THE CONTESSA'S BOUDOIR.
The east rooms in which Madame di Forno-Populo had been placed on her
arrival at the Hall were handsome and comfortable, though they were not
the best in the house, and they were furnished as English rooms
generally are, the bed forming the principal object in each chamber. The
Contessa had looked around her in dismay when first ushered into the
spacious room with its huge couch, and wardrobes, and its unmistakable
destination as a sleeping-room merely: and it was only the addition of a
dressing-room of tolerable proportions which had made her quarters so
agreeable to her as they proved. The transformation of this room from a
severe male dressing-room into the boudoir of a fanciful and luxurious
woman, was a work of art of which neither the master nor the mistress of
the house had the faintest conception. The Contessa was never at home;
so that she was--having that regard for her own comfort which is one of
the leading features in such a life as hers--everywhere at home,
carrying about with her wherever she went the materials for creating an
individual centre (a _chez soi_, which is something far more intimate
and personal than a home), in which everything was arranged according to
her fancy. Had Lucy, or even had Sir Tom, who knew more about such
matters, penetrated into that sacred retirement, they would not have
recognised it for a room in their own house. Out of one of the
Contessa's boxes there came a paraphernalia of decoration such as would
turn the head of the aesthetic furnisher of the present day. As she had
been everywhere, and had "taste," when it was not so usual to have taste
as it is now, she had "picked up" priceless articles, in the shape of
tapestries, embroideries, silken tissues no longer made, delicate bits
of Eastern carpet, soft falling drapery of curtains, such as
artistically arranged in almost any room, impressed upon it the
Contessa's individuality, and made something dainty and luxurious among
the meanest surroundings. The Contessa's maid, from long practice, had
become almost an artist in the arrangement of these properties, without
which her mistress could not live; and on the evening of the first day
of their arrival at the Hall, when Madame di Forno-Populo emerged from
the darkness of the chamber in which she had rested all day after her
journey, she stepped into a little paradise of subdued colour and
harmonious effect. Antonio and Marietta were the authors of these
wonders. They took down Mrs. Freshwater's curtains, which were of a
solid character adapted to the locality, and replaced them by draperies
that veiled the light tenderly and hung with studied grace. They took
to pieces the small bed and made a divan covered with old brocade of the
prosaic English mattress. They brought the finest of the furniture out
of the bedchamber to add to the contents of this, and covered tables
with Italian work, and veiled the bare wall with tapestry. This made
such a magical change that the maids who penetrated by chance now and
then into this little temple of the Graces could only stand aghast and
gaze with open mouths; but no profane hand of theirs was ever permitted
to touch those sacred things. There were even pictures on the wall,
evolved out of the depths of that great coffer, which, more dear to the
Contessa even than her wardrobe, went about with her everywhere--and
precious pieces of porcelain: Madame di Forno-Populo, it need not be
said, being quite above the mean and cheap decoration made with fans or
unmeaning scraps of colour. The maids aforesaid, who obtained perilous
and breathless glimpses from time to time of all these wonders, were at
a loss to understand why so much trouble should be taken for a room that
nobody but its inmate ever saw. The finer intelligence of the reader
will no doubt set it down as something in the Contessa's favour that she
could not live, even when in the strictest privacy, without her pretty
things about her. To be sure it was not always so; in other regions,
where other habits prevailed, this shrine so artistically prepared was
open to worshippers; but the Contessa knew better than to make any such
innovation here. She intended, indeed, nothing that was not entirely
consistent with the strictest propriety. Her objects, no doubt, were her
own interest and her own pleasure, which are more or less the objects of
most people; but she intended no harm. She believed that she had a hold
over Sir Tom which she could work for her advantage, but she did not
mean to hurt Lucy. She thought that repose and a temporary absence from
the usual scenes of her existence would be of use to her, and she
thought also that a campaign in London under the warrant of the highest
respectability would further her grand object. It amused her besides,
perhaps, to flutter the susceptibilities of the innocent little
_ingenue_ whom Sir Tom had married; but she meant no harm. As for
seizing upon Sir Tom in the evenings, and occupying all his attention,
that was the most natural and simple of proceedings. She did this as
another woman played bezique. Some entertainment was a necessity, and
everybody had something. There were people who insisted upon whist--she
insisted only upon "some one to talk to." What could be more natural?
The Contessa's "some one" had to be a man and one who could pay with
sense and spirit the homage to which she was accustomed. It was her only
stipulation--and surely it must be an ungracious hostess indeed who
could object to that.
She had just finished her breakfast on one of those gray
mornings--seated before the fire in an easy-chair, which was covered
with a shawl of soft but bright Indian colouring. She had her back to
the light, but it was scarcely necessary even had there been any eyes to
see her save those of Marietta, who naturally was familiar with her
aspect at all times. Marietta made the Contessa's chocolate, as well as
arranged and kept in order the Contessa's boudoir. To such a retainer
nothing comes amiss. She would sit up till all hours, and perform
marvels of waiting, of working, service of every kind. It never occurred
to her that it "was not her place" to do anything that her mistress
required. Antonio was her brother, which was insipid, but she generally
managed to indemnify herself, one way or another, for the loss of this
legitimate method of flirtation. She had not great wages, and she had a
great deal of work, but Marietta felt her life amusing, and did not
object to it. Here in England the excitement indeed flagged a little.
Williams was stout and married, and the other men had ties of the heart
with which, as has been seen, Antonio ruthlessly interfered. Marietta
was not unwilling to give to Charles the footman, who was a handsome
young fellow, the means of avenging himself, but as yet this expedient
for a little amusement had not succeeded, and there had been a touch of
peevishness in the tone with which she asked whether it was true that
the Contessa intended remaining here. Madame di Forno-Populo was a woman
who disliked the bondage of question and reply.
"You do not amuse yourself, Marietta mia?" said the Contessa. She spoke
Italian with her servants, and she was always caressing, fond of tender
appellatives. "Patience! the country even in England is very good for
the complexion, and in London there is a great deal that is amusing.
Wheel this table away and give me the other with my writing things. The
cushion for my elbow. Thanks! You forget nothing. My Marietta, you will
have a happy life."
"Do you think so, Signora Contessa?" said the girl, a little wistfully.
The Contessa smiled upon her and said "Cara!" with an air of tenderness
that might have made any one happy. Then she addressed herself to her
correspondence, while Marietta removed into the other room not only the
tray but the table with the tray which her mistress had used. The
Contessa did not like to know or see anything of the processes of
readjustment and restoration. She glanced over her morning's letters
again with now and then a smile of satisfaction, and addressed herself
to the task of answering them with apparent pleasure. Indeed, her own
letters amused her even more than the others had done. When she had
finished her task she took up a silver whistle and blew into it a long
melodious note. She made the most charming picture, leaning back in her
chair, in a white cashmere dressing-gown covered with lace, and a little
cap upon her dark locks. All the accessories of her toilette were
exquisite, as well as the draperies about her that relieved and set off
her whiteness. Her shoes were of white plush with a cockade of lace to
correspond. Her sleeves, a little more loose than common, showed her
beautiful arms through a mist of lace. She was not more carefully nor
more elegantly dressed when she went downstairs in all her panoply of
conquest. What a pity there was no one to see it! but the Contessa did
not even think of this. In other circumstances, no doubt, there might
have been spectators, but in the meantime she pleased herself, which
after all is the first object with every well-constituted mind. She
leaned back in her chair pleased with herself and her surroundings, in a
gentle languor after her occupation, and conscious of a yellow novel
within reach should her young companion be slow of appearing. But Bice
she knew had the ears of a savage, and would hear her summons wherever
she might be.
Bice at this moment was in a very different scene. She was in the large
gallery, which was a little chill and dreary of a morning when all the
windows were full of a gray, indefinable mist instead of light, and the
ancestors were indistinguishable in their frames. She had just been
going through her usual exercise with the baby, and had joined Lucy at
the upper end of the gallery, that sport being over, and little Tom
carried off to his mid-day sleep. There was a fire there, in the
old-fashioned chimney, and Lucy had been sitting beside it watching the
sport. Bice seated herself on a stool at a little distance. She had a
half affection half dislike for this young woman, who was most near her
in age of any one in the house. For one thing they were on different
sides and representing different interests; and Bice had been trained to
dislike the ordinary housekeeping woman. They had been brought together,
indeed, in a moment of emotion by the instrumentality of the little
delicate child, for whom Bice had conceived a compassionate affection.
But the girl felt that they were antagonistic. She did not expect
understanding or charity, but to be judged harshly and condemned
summarily by this type of the conventional and proper. She believed that
Lucy would be "shocked" by what she said, and horrified by her freedom
and absence of prejudice. Yet, notwithstanding all this, there was an
attraction in the candid eyes and countenance of little Lady Randolph
which drew her in spite of herself. It was of her own will, though with
a little appearance of reluctance, that she drew near, and soon plunged
into talk--for to tell the truth, now that Jock was gone, Bice felt
occasionally as if she must talk to the winds and trees, and could not
at the hazard of her life keep silence any more. She could scarcely tell
how it was that she was led into confessions of all kinds and
descriptions of the details of her past life.
"We are a little alike," said Lucy. "I was not much older than you are
when my father died, and afterwards we had no real home: to be sure, I
had always Jock. Even when papa was living it was not very homelike, not
what I should choose for a girl. I felt how different it was when I went
to Lady Randolph, who thought of everything----"
Bice did not say anything for some time, and then she laughed. "The
Contessa does not think of everything," she said.
Lucy looked at her with a question in her eyes. She wanted to ask if the
Contessa was kind. But there was a certain domestic treachery involved
in asking such a question.
"People are different," she said, with a certain soothing tone. "We are
not made alike, you know; one person is good in one way and one in
another." This abstract deliverance was not at all in Lucy's way. She
returned to the particular point before them with relief. "England," she
said, "must seem strange to you after your own country. I suppose it is
much colder and less bright?"
"I have no country" said Bice; "everywhere is my country. We have a
house in Rome, but we travel; we go from one place to another--to all
the places that are what you call for pleasure. We go in the season.
Sometimes it is for the waters, sometimes for the sports or the
games--always _festa_ wherever we go."
"And you like that? To be sure, you are so very young; otherwise I
should think it was rather tiresome," Lucy said.
"No, it is not rather tiresome," said Bice, with a roll of her "r," "it
is horrible! When we came here I did not know why it was, but I rejoiced
myself that there was no band playing. I thought at first it was merely
_jour de relache_: but when morning after morning came and no band, that
was heavenly," she said, drawing a long breath.
"A band playing!" Lucy's laugh at the absurdity of the idea rang out
with all the gaiety of a child. It amused her beyond measure, and Bice,
always encouraged by approbation, went on.
"I expected it every morning. The house is so large. I thought the
season, perhaps, was just beginning, and the people not arrived yet.
Sometimes we go like that too soon. The rooms are cheaper. You can make
your own arrangement."
Lucy looked at her very compassionately. "That is why you pass the
mornings in your own room," she said, "were you never then in a country
house before?"
"I do not know what is a country house. We have been in a great castle
where there was the chase every day. No, that is not what _la chasse_
means in England--to shoot I would say. And then in the evening the
theatre, tableaux, or music. But to be quiet all day and all night too,
that is what I have never seen. We have never known it. It is confusing.
It makes you feel as if all went on without any division; all one day,
all one night."
Bice laughed, but Lucy looked somewhat grave. "This is our natural life
in England," she said; "we like to be quiet; though I have not thought
we were very quiet, we have had people almost every night."
To this Bice made no reply. But at Lucy's next question she stared, not
understanding what it meant. "You go everywhere with the Contessa," she
said; "are you out?"
"Out!" Bice's eyes opened wide. She shook her head. "What is out?" she
said.
"It is when a girl begins to go to parties--when she comes out of her
home, out of the schoolroom, from being just a little girl----"
"Ah, I know! From the Convent," said Bice; "but I never was there."
"And have you always gone to parties--all your life?" asked Lucy, with
wondering eyes.
Bice looked at her, wondering too. "We do not go to parties. What is a
party?" she said. "We go to the rooms--oh yes, and to the great
receptions sometimes, and at hotels. Parties? I don't know what that
means. Of course, I go with the Contessa to the rooms, and to the tables
d'hote. I give her my arm ever since I was tall enough. I carry her fan
and her little things. When she sings I am always ready to play. They
call me the shadow of the Contessa, for I always wear a black frock, and
I never talk except when some one talks to me. It is most amusing how
the English look at me. They say, Miss----? and then stop that I may
tell them my name."
"And don't you?" said Lucy. "Do you know; though it is so strange to say
it, I don't even know your name."
Bice laughed, but she made no attempt to supply the omission. "The
Contessa thinks it is more piquant," she said. "But nothing is decided
about me, till it is known how I turn out. If I am beautiful the
Contessa will marry me well, and all will be right."
"And is that what you--wish?" said Lucy, in a tone of horror.
"Monsieur, your brother," said Bice, with a laugh, "says I am not
pretty, even. He says it does not matter. How ignorant men are, and
stupid! And then suddenly they are old, old, and sour. I do not know
which is the worst. I do not like men."
"And yet you think of being married, which it is not nice to speak of,"
said Lucy, with disapproval.
"Not--nice? Why is that? Must not girls be married? and if so, why not
think of it?" said Bice, gravely. There was not the ghost of a blush
upon her cheek. "If you might live without being married that would
understand itself; but otherwise----"
"Indeed," cried Lucy, "you can, indeed you can! In England, at least. To
marry for a living, that is terrible."
"Ah!" cried Bice, with interest, drawing her chair nearer, "tell me how
that is to be done."
There was the seriousness of a practical interest in the girl's manner.
The question was very vital to her. There was no other way of existence
possible so far as she knew; but if there was it was well worth taking
into consideration.
Lucy felt the question embarrassing when it was put to her in this very
decisive way. "Oh," she cried with an Englishwoman's usual monosyllabic
appeal for help to heaven and earth: "there are now a great number of
ways. There are so many things that girls can do; there are things open
to them that never used to be--they can even be doctors when they are
clever. There are many ways in which they can maintain themselves."
"By trades?" cried Bice, "by work?" She laughed. "We hear of that
sometimes, and the doctors; everybody laughs; the men make jokes, and
say they will have one when they are ill. If that is all, I do not
think there is anything in it. I should not like to work even if I were
a man, but a woman----! that gets no money, that is _mal vu_. If that is
all! Work," she said, with a little oracular air, "takes up all your
time, and the money that one can earn is so small. A girl avoids saying
much to men who are like this. She knows how little they can have to
offer her; and to work herself, why, it is impossible. What time would
you have for anything?" cried the girl, with an impatient sense of the
fatuity of the suggestion. Lucy was so much startled by this view of the
subject that she made no reply.
"There is no question of working," said Bice with decision, "neither for
women, neither for men. That is not in our world. But if I am only
pretty, no more," she added, "what will become of me? It is not known. I
shall follow the Contessa as before. I will be useful to her, and
afterwards---- I prefer not to think of that. In the meantime I am young.
I do not wish for anything. It is all amusing. I become weary of the
band playing, that is true; but then sometimes it plays not badly, and
there is something always to laugh at. Afterwards, if I marry, then I
can do as I like," the girl said.
Lucy gave her another look of surprised awe, for it was really with that
feeling that she regarded this strange little philosopher. But she did
not feel herself able to pursue the subject with so enlightened a
person. She said: "How very well you speak English. You have scarcely
any accent, and the Contessa has none at all. I was afraid she would
speak only French, and my French is so bad."
"I have always spoken English all my life. When the Contessa is angry
she says I am English all over; and she--she is of no country--she is
of all countries; we are what you call vagabonds," the girl cried, with
a laugh. She said it so calmly, without the smallest shadow of shame or
embarrassment, that Lucy could only gaze at her and could not find a
word to say. Was it true? It was evident that Bice at least believed so,
and was not at all afraid to say it. This conversation took place, as
has been said, in the picture gallery, where Lady Randolph and her young
visitor had first found a ground of amity. The rainy weather had
continued, and this place had gradually become the scene of a great deal
of intercourse between the young mistress of the house and her guest.
They scarcely spoke to each other in the evening. But in the morning
after the game of romps with little Tom, by which Bice indemnified
herself for the absence of other society, Lucy would join the party, and
after the child had been carried off for his mid-day sleep, the others
left behind would have many a talk. To Lucy the revelations thus made
were more wonderful than any romance--so wonderful that she did not half
take in the strange life to which they gave a clue, nor realise how
perfectly right was Bice's description of herself and her patroness.
They were vagabonds, as she said; and like other vagabonds, they got a
great deal of pleasure out of their life. But to Lucy it seemed the most
terrible that mind could conceive. Without any home, without any
retirement or quietness, with a noisy band always playing, and a series
of migrations from one place to another--no work, no duties, nothing to
represent home occupations but a piece of _tapisserie_. She put her hand
very tenderly upon Bice's shoulder. There had been prejudices in her
mind against this girl--but they all melted away in a womanly pity.
"Oh," she said, "Cannot I help you in any way? Cannot Sir Tom--" But
here she paused. "I am afraid," she said, "that all we could think of
would be an occupation for you; something to do, which would be far, far
better, surely, than this wandering life."
Bice looked at her for a moment with a doubtful air. "I don't know what
you mean by occupation," she said.
And this, to Lucy's discomfiture, she found to be true. Bice had no idea
of occupation. Young Lady Randolph, who was herself not much instructed,
made a conscientious effort at least to persuade the strange girl to
read and improve her mind. But she flew off on all such occasions with a
laugh that was half mocking and half merry. "To what good?" she said,
with that simplicity of cynicism which is a quality of extreme youth.
"If I turn out beautiful, if I can marry whom I will, I will then get
all I want without any trouble."
"But if not?" said Lucy, too careful of the other's feelings to express
what her own opinions were on this subject.
"If not it will be still less good," said Bice, "for I shall never then
do anything or be of any importance at all; and why should I tr-rouble?"
she said, with that rattle of the r's which was about the only sign that
English was not her native speech. This was very distressing to Lucy,
who wished the girl well, and altogether Lady Randolph was anxious to
interfere on Bice's behalf, and put her on a more comprehensible
footing.
"It will be very strange when you go among other people in London," she
said. "Madame di Forno-Populo does not know England. People will want
to know who you are. And if you were to be married, since you will talk
of that," Lucy added with a blush, "your name and who you are will have
to be known. I will ask Sir Tom to talk to the Contessa--or," she said
with reluctance, "I will speak to her if you think she will listen to
me."
"I am called," said Bice, making a sweeping curtsey, and waving her hand
as she darted suddenly away, leaving Lucy in much doubt and perplexity.
Was she really called? Lucy heard nothing but a faint sound in the
distance, as of a low whistle. Was this a signal between the strange
pair who were not mother and daughter, nor mistress and servant, and yet
were so linked together. It seemed to Lucy, with all her honest English
prejudices, that to train so young a girl (and a girl so fond of
children, and, therefore, a good girl at bottom, whatever her little
faults might be) to such a wandering life, and to put her up as it were
to auction for whoever would bid highest, was too terrible to be thought
of. Better a thousand times to be a governess, or a sempstress, or any
honest occupation by which she could earn her own bread. But then to
Bice any such expedient was out of the question. Her incredulous look of
wonder and mirth came back to Lucy with a sensation of dumb
astonishment. She had no right feelings, no sense of the advantages of
independence, no horror of being sold in marriage. Lady Randolph did not
know what to think of a creature so utterly beyond all rules known to
her. She was in such a condition of mind, unsettled, unhinged, feeling
all her old landmarks breaking up, that a new interest was of great
importance to her. It withdrew her thoughts from the Contessa, and the
irksomeness of her sway, when she thought of Bice and what could be
done for her. The strange thing was that the girl wanted nothing done
for her. She was happy enough so far as could be seen. In her close
confinement and subjection she was so fearless and free that she might
have been thought the mistress of the situation. It was incomprehensible
altogether. To state the circumstances from one side was to represent a
victim of oppression. A poor girl stealing into a strange house and room
in the shadow of her patroness; unnamed, unnoticed, made no more account
of than the chair upon which she sat, held in a bondage which was almost
slavery, and intended to be disposed of when the moment came without a
reference to her own will and affections. Lucy felt her blood boil when
she thought of all this, and determined that she would leave no
expedient untried to free this white slave, this unfortunate thrall. But
the other side was one which could not pass without consideration. The
girl was careless and fearless and free, without an appearance of
bondage about her. She scoffed at the thought of escaping, of somehow
earning a personal independence--such was not for persons in her world,
she said. She was not horrified by her own probable fate. She was not
unhappy, but amused and interested in her life, and taking everything
gaily, both the present quiet and the tumult of the many "seasons" in
watering-places and other resorts of gaiety through which, young as she
was, she had already gone. She had looked at Lucy with a smile, which
was half cynical, and altogether decisive, when the anxious young matron
had pointed out to her the way of escaping from such a sale and bargain.
She did not want to escape. It seemed to her right and natural. She
walked as lightly as a bird with this yoke upon her shoulders. Lucy had
never met anything of this kind before, and it called forth a sort of
panic in her mind. She did not know how to deal with it; but neither
would she give it up. She had something else to think upon, when the
Contessa, lying back on her sofa, almost going to sleep before Sir Tom
entered, roused herself on the moment to occupy and amuse him all the
evening. Instead of thinking of that and making herself unhappy, Lucy
looked the other way at Bice reading a novel rapidly at the other side
of the table, with all her young savage faculties about her to see and
hear everything. How to get her delivered from her fate! To make her
feel that deliverance was necessary, to save her before she should be
sacrificed, and take her out of her present slavery. It was very strange
that it never occurred to Lucy to free the girl by making her one of the
recipients of the money she had to give away. She was very faithful to
the letter of her father's will, and he had excluded foreigners. But
even that was not the reason. The reason was that it did not occur to
her. She thought of every way of relieving the too-contented thrall
before her except that way. And in the meantime the time wore on, and
everything fell into a routine, and not a word was said of the
Contessa's plans. It was evident, for the time being at least, that she
meant to make no change, but was fully minded, notwithstanding the
dullness of the country, to remain where she was.