THE SERPENT AND THE DOVE.
On the very next day after this conversation took place a marked change
occurred in the manner of the Contessa. She had been always caressing to
Lucy, calling her by pretty names, and using a hundred tender
expressions as if to a child; but had never pretended to talk to her
otherwise than in a condescending way. On this occasion, however, she
exerted herself to a most unusual extent during their drive to captivate
and charm Lady Randolph; and as Lucy was very simple and accessible to
everything that seemed kindness, and the Contessa very clever and with
full command of her powers, it is not wonderful that her success was
easy. She led her to talk of Mr. Churchill, who had been kept to dinner
on the previous night, and to whom Sir Tom had been very polite, and
Lucy anxiously kind, doing all that was possible to put the good man at
his ease, though with but indifferent success. For the thought of such
an obligation was too great to be easily borne, and the agitation of his
mind was scarcely settled, even by the commonplaces of the dinner, and
the devotion which young Lady Randolph showed him. Perhaps the grave
politeness of Sir Tom, which was not very encouraging, and the curiosity
of the great lady, whom he had mistaken for his benefactress,
counterbalanced Mr. Churchill's satisfaction, for he did not regain his
confidence, and it was evidently with great relief of mind that he got
up from his seat when the carriage was announced to take him away. The
Contessa had given her attention to all he said and did, with a most
lively and even anxious interest, and it was from this that she had
mastered so many details which Bice had reluctantly confirmed by her
report of the information she had derived from Jock. It was not long
before Madame di Forno-Populo managed to extract everything from Lucy.
Lady Randolph was not used to defend herself against such inquiries, nor
was there any reason why she should do so. She was glad indeed when she
saw how sweetly her companion looked, and how kind were her tones, to
talk over her own difficult position with another woman, one who was
interested, and who did not express her disapproval and horror as most
people did. The Contessa, on the contrary, took a great deal of
interest. She was astonished, indeed, but she did not represent to Lucy
that what she had to do was impossible or even vicious, as most people
seemed to suppose. She listened with the gravest attention; and she gave
a soothing sense of sympathy to Lucy's troubled soul. She was so little
prepared for sympathy from such a quarter that the unexpectedness of it
made it more soothing still.
"This is a great charge to be laid upon you," the Contessa said, with
the most kind look. "Upon you so young and with so little experience.
Your father must have been a man of very original mind, my Lucy. I have
heard of a great many schemes of benevolence, but never one like this."
"No?" said Lucy, anxiously watching the Contessa's eye, for it was so
strange to her to have sympathy on this point, that she felt a sort of
longing for it, and that this new critic, who treated the whole matter
with more moderation and reasonableness than usual, should approve.
"Generally one endows hospitals or builds churches; in my country there
is a way which is a little like yours; it is to give marriage
portions--that is very good I am told. It is done by finding out who is
the most worthy. And it is said also that not the most worthy is always
taken. Don't you remember there is a Rosiere in Barbe Bleue? Oh, I
believe you have never heard of Barbe Bleue."
"I know the story," said Lucy, with a smile, "of the many wives, and the
key, and sister Anne--sister Anne."
"Ah! that is not precisely what I mean; but it does not matter. So it is
this which makes you so grave, my pretty Lucy. I do not wonder. What a
charge for you! To encounter all the prejudices of the world which will
think you mad. I know it. And now your husband--the excellent Tom--he,"
said the Contessa, laying a caressing and significant touch upon Lucy's
arm, "does not approve?"
"Oh, Madame di Forno-Populo, that is the worst of it," cried Lucy, whose
heart was opened, and who had taken no precaution against assault on
this side; "but how do you know? for I thought that nobody knew."
The Contessa this time took Lucy's hand between hers, and pressed it
tenderly, looking at her all the time with a look full of meaning. "Dear
child," she said, "I have been a great deal in the world. I see much
that other people do not see. And I know his face, and yours, my little
angel. It is much for you to carry upon those young shoulders. And all
for the sake of goodness and charity."
"I do not know," said Lucy, "that it is right to say that; for, had it
been left to me, perhaps I should never have thought of it. I should
have been content with doing just what I could for the poor. No one,"
said Lucy, with a sigh, "objects to that. When people are quite poor it
is natural to give them what they want; but the others----"
"Ah, the others," said the Contessa. "Dear child, the others are the
most to be pitied. It is a greater thing, and far more difficult to give
to this good clergyman enough to make his children happy, than it is to
supply what is wanted in a cottage. Ah yes, your father was wise, he was
a person of character. The poor are always cared for. There are none of
us, even when we are ourselves poor, who do not hold out a hand to them.
There is a society in my Florence which is like you. It is for the
_Poveri Vergognosi_. You don't understand Italian? That means those who
are ashamed to beg. These are they," said the Contessa impressively,
"who are to be the most pitied. They must starve and never cry out; they
must conceal their misery and smile; they must put always a fair front
to the world, and seem to want nothing, while they want everything. Oh!"
The Contessa ended with a sigh, which said more than words. She pressed
Lucy's hand, and turned her face away. Her feelings were too much for
her, and on the delicate cheek, which Lucy could see, there was the
trace of a tear. After a moment she looked round again, and said, with
a little quiver in her voice: "I respect your father, my Lucy. It was a
noble thought, and it is original. No one I have ever heard of had such
an intention before."
Lucy, at this unlooked-for applause, brightened with pleasure; but at
the same time was so moved that she could only look up into her
companion's face and return the pressure of her hand. When she recovered
a little she said: "You have known people like that?"
"Known them? In my country," said the Contessa (who was not an Italian
at all), "they are as plentiful as in England--blackberries. People with
noble names, with noble old houses, with children who must never learn
anything, never be anything, because there is no money. Know them! dear
child, who can know better? If I were to tell you my history! I have for
my own part known--what I could not trouble your gentle spirit to hear."
"But, Madame di Forno-Populo, oh! if you think me worthy of your
confidence, tell me!" cried Lucy. "Indeed, I am not so insensible as you
may think. I have known more than you suppose. You look as if no harm
could ever have touched you," Lucy cried, with a look of genuine
admiration. The Contessa had found the right way into her heart.
The Contessa smiled with mournful meaning and shook her head. "A great
deal of harm has touched me," she said; "I am the very person to meet
with harm in the world. A solitary woman without any one to take care of
me, and also a very silly one, with many foolish tastes and
inclinations. Not prudent, not careful, my Lucy, and with very little
money; what could be more forlorn? You see," she said, with a smile "I
do not put all this blame upon Providence, but a great deal on myself.
But to put me out of the question----"
Lucy put a hand upon the Contessa's arm. She was much moved by this
revelation.
"Oh! don't do that," she said; "it is you I want to hear of."
Madame di Forno-Populo had an object in every word she was saying, and
knew exactly how much she meant to tell and how much to conceal. It was
indeed a purely artificial appeal that she was making to her companion's
feelings; and yet, when she looked upon the simple sympathy and generous
interest in Lucy's face, her heart was touched.
"How good you are," she said; "how generous! though I have come to you
against your will, and am staying--when I am not wanted."
"Oh! do not say so," cried Lucy with eagerness; "do not think
so--indeed, it was not against my will. I was glad, as glad as I could
be, to receive my husband's friend."
"Few women are so," said the Contessa gravely. "I knew it when I came.
Few, very few, care for their husband's friend--especially when she is a
woman----"
Lucy fixed her eyes upon her with earnest attention. Her look was not
suspicious, yet there was investigation in it.
"I do not think I am like that," she said simply.
"No, you are not like that," said the Contessa. "You are the soul of
candour and sweetness; but I have vexed you. Ah, my Lucy, I have vexed
you. I know it--innocently, my love--but still I have done it. That is
one of the curses of poverty. Now look," she said, after a momentary
pause, "how truth brings truth! I did not intend to say this when I
began" (and this was perfectly true), "but now I must open my heart to
you. I came without caring much what you would think, meaning no
harm--Oh, trust me, meaning no harm! but since I have come all the
advantages of being here have appeared to me so strongly that I have set
my heart upon remaining, though I knew it was disagreeable to you."
"Indeed:" cried Lucy, divided between sincerity and kindness: "if it was
ever so for a moment, it was only because I did not understand."
"My sweetest child! this I tell you is one of the curses of poverty. I
knew it was disagreeable to you; but because of the great advantage of
being in your house, not only for me, but for Bice, for whom I have
sworn to do my best--Lucy, pardon me--I could not make up my mind to go
away. Listen! I said to myself, I am poor, I cannot give her all the
advantages; and they are rich; it is nothing to them--I will stay, I
will continue, though they do not want me, not for my sake, for the sake
of Bice. They will not be sorry afterwards to have made the fortune of
Bice. Listen, dear one; hear me out. I had the intention of forcing
myself upon you--oh no! the words are not too strong--in London, always
for Bice's sake, for she has no one but me; and if her career is
stopped---- I am not a woman," said the Contessa, with dignity, "who am
used to find myself _de trop_. I have been in my life courted, I may say
it, rather than disagreeable; yet this I was willing to bear--and impose
myself upon you for Bice's sake----"
Lucy listened to this moving address with many differing emotions. It
gave her a pang to think that her hopes of having her house to herself
were thus permanently threatened. But at the same time her heart
swelled, and all her generous feelings were stirred. Was she indeed so
poor a creature as to grudge to two lonely women the shelter and
advantage of her wealth and position? If she did this, what did it
matter if she gave money away? This would indeed be keeping to the
letter of her father's will, and abjuring its meaning. She could not
resist the pathos, the dignity, the sweetness of the Contessa's appeal,
which was not for herself but for Bice, for the girl who was so good to
baby, and whom that little oracle had bound her to with links of
gratitude and tenderness. "Oh," Lucy said to herself, "if I should ever
have to appeal to any one for kindness to him!" And Bice was the
Contessa's child--the child of her heart, at least--the voluntary charge
which she had taken upon her, and to which she was devoting herself. Was
it possible that only because she wanted to have her husband to herself
in the evenings, and objected to any interruption of their privacy, a
woman should be made to suffer who was a good woman, and to whom Lucy
could be of use? No, no, she cried within herself, the tears coming to
her eyes; and yet there was a very real pang behind.
"But reassure yourself, dear child," said the Contessa, "for now that I
see what you are doing for others, I cannot be so selfish. No; I cannot
do it any longer. In England you do not love society; you love your home
unbroken; you do not like strangers. No, my Lucy, I will learn a lesson
from your goodness. I too will sacrifice--oh, if it was only myself and
not Bice!"
"Contessa," said Lucy with an effort, looking up with a smile through some
tears, "I am not like that. It never was that you were--disagreeable. How
could you be disagreeable? And Bice is--oh, so kind, so good to my boy.
You must never think of it more. The town house is not so large as the
Hall, but we shall find room in it. Oh, I am not so heartless, not so
stupid, as you think! Do you suppose I would let you go away after you
have been so kind as to open your heart to me, and let me know that we
are really of use? Oh, no, no! And I am sure," she added, faltering
slightly, "that Tom--will think the same."
"It is not Tom--excellent, _cher_ Tom! that shall be consulted," cried
the Contessa. "Lucy, my little angel! if it is really so that you will
give my Bice the advantage of your protection for her _debut_---- But
that is to be an angel indeed, superior to all our little, petty,
miserable---- Is it possible, then," cried the Contessa, "that there is
some one so good, so noble in this low world?"
This gratitude confused Lucy more than all the rest. She did her best to
deprecate and subdue; but in her heart she felt that it was a great
sacrifice she was making. "Indeed, it is nothing," she said faintly. "I
am fond of her, and she has been so good to baby; and if we can be of
any use--but oh, Madame di Forno-Populo," Lady Randolph cried, taking
courage. "Her _debut_? do you really mean what she says that she must
marry----"
"That I mean to marry her," said the Contessa, "that is how we express
it," with a very concise ending to her transports of gratitude. "Sweet
Lucy," she continued, "it is the usage of our country. The parents, or
those who stand in their place, think it their duty. We marry our
children as you clothe them in England. You do not wait till your little
boy can choose. You find him what is necessary. Just so do we. We choose
so much better than an inexperienced girl can choose. If she has an
aversion, if she says I cannot suffer him, we do not press it upon her.
Many guardians will pay no attention, but me," said the Contessa,
putting forth a little foreign accent, which she displayed very
rarely--"I have lived among the English, and I am influenced by their
ways. Neither do I think it right," she added, with an air of candour,
"to offer an old person, or one who is hideous, or even very
disagreeable. But, yes, she must marry well. What else is there that a
girl of family can do?"
Lucy was about to answer with enthusiasm that there were many things she
could do; but stopped short, arrested by these last words. "A girl of
family,"--that, no doubt, made a difference. She paused, and looked
somewhat wistfully in her companion's face. "We think," she said, "in
England that anything is better than a marriage without----"
The Contessa put up her hand to stay the words. "Without love---- I know
what you are going to say; but, my angel, that is a word which Bice has
never heard spoken. She knows it not. She has not the habit of thinking
it necessary--she is a good girl, and she has no sentiment. Besides, why
should we go so fast? If she produces the effect I hope---- Why should
not some one present himself whom she could also love? Oh yes; fall in
love with, as you say in English--such an innocent phrase; let us hope
that, when the proper person comes who satisfies my requirements,
Bice--to whom not a word shall be said--will fall in love with him
_comme il faut_!"
Lucy did not make any reply. She was troubled by the light laugh with
which the Contessa concluded, and with the slight change of tone which
was perceptible. But she was still too much moved by her own emotion to
have got beyond its spell, and she had committed herself beyond recall.
While the Contessa talked on with--was it a little, little change?--a
faint difference, a levity that had not been in her voice before? Lucy's
thoughts went back upon what she had done with a little tremor. Not this
time as to what Tom might say, but with a deeper wonder and pang as to
what might come of it; was she going voluntarily into new danger, such
as she had no clue to, and could not understand? After a little while
she asked almost timidly--
"But if Bice should not see any one----"
"You mean if no one suitable should present himself?" The Contessa
suddenly grew very grave. She put her hands together with a gesture of
entreaty. "My sweet one, let us not think of that. When she is dressed
as I shall dress her, and brought out--as you will enable me to bring
her out. My Lucy, we do not know what is in her. She will shine, she
will charm. Even now, if she is excited, there are moments in which she
is beautiful. If she fails altogether---- Ah, my love, as I tell you,
there is where the curse of poverty comes in. Had she even a moderate
fortune, poor child; but alas, orphan, with no one but me----"
"Is she an orphan?" said Lucy, feeling ashamed of the momentary failure
of her interest, "and without relations--except----"
"Relations?" said the Contessa; there was something peculiar in her tone
which attracted Lucy's attention, and came back to her mind in other
days. "Ah, my Lucy, there are many things in this life which you have
never thought of. She has relations who think nothing of her, who would
be angry, be grieved, if they knew that she existed. Yes, it is terrible
to think of, but it is true. She is, on one side, of English parentage.
But pardon me, my sweetest, I did not mean to tell you all this: only,
my Lucy, you will one time be glad to think that you have been kind to
Bice. It will be a pleasure to you. Now let us think of it no more.
Marry; yes, she must marry. She has not even so much as your poor
clergyman; she has nothing, not a penny. So I must marry her, there is
nothing more to be said."