ‘Stop, reverend sir, I myself entertain the

same views against war as my wife, and what you are saying only serves,

as far as I am concerned, to enable me to see more clearly the weakness

of your arguments’. But I held my tongue. Why interfere with an honest

man’s conviction--a conviction which is besides the foundation of his

profession in life?”

“Conviction? Are you certain of that? Does he really believe that he is

speaking the truth, or does he purposely deceive his common soldiers,

when he promises them an assured victory through the assistance of a God

of whom he nevertheless must know this--that He is invoked in exactly

the same way by the enemy? These appeals to ‘our people’ and to ‘our

cause’ as the only righteous one, and one which is God’s cause too, were

surely only possible at a time when one people shut out all other

peoples, and considered itself as the only one entitled to exist--the

only one beloved of God. And then all these promises of heaven, with the

view of more easily procuring the sacrifice of earthly life, all these

ceremonies, consecrations, oaths, hymns which are intended to awaken in

the breast of the man ordered into war that ‘joy in death’ (repulsive

words to me!) which they so admire; is it not----”

“Everything has two sides, Martha,” said Frederick interrupting me. “It

is because we deprecate war that everything which supports and excuses

it, everything which veils its horrors, appears hateful to us.”

“Yes, of course; because the hateful thing is upheld thereby.”

“But not thereby only. All institutions stand on roots of a thousand

fibres, and as long as they exist it must be a good thing that those

feelings and methods of thought should persist by which they are

excused, by which they are rendered not only tolerable, but even

beloved. How many a poor fellow is helped through his death-agony by

that same ‘joy in death’ into which he has been educated! how many a

pious soul relies in all confidence on the help of God of which he has

been assured by the preacher! how much innocent vanity and proud feeling

of honour are awakened and satisfied by those ceremonies! how many

hearts beat higher at the sound of those hymns! From the total of the

pain which war has brought on men, we must at least deduct that pain

which war poets and war preachers have contrived to sing away and lie

away.”

* * * * *

We were summoned away from Berlin very hurriedly. A telegram announced

to me that Aunt Mary was very ill and wished to see me.

I found the old lady given up by her physicians.

“It is my turn now,” she said. “For my own part I am right willing to

go. Since my poor brother and the three children were snatched away,

this world has had no more joy for me. Apart from anything else, I shall

never more have the strength to bear up after such a blow. I shall find

the others there above. Conrad and Lilly are also united there; it was

not ordained that they should be united here on earth.”

“If they had finished their arrangements in proper time....” I was

disposed to say in opposition, but I stopped myself. I could not surely

raise any discussion with this dying person, and still less try to

unsettle her about her favourite theory of “pre-ordination”.

“I have one comfort,” she went on, “that you at least, dear Martha,

remain behind happy; the cholera has spared you, and that proves clearly

that it is ordained for you to grow old in company. Only try to make of

your little Rudolf a good Christian and a good soldier, so that his

grandfather up in heaven may still find his joy in him.”

Even on this point I preferred to keep silence, for I was firmly

resolved to make no soldier of my son.

“I will pray for you incessantly, so that you may live long and

happily.”

Of course I did not dwell on the inconsistency that an “inevitable

destiny” could be influenced in one’s favour by incessant prayer; but I

interrupted the poor creature by begging her not to exhaust herself with

talking, and, in order to distract her attention, told her about our

doings in Switzerland and Berlin. I also related how we met Prince

Henry, and that he had caused to be erected in the park of his castle a

marble monument in memory of the bride whom he had lost as soon as won.

Three days afterwards poor Aunt Mary fell asleep, resigned and calm,

fortified with the sacrament for the dying, which she had herself begged

for and which she received with devotion; and thus were all my relations

gone from the earth, all those in whose midst I had been brought up.

In her will the entire inheritance of her little fortune was left to my

son Rudolf, and as his trustee Minister “To-be-sure” was nominated.

This circumstance brought me now into frequent contact with this old

friend of my father. He was also pretty nearly the only visitor at our

house. The deep mourning into which the unhappy week at Grumitz had

plunged me caused me as a matter of course to live in perfect

retirement. Our plan of settling in Paris could not be carried out till

all my affairs were put in order, and in any case several months more

would be necessary for that.

Our friend the Minister, who, as I have said, formed almost the whole of

our society, had in these latter days either received or obtained his

discharge--I never quite fathomed the matter--but in short he had

withdrawn into private life, but he was still as fond as ever of busying

himself about politics. He continually contrived to turn the

conversation on to this his favourite theme, and we also willingly took

our share in it. As Frederick was now occupying himself so busily with

the study of international law, any discussion was welcome to him which

touched on this province. After dinner (Mr. “To-be-sure”--for we always

between ourselves made use of this nickname for him--was always asked to

dine at our house twice a week) the two gentlemen would plunge into a

long political conversation; but in doing this my husband took care not

to let this conversation turn into the political gossip which he so

hated, but was careful to lead it to views of more general interest. In

this, to be sure, Mr. “To-be-sure” could not always follow him, for in

his character as an inveterate diplomatist and official he had

accustomed himself to follow what is called “practical politics”--a

thing which is directed merely to the private interests which lie

nearest to hand and knows nothing about the theoretical questions of

social science.

I sat by, busy over some needlework, and took no share in the

conversation--a thing which seemed quite natural to the Minister; for

politics is, as is well known, far “too high a thing” for ladies; he was

sure that I was thinking all the time of other things, whilst I, on the

contrary, was listening very attentively, since it was my business to

impress the tenor of this dialogue on my memory, in order to transfer it

afterwards into the red book. Frederick made no secret of his opinions,

though he knew what a thankless part it is to set oneself to oppose what

is generally received, and to defend ideas whilst they are in the stage

when--even if they are not condemned as subversive--still they are

derided as fantastic.

“I am in a position to-day to communicate to you an interesting piece of

news, dear Tilling,” said the Minister one afternoon with an air of

importance. “People in government circles--that is to say, in the

ministry of war--are ventilating the idea of introducing a universal

liability to service amongst us also.”

“What? the same system which before the war was so universally condemned

and derided among us? ‘Tailors in arms,’ and so on?”

“To be sure we had a prejudice against it a short time since. Still, it

has rendered good service to the Prussians you must allow. And, in fact,

from the moral point of view, and even from the democratic and liberal

point of view, for which you occasionally appear so enthusiastic, it is

surely a just and elevating thing that every son of his fatherland,

without any regard to his position or stage of education, should have to

fulfil the same duties. And from a strategic point of view, could little

Prussia have been always victorious if she had not had the Landwehr; and

if the latter had been introduced amongst us before, should we have been

always beaten?”

“Well, the meaning of that is, that if we had had more material, the

material which our enemy had would not have served him. _Ergo_--if the

Landwehr were introduced everywhere it would not benefit anybody. The

war game would be played with more pieces, but the game nevertheless

depends still on the luck and the ability of the players. I will suppose

that all the European powers have introduced the obligation of universal

defence; the proportion of forces in that case remains exactly the same,

the only difference would be that, in order to come to a decision,

instead of hundreds of thousands, millions would have to be

slaughtered.”

“But do you think it just and fair that a part only of the population

should sacrifice themselves in order to protect the dearest possessions

of the others, and that these others, chiefly because they are rich,

should be entitled to stop quietly at home? No, no; that will cease with

this new law. Then there will be no more buying-off--every one will have

to take his part. And it is especially the educated--the

students--those who have some learning, who will contribute the

elements of intelligence and therefore of victory.”

“The other side has the same elements ready to hand, and so the

advantages to be gained from educated petty officers neutralise each

other. On the other hand, what remains (and equally to both sides) is

the loss of material of priceless mental worth, of which the country is

deprived by the fact that the most educated, those who might have

promoted its civilisation by means of inventions, works of art, or

scientific inquiry, are set up in rank and file to be marks for the

enemy’s shot----”

“Oh, well! for making inventions, and producing works of art, and

investigating skull-bones, and all sorts of things of that kind, which

do not advance the position of the state’s power one drachm----”

“Hm!”--“What?” “Oh, nothing; go on.”

“For all that there remains plenty of time for people. And besides they

need not serve for the whole of their life; but a few years of strict

discipline are assuredly good for everybody, and make them only so much

the more competent to fulfil their other duties as citizens. We must in

the present state of things pay the blood tax some time--so it ought to

be divided between all equally.”

“There would be something to say for that, if it fell less heavily on

individuals on that account. But that would not be the case; the blood

tax would not be _divided_ by that measure, but increased. I hope the

project may not be carried out. There is no seeing whither it may lead.

One state would then try to outvie the other in strength of army, till

at last there would no longer be any armies, but only armed nations.

More people would be constantly drawn into the service; the length of

service would be constantly increased; the incidence of war taxes and

the costs of armaments constantly greater;--so that without fighting

each other the nations would all come to ruin in making preparations for

war!”

“But, dear Tilling, you look too far.”

“One can never look too far. Everything a man undertakes he ought to

think out to its remotest consequence--at least as far as his mind

reaches. We were likening war just now to a game at chess. Politics also

is of the same nature, your excellency, and those are only very feeble

players who look no further forward than a single move, and are quite

pleased with themselves if they have got into a position in which they

can threaten a pawn. I want to develop the thought of defensive forces

constantly increasing and the universal extension of liability to

military service still more widely, till we reach the extremest verge,

_i.e._, where the mass becomes excessive. What then, if after the

greatest numbers and the furthest limits of age are reached, one nation

should take it into its head to recruit regiments of women too? The

others must imitate it. Or battalions of boys? The others must imitate

it. And in the armaments--in the means of destruction--where can the

limit be? Oh this savage, blind leap into the pit!”

“Calm yourself, dear Tilling. You are a genuine faddist. If you could

only point me out a means to do away with war it would be a perfect

benefit, to be sure. But as that is not possible, every nation must

surely endeavour to prepare itself for it as well as possible, in order

to assure itself of the greatest chance of winning in the inevitable

‘struggle for existence’--that is the cant word of the fashionable

Darwinism, is it not?”

“If I should choose to suggest to you the means of doing away with wars,

you would again call me a silly faddist, a sentimental dreamer rendered

morbid by the ‘humanitarian craze’--that, I think, is the cant word in

favour with the war party, is it not?”

“To be sure, I cannot conceal from you that no practical foundation

exists for the realisation of such an ideal. One must calculate with the

actual factors. In these are classed the passions of men; their

rivalries; the divergences of interests; the impossibility of coming to

an agreement on all questions.”

“But that is not necessary. When disagreements begin an arbitration

tribunal--not force--is to decide.”

“The sovereign states would never betake themselves to such a

tribunal--nor would the peoples.”

“The peoples? The potentates and diplomatists would not--but the people?

Just inquire, and you will find that the wish for peace is warm and true

in the people, while the peaceful assurances which proceed from the

governments are frequently lies, hypocritical lies--or at least are

regarded as such on principle by other governments. That is precisely

what is called ‘diplomacy’. And the peoples will go on ever more and

more calling for peace. If the general obligation of defence should

extend, the dislike of war will increase in the same proportion. A class

of soldiers animated with love for their calling is, of course,

imaginable; their exceptional position, which they take for a position

of honour, is offered to them as a recompense for the sacrifices which

it entails, but when the exception ceases the distinction ceases also.

The admiring thankfulness disappears which those who stay at home offer

to those who go out in their defence,--because then there will be no one

to stay at home. The war-loving feelings which are always being

suggested to the soldier--and in so doing are often awakened in

him--will be more seldom kindled; for who are those that are of the most

heroic spirit, who are most warm in their enthusiasm for the exploits

and dangers of war? Those who are safe against them--the professors, the

politicians, the beer-shop chatterers--the chorus of old men, as it is

called in ‘Faust’. When the safety is lost, that chorus will be

silenced. Besides, if not only those devote themselves to the military

life who love and praise it, but all those also are forcibly dragged

into it who look on it with horror, that horror must work. Poets,

thinkers, friends of humanity, timid persons, all these will, from their

own points of view, curse the trade they are forced into.”

“But they will beyond doubt have to keep silent about this way of

thinking, in order not to pass for cowards--in order not to expose

themselves to the displeasure of the higher powers.”

“Keep silence? Not for ever. As I talk--though I have myself kept

silence long--so will the others also break out into speech. If the

thought ripens, the word will come. I am an individual who have come to

the age of forty before my conviction acquired sufficient strength to

expand itself in words. And as I have required two or three decades, so

the masses will perhaps require two or three generations--but speak they

will at last.”

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