CHAPTER III

HOW A BROTHER, HAVING OFFENDED, WAS FORGIVEN

I found my father sitting as his wont was in the high wainscoted

book-room beyond the hall. When I entered he looked up from a pile of

papers he had been diligently perusing, and smiled upon me pleasantly.

I was surprised to note the serenity of his brow, having indeed

prepared myself for a worse condition of health in him than Peter Sprot

had allowed. But whatever trouble he had he laid it by to bid me

good-morrow, and to excuse himself for so hastily summoning me.

"Upon so fine a morning, Denis," he said, "I would not willingly have

cut short your pleasure, and do not so for my own business, which is

simple enough at most times, as a man's should be who hath ever studied

to be quiet." He paused a small while and cast his eye over an open

book that lay beside him on the table, and I knew it to be the

"Discourses of Epictetus." A wonder crept into my mind at this, that

while the words of Scripture would oftentimes be in his mouth, his

reading was generally in the heathens, and his way of life more

according to the ancient Stoicks (of whom Mr. Jordan had often

discoursed), than to the precepts of the Church of England of which he

nevertheless professed himself a member. Such fancies however being

foreign to the matter, I put them from me, expecting the sequel

anxiously, and in the meantime assuring my father that I would never

have gone thus upon my twilight journey had I known he required me;

which was indeed true, and he acknowledged it handsomely.

"I know where to trust and where to doubt, Denis," he said, in his

quiet voice, "and I know likewise that where trust is broken there

stands occasion for lenity, though the using of it is hard at all

times; severity being more aptly come by, and by the vulgar commended."

I knew by this that his thoughts had slid from the present into that

sad channel of the past, and marvelled that he could speak so of

forgiveness where his honour had been engaged, and, in the event, my

mother's life forfeit.

"'Twas well that Peter had some inkling of your road," my father went

on and in a livelier manner, "else we might still be seeking you o'er

half Exmoor. But tell me what it was led you to Dunster, lad?" And he

looked at me methought somewhat keenly as he spoke.

"I had hoped to meet with Captain Cutts," I returned boldly, though I

was conscious of the emptiness of the reason, "and to hear of the

chance of war."

To my surprise my father appeared relieved by my answer, but presently

explained himself.

"It had lain upon me that you were perhaps courting some lass there,

Denis; not that I should censure you therefor, but having need of you

myself awhile, I would not suddenly interfere with that is proper

enough for you to consider of at your age. Well, so much for

prologue," he broke off swiftly, and betook himself again to scanning

the papers on his desk.

"So Mr. Cutts having avoided the town before you arrived," he said

presently, glancing up, "the direct purpose of your errand failed."

I was about to reply when he added: "You have little cause to grieve in

that, Denis, seeing his commission is cancelled and he to be

apprehended for malpractices of which I have here the note before me."

"I would all such villains were hanged as soon as apprehended," cried

I, in a sudden rage at this disclosed infamy; but my father put up his

hand peremptorily to stop me.

"Hast ever heard of thine uncle Botolph?" he asked me presently, and

with the same piercing glance as before.

I told him yes, and that Peter Sprot had related some part of his story

to me.

"That was not altogether well," replied my father with a little

movement of his brows, "and not what I looked for from his discretion."

He set his ruff even and took up his pen as if to write, but sat so

awhile without either writing or speaking.

"I forced him to tell me," I said, for I thought he blamed Peter for

what was truly my own curiosity.

"Tut," said my father, "'tis a small matter, and being known saves many

words to no purpose. I have received a letter from him," he said.

This amazed me, for I had thought him (I know not wherefore) to be dead.

"Why, where is he?" I asked.

"He is in the Tower," said my father.

At these words my blood leapt to my heart in a tumult, for I knew well

enough what this meant, and that in such a time of danger as now we

lived in, when all was suspicion and betrayal, few men that had once

come into that foul dungeon ever left it living. Until now I had found

frequent matter for rejoicing in this very process and summary action

of the Council, being confident that 'twas for the better security of

the realm, and deriding them that would have accorded an open trial to

all, and the means of a man's clearing himself at the law. But now

that our own family stood thus impeached, I had nothing to say, nor

aught to think, but upon the terror of it and the disgrace to our house

and ancient name.

"What is the cause?" I inquired, when I had something recovered myself;

but my lips were dry and my face (I am assured) as white as paper.

"He has had licence granted to write," returned my father; "which is a

mark of favour not oftentimes bestowed. He saith he is well treated,

though for the rest his chamber is but a mean cold one and evil

smelling, and the ward upon him strict, especially when he is had in to

the Constable for examination, which hath been several times renewed.

As for the cause, there would appear by his letter to be little enough,

save such as gathers from a host of fears, and from his known devotion

to my Lord of Arundel; which indeed was the direct occasion of his

apprehension. Of a former intimacy with that witless Somerville

moreover, he is accused, and the mere supposition of it goes hard

against him; but upon this head he hath strong hope of his exculpation,

having only, as he writes, once met with the man, and then in a public

place without any the least concealment."

He rose from his seat as he ended speaking, and took a turn or two

about the room, his hands clasped behind his back and his head bent in

thought. I suppose that never before had I observed my father with so

close attention, having ever held him (as I have said) in a kind of

negligent contempt for his mild and bookish ways. But now I perceived

a nobility of bearing in him which took me strangely, and withal, a

secret strength. His scholar's indifference he had quite cast aside,

and appeared full of purpose, shrewdly weighing each circumstance of

his brother's case, and examining the good and bad in it, in order to

the more directly assist him. This unused activity of his so engaged

me that for awhile I could do nought but follow him with my eyes, until

the vision of my father always thus (as thus he might have been, save

for that great weight of sorrow warping him from his natural aptness),

this vision, I say, so moved me in his favour and against my uncle

Botolph, who was surely now receiving chastisement for his former sin,

that I could not contain myself.

"But, sir," I cried, "why should you concern yourself for a man that

hath wronged you so basely as my uncle did? And besides that," I

bethought myself to add in order to strengthen our excuse for leaving

him alone, "besides that, there is the unseemliness of your aiding a

man that the Queen's Majesty is offended withal. It is very probable

he is implicated in these treasons, who hath brought such treason into

household affairs, and the likelier still for his denying it."

Something in my father's countenance stayed me there, else would I have

spoken more; for there is nought so easy as to persuade ourselves 'tis

right to do nothing in a dangerous pass.

"Ay, ay," said my father slowly, "then your advice is to leave my

brother to perish."

"You are a magistrate, sir," I stammered, "and it surely behoves you to

assist in the arrest of traitors."

"Ay, and so it doth, Denis," said he, nodding, "but then, this

gentleman being already arrested, it seems that my poor assistance

therein is rendered in advance superfluous."

"But you are minded to help him, sir," said I, "so far as you be able."

"Leaving that aside," he said, "let us return to your former argument,

which was, as I remember, that because he had once badly wronged me so

I should not now concern myself on his behalf. Why then do you

afterwards bring me in as a magistrate, when you have so potently

addressed my prejudice as a man? Nay, Denis," he said, smiling at my

discomfiture, "you speak for my ease, I know well, and I thank you; but

this may not be. Nor, indeed, does your uncle desire it to be as you

understand the case. He prays me here," he struck the open letter

lightly, "to gain him fair trial, if such a thing may be come by, and

by it he is content to be judged. Were it I, who stood in this

jeopardy, Denis, and not he, would you deny me your offices?"

His grave manner and contempt of the revenge I had held out to him,

wrought upon me so that I could not answer him, but going forward I

knelt and kissed his hand. I think now he was the best man I ever

knew, and one that, without hesitancy, ever chose the untainted course.

We fell to business after that with a will; my father opening with me

upon many matters of procedure at the law, in which I was surprised to

find him perfect, and giving me his reasons for supposing that my uncle

Botolph would be suffered to stand upon his delivery in open court. He

read me his whole letter too, which I had to confess was very simply

written and bore the impress of truth.

"You see that he speaks here of councillors to defend him, which is

very needful," my father continued, "though the emoluments of that

office be higher than I had hoped to find. He writes that a less sum

than five hundred pounds would avail little, which, if it include the

necessary expenses of seeking out witnesses (of whom he names one in

Flanders who must be brought home), if it include this, I say, and the

procuring of documents, that may well be, though I am sorry to find

justice sold at so high a rate."

"But, sir, can you employ so much money in this affair?" I asked, for

it sounded an infinite treasure to me.

"I think so," he replied, "though I would it were not so urgent. I

must however encumber the estate for awhile, Denis; as indeed hath been

done before by my grandfather, at the time the Scriptures were printed

in English secretly, three score years since; which work he was bold to

forward, and spared neither pains nor moneys therein. But that

concerns thee not, Denis," he broke off, "and for the getting together

of the ransom, for so it is, I will engage to effect it. Only your

part will be to convey it to London and deliver it to my brother's

agent and good friend, one Mr. John Skene, an attorney of Serjeants

Inn, in Fleet Street, who will use it, as your uncle believes, and I

doubt not, to advantage."

Our conference ended, and my doubts resolved of what it stood me to do,

I went away, leaving my father still in his book-room, who had letters

to write to Exeter, about the business of the loan. The discourse I

had had, and especially the peril imminent over one so near in blood to

us, had excited my imagination greatly; so that 'twas a long while ere

I could examine each particular soberly, as a merchant doth a bill of

goods, and, as it were, piece by piece. Everything hung confused in my

brain like a wrack of cloud, which, parting, discloses now one thing

and now another but nothing clearly, nor whole. Immersed in such

considerations I had wandered a great way, and unawares had begun to

mount the steep hill that stands above the Combe Court, and now gazed

down through the trees upon our house, which I had once likened to a

place enchanted, so evenly did all go there and with the regularity of

one breathing in his sleep. The old gabled tower, with the great bell

in the clochard or belfry beside it, I had oftentimes laughed at with

Simon Powell, as at a thing of more pretence than usage; the alarm not

having been rung therefrom for nigh a hundred years. But now the sight

of it brought tears to my eyes for the very peace which clung about it.

For well I knew that I was come at the end of my time of quiet and was

to adventure forth of my old home into regions full as strange and

difficult as any of Simon's uncouth caves and elvish forests. And I

thought of that hero of his which bade them cut off his head and bear

it, still sweet, to the White Mount in London, whither I was now going.

Then I looked again down upon the yard before the house, with its fine

brick gate upon the road, and behind the house, upon the base court

with the offices beside it, and the stables beyond, and beyond again

the green bottom of the combe and the cattle feeding. It was a fair

estate, and one that no man would encumber in a trivial cause. But

once before it had been so laid under bond, which was, as my father

said, in order to the advancement of the glory of God; and now, the

second time 'twas so to be for no better purpose than the enlargement

of a traitor. A youth argues narrowly perforce, being hedged between

lack of experience and lack of charity, but the force of his

conclusion, for this very want, I suppose, hath an honest vigour in it

which is beyond the competence of many an elder man. So I, being

persuaded of my uncle Botolph's villainy, there on that hillside swore

that, albeit I would faithfully labour for his release, as I was bound

to do, yet I would thereafter bring him to book with a vengeance. And

how I kept my word you shall see.

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