4. The Hilltops--Experiences of Gladness and Glory

Valley Music.

There was a third group of experiences in our Lord Jesus' life. But it

will be good for us to remember that the third comes after the second.

There can be no third until there has been a second. It is impossible to

take first and third and omit the second. The third can come only after

the second. There can be experiences of gladness and glory only to him who

follows all the way. The hilltop experiences come after going down through

the valley. And there is no way of reaching the hills except through the

valley.

But there is a hilltop roadway of exhilarating air and outlook for him who

has been through the valley. The valley is only part of the way. There are

heights, too, as well as depths. And if the depths have seemed very deep,

yet remember the valley depth tells how high the height is. The only way

up is down. And you go as high up as you have gone down, and then a bit

higher. For you started down from the level of the main road, and you go

up above the level. But you go up higher than you go down. The hilltops

are higher above the main road than the valley is below. The glory comes

to be more than the sacrifice.

Sacrifice is only one-half of a chapter, the first half; there is a second

half, the musical half. There's a wondrous singing in the heart, even

while the knife is cutting, such as only he knows who goes this way.

There's a breeze from the hilltops that comes sweeping down through the

trees, while you are slowly picking your way along the rough, narrow

valley road. That breeze plays upon your inner strings and makes rare

Æolian melody. It is the breeze of God playing upon the heart-strings of

your soul. But _this_ music is heard only in _this_ valley road. Lovers of

music say there is nothing to compare with it.

You remember the words, "who for the _joy_ that was set before Him."[86]

Ah, the joy! As the Master's feet slipped down into the dark shadows--the

shame, the cross, the tomb--there was something else under the pain He was

suffering. There was a low underchording of sweet minor music, the

rhythmic swinging of His will with His Father's. And that music still sang

as He slipped down quite out of sight under the cold waters of the river

at the bottom of the gorge.

The Transfiguration Mount.

There were three of these glory experiences in our Lord's life, with a

fourth one yet to come. Midway in the last year came _the Transfiguration

Mount_. In a sore emergency, for the sake of the leaders of His little

band of disciples, the inner glory of His being was allowed to shine out

through His humanity. The glory of God shined out from within Him. The

usual fashion of His countenance was altered by the dazzling beauty-light

shining out through it.

And this too will be true of those who follow truly. As we live with our

faces ever held open to Him, the glory of His face will be reflected in

ours, and we shall be changed more and more into His image.[87] I have

frequently told the story of the jurist who lived in our middle-west

country two generations ago, a confirmed but honest sceptic, and who was

converted by the _face_ of a fellow townsman. The sceptic became

thoroughly convinced that the thing in his neighbour's face which so

attracted him was his Christian faith, and it was this that led the

sceptic to accept Christ. Last year, I met out in the Orient a kinswoman

of the man with the convincing face.

I remember distinctly one night, years ago, in northern Missouri, a young

woman waited at the close of a meeting with her friend. We talked and

prayed together and she made the great decision. I can remember looking

after the two as they went out, wondering to myself how much it meant to

her. I could not judge from her demeanour. But the next night they were

back again, and instantly I knew that it had meant much, everything, to

her. The transfiguring peace was upon her face. I would have called her

face plain the evening before. Now it was really beautiful in the sweet

clear light shining out of it.

Two things stand out sharply in my memory of Ping Yang, in Korea. One is

the visit to the home of a Christian family, whose head was one of those

being held in prison in the famous conspiracy case. I still feel the

pathos of face and voice as the dear old mother, and the gentle wife,

asked so eagerly, "When will he be back?"

The other, was the faces of certain of the women in the church service

there. I found myself time and again turning to look at their faces as I

was speaking. There was a sweet light that transfigured their worn faces,

and gave them a real beauty. It was the more striking against the

background of the faces one sees in those Oriental lands.

The story has been told in various ways of the European artist sent to a

Salvation Army meeting to make a caricature. He was an infidel, with a

sinful life, an uneasy conscience, and a sore heart. But the faces he saw

there of those redeemed out of the depths of sin, convinced him that they

had what he needed, and what he afterwards got, at the same place as they,

the feet of Christ. One who has looked into the faces at some of the

Salvation Army meetings has no trouble believing the story.

Now this is part of our Master's great plan for reaching His world. He

comes in to us, if we let Him. He changes us as we yield to Him. The

beauty of this wondrous One within shines out of face and eyes, and

touches those whom we touch. His presence transfigures when He is allowed

to dominate. We are changed from within. Though like Moses and Stephen we

will not wist of the transfiguration, only of the Great One whose presence

within it is that makes the change. We know the peace and music within;

others know more of the change in face and life.

Resurrection Power--A Present Experience.

There is a second experience in this group. In sharpest contrast with

Jacob's tomb stands out _the Resurrection Morning_. Our Lord Jesus rose up

out of death. The strongest bars that death could make--and surely every

one of us has some sore experience of their strength in holding dear ones

from us--those strongest bars were snapped, as a woman breaks the cotton

thread in her sewing.

Our Lord Jesus rose up again into life, and into a new, a higher, a

different sort of life. The personal identity was unchanged. His disciples

recognized His voice and face and form, as they talked and ate with Him.

But the limitations were gone. The control of spirit over body was

complete.

And it is a bit of His gracious plan that we shall follow Him here, too.

When He returns in glory there will be a resurrection for those who have

followed Him. As He comes down on the clouds, the dead bodies of those who

have the warm vital touch with Him, that the word "believeth" stands for,

will be touched into a new life and be reunited with the spirits that had

lived in them.

There will be a wondrous meeting in the air with Himself, and an equally

wondrous reunion in His presence of those bound to us and to Him by ties

of love. Our personal identity will be the same, loved ones instantly

recognizing loved ones. But the bodies will be of a new sort, free of all

the limitations and weaknesses of our earth life. And our Lord's return is

peculiarly precious because it is the time of this change and reunion.

But there is yet more than this. This is something future. There is a

present meaning of the resurrection-life for us, to-day, if we'll accept

it, and live in the power of it. There _may_ be the resurrection life and

power coming into our bodies now. As the need comes, it is our privilege

to look up, and ask for, and experience resurrection power coming down

into our bodies, overcoming their weaknesses and diseased conditions.

The subject of healing involves much more, for a full poised

understanding of the Scripture teaching, than can be satisfactorily talked

over in the brief limits here. But the great fact can be thus simply

stated, that there is full healing for our bodies by God's direct touch

upon them. But this means on our part living a real faith life, looking up

moment by moment, receiving from His hand constantly what is needed, and

using it wholly for Him. It is actually a living of the dependent life as

regards the bodily needs.

Paul is clearly speaking of a present experience when he says, "If the

Spirit of Him who raised up Jesus from the dead dwelleth in you, He that

raised up Christ Jesus from the dead shall give life also to your dying

bodies by means of His Spirit that dwelleth in you."[88] But this

resurrection power coming in to affect our bodily conditions is frequently

in the midst of most difficult trying circumstances. It is as though a

subtle hindering power were tenaciously at work, and this were being

offset and overcome by the resurrection power.

It was under just such circumstances that Paul writes these words: "We who

live are always delivered unto death for Jesus' sake, _that the life

also_--the resurrection life--_of Jesus may be manifested in our dying

bodies_."[89] This as plainly means a present experience of power in our

bodies, overcoming weakness, disease, and the tendency to death.

This is the present meaning of the resurrection for us. But it is possible

only for those who _will_ live the resurrection life of separation and of

union; separation from all that separates from the closest union of life

with our Lord Jesus. And it comes oftentimes through much conflict and

difficulty. This bit of the road is much contested.

The Ascension Life--Power in Possession.

When our Lord Jesus had tarried long enough to make clear to His disciples

His actual bodily resurrection, He ascended to the Father's right hand,

and was seated there in the place of highest honour and power. So He began

living _the Ascension Life_. That means two things, it is the life of

fullest power in actual possession; _and_ that power is exercised through

prayer,[90] His, and then--ours. Through His intercession with the Father,

and through our intercession in Christ's Name, the power comes from the

Father through Christ to us, and so through us.

Our Lord Jesus is eager to have us follow Him here also. Following this

time means, actually using the power that has been placed at our disposal.

It means receiving from His pierced hand all He has actually redeemed for

us by His precious blood. There is so much that is ours by right that we

do not take and use. Some do not take because they don't live where they

_can_ take. And some live where they can take, who yet do _not_ take.

Since the Father thinks of us as risen with Christ and seated with Him in

the place of highest power, we should seek to live up there, by His

grace.[91] The ascension life for us means simply living the actual life

of power that has been made possible for us, and using that power through

prayer.

It helps to remember here just how much may be included in that word

"prayer." One cannot be all the time on his knees, praying with his lips.

And it certainly was not meant that we _should_ be. Yet there can be

prayer "without ceasing." Prayer is an _act_, the kneeling, and giving

voice to the desires of our hearts. Then the act grows into a _habit_, as

this becomes one of the fixed things of our daily round. And the habit

full grown, becomes a _life_. All the life grows out of that bit of

kneeling-time, and all the life is carried to it. The hidden springs of

the life are here.

And prayer becomes _a mental attitude_. You think of everything that comes

up, opportunity, difficulty, emergency, crisis, plannings,--you

instinctively come to think about each thing from the standpoint of the

kneeling-time. And so prayer grows to be _an atmosphere_. You live your

life in His presence to whom you kneel. He is always present. You come to

recognize His presence, which means that His presence dominates all your

life. He, this One whom you go to meet at the kneeling-time, He is

_always_ here with you, listening to the unspoken thoughts. By and by you

come instinctively to think your thoughts as in His presence. Your

longings, plannings, difficulties are held open before Him. Prayer becomes

the atmosphere you breathe.

And so prayer comes to be a _person. You_ are the prayer. The Father

looking down comes to recognize you, by your very attitude of heart, as a

prayer, a continual, walking, living prayer, as you go quietly about your

simple, homely round. And the powers of evil, too, so recognize it. And

the Man at the Father's right hand recognizes in you one whom He has

redeemed, and who, by His grace, would be and do and have, in actual life,

all He has gotten for you.

And through that six-fold continuous prayer, by the man who yields all,

and reaches out _for_ all that is now his, the power of God is being

continually loosened out among men, and the Father's plan being worked

out. So, our Lord's ascension life at the Father's right hand, finds its

echo in the ascension life being lived by His follower on the earth.

The Coming Glory.

Then comes the glorious future experience, _the Kingdom Reign and Glory_.

Some day our Lord Jesus will rise up from His seat, and step again into

the direct action of the affairs of earth. Soon after that day He will

begin reigning over the earth as its King. The later pages of the Old

Testament are all aglow with the glory of that time. He shall reign from

the Mediterranean, at the centre of the earth, out to the farthest

sea-coast line, and from the Euphrates east and west to the most distant

ends of the earth.[92]

And those who have followed Him during these trying days of His absence,

shall reign with Him over all the earth, and be sharers in His glory.[93]

He will give both grace and glory.[94] Grace is the beginning of glory,

and glory is the fulness of grace. It is all grace, free unmerited favour.

Now I have grouped these experiences in this way to get a clear

understanding of them. But we must remember that they did not come in

groups in Christ's life, and they won't in ours. The red and yellow

threads, the dark and bright, are interwoven throughout the web, to make

the beauty of the pattern. The minor chords come up here and there through

the others, sometimes overcoming, sometimes yielding to, the joyous

notes. The road of life runs valley and hill, valley and hill, up and

down.

There were great crises in Christ's life, and there may be, there quite

likely will be, crisis points in ours, but in the main the hard places

intersperse with the smooth going. The weaver sitting at his loom runs in

a dark shuttle-thread, and then a sharp blow of the beam puts it in place;

then a bright thread and a sharp blow of the beam, and so, slowly,

patiently, threads and blows follow each other till the design has been

worked out.

Even so will it be in this "Follow Me" road. A glad, joyous experience may

be followed by the one that is bitter and that hurts; and that again,

perhaps, by something gladsome and cheery, while the daily round of life

plods slowly on, day after day, week in and out, as the calendar works its

steady way to the end, and then begins anew.

But all the while there's the presence of the wondrous One, unseen by

outer eyes, but unmistakably real. And His presence gives peace. And

there's an unfailing, guiding hand, whose grasp steadies you as you push

along.

This is the road. And yonder, just ahead, is the Lone Man, whose wondrous

face calls, and the reach of His pierced hand beckons. Let us take a

careful look at the road, and a long look at the Man, and then----.

Shall We Go?

The Deeper Meaning of Friendship.

A friend in need is a friend indeed. Our Lord Jesus was our friend in our

need. It was a desperate need. It could not be worse. We had been badly

hurt by sin. The hurt was so bad that we could do nothing without help.

Our Lord Jesus came to our help.

It was not easy for Him to be our friend. Friendship is sometimes very

costly. His reputation went, and then His life. But He never flinched. He

was thinking of us. Our need controlled Him. There were two controlling

words in our Lord Jesus' life--passion and compassion. He had a passion

for His Father. He had compassion for us. The two dovetailed perfectly.

The Father had an overwhelming compassion for us. The passion for the

Father in our Lord's heart included the throbbing, sobbing compassion for

us. The compassion was the manward expression of the passion for the

Father.

It was this compassion that controlled Him those human years. It drove Him

hard along the road we've been looking at. He was driven into the

Wilderness, through the years of sacrificial service, out into the grove

of the olive trees, up the steep hill of Calvary, down into the depths of

Joseph's tomb. Step-by-step He pushed His way along, for He was thinking

of His Father and of us. The passion for the Father meant a compassion for

us. Things proved worse in realization as He came up close to them, as

they began to touch His very life. But He never wavered. He never

flinched, for He was thinking of us. He was our Friend, our Friend in our

desperate need. A friend in need is a friend indeed. It was by deeds that

He met our needs.

But friendship is mutual. It has two sides, its enjoyments and its

obligations. That word "friendship" has two meanings. It means fellowship.

Two who are congenial in thought and aim and spirit can have sweet

fellowship together as they make exchange with each other of the deep

things of their spirits. This is one meaning, and a sweet, hallowed

meaning, too. Then there is the other. You are in some sore need. It is a

desperate emergency in your life, and out of the circle of your friends

one singles himself out, and comes to your aid. At real cost or sacrifice

to himself perhaps, he gives you that which meets and tides over your

emergency.

This is the deeper, the rarer meaning of the word, rarer both in being

less frequent and in being very precious. Fellowship friends may be many;

emergency friends very, very few. And if circumstances so turn out that

this man who has so rarely proven himself your friend, is himself in some

emergency, and you are now in position to help him, as once he helped you,

you count it not only an obligation of the highest sort, but the rarest of

privileges. And with great joy you come to his help without stopping to

count the cost in the doubtful, questioning way. Friendship is mutual.

Now this second, this deep, rare meaning, is the one we're using just now.

It comes to include the fellowship meaning, so enriching the emergency

friendship yet more. But the emphasis is on the emergency meaning of the

word friendship. Our Friend was a friend in this deepest, rarest way, in

the desperate emergency of our lives.

And now this Friend of ours is in need, a need so great that it is an

emergency. And this seems a startling thing to say. You may think I'm

indulging some rhetorical figure of speech merely. He, the Lord Jesus, in

need! He is now seated at the Father's right hand in glory. He is "far

above all rule and authority and power and dominion." He is the sovereign

ruler of our world. How can it be said, with any soberness of practical

meaning, that He is in need, and in desperate need? Yet, let me repeat

very quietly, that it is even so.

_He needs our co-operation._ He needs the human means through which to

work out His plans. The power of God has always flowed _through human

channels_. And His plans _have waited,_ have been delayed because He has

not always been able to find men willing to let Him use them as He will.

This is the only explanation of the long, weary waiting of the earth for

His promised Kingdom. This, only, explains centuries of delay in the

working out of His plans. The delay, the dark centuries, the

misery,--these have been no part of His plan, but dead set against His

plan.

"The restless millions wait the Light,

Whose coming maketh all things new.

_Christ also waits_; but men are slow and late.

Have we done what we could? Have I? Have you?"

Some unknown friend, on seeing the statue of General Gordon, as it stands

facing the great desert and the Soudan at Khartoum, made these lines:

"The strings of camels come in single file,

Bearing their burdens o'er the desert sand:

Swiftly the boats go plying on the Nile.

The needs of men are met on every hand,

But still I wait

For the messenger of God _who cometh late_.

I see the clouds of dust rise in the plain,

The measured tread of troops falls on the ear;

The soldier comes the empire to maintain,

Bringing the pomp of war, the reign of fear,

But still I wait

The messenger of peace, _he cometh late_.

They set me brooding o'er the desert drear,

Where broodeth darkness as the deepest night.

From many a mosque there comes the call to prayer;

I hear no voice that calls on _Christ_ for light.

But still I wait

For the messenger of Christ, _who cometh late."_[95]

Following Wholly.

Our Friend is in need. The world's condition spells out the desperateness

of that need. The world's need is His need. It is His world. This world is

God's prodigal son. It is the passion of our Lord Jesus' heart to win His

world back, and save it. That passion has been revealed most, thus far, in

His going to the great extreme of dying. That passion is still

unsatisfied. Yonder He sits, with scarred face and form, _expecting_.[96]

Bending eagerly forward with longing eyes He is expecting. He is

expectantly waiting our response, expectantly waiting the day when things

will have ripened on the earth for the next step in the great plan.

And down from the throne comes the same eager cry He used when amongst us

on earth, "Follow Me." This is the one call, with many variations, that

runs through the seven-fold message to His followers in the book of the

Revelation.[97]

But He calls for real followers. He needs Calebs, who are willing, if

need be, to face a whole nation dead-bent on going the other way, and yet

who never flinch but insist on following fully. Caleb's following was so

unflinching, so against the current of his whole time, that it stands out

with the peculiar emphasis of a six-fold mention.[98]

Those who follow "wholly" seem scarce sometimes. I was struck recently

with an utterance by a man prominent in business circles and in Christian

activity for years. He was speaking of how he had been active in a certain

form of Christian activity, and declared that it had never occasioned him

any loss, or been a detriment to him in his business. The words had a

strange, suspicious sound. The Master told those who would follow fully

that they might expect much loss and detriment.

The Master was very careful to give the "if's" a prominent place. "If any

man would come after Me."[99] "If any man would serve Me let him follow

Me."[100] Those "if's" are the cautionary signals. They mean obstacles

needing to be considered before one decides. We must determine whether we

will take them away or not. Half-way following, part-way following, has

become very common in some of the other parts of the world, where we don't

live. I'll leave you to judge how it is in your own neighbourhood.

I have seen people start down this "Follow Me" road with great enthusiasm

and real earnestness, singing as they go. Then the road begins to narrow a

bit. The thorn bushes on the side have grown so thick and rank that they

push over the sides of the road, and narrow it down. You can't go along

without the thorns scratching face and hands badly as you push through.

And then you suddenly find a knife, a sharpedged knife, being held out

across the road, by an unseen hand back in the bushes. The cutting edge is

toward you. It is held firmly. It is clearly impossible to go on without a

clash with that knife. The real meaning of that "Follow Me" is beginning

to be seen now. Just ahead beyond the knife stands the Master, looking

longingly, beckoning earnestly, calling still. But that knife! It takes

your eyes, and the question is on in real earnest.

And it is very grievous to say that some stop there. They pitch their

tents this side the knife. They may have had the courage to push through

the thorns, but this knife stops them. They're not honest enough to back

clear out of the road. So they hold meetings on the roadway, conferences

for the deepening of the Christian life, with earnest addresses, and

consecration meetings, and soft singing. And if perchance some one calls

attention to the Master standing ahead there, beyond the knife,

beckoning,--well, they sing louder and pray longer so as to ease their

consciences a bit, and deaden unpleasant sounds, but they make no move

toward striking tents and pushing on.

And many coming up along the road are hindered. The crowds, the meetings,

the singing, the earnestness,--these take hold of them and keep them from

discerning that all this is an obstruction in the way. The Master's ahead

yonder, past that cutting knife. In a very clear voice that rises above

meetings and music, He calls, "If any man would serve Me, let him follow

Me, let him get _in behind Me_, and come _up close after Me_." He who

would serve, he who would help, must not stop here, but push on to where

the Master is beckoning,--yes, past the knife!

But there are big crowds at the half-way place, this side the knife. And

there are still larger crowds looking on and sneering, sneering at those

whose following hasn't got much beyond the singing stage. The outside

crowd does love sincerity, and is very keen for the faults and flaws in

those who call themselves followers.

The Tuning-Fork for the Best Music.

But some push on; they go forward; and as they reach the knife they grasp

it firmly by the blade. Yes, it cuts, and cuts deep. But they push on, on

after the Master. They turn the knife into a tuning-fork. Do you know

about this sort of thing? The steel in a knife can be used to make a

tuning-fork. The touch of obedience brings music out of sacrifice.

This is the only tuning-fork that can give the true pitch for that

sweetest music we were speaking of a little while ago. This is a bit of

the power of obedience. It can change a challenging knife into an

instrument of music. This is a bit of the strategy of obedience, the fine

tactics of sacrifice. The tempter with the knife would hold us back. We

seize his knife from his grasp. He can never use that knife again. And we

use it to make sweet music to help the marching. What was meant to hold us

back now helps us forward.

This is the tuning-fork the Master used. He would have us use it, too. But

each one must take it himself, out of the threatening hand that would hold

us back. As the call to follow comes we must go on, no matter what it

involves. No circumstance, no possible loss, no sacrifice, must hold us

back, for a moment, or a step, from following where our Friend calls; only

so can we be His friend.

Shall we go on _all the way_? Or, shall we join the company at the

half-way stopping place? Well, _it's a matter of your eyes_, how you use

them. If the knife holds your eyes, you'll never get past it. That knife

is like the deadly serpent's glittering eye. If the cobra's eye can get

your eye, you are held fast in that awful, deadly fascination.

If you'll _lift_ your eyes, to the Master's face!--ah, that's the one

thing, the only thing, that can _hold_ our eyes with gaze steadier than

any serpent eye. The face of Christ Jesus, torn by thorns, scarred by

thongs, but with the wondrous beauty light shining out, and those great

patient, pleading eyes! This it was that held that young Indian aristocrat

steady, while he sold all--bit by bit, of such precious things--sold all.

This it was that held steady the young Jewish aristocrat, Paul. He never

forgot the light on that caravan road north, above the shining of the sun.

He never could forget it. It blinded him. He "could not see for the glory

of that light." Old ambitions blurred out. Old attachments faded, and then

faded clear out before the blaze of that light. Family ties, inheritance,

social prestige, reputation, old friendships, old honoured standards,--all

faded out in the light of Jesus' face on that northern road.

How to Follow.

Shall we take a look at that face? a long look? Shall we go? Practically

going means three things, a _decision_, a _habit_ and a _purpose_; a

thoughtful, calculating decision, a daily unbroken habit, an unalterable

north-star sort of purpose.

Go alone in some quiet corner where you can think things out. Look at what

it may mean for you to follow, so far as you know now. Most of it you

don't know, and won't know, can't know except as it works out in your

life. Take a long, quiet, thoughtful look at the road. Then take a longer,

quieter, steadier look at Him, Christ Jesus, once crucified for you, now

seated in glory with all power, and asking you to-day to be a channel for

His power. Then decide. Say, "Lord Jesus, I _will_ follow Thee. This is my

decision. By Thy help, I follow Thee, I'll follow Thee all the way."

That's the first step, the decision.

As I entered the tent at Keswick one morning, a friend handed me these

lines, which came to her pen at the close of a previous meeting:

"I will follow Thee, dear Master,

Though the road be rough and steep,

Thou wilt hold me lest I falter,

Thy strong hand must safely keep.

Enter in, Lord, cleanse Thy temple,

Give the grace to put away

All that hinders, all that's doubtful,

O'er my life hold blessed sway.

Use me, Master, for Thy glory,

Live out Thine own life through me,

That my life may tell the story,

And win others unto Thee.

Keep me trusting Thee, Lord Jesus,

Walking closely by Thy side,

Keep me resting, sweetly resting,

As I in Thy love abide."

Then plan your work and time so as to get a bit of time off alone every

day with the Book and with the Master. The chief thing is not to pray,

though you will pray. It is not for Bible study, though that will be there

too. The chief thing is to meet with the Lord Jesus Himself. He will come

to you through the Book. He will fit its messages into your questions and

perplexities. He Himself will come to meet with you when you so go to meet

with Him. You won't always _realize_ His presence, for you may sometimes

be tired. But you can _recognize_ His presence. You can cultivate the

habit of recognizing His presence.

This is your bit of daily school-time, with the Book and the Master. It

will keep your spirit sweet, your heart hot, and your judgment sane and

poised. This is the second thing, the _habit._ It is the thing you cannot

get along without. It must go in daily. Without it things will tangle;

your heart will cool, your spirit sometimes take on an edge that isn't

good, your judgment get warped and twisted, and your will grow either

wabbly or stubborn. This second thing must be put in the daily round, and

kept in. It helps to hold you steady to the first thing.

Then the third is the _purpose_ to be true to whatever the Master tells

you, to be true to Himself; never to fail _Him_. You may flinch within

your feelings. You probably will. Yet you need never flinch in action.

Follow the beckoning Figure just ahead in the road, regardless of thorny

bush or cutting knife. Keep your spirit sweet, your tongue gentle and

slow, your touch soft and even, your purpose as inflexible as wrought

steel, or as granite, as unmovable as the North Star. That's the third

thing, the purpose.

And the three make the three-fold cord with which to tie you fast and hard

to the Lone Man ahead. He is less alone as we follow close up. The three

together help you understand the meaning of _obedience_. The decision is

the beginning of obedience; the habit teaches you _what_ you are to obey

and gives you strength to do it; the purpose is the actual obedience in

daily round, the holding true to what He has told you.

Years ago, a young Jewess, of a wealthy family, that stood high in the

Jewry of New York, heard the call of the despised Nazarene. It came to her

with great, gentle power, and she decided that she must follow. Her father

was very angry, and threatened disinheritance if she so disgraced the

family. But she remained quietly, gently, inflexibly, true to her

decision. At last the father planned a social occasion at the home to

which large numbers were invited. And he said to his daughter, "You must

sing at this reception, and make this your disavowal of the Christian

faith." And she quietly said, "Father, I will sing."

The evening came, the parlours were filled, the time came for her to sing,

and all listened eagerly, for they knew the beauty of her voice. With her

heart in both eyes and voice, she began singing:

"Jesus, I my cross have taken,

All to leave and follow Thee;

Destitute, despised, forsaken,

Thou, from hence, my all shalt be.

Perish every fond ambition,

All I've sought, and hoped, and known:

Yet how rich is my condition!

God and heaven are all my own."

And she passed out into the night of disinheritance on earth, "into an

inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled, and that fadeth not away." This

was her decision. She had seen _His face!_ All else paled in its light.

Shall we go, too?

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