LETTERS FROM THE PASTOR.
"HOW true it is," said Marion, as, after she had taken Mrs. Douglass
to her home, she was seated in her own parlor,—"how true that the
sins of the parents are visited on the children! God's threatenings
are as faithful as his promises. I cannot be thankful enough that
I have had a pious ancestry, and that their prayers may be answered
in blessings on their descendants. How little that father realized
that, in allowing his son and daughter the indulgence of every
caprice, they were sowing seed which would spring up to their own
sorrow and shame! How little even Mrs. Cheriton realizes that she is
pursuing the same evil course with her boy, and that from being her
idol he will become her tyrant! I promised Mrs. Douglass that I would
be a friend to the youthful mother; indeed she urged that Mr. Angus
had advised her to confide her story to me, and had been confident
that I would not forsake her. I will try to keep my promise."
Mr. Angus sailed early in June, and, except a notice in the papers of
the safe arrival of the steamship in Liverpool, no news from him had
been received. Mrs. Asbury wrote Marion that her long-promised visit
would be paid the last week in the month, and that she expected her
niece to return with her to Grantbury. At the close was the following
hurried postscript:—
"I have opened my letter to add that Mr. Asbury has just received
a brief communication from our dear pastor. He is well, preached on
Sunday in London, both morning and afternoon, sent affectionate
regards to all friends including you and Ethel, of course."
Marion read the message with a heightened color. Her heart rebelled
against being remembered in this general way; then, reading again,
was pleased to see that this was only her aunt's rendering of his
message. She fell into a revery concerning the absent one. "He told
me I was the only confidant he ever had. In aunty's last letter she
narrated exactly what he told her in regard to the triumphant death
of a friend. She has no idea that I knew his sister, nor of the
painful events of his early life. I will not betray his confidence;
and yet it will be a trial to me to keep anything of interest to
myself from my dear, kind aunty. I wonder whether he will write me,
and when."
She was interrupted by James, who brought the morning paper.
"Nothing else?" she asked, in a tone of disappointment.
"Nothing at all."
Looking at her watch, she saw there would not be time to read the
news before the carriage was due. She folded it in an abstract
manner, walked to the rack to put it in, when she saw the end of
a letter protruding from a newspaper inside. As this was not the
place for letters, she took it out, and found to her surprise
it was unsealed, and—"Yes, it is," she said aloud, "it is
postmarked London."
Mr. Angus began by asking,—
Am I intruding too much on your kindness by sending you a few lines
at so early a date? If so, forgive me, and remember that though I am
in my native land, standing on the spot where my fathers stood, yet I
am a stranger. I feel lonely to-night, and would gladly transport
myself back to my adopted country. We had a prosperous voyage,—
prosperous so far as it could be to one who was being removed farther
and farther from home and home friends. How much would I give to have
my little Ethel in my arms, and hear her sweet voice whispering in
my ear, "I love you!"
You will turn from my page, I fear, disgusted with my home-sickness,
and I will tell you of other things.
I have been occupied with business in London, but start to-morrow
for Doncaster, and from that place shall proceed to Leyden. There is
a post-office in Leyden. If I should find there a letter directed to
me, it would make me very happy.
I write Mr. Asbury by this same steamer, and shall send my messages
direct to them.
May God bless you, my dear Miss Howard, and reward you for all your
kindness to me and mine, is the sincere prayer of your friend,
HAROLD ANGUS.
There was one person only to whom Marion spoke of the relief which
had come to the Grantbury pastor, and this was to Mary Falkner. This
young girl, in the midst of her own suffering, never forgot to pray
that God would lead him into the light. It was Marion's precious
privilege to change these prayers to praise for mercies already
bestowed.
It was during a visit made to the Home, and when the conversation had
reverted to friends in Grantbury, that Mary inquired who was
preaching there. "Mother goes every Sunday to church," she went on,
"and says she enjoys it. She told me word had come across the water
from the pastor, that he was safe on land the other side."
Marion laughed at the curious phraseology of the widow, and then
said, "Your prayers for him have been answered, Mary. He is no longer
weighed down by sad memories. I will report to you what he told Aunt
Asbury."
The cripple clasped her hands, while a fervent expression of joy
stole over her face.
"God be praised!" she ejaculated. "He will be far more useful in his
work now. He can 'rejoice with those who do rejoice, as well as weep
with those who weep.'"
PART II.
CHAPTER I.
GRANTBURY AND THE FIRST CHURCH.
GRANTBURY is a manufacturing town. It has six churches, of the
different denominations. The largest and most flourishing church
was the one over which Mr. Angus was settled as pastor. A branch
of this church had gone off some years before and had built a chapel
near one of the factories, hoping to bring in many of the employés,
who were neglectful of public worship. This had not been as
successful as had been hoped; the clergyman was so poorly supported
that he left, and of late the effort of the Christian workers had
been concentrated on the Sunday school. The usual attendance here
was about one hundred.
Two years before the commencement of our story, an unusual excitement
prevailed in the town, caused by the proposition of a few speculators
to build a new railroad direct to the principal cities east and west
of them, thus connecting them with the great thoroughfares.
The capitalists who owned most of the stock in the branch railroad
which connected them three times in a day with the next town at first
opposed the new project; but Mr. Asbury, with a wider and more
far-reaching view of the results, advocated it both by public
speeches and offers of money.
As he was a large land-owner, and the railroad would have to pass
through one of his most valuable farms, it was argued by those
wishing the new road, that he must be advocating it for the good
of the public against his private interests. So, indeed, he was.
The new road was chartered, and in time in working order.
A compromise to purchase from the owners of the branch road twelve
miles which came in their direct route satisfied all parties;
so that, when, the new, tasteful depot with the long baggage-room
replaced the forlorn little station with shed attached, there was
a general burst of enthusiasm.
The two years following this made a marvelous change in the old,
quiet village. Mr. Asbury had given a beautiful site for the new
depot, on conditions which had been complied with. The grass land
belonging to his largest farm had been laid out in squares, with
a park in the centre, and sold for house lots. The buildings put up
there according to the terms of sale, must not be less than a
stipulated cost; and thus a pretty village was growing up in this
part of the town.
Mr. Angus's church was half a mile from the station, and quite near
Mr. Asbury's dwelling house. The stimulus in all branches of business
had been so great since the new railroad had been built that the main
street had been widened, and set out with shade trees at the border
of the flagged sidewalks.
Nor was the prosperity confined to the vicinity of the depot.
The increased demand for vegetables, milk, etc., from the new-comers
made the land too valuable for the farmers to cultivate grass and
corn for their own use. Large fields with southern exposures were
planted with early and late vegetables and small fruits, which found
a ready sale at their own new market.
This was the condition of the town when Mr. Angus became the pastor
of the First Church. During the nine months following his
ordination, the church building had become so crowded that a
suggestion of enlarging by transepts had been made. It was an
old-fashioned edifice, with unnecessarily roomy slips, white walls,
high pulpit, and poor ventilation. Mr. Asbury was opposed to
enlarging, but did not consider it time to give his reasons.
At a meeting of the trustees directly after Mr. Angus went abroad,
it was proposed that the work of enlarging be entered upon
immediately, and finished by the time of the pastor's return.
Some money was subscribed; but when the paper was passed to
Mr. Asbury, he refused to sign any thing. As a large subscription
had been hoped for, this refusal threw a damper on the undertaking;
but a committee was appointed to report in one week, and the meeting
adjourned.
During this very week a fire broke out in carpenter's shop filled
with combustible matter. The flames carried sparks and half-burned
sticks to several houses in the vicinity, and among them to the
building belonging to the First Church. The committee met, and all
the male members with them, not to report on the cost of the proposed
alterations, but to consult what was to be done in this sudden and
terrible emergency.
The old sturdy farmers were near despair, but supposed they must do
something to repair the temple of the Lord, and were thankful that
the walls, being of brick, were still standing.
Others had a plan that a new town hall, just finished, should be
hired, and public worship held there till such time as they were able
to recover from the effects of the terrible calamity which had
overtaken them.
Mr. Asbury and a few friends belonging to the wealthy portion of the
church remained silent listeners to the views of the older brethren.
At length, after an hour spent in lamentations over the calamity, and
propositions which were considered impracticable, the moderator
of the meeting remarked,—
"We have talked an hour to no purpose. Will some one make a
proposition as to a place of worship for us next Sunday?"
After a momentary pause, Mr. Asbury quietly rose from his seat
with an open paper in his hand. There was not the least trace of
excitement in his manner, as he said, "I have here a letter, which I
will read. It is from the trustees of the Methodist Episcopal Church
in our town, and is addressed to me.
"MR. EDWARD ASBURY:
"Dear Sir, At a meeting of our board of trustees the day following
the burning of your church edifice, a resolve was unanimously voted
that we deeply sympathize in your loss of your house of worship, and
that we tender to you the free use of our church building till such
time as you may repair your edifice or otherwise provide for
yourselves.
"With fraternal love and good-will,
"Very respectfully
"MOSES HUNT.
"By order of trustees of Methodist Episcopal Church, Grantbury."
A motion to accept this friendly offer was at once passed, and then
Mr. Asbury rose again and said,—
"I have a proposition to make; but, first, I ask you to listen to a
few facts. I have made a careful investigation into the state of our
church building, the walls of which are still standing. It is
fifty-eight years old; the beams are rotten. It ought to be a source
of gratitude that we have escaped a greater calamity by reason of the
falling in of the walls, from the cellar being unventilated.
It cannot be repaired. This is the opinion of the best experts I have
been able to obtain. I propose, then, that we sell it as it stands,
to some gentlemen who offer five thousand dollars for the site.
They intend, if they obtain it, to put up a large hotel."
"It's a good offer."
"Take it."
"I object."
"We must have the land to build again."
"We need a hotel for summer residents."
"We can worship in the town hall."
"Or disband altogether," grumbled a man who never contributed a
penny.
Altogether the clamor following this proposition prevented any
further remarks from Mr. Asbury, if he had wished to make any, and he
sat down with a smile on his face.
Several groups were at once formed, and loud, excited voices were
heard discussing this unexpected proposal; some were for accepting,
others positively refused to quit the old spot dedicated by their
fathers to the worship of God. At length the moderator, with a loud
rap on the table, called the meeting to order, and inquired whether
any gentleman had anything further to say before the proposal was put
to vote.
Mr. Asbury rose again, this time with a little flush on his face,
as he remarked, "I am not in the habit, as you, my friends, are
aware, of speaking of myself; but I would like to say that I have the
welfare of this parish greatly at heart. We are blessed with a good
pastor,—a live, working man. I believe he will be more useful in
the future than he has been in the past; that he is a growing man.
I believe that he will return to us with greatly improved health and
spirits, and enter on his work again with new hope and confidence of
success. I want to show him that we appreciate him by building him
a new church large enough to accommodate all the new families who
wish to join us. When a proposition was made at our last meeting
to enlarge our old building, I did not subscribe, because I knew the
work would cost more in the end than to begin a new one. I have had
some sad experience, as many of you know" (smiling), "as to the cost
of repairing old buildings. Now that the fire has rendered that
undertaking impracticable, I propose to your board of trustees
to accept a lot of land on the rising ground, half-way between this
and the new depot, which I freely tender to them."
Shouts of "Yes," "We will," etc., were checked by a wave of
Mr. Asbury's hand, as he added,—
"Wait a little: I have not done yet; there are conditions. I wish
to say that a subscription paper has already been started for a new
edifice costing not less than twenty thousand dollars, and the sum of
fourteen thousand eight hundred dollars, including five thousand for
our old church building, already subscribed, on condition that the
whole amount be raised, and no mortgage ever be allowed upon it."
Profound silence followed this speech, which was like a bombshell
thrown into an unprotected house; then a few whispers were heard,—
"Five thousand and more to raise. Where will it come from?"
"'T would have cost ten to repair, and 't would have been an old
building after all."
At last, Mr. Rand, an aged, white-haired farmer, stood up.
"I'm an old man," he said, "and not long for this world; but I hope
to live to see the new church built on that 'ere spot yonder, which,
in my opinion, is the pootiest place for a church in the hull town,—
yes, and to worship God in it, too. I'm not rich, and I'm not poor.
I've got nigh upon two thousand dollars in the savings bank, laid up
for a wet day. My children are all married and settled on farms of
their own; so I sha'n't do any of 'em wrong if I add my name to
Mr. Asbury's paper," holding out his hand for it. "There," he said,
deliberately taking off the glasses he had put on to write,—
"there's fifteen thousand three hundred subscribed on the above-named
conditions. If necessary, I'll add another five hundred; and I'm sure
my old woman will say so, too."
"After this noble example," rejoined the moderator, more moved by the
old man's words than he liked to show, "I'll put down my name for the
same sum as he did."
Smaller sums were at once added, so that when the meeting adjourned,
after the appointment of a building committee, only one thousand more
was necessary to make up the entire amount. This was to be obtained
by personal solicitation from the families of those not represented
at the meeting, and a committee of ladies was requested to take this
work in hand.
CHAPTER II.
VISIT TO INGLESIDE.
THE architect employed by the building committee had submitted a plan
for the new church,—Gothic, high spire, and stained-glass windows.
It was accepted, the foundation laid, the walls, which were to be of
native stone, raised to the height of seven feet, when a letter was
received from Mr. Angus, enclosing a slip cut from a London
newspaper.
"A very innocent-looking paragraph," exclaimed Mr. Asbury to his
wife. "But what a stir it will make in the parish!"
It was the announcement of an urgent call given to the Rev. Harold
Angus, of New York City, United States of America, to settle over the
—Church, —Street, London, at a salary of one thousand pounds.
In addition to the printed paragraph, Mr. Angus had written,—
DEAR FRIENDS,—
Mail going out. Only time to say that the call alluded to, and the
enclosed slip, in which it was announced, came to hand by
the same mail, and was wholly unexpected. Fearing you might see it
copied into a New York paper, I forward it, and will write more at
length by next steamer.
H. ANGUS.
Before the close of the day in which the letter was received, few
belonging to the First Church were ignorant of its contents.
Mr. Asbury was right. The news created a great excitement, not only
in their own parish, but throughout the town. A meeting of the voters
in the First Church was called to express their opinions in regard to
the subject of the paragraph.
After the opening exercises, Mr. Asbury stated the object of the
meeting. Mr. Rand then started to his feet, and with a quick glance
around the room, said, in a loud voice,—
"I'm as deaf as a post, from a cold I got down on my medder, and I
can't hear a word you say; but my wife, she's heerd that some folks
't other side of the water are trying to get our pastor away from us,
and she told me to come here and vote it right down. It's a shame,
anyway, for Christians to be a-pulling and a-tearing of one another.
We've got the first right to Mr. Angus, and I vote that we hold on
to him, and let them get a minister nearer home. That's all I've got
to say. If it's more salary than we pay him, I guess I can help make
up the difference between what they'll give and what we do."
A hearty laugh followed this speech, and, as Mr. Rand had expressed
in brief the wishes of all present, the meeting soon adjourned, after
a unanimous vote "to hold on to their pastor," and make the question
of salary satisfactory to him.
One of his neighbors having screamed this result into Mr. Rand's ear,
he mounted his farm-wagon with a significant nod of his head.
"All right!" he shouted, at the top of his voice. "I darsn't go home
till I knew the parish would hold on to him. My old woman would—you
know." His voice was lost in the distance.
Perhaps if the good farmer had known the contents of a letter which
at this very hour was being carried by wind and steam across the
Atlantic he would have been still more jubilant as he sat eating his
supper of cold corned beef and greens, and telling his wife, between
the mouthfuls, the news he had learned at the meeting.
Mrs. Asbury made her visit to Marion at the time she had promised,
taking Ethel with her. Of course all the Grantbury news was
rehearsed, in the course of which the pastor's name was frequently
mentioned. Ethel, meanwhile, had succeeded in coaxing Gypsy, a pet
spaniel belonging to Mrs. Mitchell, to allow herself to be dressed in
one of her dolly's cloaks.
"Now," she said, "we are going to sail on a voyage to Europe, to see
Mr. Angus. You must sit very still, doggy, because it's Sunday.
I shall teach you a hymn by and by,"—
"'I must not play on Sunday.'"
"When we get to Europe, I shall let you go with me to Ingleside,
you know. There is a pretty garden at Ingleside, with an arbor all
covered with grape vines. If you are good till we get there,—
sit still, Gypsy,—oh, how naughty you are to pull off your nice
cloak!"
By this time Gypsy thought she ought to be released, and jumped from
the sofa, where Ethel had placed her, at which the little girl burst
into a merry laugh.
"What is she talking about?" asked Marion, in a low tone.
"Where is Ingleside, Ethel?" inquired her mother.
"Why, don't you know? It is Mr. Angus's home, where his grandfather
used to live. When he was a little boy, his mamma let him go there
sometimes; and he had hens and little goats to play with. We talk
about it when we are taking a walk, you know."
"What a pretty name Ingleside is," remarked Marion, without raising
her eyes from her work. She was making a fine dress for Frances,
Ethel's favorite doll, and of course the excitement of this was what
made her cheeks look so rosy.
During Ethel's visits Marion invited Geenie Cheriton to take a drive
with them and pass the rest of the day with the little girl. They all
gave a sigh of relief, however, when James started with him for his
home, and Mrs. Asbury said,—
"I wonder how Mrs. Douglass can endure that child's noise. It is such
a pity that he should be ruined by indulgence."
"I wouldn't be that boy's nurse for a fortune," exclaimed Hepsey,
who was putting up the toys Geenie had pulled about. "They'll have
a time with him if he lives."
Mr. Lambert called during Mrs. Asbury's visit, and was introduced
to the guests. He seemed greatly attracted by Ethel, who fixed her
large violet eyes seriously upon him. He succeeded at last in coaxing
her to his side, when they had quite an animated conversation.
Before they parted he gave her a beautiful little charm, whist he
unhooked from his watch-chain.
This was the first time Marion had seen him since her discovery that
Mr. Regy, of whom she had heard so much, was only the double of her
old friend. She longed to ask him about it, but would not before
strangers. She contented herself with inquiries about Neddy Carter,
who was soon to be admitted to the mission school.
Only two days after Mrs. Asbury's return to Grantbury,
Marion received a thick letter with a foreign postmark,—Leyden,
Yorkshire. She retired quickly to her own chamber, and sat down with
blooming cheeks to its perusal.
I have no intention of copying the letter, but will say that, after
giving her an account of his visit to his home,—a visit which
almost overwhelmed him with its painful memories,—and visiting the
graves of father, mother, and brother as they lay side by side under
the old yew-trees, he took the cars for Ingleside, his father's
ancestral home in Leyden. He told her he found only an old servant,
a retainer of the family, who received him as one from the dead.
His grandfather had four children born here,—one son and three
daughters. When he died, in Harold's twelfth year, his property was
divided equally between them, except Ingleside, which was always
to be kept in the family, and after the death of his daughters
to revert to his oldest grandson.
Estelle Angus, for whom Stella was named, made a will and left her
namesake her heir. Mary and Sarah died without making a will, and the
property came to Harold, as the nearest of kin. It was not a great
fortune that he found awaiting him, Mr. Angus told Marion, but, with
the money left in the bank by his father, it was sufficient to enable
him to carry out some cherished plans.
One of these plans was to build a pretty home on a certain knoll
in Grantbury (the very one Mr. Asbury had given to the church), to be
called Ingleside; but there was one word from her which must come
before the new Ingleside could be built.
Then followed certain statements in regard to a diagnosis recently
made of his heart, which conveyed to the young lady a pretty accurate
idea of what the word must be, in order that the English cottage be
erected.
By this time Marion, by certain unwelcome symptoms, which had forced
themselves on her notice was aware of the strength of her own
attachment for her pastor, and, being naturally frank and outspoken,
she wrote the word (a very short one), which, could he have known it,
would have set good Farmer Rand's mind at rest in regard "to holding
on" to his pastor.
In a note added to his letter, immediately following the receipt of
the call from the London church, Mr. Angus added:—
"I have just forwarded to Mr. Asbury an invitation to settle in our
great metropolis. Would you prefer to live in England? Of course I
could not give the parish an idea of what my answer will be till
I hear from you. Am I presumptuous? You first taught me to be
hopeful. Am I too daring to hope now?"
Early one morning soon after this, Mrs. Douglass sent Marion a note,
requesting her to call at her earliest convenience.
On entering the house where Mrs. Douglass had rooms, Marion met
in the hall a dashing young man, dressed in the height of the
fashion, with a lighted cigar in his hand. She would have passed him
without notice, but for a bold stare, which sent the indignant blood
to her cheeks.
The knock at Mrs. Douglass's door was for a minute unanswered;
then Mrs. Cheriton opened it, her eyes still flashing defiance,
her head thrown back, but looking more brilliantly beautiful than the
visitor had ever seen her.
Mrs. Douglass had evidently been under some strong excitement:
her eyes were red with crying, and her hands trembled.
Eugene came forward with a rush to meet the lady. He was dressed for
a walk and insisted that Marion should accompany him.
"I am on my way to my music scholars," explained the visitor, taking
the little fellow in her arms. "Some time you shall go with me."
"I'm going to walk with you," said his mother haughtily.
"How can I aid you, dear friend?" asked Marion, when the outer door
had shut upon the others.
"Did you meet a gentleman as you came in?"
"I did. I can guess that he is Mr. Cheriton."
"Oh, no! no! Would that he were here. Juliette is so young: she does
not consider; she is—I am pained to say so—she is imprudent.
Arthur has no right to leave her unprotected. She wrung her hands
in great distress, her eyes full of tears.
"Who is he?"
"His name is Alford. Juliette accompanied one of our fellow-boarders
to the theatre, and was introduced to him there. He has been here
every day since. She has just promised, in my presence, and contrary
to my wishes, to go to the theatre with him to-night. I am powerless
to prevent it. What must I, what can I do?"
"Alford," repeated Marion. "Do you know his Christian name?"
"There is his card,—C. W. Alford, New York City."
"A very indefinite address. Will you let me take it? I will make
inquiries concerning his character. I am sorry to say I was not
favorably impressed with his appearance."
"But Juliette has a husband. Whatever his moral character may be,
she must not receive attentions from him. If the poor child has
a father living—" A burst of tears interrupted her.
"She has a heavenly Father," urged Marion, deeply moved. "He will
never lose sight of her for a moment. His eye sees her when
no earthly eye can follow her, and His arm can protect her from harm.
Dear Mrs. Douglass, don't weep so. Let us ask His guidance."
Seldom had the young Christian poured forth such earnest petitions
for help as now. Realizing, as she did, the impulsive passion of the
young wife, the excuses she would make to her conscience,—that her
husband had forsaken her,—the impossibility of earthly effort
to restrain her, Marion called upon God to appear for them in their
trouble, to touch the heart of the young mother, to put barriers
in her path to ruin, to fill her soul with purer joys.
Feeling as she did at that moment, perhaps as never before,
how sheltered and protected her own life had been, how brightly the
future was opening before her own path, her tears gushed forth afresh
at the thought of the dangers threatening this beautiful, unprotected
child-wife. She prayed too that the absent husband might be brought
to a sense of his wrong-doing in forsaking her whom he had sworn
to cherish, and return to them with new purposes and new resolves.
Nor did she forget the absent father, so long unknown to those
connected with him by the closest ties. She prayed that if he were
still an inhabitant of earth, God, who knew all things, would lead
him back to them, to be their comfort and joy.
"O Miss Howard!" cried the afflicted mother, clasping her hands,
"what a blessing that we can go to our heavenly Father and tell him
all our sorrows! I have an assurance that He will answer; that He
will in some way protect my dear, deluded child. It may be by my
death. I would willingly give up my life, could I be assured of her
safety. It may be that He will touch Arthur's heart, and bring him
home to his family. I would submit to any privation, any
inconvenience, to have him, her lawful protector, with her."
"Or," added Marion, "He may restore to you the husband you have
so long mourned. A father would be a great blessing to Juliette now."
"A Christian father," murmured the lady, raising her eyes to heaven.
"Every day my prayer for him is, Lord, if he is living, lead him to
Thyself."
After a short silence, the lady added, "I thank God I can say with
truth that, since the hour my husband left me, believing I was lost
to virtue, I have always maintained the strictest reserve toward all
of the opposite sex. I was young, and often called handsome.
I believe my husband had been proud of my beauty. I could play the
piano and guitar as an accompaniment to my voice; but I only played
for my parents and most intimate friends. I have always tried
to impress upon Juliette, both by example and precept, that a wife
so unfortunately situated must be doubly guarded in her conduct.
Character is a plant which must be kept in good soil, free from
blights and mildew. It must be watched and tended with care. It is
too sacred to be trifled with."
Mrs. Douglass wept as she talked, and Marion, desirous of soothing
her, said,—
"Mrs. Cheriton's love for Eugene is a great preservative."
"Yes, that is true," sighing. "Poor boy! He needs a father's
restraining hand."
"We have asked our heavenly Father to preserve them both from all
evil, and I believe He will," rejoined the visitor, hopefully.
God did answer the prayers so earnestly offered, but in a way
entirely unlooked for.
CHAPTER III.
WITHOUT CHRIST.
MRS. CHERITON did not return from her walk for an hour after Marion
left. She came in looking so brilliantly beautiful that it made her
mother's heart ache. Her eyes always shone like stars, and the rich
color crimsoned her cheeks when she was excited either by joy or
anger. Eugene, too, seemed overflowing with spirits. His hands were
full of toys and sweetmeats, given him, he said, by the nice
gentleman. When he threw off his cap, his grandmother noticed that
his hair was wet with perspiration, and told her daughter he ought
not to sit in the draught; but she retorted with some indifferent
reply. Finding she could not induce the child to move, nor to give up
the colored candies he was eagerly devouring, with a sigh the
grandmother left the room.
During the rest of the day, the young mother went about with a smile
on her lips, quite absorbed in thoughts of a pleasant nature.
Toward night her boy coughed two or three times; but she, usually so
ready to take alarm, laughed at her mother's suggestion that he must
have taken cold.
At an early hour Mr. Alford called to accompany her to the theatre,
and poured out such a torrent of flattery at her beauty as quite
turned her head.
Scarcely bidding her mother good by, she went gayly down the stairs,
little imagining what her return would be.
The clock was just striking twelve when, in turning the corner of the
street, the house she called home came into view. At this hour it was
usually dark. Now the hall and her mother's room were brilliantly
lighted. Just at this moment a carriage dashed up to the door.
"What does it mean?" she cried, in a startled voice, trying to pull
her hand from her companion's arm.
"When can I see you again?"
The insinuating tone was lost on her, for with a sudden fear she had
released herself and flown away. Bounding up the stairs, she stopped
one instant to gaze into the lighted room. On her mother's lap lay
Geenie, struggling for breath. Before them stood the doctor, with a
spoonful of medicine in his hand,—just brought by his servant,—
which he was vainly trying to force down the child's throat. One of
the servants was bringing through another door a foot-tub filled with
boiling water, while another was pulling the blanket from the bed.
All this the mother took in at one glance, then sprang forward with
a loud shriek and threw herself on her knees before her boy.
"Mamma, help Geenie! Make the bad man go away! Geenie can't breathe!"
"It's the croup," gasped her mother, in reply to her agonized gaze
into the child's face, darkened and convulsed with this struggle for
breath.
"It is a case of life and death," added the physician, in a solemn
voice. "If you love your brother, persuade him to take this
medicine."
"My brother! He's my boy, my own, my precious child!"
Her voice rose to a shriek, as she saw that his features became more
convulsed. She cried, she wrung her hands, calling continually,
"Eugene, my pet, my darling! I won't give you up! You sha'n't die!"
"He will die, and very soon, if you do not control yourself. You must
be calm."
Addressing one of the servants, who had just returned with the
prescription, he ordered Eugene's head to be held, while he forced
down the medicine. Then turning to Mrs. Douglass, he said, "Madam,
will you try to bring your daughter to reason? Every moment of delay
makes the boy's situation more dangerous. With the aid of the
servants, I wish to use the steam."
He really pitied the child-mother, as he saw her fixed gaze in her
son's convulsed face; but he knew that unless vigorous measures were
used, a short time would end the struggle. Taking Eugene in his own
arms, he directed the girl to wrap the boy in the large blanket and
hold him over the boiling water. The other girl was to furnish
a fresh supply.
Mrs. Douglass tried to persuade her daughter to leave the room;
but she would not. She sank into a chair and watched every movement
which took place. She seemed suddenly to be turned into an automaton,
only that those wondrous eyes flashed so continuously they seemed to
light up the room.
In half an hour the medicine began to take effect, the terrible
sound, never to be forgotten, grew less harsh. The doctor, with his
coat off, worked like a hero. It was evident that the steam produced
relief in breathing. More and more heavily drooped the child's head,
his eyelids closed, the terrible heaving of his breast was more
natural. The doctor put his hand under the blanket, found the pulse,
and nodded approval. Without awakening the boy, he put a small
powder on his tongue and sat down to watch.
Another hour passed. Mrs. Douglass had quietly retired to the next
room. Eugene slept still. He had been removed to the sofa. The doctor
still waited. The struggle for life had been so great, he did not
like to leave his patient till assured that he would have no return
of the frightful convulsions. He was a father too, and aside from his
desire as a physician to control the disease, he was interested
in the unusual circumstances of the patient. At home, he had a
daughter growing up, now in her seventeenth year, who looked more fit
to be a mother than this passionate girl, who at one moment gave free
vent to her frenzied agony, and the next controlled herself so
wonderfully that she had sat for hours scarcely daring to breathe.
He could not comprehend, skilled as he was in controlling disease,
the torture which that poor girl was undergoing from an accusing
conscience. She saw herself at last as in a mirror,—wilful, proud
of her outward charms, undutiful to her long-suffering,
self-sacrificing mother,—her best friend,—idolizing her boy,
but blind to his faults, and not restraining her own temper that she
might teach him self-control. Then her thoughts reverted to her
absent husband, and conscience, resolved to be heard at last,
set before her a catalogue of her offences toward him,—wilful
neglect of his wishes, too evident want of affection, etc., which had
at last weaned him from her and sent him far away. "Where is he now?"
It seemed to her that this question was screamed in her ears.
"You drove him wild with your taunts and neglect."
At length she remembered the events of the previous night. How long
ago that seemed! The whispers of flattery that had sounded
so sweetly in her ears, how she loathed them now! How she loathed
herself, that they could have pleased her! She seemed to herself
to have been suddenly snatched away from the very brink of a
precipice, and to be frantically seizing some sure support which
would prevent her from falling back into the dreadful abyss. Oh, how
dark it looked! And yet how eagerly only last night she had rushed
toward it!
"Oh, my boy! my boy! If you die your mother is justly punished."
Mrs. Cheriton had not lived nineteen years with her mother without
understanding that this dearest friend was of late governed by
different principles from those which controlled her in earlier life.
She acknowledged in this dark hour that when all other help had
failed, the poor widow, bearing alone her heavy burden of grief and
self-reproach, had found comfort and solace in the truths contained
in the sacred book hitherto so little prized. God was no longer
to her an angry judge, but a tender, loving father, whose heart
yearned over her. Jesus Christ was her sympathizing Saviour, who had
voluntarily come to earth, suffered poverty, temptation, and
ignominy, that he might know how to succor his children in like
sorrow. Many, many times Mrs. Douglass had endeavored to impress
these blessed teachings on her daughter; but they only seemed to her
like idle tales. Of late, since her acquaintance with Marion Howard,
she had been urged to trust in the kind care of One whose eye of love
was always watching her; but these faithful words, instead of drawing
her heart toward the friend who uttered them, had led her to treat
Marion with cold contempt.
As is frequently the case with persons in the near prospect of death,
the events of the past life flash like lightning through the mind, so
in Juliette's agony, circumstances connected with her childhood,
youth, and brief married life rushed to her memory with a force and
vividness which well nigh overwhelmed her. As she afterward described
it, "I seemed to be living my life over again: I was wooed and won.
I tasted the purest joy of all when my child was placed in my arms.
I sinned and was punished. I went on sinning and repenting. I went
headlong into the arms of a destroyer, when a hand was stretched out
and saved me. I can never make myself believe that all this occurred
in only five hours."
At last the physician, who had for some time been dozing in his
chair, rose quietly, and, coming toward the rigid figure, said,
encouragingly,—
"He is sleeping quietly now. Be careful that he does not get a chill.
I will be in again at nine."
She gazed in his face, scarcely understanding his words, looking so
bewildered that he mechanically placed his fingers on her pulse.
Her hand was like ice.
"He, your child, is better. I am quite hopeful now. You have
controlled yourself admirably."
"Do you mean that he will not die? That God will not punish me
by taking him away?"
"Yes, my poor child. I mean that I hope God in mercy intends to spare
him to you. He is given to you afresh, to train up to a good and
useful life."
What a change came over that young face, on which despair had been
stamped! The hard eyes softened, the lips quivered, the crimson tide
came rushing back, painting cheeks and brow; the whole countenance
grew luminous, as with quickened breath the child-mother clasped
her hands, exclaiming,—
"Oh, how I will love Him! He is so good, and I have been so bad."
Forgetful of the physician's presence, or of anything, except that
the God, whom she had not loved, had dealt with her in such infinite
mercy, she fell on her knees and buried her face in her hands.
"Lord, help me! Save me!" she cried. "I have tried living without Thy
help. I was all but lost. Do help, dear Lord."
These words, so different from what he expected under the
circumstances, seemed too sacred for a stranger's ears, and the kind
physician silently took his leave, wiping his eyes as he went down
the stairs, then walked quickly to his home in the gray dawn of
a new day.
CHAPTER IV.
WITH CHRIST.
MRS. CHERITON'S trials had only begun. Eugene's croup was followed
by congestion of the lungs, the attack assuming from the first
alarming symptoms. He would not bear his mother out of his sight
for a moment. Indeed the result of her injudicious fondness showed
itself during these sad weeks in a manner which would have been
a warning to any one. Though she deprived herself of sleep, and
almost of food, in order to be always at hand to minister to his
wants, he showed no gratitude. He exacted everything as a right, and,
if there was the slightest opposition to his wishes, he screamed with
passion, often exclaiming, "I hate you. Go away, bad mamma."
He would not take medicine from her, shrieking, "You tell lies.
You told me it was good and it wasn't. I'll let Miss Howard give it
to me: she never tells lies."
From Marion, too, he would submit to any treatment, even to the
blisters upon his chest. "It will hurt you, Geenie," she said,
"but if you don't have it on for a few minutes that dreadful pain
will come back. Be a good boy, and I will tell you a nice story about
Gypsy."
"Will you bring Gypsy to see me?"
"Yes, I will."
In addition to Eugene's sickness, the doctor's services were in daily
requisition for Mrs. Douglass, who had never risen from her bed since
the night of her grandson's seizure. The agony of mind she had
suffered on account of her daughter, followed so speedily by Eugene's
dangerous illness, proved too much for a frame enfeebled by disease.
Violent pain in the head was succeeded by nervous chills, until
Dr. Danforth became alarmed for her life.
Under these circumstances Marion proved her real friendship
by spending as much time as possible with the patient sufferer,
and thus was at hand when poor Juliette, driven to her wits' end
by the insubordination of her darling, was unable to control him.
As the young mother had not spoken of the events of that
never-to-be-forgotten night, neither Mrs. Douglass nor Marion
could account for the entire change in her manners and appearance.
They supposed her fright at the sudden illness of her boy had for the
time driven all other thoughts from her mind. Indeed, Mrs. Douglass,
with many tears, thanked God that in his wonder-working providence
he had taken any means to prevent a career of gayety which must have
ended in her ruin. It would have been an immense relief to her could
she have known that a card with the name "C. W. Alford" had been sent
to her daughter the day following Eugene's attack, that the question
written with pencil underneath his name, "When can I see you?"
had been hastily answered with one word, "Never."
Yes, her Father in heaven, more ready to grant our requests
than we are to ask them, had indeed answered the Christian mother's
prayers, though as yet she knew it not.
Through all these anxious, weary days and nights, in the midst of
her duties,—and they were onerous,—Mrs. Cheriton was supported
by the thought, "God will help me: he has promised to help those
who ask him."
In after-days she used to say, "I seemed to be living in a dream.
Whenever the thought of Mr. Alford came into my mind, or the
recollection of his vague suggestions recurred to me, I shivered,
while my cheeks burned like fire. Then the conduct of Geenie,
ungovernable and unloving, continually reminded me of another
precipice from which I had been drawn back.
"On the other hand, I wondered at myself, at the sweet peace which
at times filled my soul. How good God has been to me! How kind,
how loving, how tender! Sometimes when Geenie slept I found time
to read a few verses in the Bible. I found verses written expressly
for me: 'Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitieth
them that fear him.' 'For he knoweth our frame, he remembereth that
we are dust.' I could scarcely believe that these precious words were
in God's own book. I put in a mark and read them again and again."
But it was impossible for such a radical change to take place
in Mrs. Cheriton without the fact becoming visible to those
about her. Even before her mother noticed anything, the servants
talked about it.
"She must believe he is going to die," one girl said to another,
"else she wouldn't speak so kindly, and thank me as she does."
The first thing indicating a change noticed by her mother was
one morning, when the chamber-girl, having put everything in order,
had left the room, Juliette came from the adjoining chamber with
a smile on her face. Approaching the bed, she kissed her mother,
saying, softly,—
"Geenie is asleep. If you like, I'll read to you," laying her hand
on the Bible as she spoke.
"Thank you, dear. That would indeed be a pleasure."
"Where shall I read? But here is your mark in St. John's Gospel."
In a low, and, to her mother, inexpressibly sweet voice, she read
the last words of Christ to his disciples, frequently pausing
as she read, as though applying the precious words to her own case.
Mrs. Douglass lay with her eyes fixed on the pale countenance of the
reader, wondering what made her so beautiful. The rich bloom had
gone, the dark eyes no longer flashed; but never had there been such
a serene smile wreathing the lips. It seemed to indicate an inward
peace.
At last, Juliette, raising her eyes from the book met her mother's
gaze fixed intently on her.
"Can I do anything more for you, dear?" she said, rising and leaning
over the bed.
"O Juliette! If you could, if you would, pray: we need help so much."
There was a momentary struggle in the breast of the young convert,
and then, throwing herself on her knees by the bed, she hid her face
in her hands and poured out from a thankful heart prayer for Christ's
presence, such as he had promised his disciples, and praise for the
blessed hope of acceptance and pardon. With the simplicity of a child
who has scarcely learned the language of prayer, but whose soul
is fully alive to the value of the blessings to be asked for,
she plead for wisdom equal to every emergency, grace for every trial
her Father in his love might see fit to send. She prayed for her dear
mother, so weak and suffering, for her boy, not yet out of danger,
that He who loved them better than any earthly love would do for them
according to his will. "But, oh, dear Jesus, who loves little
children," she cried, clasping her hands, "if he must die, and it is
Thy blessed will, prepare my boy, my poor, neglected child,
for heaven. Let him not suffer eternally for his mother's sinful
neglect of Thy commands."
Then her sobs became so violent that she was obliged to rise hastily
and leave the room.
Mrs. Douglass closed her eyes, while she murmured the inspired words,
"Lord, now let Thy servant depart in peace, for mine eyes have seen
Thy salvation."
"I asked God, and He has heard my prayers. She has learned to pray.
That was not her first prayer. O my Saviour, help me to thank Thee
as I ought."
When Dr. Danforth made his next visit, he found Mrs. Douglass
bolstered up in bed, Hepsey, who had for a day or two supplied
Marion's place, arranging her still abundant hair. They were engaged
in animated conversation when he entered. He had become deeply
interested in the strangers, having never forgotten the scenes
of the night of his introduction to them. To no one had he ever
mentioned the young mother's prayer, the burden of which was help
for herself from some great danger, not for relief and returning
health to her child.
"You are better," he said, cheerfully, after having counted her
pulse.
"Yes, Doctor, I have had a restorative."
"Wine? I wish you had taken it sooner."
"No, Doctor. I have heard my daughter pray." The mother's face beamed
with joy.
"What is so great a beautifier as happiness?" was the doctor's
thought. "She looks ten years younger." He spoke seriously, but with
the greatest tenderness, saying,—
"I have heard her pray, and I think her prayers have been answered.
She has borne the trials of these sad weeks with a sweet submission
and patience I have seldom seen surpassed."
"God has given her grace according to her day."
"Yes. He has indeed fulfilled His promise to the widow and orphan."
"My daughter is not a widow, Doctor," murmured the patient, her
cheeks flushing. "You have been such a kind friend, I may confide
so much of our story to you. Juliette was married at the early age
of fourteen, and her child was born within the year. Geenie was only
a few weeks old when his father left home for England, ostensibly
to obtain a situation where he might support his family in the
luxuries to which they had been accustomed. We hear from him
occasionally, but have never seen him since."
"Unnatural monster!" cried the doctor, indignantly. He thought
of his own little girl, and wondered how she would endure such
a living trial,—she to whom the loss of a pet dog had been the
greatest grief she had known.
It was a minute or two before he could rally sufficiently to remark,
"Eugene is better too. I am sorry to say my patient will soon be
dismissing me."
"We have so few friends in America, we cannot give up your visits
without regret, Doctor. But it is selfish for us to keep you longer
than is necessary, when so many need you."
"Is a physician to have no friends, then?" queried the doctor,
assuming a gruff voice. "You will find it hard, madam, to get rid
of me." Then, with an emphatic shrug of his shoulders, he went away,
and drove nearly a mile out of his course, while he was wondering
what kind of a man Mr. Cheriton could be who would forsake a wife
like Juliette.
In another respect the young mother showed that she had taken God's
word as the rule of her life. This was in the management of her
child. Formerly, when herself provoked at his rudeness or impatient
at his exactions, she had dealt him a sudden blow, which, however,
always seemed to rouse his combativeness to such a degree that it
required much skill to soothe him. She usually had to buy him off
from the exhibition of temper by confectionery or some new toys.
Now, feeling her own weakness, she daily sought strength from God.
She had noticed, too, how easily Mr. Angus and Marion had made him
obey, not by blows or threats, but by a firm and gentle kindness,
which won his confidence. It was her aim to imitate this method.
As soon as he was able to sit up, Eugene felt rather than understood
that his mother would no longer submit to be struck in the face
or called "bad mamma" when his wishes were crossed. She talked
to him, explained that he must obey, that Jesus Christ loved good
children, and that she would teach him to pray, and ask this best
Friend to help him be good.
There is a sacredness in religious teachings which always arrests
the attention of a child. No stories are so much delighted in
as the stories of Joseph and Samuel and Daniel, and particularly
the story of our dear Saviour. Over and over again these stories
may be repeated; yet the little one never tires, but will ask
new questions concerning the wonderful characters.
Juliette had thus a double incentive to read her Bible. She wished
to find in the sacred pages strength for daily duties; and she also
read for the instruction of her boy.
Marion came in one day and found Geenie dressed in a wrapper, sitting
in his mother's lap. In her hand she held the Good Book, and they
were talking eagerly of the story she had read. Marion wrote
afterwards, in her letter to Mr. Angus, that she seldom had seen
a prettier picture,—the beauty of both so softened by the subjects
on which they were talking.
Marion bent over and pressed her lips to the fair forehead of the
young mother, and Eugene made them laugh by imitating her example.
"She's nicer than she was," he exclaimed, patting her cheek.
"She doesn't tell lies any more. She tells me when the medicine
is going to taste badly,—but I take it all the same."
After talking for a few minutes with Mrs. Douglass, Marion hurried
away, saying to herself,—
"What a glorious change! What a purifier and refiner Christianity is!
How Mr. Angus will rejoice that Juliette has accepted her Saviour!"
Before I close this chapter I must tell the reader that Marion showed
Mr. Alford's card to Mr. Lambert the very day Mrs. Douglass had given
it to her, only asking whether he knew the man. He did not, but soon
found a man of his description was a frequenter of gambling-saloons
and other disreputable places of resort, that the name Alford was one
of several aliases, and that he was a man wholly unfit to be trusted.
To neither Mrs. Douglass nor her daughter did she repeat this
information, the change in Juliette rendering it unnecessary.
CHAPTER V.
HOME IN THE STABLE LOFT.
"THIS is only a stable, Miss Marion."
"The place must be here, Hepsey: the number three hundred and sixty
is plainly marked."
The young lady reverted to her paper again.
"'Esther Cole, three hundred sixty.' Three hundred fifty-eight,
the last house is marked. I must inquire."
One of the hostlers came forward to the door of the stable.
"Do you want a carriage, lady?"
"I am looking for a number which ought to be here."
"Is it a tenement house you're after, ma'am?"
"Yes, and a family by the name of Cole."
"It's aloft their house is. Walk right through ma'am, to the ladder
beyont."
"Thank you," replied Marion, giving him a smile which quite won him.
"How very clear your floor is! I was never in a stable before. Look,
Hepsey! See how nicely the carriages are covered; and really there is
quite a pretty parlor,—and such a row of whips hanging up."
"That room is for ladies and gentlemen to wait while their horses are
harnessed, ma'am." The hostler was doing the honors in his best
style. They had now reached the ladder, as he called it by which they
were to ascend to the room "aloft," and he said, "It's a poor place,
ma'am, for a lady the likes of yees."
"It's a heathenish place," retorted Hepsey "Not fit for Christians to
live in. Are you sure, young man, that the steps are safe?"
He laughed merrily, exhibiting a row of even white teeth.
"If it's afraid ye are, ma'am," he explained, looking at Marion,
"sure I'll bring 'em all down to yees,—every mother's son of 'em."
"Oh, no, indeed! We will go up. Many thanks for your courtesy."
Her face was all dimpled with smiles as she prepared to mount
the steps, while the hostler walked away, saying to himself,—
"A rale lady that is. The man that owns her must be a happy one."
At the top of the steps a door opened into a large room rudely
partitioned off from the hayloft and smelling strongly of the fumes
from the stable below. Seven people called this room their home,—
father, mother, grandmother, and four children of different ages
under eight years. Unlike many who live in more spacious apartments,
their hearts were larger than their home, and they had recently
welcomed a poor waif thrown upon the cold charities of the world.
Esther Sims was an orphan who had been connected with the mission
Sunday and sewing schools in which Miss Howard was interested.
This lady had never considered her very intelligent, but she had
a pretty face, with childish features, and an appealing glance in her
deep, gray eyes which made her many friends. Marion had lost sight
of her for more than a year, and only the day before her visit to the
stable learned her sad story.
Not being very happy in the family where one of the mission-school
teachers had placed her, she was easily persuaded to leave it for
employment in a cigar factory. There she formed the acquaintance of
a young fellow by the name of Cole, and soon after was married
to him. If she had taken to heart the instructions of her faithful
teacher, she would have distrusted the principles of a man whose
first act in connection with her was deceit.
As they were both infants in the eye of the law, Esther being but
sixteen, and her husband to be but eighteen, the clergyman refused
to perform the ceremony unless one of the parents, was present and
wished it. Leaving her sitting on the steps to the house, he hurried
off, and soon returned with a woman who said she was his mother, and
who declared her willingness for her bye to be married.
They were married, and young Cole took his wife home to a house where
he had lodgings, where they had many a laugh about the ease with
which he had found a mother in his emergency, he having given the
woman twenty-five cents to personate such an individual.
Esther's character was so yielding that she got along for a few
months without much trouble. She never knew what her husband's
business was, and often wondered why it kept him so long into the
night. At last he began to abuse her, and grew so irritable that she
begged to be taken back to her old place in the cigar factory, where,
at least, she had kept herself from starving. Now young Cole had been
arrested for burglary, tried, and sentenced to prison for three
years, and Esther, innocent, ignorant even of his ever having
committed crime, was suspected of being connected with the plot.
Even Hepsey, who tried to harden her heart against pity, having been
so often deceived, was affected by the utter abandonment to grief
of the young girl. She was sitting on a bed of straw, with a child
of her sister-in-law across her lap, her head fallen forward on her
breast, her tears falling on the sleeping babe's face, seemingly
unconscious of the presence of any one.
"She's just gone daft with her trouble, poor thing," explained the
woman, as she saw the eyes of her visitors fastened on the
child-wife.
It was difficult to rouse her from her grief. When addressed,
she looked up frightened, supposing officers had come to take her
to jail. Then, recognizing Miss Howard's kind face, she asked,
piteously,—
"Will they keep me in prison long?"
Mrs. Cole took the babe from her arms, explaining, "I thought maybe
't would divert her thoughts," and then went on to say that Jo, her
husband's brother, had always been a bad boy. He had no business
to deceive a young girl, and get married when he had no home.
That Esther was steady and honest, and was never up to knowing
his wicked goings-on. Then she touched her head and pointed to the
poor girl in a significant manner. "As to the robbery, she's as
innocent of it as a babe unborn."
No one could doubt it who witnessed the appealing glance in those
wondering eyes; at least Miss Howard did not, but she could not
at once decide what course to pursue to clear the child from the
suspicion of crime. Having ascertained that Mrs. Cole was willing
to keep her for a few days, Miss Howard put a sum of money into her
hands, and, promising to do what she could, took her leave.
"She's no more guilty than I am," exclaimed Hepsey, indignantly.
"That woman thinks she isn't bright, but it's only because she's been
cowed down and abused till she darsn't say her soul is her own.
I remember her when she was as tidy and spry as the best of 'em."
"Why, Hepsey, where did you ever see her?"
"At the sewing school, ma'am, where I used to go in yer place while
yer was in Grantbury; and Esther Sims, as they called her then,
was the most respectful and the best behaved of the whole class."
"Hepsey, do you think she could be trained by kindness to be a good
servant?" Marion's voice was abrupt in her earnestness.
"Indeed I do, ma'am. To be sure, it would take time, but it would be
a deed o' mercy, and like as not be the saving of her soul."
"Well, my dear, good Hepsey, you have helped me through a great many
difficulties. If we can get the poor child away from her
surroundings, you shall have the chance to try and save her."
Hepsey was startled. This was rather beyond what she had thought of.
Presently she asked, abruptly,—
"What will she do with her thief of a husband?"
"She must be made absolutely free from him, of course. I will take
advice about it."
"I suppose you're thinking of yer own home in the country, ma'am, and
that is where I'm to train her," added Hepsey, with a sly glance into
her young mistress's face.
A rosy blush was the only reply.
While Marion was hesitating to whom she should apply for advice
in regard to poor Esther, Mr. Mitchell came home. He assured her
that by the laws of the State the husband's incarceration in prison
rendered the wife free from the marriage tie. He also comforted her
by saying, that even if Esther were arrested, unless some one
appeared against her, the case could not be carried on. Marion,
however, with the recollection of the child's look of terror at the
very thought of being arrested, was determined to prevent it
if possible.
Suddenly recalling to mind Mr. Lambert's promise to aid her
in her works of charity, she sent James to his house to request him
to call at his earliest convenience.
When he came, which was almost immediately she was struck with
a change in his appearance; and inquired, anxiously,—
"Are you ill, sir?"
"What makes you ask that? I'm in rollicking health and spirits."
She doubted it, however, for even while talking with her he seemed
to fall into fits of revery.
"What a fool she was to marry so young!' he said, with a sneer;
"but, as you say, that can't be helped now. My advice is, let him go
to—anywhere that will keep him out of her way. But what is to be
done with the child?"
"I think Hepsey means to take her," replied Marion, showing all her
dimples. "I hope she can be got off without going to court."
"Hepsey, hem! Well, never fear. I'll see the judge and settle
that. If he won't believe my word, I'll make him go to the stable,
mount the ladder, and see for himself."
He leaned back in his chair, laughing heartily but Marion noticed
that there was no ring of mirth in his laugh.
Suddenly she said, "O Mr. Lambert! Are you acquainted with Mr. Regy?
I hear of him everywhere among the poor, and I long to see him."
"Better not," he grumbled. "Take my word for it, he is
a good-for-nothing fellow. I know him well."
"You must be prejudiced, Mr. Lambert. His heart is just as warm as
yours; indeed, in many things he must be like you: he delights to
relieve suffering and he delights to—to—what shall I call it?"
"Call it abuse; that's the right name. He's a hard-shelled
old sinner. He tries to salve his conscience by giving away what he
don't want. Keep clear of him, as you would of the plague. Now I must
be going, or I sha'n't see that judge."
CHAPTER VI.
THE SIMPLE PRAYER,
THE very next day he called again.
"It's all right," he said. "The girl is free to go where she chooses.
Now I want to ask you a question. Where do you go to church?"
"I attend -Church. Dr. M- is my pastor."
"But you're not a member."
"Oh, yes! I have been for a great many years."
His countenance expressed real disappointment. "I could have sworn
you didn't believe in such humbug."
"O Mr. Lambert, don't say so!" Marion'! eyes filled with tears.
She had always supposed that he was a Christian and a member
of some church.
"I've never seen any cant about you. In fact, I took it for granted
that you were a good, common-sense girl. Why, all that nonsense
about joining a church and taking an oath that you believe such and
such doctrines has exploded long ago!"
"Don't you believe any doctrines?"
"I believe this: that it's the life we must look to. Why, I've seen
men,—and women too,—who swallowed the whole creed, covers and all,
stiff and straitlaced, thought it a sin to smile, but who wouldn't
give a penny to a poor man to save his soul. I'm sick of this talk
about doctrine. Give me the life,—that's what I look at."
"But how shall we know how to live unless we study God's Word?
We have exact directions there,—and these are what I call doctrines.
I am sure you believe that Jesus Christ came to set us an example
of a perfect life."
"I'll allow that for the sake of argument."
"Did He ever sin?"
"Not that I ever heard of, but I don't know much about it."
"Can you name any other man who ever lived without sin?"
"Perhaps not. I always said the world was up side down. But what does
that prove? I don't know what you are driving at."
"Then the claim of Jesus Christ himself, that He was the Son of God,
in a peculiar sense,—that no man can come to the Father except
through Him,—is a claim we must acknowledge."
"I don't know anything about that. You are taking too much
for granted."
"Why, if any other man should claim to be divine, saying, in plain
terms, 'I and my Father are one,' he would be seized and punished
for blasphemy. It would be monstrous, presumptuous in the last
degree. The fact that Jesus Christ claimed that he was one with the
Father, the fact that he was a sinless being, and could not therefore
be such a wicked impostor, that he proved his assertion by his life,
his teachings, and his power to work miracles, is the great central
truth on which Christianity is based. If you read your Bible
prayerfully, as I earnestly hope you do, you must concede so much."
Mr. Lambert twirled his glove, looked grave, and then said, "Well,
what of that?"
"How do you suppose the world came to be upside down, Mr. Lambert?"
"Can't say. Can vouch for the fact, though. Everything and everybody
is helter-skelter."
"Including Mr. Regy, I suppose."
"Yes; he is as bad as any of them."
"And needs a power out of himself to put him right."
"That's true."
"This power we have in our blessed Saviour. He came to save us from
sin and from all its dismal consequences."
"Well, admit that too, for the sake of argument."
"Now, my dear friend," urged Marion, seizing his arm and gazing
wistfully in his face, "believing so much, as I am sure you do, you
have the very root and foundation of the Christian doctrine. A good
life must and will grow out of such a belief. Jesus Christ, who was
rich, became poor for our sakes. He sacrificed ease, comfort, home on
earth, and all that makes life dear. I say nothing of the glories of
heaven, the worship of myriads of holy beings, which He willingly
exchanged for disgrace, ignominy, and death. I am only speaking now
of Him in His human nature. He loved us to that extent He was
willing to do and bear all this for us, to make us happy here and
hereafter. We must acknowledge ourselves degraded indeed, if we are
not willing to do something to show our appreciation of such love.
What does He ask of us? Only that we return His love, and cherish
kindly feelings toward each other. Love God, and our neighbor as
ourselves. This is the life you so rightly urge that we must live.
It flows naturally from the doctrine. Any other motives than love to
God and to our fellows fail of power to help us live this life.
"You see I have not said a word about the theories that man,
in different stages of the world, has built on these fundamental
truths. There always has been and always will be different ways
of explaining God's truth; but speculation is outside of fundamental
truth. Man a sinner, Christ a Saviour, is enough for me. Any man,
woman, or child, really desirous of showing his love to Christ,
can find rules in God's Word to guide him in every emergency."
"About joining a certain church, for instance." There was
an ill-concealed sneer in Mr. Lambert's voice.
"Yes, we have the example of companies of disciples gathering
themselves together to recount what God had done for them.
Our Saviour himself honored and showed His approbation of these
gatherings by being present with them. The most affecting of all His
dying messages to His disciples was that they should eat bread
as a symbol of his body broken, and drink wine as a symbol of His
blood shed for them. This was to be a continual reminder of what He
had done. I can say from my own experience, that this communing
with Christ in His sacrifice brings Him nearer to me not only
as a Saviour but as a friend, or elder brother, than anything else
could do."
"I don't see any Christianity in one soul de-crying another, and
calling each other hard names."
"I don't see any Christianity in one man stealing his neighbor's
coat, or his property of any kind. One act is as much Christian
as the other. If the disciples of Christ would only live up to the
example He set for us, one man would never decry or call his neighbor
hard names merely because they differ on non-essentials.
"People's likes and dislikes are as wide apart as their countenances.
Because one man has blue eyes, he needn't decry a man who has black.
All that is required of him is that he shall use aright the eyes God
has given him. One man is so constituted that in his worship of God
he prefers liturgy and certain prescribed forms. This mode, which we
call Episcopalian, helps his fervor, and the very forms assist him to
keep his mind from wandering.
"Others find these written prayers, etc., irksome and monotonous:
they like more stir and bustle; such become Methodists. God never
expected or intended that we should all be patterned in the same
mould. Social intercourse would be very tame if we were. Mr. Regy,
for instance, has his own method of relieving the poor, and I have
mine," she added, smiling.
"Mr. Regy is an old humbug," growled Mr. Lambert. "I'm always ashamed
when I've been in his society. He's the most provoking man
I'm acquainted with."
"And yet he is in a fair way to attain a high position: 'He that
humbleth himself shall be exalted.'"
Mr. Lambert's face crimsoned, and he muttered some unintelligible
words. He caught up his hat and cane in a hurry, when she said,
tenderly,—
"May I say something to you, my dear friend?"
"Humph! That's cool! Here you've been driving into me with hammer and
tongs, and now you ask very meekly, may I say something to you?'
Well, say on; a few hits more or less won't kill me."
"It is only this, dear sir. When we accept Jesus Christ as our own
personal Saviour, He will flood our souls with such peace and joy
as we never before conceived. His love helps us to bear trials,
to meet disappointment with true fortitude, to look forward without
fear to the time when we shall walk through the dark valley. I shall
pray daily that such love as this may fill your soul."
His face became so convulsed while she made this personal appeal
that she was really alarmed. Putting a violent restraint on himself,
he rallied and exclaimed in a light tone,—
"You were cut out for a theological professor I was not aware of this
accomplishment." He would not notice the hand she held out to him,
but with a gruff "Good day," left the room.
After his departure, Marion found herself so shaken that she could
scarcely collect her thoughts. She went to her chamber, and with
tears plead for her friend. "O God, show Thy self to him in the face
of thy Son, Jesus Christ." This was the burden of her petitions.
Fortunately for her, this was the day of the week when the foreign
mail came in. A letter from her dearest friend would restore
her spirits. While she was waiting for it, thoughts of Mr Lambert
would intrude, and she was surprised that, knowing him so intimately
as she had for some years, she was so little acquainted with his
early life. "I wish I could comfort him as daughter would. Did he
really disbelieve every thing, as he pretended?"
She at last put on her hat and, summoning Hepsey, went to call
on Esther. She was recovering from her fright, and seemed relieved
that she was freed from a bond which had proved such a burden to her.
"I advise her to go back to her old name again," explained Mrs. Cole.
"Esther Sims she is to be from this time."
Miss Howard promised that Hepsey should accompany Esther to
a clothing store, where suitable outfit would be provided for her,
which she could pay for with her after-earnings.
"Am I to go into the cigar factory?" inquired Esther, with a shudder.
"Oh, no! You are to live with me. Hepsey has adopted you," laughing.
"I can speak for her that she will be strict, but kind."
Esther looked up suddenly, as though she scarcely understood, but,
seeing the bright smile on Miss Howard's face, her own grew radiant
then, with a quick movement, she threw herself on her knees before
the lady, while tears of joy ran down her cheeks.
"Poor child!" murmured Marion. "She has known so little the comfort
of a home."
"Or having real friends to care for her," interrupted Hepsey, wiping
her own eyes.
It was indeed a change in Esther's life, difficult for her, at least,
to comprehend. For days after she went to live with her kind friends,
she seemed to herself to be in a dream. Nothing made it seem so real
as the prayers Mr. Mitchell offered when they all gathered around the
family altar. As she told Hepsey afterward, she would go without food
rather than to lose the opportunity of being present.
"Do you recollect a little prayer you taught us at the mission
school, Miss Howard?"
This lady and Esther were sitting at their sewing when the child
timidly asked the question. She was gradually becoming accustomed
to kind words, losing the habit of starting, when suddenly addressed,
as though she feared a blow.
Esther's hands trembled with eagerness as she asked the question.
"Do you mean the prayer which begins, 'Help me, dear Lord'?"
"Yes, ma'am." The child closed her eyes, bent her head forward just
in the old way she had been taught, and repeated the whole prayer
with a solemnity and fervor which deeply affected the hearer.
"Help me, dear Lord, this day, to be honest, faithful, and true
toward my fellows, and above all to love Thee, blessed Saviour,
with all my heart. Help me to remember that God sees all that I do,
and hears all that I say, and that He is able to protect and guide
all those who put their trust in Him. For Jesus Christ's sake, we ask
this. Amen."
With a half-checked sob the child went on, gradually forgetting her
timidity, and giving to her faithful teacher an insight into her
poor, lonely, repressed life which was never forgotten.
"O Miss Howard! it frightens me to think how bad I was at the mission
school. I used to whisper and set the girls to laughing, and waste my
thread, and do so many naughty things. Miss Farnum ought to have put
me out. But if she had," sighing, "I never should have learned that
good prayer" (speaking with great awe) "and then what should I have
done when I was in such trouble?
"I used to kneel in the corner and repeat it over and over till it
seemed like I heard Jesus' voice say, 'I will, child.' Once when
he"—she always alluded to her husband as he—"came home drunk, and
beat me, I worried 'cause I couldn't get to my corner and kneel down.
I did manage to sit up in bed and put my hands together as you told
us, and I said it over and over in my heart. I thought, maybe as He
knows all about us, He'd know how it hurt me to move, and wouldn't
mind if I did cry and moan, 'cause I couldn't help it."
"My poor child. I am very glad you knew where to go for comfort.
Did you ever try to form a prayer for yourself?"
"No, ma'am, not a prayer. I wasn't fit for it, you know; but when he
was swearing and threatening to kill me,—not him, but rum,—I used
to whisper, O God, pity me. Dear Jesus, take away the bad heart that
makes him treat me so. Once after I had asked God to make him good
and help me to be patient, he came and looked at me as I lay on the
straw. He wasn't drunk then, and he said, 'I'm sorry for your sake
you ever saw me, Esther.' His voice was real kind, like as though
he pitied me. When he'd gone, I told Jesus about it. Was it
naughty?" as she saw Miss Howard suddenly put her handkerchief
to her eyes, "and I loved Jesus Christ so much that I forgot all
the pain in my head and my side, so I fell asleep."
CHAPTER VII.
ESTHER'S FORGIVENESS.
NO one but a faithful Christian worker in Christ's vineyard
can understand the encouragement such a revelation as that described
in the last chapter is to those who have been for years sowing
good seed and waiting for the harvest.
Esther, for years a member of the mission Sunday school,—light and
frivolous, seemingly almost incapable of retaining any of the
teachings repeated Sunday after Sunday in her hearing,—had been
impressed by something in this simple prayer which the gracious
spirit of God had fixed in her memory. It seemed to have been the
"word in season," which had come back to her in her hours of deepest
need, and proved to her in truth that God was really a loving Father
watching over and pitying His sorrowing children.
Marion related the incident which had so deeply affected her to her
friend in England adding, "I suppose I may learn from this a lesson
of trust. We have the glorious privilege of sowing the seed in the
hearts of these poor waifs. It is God's part, which He has promised
to do, to help it to sink into the light soil and spring up
to everlasting life.
"How many times I have heard people say, 'Such work does no good.
The influences around these poor creatures are all against them.
Once in seven days they repeat the command not to swear, not to
steal, not to lie, and every hour of the other six days they hear
the vilest oaths and are witness to a breach of every other command.
If it were any truths but God's own truths, which He has promised
to bless, we might well be discouraged; but in the case of Esther,
when to human appearance all her surroundings were against her,
one little seed of divine truth sank into her heart and bore such
wonderful fruit that I take fresh courage and feel that I can labor
with fresh diligence."
Never in all her acquaintance with Mrs. Douglass had our young friend
enjoyed her visits there as now. The lady had recovered from
her recent illness, and was able to take a short walk every day,
supported by her daughter's arm. In Mrs. Cheriton's countenance
there was an added beauty. Her eyes no longer flashed defiantly,
as of old. Her head seemed to have forgotten its fashion of throwing
itself back, as she haughtily refused any request which crossed her
own inclinations. Upon her brow there was a sweet serenity that spoke
to the observer of inward peace.
I have already spoken of the change in her treatment of her boy.
Her resolutions made during that dreadful night were never forgotten.
Conscience, once aroused, did not slumber again. She prayed earnestly
that she might have help to command her own temper, and thus be able
to teach Geenie to conquer his. The resemblance in many of her traits
to her uncle Henreich, which has caused her mother hours of anxious
forebodings, grew less and less every day. She saw that her daughter
was making a great effort to correct her faults, and that in
her government of her son she was kind but firm.
Formerly, as Marion went into their room, she was aware that her
entrance had interrupted some unpleasant discussion. Mrs. Douglass
would either be trembling with agitation or in tears while
Mrs. Cheriton was flushed and defiant.
Now what a pleasing change! The two ladies sat at their work,
regarding each other with the tender affection natural to the tie
between them, while Eugene, sometimes boisterous indeed, was growing
every day more willing to yield to authority.
One morning Marion called on her way to her pupils, who, by the way,
were making their best efforts to show her they appreciated her
self-denying efforts, as she had informed them she intended to resign
her place in the school. She met Eugene, dressed for a walk, with a
young companion from the house; and descending the stairs, found the
ladies improving the time in reading an interesting book.
"I want you to tell Miss Howard about Geenie's prayer," remarked
Mrs. Douglass to her daughter.
"I really hope," began Mrs. Cheriton, "that he understands what
I have told him, that God sees us, though we can't see Him. Yesterday
afternoon we were sitting here with the door open into the next room.
I heard a noise like driving a nail, but supposed he was busy with
his toys, and presently I heard his voice. We both listened and heard
him say,—
"'God, don't look this way! Turn your eyes the other side. I'm very
naughty, God. Don't see me! Look over there! I'm SO naughty, God,
I don't want you to see.'"
"By this time I concluded it was best for me to see what the
hammering meant. I went in and found him driving tacks into the
trunk. He made no resistance when I took away the hammer, but looked
ashamed when I said,—
"'O Geenie! How could you do so?'"
"You can imagine how he would have resisted once," added the boy's
grandmother. "He would have kicked and screamed and tried to bite."
"I am thankful those days are past," murmured Marion, noticing the
mother's flush of painful recollection caused by this allusion.
"He will reward you for all the pains you take to control him."
"He has already," exclaimed the young mother, clasping her hands
in her impulsive manner. "Geenie was never so affectionate as now.
I do believe that he never loved me so well as when I had to punish
him the other day. He hung around me, kissing me again and again.
When he saw tears in my eyes, he took his own little handkerchief
to wipe them away, saying repeatedly,—
"'Geenie will be good all the time, mamma. Geenie won't make mamma
cry any more.'"
Marion was sometimes very curious to know whether, with the many
obvious changes in Mrs Cheriton's character, her feelings of aversion
to her husband remained. She was well aware that many of the former
disagreements with the mother arose from the fact that Mrs. Douglass
urged Juliette to write kindly to her husband, from whom they had
heard within a few months. To be sure, he had not sent them any
intelligence, but in a newspaper accidentally falling under their
notice, they had seen his name and knew he was then in New Orleans.
If there was any return of affection on the wife's part, no one knew
it, for on this subject she maintained the most rigid reserve.
Indeed, Mrs. Cheriton could never be called a frank person. It was
only under the influence of very strong emotion that she gave
utterance to her deepest feelings. From the first, Marion had noticed
this trait, and wondered at it in one so young.
With another child-wife it was exactly the reverse. To her earliest
friends—Miss Howard and Hepsey—Esther laid bare all that was
in her childish and grateful heart.
Marion often came upon her, singing in a low musical voice, a refrain
from the hymn sung at family prayers, and when spoken to she had
a way of looking up with her large, deep-set eyes, and smiling,
as she said softly,—
"I'm so happy, ma'am. Everybody is so kind to me." And this was while
the great ridges on her slender body, caused by her husband's brutal
beatings, were still unhealed. In regard to this husband she did not
hesitate to speak, though at first with tears.
"Would it be wicked, ma'am, to let him think I belong to him now?"
She asked this one morning when she was braiding her young mistress's
abundant tresses and could keep her own face concealed.
"What do you mean?" Marion was startled and spoke in a sharp voice.
"I mean, ma'am, he's shut up now and can't get rum; and he was kind,
once; and wouldn't he feel better if he knew that I cared for him
a little?"
"You said you did not care for him; that you never wanted to see him
again. Would you go back to him? Would you submit to his ill
treatment, his profanity and abuse?"
Esther was silent, and glancing in the mirror, her mistress saw that
her eyes were full of tears. At last she said, in a tone of deep
sorrow,—
"I'm sorry God heard me say that. I was angry at the bad rum, and
I was afraid of being shut up in a cell with him. I—I asked Jesus
to put my naughty feelings away. I—I found the place in your
prayer-book, ma'am,—I mean the marrying place. It's solemn words,
ma'am; I didn't know that marrying was such a solemn thing. I was too
young, and I had no mother, and my mates thought it would be fun
to be married, and I didn't remember that I should have to stay
married whether I liked it or not and so when he praised me and said
he loved me best of all the girls in our court, though they all
wanted him, I said I'd go to the parson. I had no call, ma'am, to let
him say that bad woman was my mother. She was old Nan, the worst
woman among them all, but that is over now. I'd die before I'd do
so naughty again, but, ma'am, the minister asked me those solemn
words, and I said yes, so I've been thinking that," sighing heavily,
"'for better for worse, till death us do part,' means that I do
belong to him, ma'am and so I—" Her voice was stopped suddenly for
she fell on her knees, and with her head hidden in her arms, sobbed
without restraint.
Marion's own tears flowed. As she told the story afterward
to Mrs. Mitchell and Hepsey, "When I saw her in a perfect abandonment
of grief, sobbing her heart out at the recollection of the man
who had so abused his trust, I resolved that, if the law could
prevent it, she never should live with him again. But at the same
moment I felt for her such an increase of respect that folded her
in my arms and kissed her."
A few days after this Miss Howard was dressing to go out when Esther
came forward, blushing painfully, and holding out an awkwardly folded
paper, asked,—
"May I go out, ma'am, to put this into the box at the corner?"
The lady took the letter and glanced her eye over the address,
"Joseph Cole, Sing-Sing Prison, Auburn, New York State." The writing
was scarcely intelligible, but Marion was not thinking of that.
She could not endure the thought that Esther in her childish trust
might bind herself irrevocably to his future.
"His sister told me how to write that," murmured Esther, in a
hesitating tone. "'T isn't my place, ma'am, to ask you to give your
time to it; but if you'll please to read it, and say I may send it
to him, I shall be very happy."
This was what Marion wished to do. She seated herself instantly and
unfolded the paper, not yet sealed, Esther meanwhile ruffling the
edge of her apron as though her life depended on her doing it
quickly.
Marion had never perused a letter in which all the rules of grammar
and spelling were so wholly set at defiance; but seldom had she read
one which touched her heart more. It was very brief, but to the
point, and correcting the spelling, read as follows:—
Dear Jo,—
It's a good while now since you and me see each other.
I thought, maybe, you'd like to know that a dear, kind lady, as used
to teach me in the Mission, is giving me a home. I'm happy, or I
would be if I could forget where you are. I'm learning to pray, Jo;
and when I say my prayers I never forget that God can look right into
your cell and see you, though I can't; so I tell him all about you,
and ask him to make this the best time in your life, as it may be if
you will learn to love Him. You are not yet twenty years old, and
when you come out of prison you will be young enough to begin life
again. This is what I am praying for you all the time.
Your little wife, ESTHER.
"If she had left out the words 'your little wife,'" said Marion
to herself, "I would not have objected to her writing him for once."
Then glancing up, she saw Esther's eyes fixed upon her with a
mournfully earnest expression, and without another word went to her
desk, took out an envelope, enclosed the letter in it, copied the
address, and let it go. Afterward she confessed, "I believe at that
moment I felt far more unforgiving toward the prisoner than the
innocent victim of his brutality did."
CHAPTER VIII.
GAMES AND ENTERTAINMENTS.
ALL this time the building committee in Grantbury were pressing on
the work most vigorously. The edifice was unlike any other in the
town. It was of Gothic architecture. The walls were, as I have
mentioned of native stone, the windows high, narrow, with stained
glass. "They will have a cross on the spire," said one, "I'm sure
of it, and I'll tell you what it will end in, they'll all go
to Rome together."
The work proceeded so well, notwithstanding these prophecies, that it
was hoped it would be ready for occupation by Christmas. Mr. Angus's
taste was consulted during the entire progress.
The plan had been copied and sent to him for approval. All the
committee agreed that some suggestions made by him were a great
improvement on the original plan. In his last letter he had told them
he expected to sail for home the 17th of September, and this the
committee said would be in time to decide about frescoing and other
interior decorations. No member of the parish, outside of
Mr. Asbury's family, was aware that a new tie had been formed which
would strengthen his affection to the country and home of his
adoption. A few persons knew that a cellar was being dug on a
house-lot not two hundred feet from the new church, but these few
supposed Mr. Asbury was going to erect a house to rent, as he was
often seen directing the workmen. The fact was that "our church,"
with its rafters exposed to view, its spire towering every day nearer
to heaven, its ample porch of solid stone, absorbed all the interest
of the congregation.
Every week a letter came to the church or the Sunday school in which
the pastor spoke most hopefully of what they might together
accomplish for the cause of Christ. He told them what he had seen
in England and Scotland, among congregations he had visited,
of united effort. He reminded them, that if they so labored and
prayed, God would surely add His blessing, until there was not one in
the limits of the town who did not love Christ and try to serve Him.
To the Sunday-school children he wrote of schools in London and
Edinburgh, where all were wide awake with interest to gather in the
poor waifs who knew nothing of Jesus except His name, which they
heard mingled with the most dreadful oaths. He spoke of the reward
these workers received in their own hearts, and urged them to follow
so worthy an example. He mentioned at the close of this letter that
he had subscribed for one of the best English Sunday-school papers,
and offered it for a reward to the child who would bring into their
own Sunday school the greatest number of scholars. These must be from
families not connected with any other church.
For the first time in her life dear little Ethel had a secret, and it
was her own Marion who told her of it.
By and by, when the new house was done, she knew that her dear
Mr. Angus would bring Marion from the city and go there to live.
She knew that a beautiful conservatory was to be built on the south
side of the new house, and that Marion's flowers and birds would be
brought there. She knew that Hepsey and Esther and James would all be
in the pretty home at the new Ingleside, and that she could go to see
them as often as she pleased. She knew why it was that Marion came
from New York so often, and why papa spent so much time talking with
her about some large charts spread out on the dining-room table,
about an oriel window here, and a balcony there, and why they always
waited till she was in bed before they walked over to the spot where
the new house was being built.
One thing more connected with this wonderful secret she had been told
later, and this came near letting the whole thing out, which would
indeed have set the congregation connected with the First Church into
a blaze of excitement. Marion had promised that on a certain
occasion, not very far distant, she should go to New York with her
papa and mamma and Annie and Gardner, and stand up with Marion
as bridesmaid, while she promised to love Mr. Angus and take good can
of him as long as she lived.
It was something to be remembered, the wonder and delight of the
child as she came to understand all this. Her eyes grew darker, and
her whole face radiant, as she glanced slowly from one to another,
and her mamma added,—
"Yes, darling, cousin Marion is going to live in Grantbury and be
Mr. Angus's wife."
"And I'll be his wife, too," she exclaimed, with a little hop of
delight. "I'll promise to love him and take care of him. He can be
the broom to both of us."
"The broom!"
"Yes, mamma, you said that she would be the bride and he the broom."
"Groom, you mean, you precious pet," said Marion, catching the child
in her arms and hiding her burning cheeks in Ethel's neck.
Mamma thought this too good to keep from papa, and even threatened
Marion that she would acquaint Mr. Angus with the double honor
that awaited him; but the young lady's entreaties prevailed, and the
letter went off without the joke.
The rise of ground on which the new church was being built was in a
part of the town not yet much occupied by families. The road from the
old church, school-house, etc., to the depot wound gracefully around
the foot of the hill, and had been widened and improved within a
short time. It was about one quarter of a mile to the railroad
station, and an equal distance from the village, which had grown up
in what was once the centre. Prior to the existence of the railroad,
it was Mr. Asbury's most profitable grass land, and he now owned as
far as the depot on one side, and quite down to Shawsheen Lake on the
other. The elevated situation of the land, together with the
picturesque views it commanded, rendered it peculiarly eligible
for building lots. Speculators from the city had already made
favorable offers to the owner for the whole field, but, with the
exception of one hundred feet front by one hundred and fifty deep,
donated to the church, and a house-lot nearly four times the size,
next adjoining, Mr. Asbury refused to sell.