The thought that went home was that she did not want the Germans to

come; no Belgian wanted them; and this was the fact decisive in the

scales of justice. She said, as the officer had said, that the Germans

were “out there.” Across the fields one saw nothing on that still

August day; no sign of war unless a Taube overhead, the first enemy

aeroplane I had seen in war. For the last two days the German patrols

had ceased to come. Liége, we knew, had fallen. Looking at the map, we

prayed that Namur would hold.

“Out there” beyond the quiet fields that mighty force which was to

swing through Belgium in flank was massed and ready to move when

the German staff opened the throttle. A mile or so away a patrol of

Belgian cyclists stopped us as we turned toward Brussels. They were

dust-covered and weary; the voice of their captain was faint with

fatigue. For over two weeks he had been on the hunt of Uhlan patrols.

Another _shipperke_ he, who could not only hate but fight as best he

knew how.

“We had an alarm,” he said. “Have you heard anything?”

When we told him no, he pedalled on more slowly, and oh, how wearily!

to the front. Rather pitiful that, too, when you thought of what was

“out there.”

One had learned enough to know, without the confidential information

that he received, that the Germans could take Brussels if they chose.

But the people of Brussels still thronged the streets under the

blankets of bunting. If bunting could save Brussels, it was in no

danger.

There was a mockery about my dinner that night. The waiter who laid the

white cloth on a marble table was unctuously suggestive as to menu.

Luscious grapes and crisp salad, which Belgian gardeners grow with

meticulous care, I remember of it. One might linger over his coffee,

knowing the truth, and look out at the people who did not know it.

When they were not buying more buttons with the allied colours, or

more flags, or dropping nickel pieces in Red Cross boxes, they were

thronging to the kiosks for the latest edition of the evening papers,

which told them nothing.

And one had to make up his mind. Clearly, he had only to keep in his

room in his hotel in order to have a great experience. He might see the

German troops enter Belgium. His American passport would protect him

as a neutral; Minister Brand Whitlock and Secretary of Legation Hugh

Gibson would get him out of trouble.

“Stick to the army you are with!” an eminent American had told me.

“Yes, but I prefer to choose my army,” I had replied.

The army I chose was not about to enter Brussels. It was on the side

of the _shipperke_ dog mitrailleuse battery which I had seen in the

streets of Haelen, and the peasant woman who shook her fist at the

invader, and all who had the _shipperke_ spirit.

My empty appointment as the representative of the American press with

the British army was, at least, taken seriously by the policeman at

the War Office in London when I returned from trips to France. The day

came when it was good for British trenches and gun positions; when it

was worth all the waiting, if one wished to see the drama of modern war

intimately.

III

MONS AND PARIS

The English base--Stories of the wounded--The cataclysm a reality--

London after Mons--The call to Englishmen--The “Fog of war”--

From Dieppe to Paris--The red trousers of the French--Empty

Paris--Can the German machine be held?--“The French have not

had their battle yet!”

Back from Belgium to England; then across the Channel again to

Boulogne, where I saw the last of the French garrison march away,

their red trousers a throbbing target along the road. From Boulogne

the British had advanced into Belgium. Now their base was moved on to

Havre. Boulogne, which two weeks before had been cheering the advent of

“Tommee Atkeens” singing “Why should we be downhearted?” was ominously

lifeless. It was a town without soldiers, a town of brick and mortar

and pavements whose very defencelessness was its security should the

Germans come.

The only British there were a few stray wounded officers and men

who had found their way back from Mons. They had no idea where the

British army was. All they realised were sleepless nights, the shock

of combat, overpowering artillery fire, and resisting the onslaught of

outnumbering masses.

An officer of Lancers, who had ridden through the German cavalry with

his squadron, dwelt on the glory of that moment. What did his wound

matter? It had come with the burst of a shell in a village street which

killed his horse after the charge. He had hobbled away, reached a

railroad train, and got on board. That was all he knew.

A Scotch private had been lying with his battalion in a trench when a

German aeroplane was sighted. It had hardly passed by when showers of

shrapnel descended and the Germans, in that grey-green so hard to see,

were coming on as thick as locusts. Then the orders came to fall back,

and he was hit as his battalion made another stand. He had crawled a

mile across the fields in the night with a bullet in his arm. A medical

corps officer told him to find any transportation he could; and he,

too, was able to get aboard a train. That was all he knew.

These wounded had been tossed aside into eddies by the maelstrom of

action. They were interesting because they were the first British

wounded that I had seen; because the war was young.

Back to London again to catch the mail with an article. One was to

“commute” to the war from London as home. It was a base whence one

sallied forth to get peeps through the curtain of military secrecy at

the mighty spectacle. One soaked in England at intervals and the war at

intervals. Whenever one stepped on the pier at Folkestone it was with

a breath of relief, born of a sense of freedom long associated with

fields and hedges on the other side of the chalk cliffs which seemed to

make the sequestering barrier of the sea complete.

Those days of late August and early September, 1914, were gripping

days to the memory. Eager armies were pressing forward to a cataclysm

no longer of dread imagination but of reality. That ever deepening and

spreading stain from Switzerland to the North Sea was as yet only a

splash of fresh blood. One still wondered if one might not wake up in

the morning and find the war a nightmare. Pictures that grow clearer

with time, which the personal memory chooses for its own, dissociate

themselves from a background of detail.

They were very quiet, this pair that sat at the next table in the

dining-room of a London hotel. I never spoke to them, but only stole

discreet glances as we all will in irresistible temptation at any

newly-wedded couple. Neither was of the worldly type. One knew that to

this young girl London was strange; one knew the type of country home

which had given her that simple charm which cities cannot breed; one

knew, too, that this young officer, her husband, waited for word to go

to the front.

Unconsciously she would play with her wedding-ring. She stole covert

glances at it and at him, of the kind that bring a catch in the

throat, when he was not looking at her--which he was most of the

time, for reasons which were good and sufficient to others than

himself. Apprehended in “wool-gathering,” she mustered a smile which

was so exclusively for him that the neighbour felt that he ought to be

forgiven his peeps from the tail of his eye at it because it was so

precious.

They would attempt little flights of talk about everything except the

war. He was most solicitous that she should have something which she

liked to eat, while she was equally solicitous about him. Wasn’t he

going “out there”? And out there he would have to live on army fare.

It was all appealing to the old traveller. And then the next morning--

she was alone, after she had given him that precious smile in parting.

The incident was one of the thousands before the war had become an

institution, death a matter of routine, and it was a commonplace for

young wives to see young husbands away to the front with a smile.

One such incident does for all, whether the war is young or old. There

is nothing else to tell, even when you know wife and husband. I was

rather glad that I did not know this pair. Then I should be looking at

the casualty list in the newspaper each morning and I might not enjoy

my faith that he will return alive. These two seemed to me the best of

England. I used to think of them when gossip sought the latest turn of

intrigue under the mantle of censorship, when Parliament poured out its

oral floods and the newspapers their volumes of words. The man went off

to fight; the woman returned to her country home. It was the hour of

war, not of talk.

On that Sunday in London when the truth about Mons appeared stark to

all England, another young man happened to buy a special edition at a

street corner at the same time as myself. By all criteria, the world

and his tailor had treated him well and he deserved well of the world.

We spoke together about the news. Already the new democracy which the

war had developed was in evidence. Everybody had common thoughts and a

common thing at stake, with values reckoned in lives, and this makes

for equality.

“It’s clear that we have had a bad knock. Why deny it?” he said. Then

he added quietly, after a pause: “This is a personal call for me. I’m

going to enlist.”

England’s answer to that “bad knock” was out of her experience. She had

never won at first, but she had always won in the end; she had won the

last battle. The next day’s news was worse and the next day’s still

worse. The Germans seemed to be approaching Paris by forced marches.

Paris might fall--no matter! Though the French army were shattered,

one heard Englishmen say that the British would create an army to wrest

victory from defeat. The spirit of this was fine, but one realised the

enormity of the task; should the mighty German machine crush the French

machine, the Allies had lost. To say so then was heresy, when the world

was inclined to think poorly of the French army and saw Russian numbers

as irresistible.

The personal call was to Paris before the fate of Paris was to be

decided. My first crossing of the Channel had been to Ostend; the

second, farther south to Boulogne; the third was still farther south,

to Dieppe. Where next? To Havre! Events were moving with the speed

which had been foreseen with myriads of soldiers ready to be thrown

into battle by the quick march of the railroad trains.

Every event was hidden under the “fog of war,” then a current

expression--meagre official bulletins which read like hope in their

brief lines, while the imagination might read as it chose between the

lines. The marvel was that any but troop trains should run. All night

in that third-class coach from Dieppe to Paris! Tired and preoccupied

passengers; every one’s heart heavy; every one’s soul wrenched; every

one prepared for the worst! You cared for no other man’s views; the one

thing you wanted was no bad news. France had known that when the war

came it would be to the death. From the first no Frenchman could have

had any illusions. England had not realised yet that her fate was with

the soldiers of France, or France that her fate and all the world’s

was with the British fleet.

An Italian in our compartment would talk, however, and he would keep

the topic down to red trousers, and to the red trousers of a French

Territorial opposite with an index finger when his gesticulatory

knowledge of the French language, which was excellent, came to the

rescue of his verbal knowledge, which was poor. The Frenchman agreed

that red trousers were a mistake, but pointed to the blue covering

which he had for his cap--which made it all right. The Italian

insisted on keeping to the trousers. He talked red trousers till the

Frenchman got out at his station and then turned to me to confirm his

views on this fatal strategic and tactical error of the French. After

all, he was more pertinent than most of the military experts trying to

write on the basis of the military bulletins. It was droll to listen

to this sartorial discourse, when at least two hundred thousand men

lay dead and wounded from that day’s fight on the soil of France. Red

trousers were responsible for the death of a lot of them.

Dawn, early September dawn, on dew-moist fields, where the harvests lay

unfinished as the workers, hastening to the call of war, had left the

work. Across Paris, which seemed as silent as the fields, to a hotel

with empty rooms! Five hundred empty rooms, with a clock ticking busily

in every room! War or no war, that old man who wound the clocks was

making his rounds softly through the halls from door to door. He was a

good soldier, who had heeded Joffre’s request that every one should go

on with his day’s work.

“They’re done!” said an American in the foyer. “The French could not

stand up against the Germans--anybody anybody could see that! It’s

too bad, but the French are licked. The Germans will be here to-morrow

or the next day.”

I could not and would not believe it. Such a disaster was against all

one’s belief in the French army and in the real character of the French

people. It meant that autocracy was making sport of democracy; it meant

disaster to all one’s precepts; a personal disaster.

“Look at that interior line which the French now hold. Think of the

power of the defensive with modern arms. No! The French have not had

their battle yet!” I said.

And the British Expeditionary Force was still intact; still an army,

with lots of fight left in it.

IV

PARIS WAITS

The Paris of the boulevards a dead city--How Marianne goes to war--

The Germans are coming!--Silence and darkness--Moonlight on

the Arc de Triomphe--Trust in Joffre and in the army--Turn

of the tide--Joffre’s _communiqués_ more definite--Positions

regained--The French in pursuit--Paris breathes again--A

Sunday of relief--Religious rejoicing at Nôtre Dame--Groups in

the cafés--The American Embassy “mobilised for war”--“In spite

of ’70, France still lived.”

It was then that people were speaking of Paris as a dead city--a

Paris without theatres, without young men, without omnibuses, with the

shutters of its shops down and its cafés and restaurants in gloomy

emptiness.

The Paris the host of the idler and the traveller, the Paris of the

boulevards and the night life provided for the tourist, the Paris

that sparkled and smiled in entertainment, the Paris exploited to the

average American through Sunday supplements and the reminiscences of

smoking-rooms of transatlantic liners, was dead. Those who knew no

other Paris and conjectured no other Paris departed as from the tomb of

the pleasures which had been the passing extravaganza of relief from

dull lives elsewhere. The Parisienne of that Paris spent a thousand

francs to get her pet dog safely away to Marseilles. Politicians of a

craven type, who are the curse of all democracies, had gone to keep her

company, leaving Paris cleaner than ever she was after the streets had

had their morning bath on a spring day when the horse chestnuts were

in bloom and Madame was arranging her early editions on the table of

her kiosk--a spiritually clean Paris.

Monsieur, would you have America judged by the White Way? What has the

White Way to do with the New York of Seventy-second Street or Harlem?

It serves the same purpose as the boulevards of furnishing scandalous

little paragraphs for foreign newspapers. Foreigners visit it and think

that they understand how Americans live in Stockbridge, Mass., or

Springfield, Ill. Empty its hotels and nobody but sightseers and people

interested in the White Way would know the difference.

The other Paris, making ready to stand siege, with the Government gone

to Bordeaux with all the gold of the Bank of France, with the enemy’s

guns audible in the suburbs and old men cutting down trees and tearing

up paving-stones to barricade the streets--never had that Paris been

more alive. It was after the death of the old and the birth of the new

Paris that an elderly man, seeing a group of women at tea in one of the

few fashionable refreshment places which were open, stopped and said:

“Can you find nothing better than that to do, ladies, in a time like

this?”

And the Latin temperament gave the world a surprise. Those who judged

France by her playful Paris thought that if a Frenchman gesticulated

so emotionally in the course of every-day existence, he would get

overwhelmingly excited in a great emergency. One evening, after the

repulse of the Germans on the Marne, I saw two French reserves dining

in a famous restaurant where, at this time of the year, four out of

five diners ordinarily would be foreigners surveying one another in

a study of Parisian life. They were big, rosy-cheeked men, country

born and bred, belonging to the new France of sports, of action, of

temperate habits, and they were joking about dining there just as

two sturdy Westerners might about dining in a deserted Broadway. The

foreigners and _demi-mondaines_ were noticeably absent; a pair of

Frenchmen were in the place of the absentees; and after their dinner

they smoked their black briar-root pipes in that fashionable restaurant.

Among the picture post-cards then on sale was one of Marianne, who is

France, bound for the front in an aeroplane with a crowing French cock

sitting on the brace above her. Marianne looked as happy as if she were

going to the races; the cock as triumphant as if he had a spur through

the German eagle’s throat. However, there was little sale for picture

post-cards or other trifles, while Paris waited for the siege. They did

not help to win victories. News and not _jeux d’esprit_, victory and

not wit, was wanted.

For Marianne went to war with her liberty cap drawn tight over her

brow, a beat in her temples, and her heart in her throat; and the

cock had his head down and pointed at the enemy. She was relieved in

a way, as all Europe was, that the thing had come; at last an end of

the straining of competitive taxation and preparation; at last the

test. She had no channel, as England had, between her and the foe.

Defeat meant the heel of the enemy on her soil, German sentries in her

streets, submission. Long and hard she had trained; while the outside

world, thinking of the Paris of the boulevards, thought that she could

not resist the Kaiser’s legions. She was effeminate, effete. She was

all right to run cafés and make artificial flowers, but she lacked

beef. All the prestige was with her enemy. In ’70 all the prestige had

been with her. For there is no prestige like military prestige. It is

all with those who won the last war.

“But if we must succumb, let it be now,” said the French.

On, on--the German corps were coming like some machine-controlled

avalanche of armed men. Every report brought them a little nearer

Paris. Ah, monsieur, they had numbers, those Germans! Every German

mother has many sons; a French mother only one or two.

How could one believe those official _communiqués_ which kept saying

that the position of the French armies was favourable and then admitted

that von Kluck had advanced another twenty miles? The heart of Paris

stopped beating. Paris held its breath. Perhaps the reason there was no

panic was that Parisians had been prepared for the worst.

What silence! The old men and women in the streets moved as under a

spell, which was the sense of their own helplessness. But few people

were abroad, and those going on errands apparently. The absence of

traffic and pedestrians heightened the sepulchral appearance to

superficial observation. At the windows of flats, inside the little

shops, and on by-streets, you saw waiting faces, every one with the

weight of national grief become personal. Was Paris alive? Yes, if

Paris is human and not bricks and stone. Every Parisian was living a

century in a week. So, too, was one who loved France. In the prospect

of its loss he realised the value of all that France stands for, her

genius, her democracy, her spirit.

One recalled how German officers had said that the next war would be

the end of France. An indemnity which would crush out her power of

recovery would be imposed on her. Her northern ports would be taken.

France, the most homogeneous of nations, would be divided into separate

nationalities--even this the Germans had planned. Those who read their

Shakespeare in the language they learned in childhood had no doubt of

England’s coming out of the war secure; but if we thought which foreign

civilisation brought us the most in our lives, it was that of France.

What would the world be without French civilisation? To think of France

dead was to think of cells in your own brain that had gone lifeless; of

something irreparably extinguished to every man to whom civilisation

means more than material power of destruction. The sense of what

might be lost appealed to you at every turn in scenes once merely

characteristic of a whole, each with an appeal of its own now; in the

types of people who, by their conduct in this hour of trial, showed

that Spartan hearts might beat in Paris--the Spartan hearts of the

mass of every-day, work-a-day Parisians.

Those waiting at home calmly with their thoughts, in a France of

apprehension, knew that their fate was out of their hands in the hands

of their youth. The tide of battle wavering from Meaux to Verdun might

engulf them; it might recede; but Paris would resist to the last. That

was something. She would resist in a manner worthy of Paris; and one

could live on very little food. Their fathers had. Every day that

Paris held out would be a day lost to the Germans and a day gained for

Joffre and Sir John French to bring up reserves.

The street lamps should not reveal to Zeppelins or Taubes the location

of precious monuments. You might walk the length of the Champs Élysées

without meeting a vehicle or more than two or three pedestrians. The

avenue was all your own; you might appreciate it as an avenue for

itself; and every building and even the skyline of the streets you

might appreciate, free of any association except the thought of the

results of man’s planning and building. Silent, deserted Paris by

moonlight, without street lamps--few had ever seen that. Millionaire

tourists with retinues of servants following them in automobiles may

never know this effect; nor the Parisienne who paid a thousand francs

to send her pet dog to Marseilles.

The moonlight threw the Arc de Triomphe in exaggerated spectral

relief, sprinkled the leaves of the long rows of trees, glistened on

the upsweep of the broad pavements, gleamed on the Seine. Paris was

majestic, as scornful of Prussian eagles as the Parthenon of Roman

eagles. A column of soldiery marching in triumph under the Arch might

possess as a policeman possesses; but not by arms could they gain the

quality that made Paris, any more than the Roman legionary became a

Greek scholar by doing sentry go in front of the Parthenon. Every

Parisian felt anew how dear Paris was to him; how worthy of some great

sacrifice!

If New York were in danger of falling to an enemy, the splendid length

of Fifth Avenue and the majesty of the sky-scrapers of lower Broadway

and the bay and the rivers would become vivid to you in a way they

never had before; or Washington, or San Francisco, or Boston--or your

own town. The thing that is a commonplace, when you are about to lose

it takes on a cherished value.

To-morrow the German guns might be thundering in front of the

fortifications. The _communiqués_ from Joffre became less frequent and

more laconic. Their wording was like some trembling, fateful needle

of a barometer, pausing, reacting a little, but going down, down,

down, indicator of the heart-pressure of Paris, shrivelling the flesh,

tightening the nerves. Already Paris was in siege, in one sense. Her

exits were guarded against all who were not in uniform and going to

fight; to all who had no purpose except to see what was passing where

two hundred miles resounded with strife. It was enough to see Paris

itself awaiting the siege; fighting one was yet to see to repletion.

The situation must be very bad or the Government would not have gone

to Bordeaux. _Alors_, one must trust the army and the army must trust

Joffre. There is no trust like that of a democracy when it gives its

heart to a cause; the trust of the mass in the strength of the mass

which sweeps away the middleman of intrigue.

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