XXIX

_In which Queed's Shoulders can bear One Man's Roguery and

Another's Dishonor, and of what these Fardels cost him: how for the

Second Time in his Life he stays out of Bed to think._

Sharlee, sitting upstairs, took the card from the tray and, seeing the

name upon it, imperceptibly hesitated. But even while hesitating, she

rose and turned to her dressing-table mirror.

"Very well. Say that I'll be down in a minute."

She felt nervous, she did not know why; chilled at her hands and cold

within; she rubbed her cheeks vigorously with a handkerchief to restore

to them some of the color which had fled. There was a slightly pinched

look at the corners of her mouth, and she smiled at her reflection in

the glass, somewhat artificially and elaborately, until she had chased

it away. Undoubtedly she had been working too hard by day, and going too

hard by night; she must let up, stop burning the candle at both ends.

But she must see Mr. Queed, of course, to show him finally that no

explanation could explain now. It came into her mind that this was but

the third time he had ever been inside her house--the third, and it was

the last.

He had been shown into the front parlor, the stiffer and less friendly

of the two rooms, and its effect of formality matched well with the

temper of their greeting. By the obvious stratagem of coming down with

book in one hand and some pretense at fancy-work in the other, Sharlee

avoided shaking hands with him. Having served their purpose, the small

burdens were laid aside upon the table. He had been standing, awaiting

her, in the shadows near the mantel; the chair that he chanced to drop

into stood almost under one of the yellow lamps; and when she saw his

face, she hardly repressed a start. For he seemed to have aged ten

years since he last sat in her parlor, and if she had thought his face

long ago as grave as a face could be, she now perceived her mistake.

The moment they were seated he began, in his usual voice, and with

rather the air of having thought out in advance exactly what he was to

say.

"I have come again, after all, to talk only of definite things. In fact,

I have something of much importance to tell you. May I ask that you will

consider it as confidential for the present?"

At the very beginning she was disquieted by the discovery that his gaze

was steadier than her own. She was annoyingly conscious of looking away

from him, as she said:--

"I think you have no right to ask that of me."

Surface's son smiled sadly. "It is not about--anything that you could

possibly guess. I have made a discovery of--a business nature, which

concerns you vitally."

"A discovery?"

"Yes. The circumstances are such that I do not feel that anybody should

know of it just yet, but you. However--"

"I think you must leave me to decide, after hearing you--"

"I believe I will. I am not in the least afraid to do so. Miss Weyland,

Henry G. Surface is alive."

Her face showed how completely taken back she was by the introduction of

this topic, so utterly remote from the subject she had expected of him.

"Not only that," continued Queed, evenly--"he is within reach. Both

he--and some property which he has--are within reach of the courts."

"Oh! How do you know?... Where is he?"

"For the present I am not free to answer those questions."

There was a brief silence. Sharlee looked at the fire, the stirrings of

painful memories betrayed in her eyes.

"We knew, of course, that he might be still alive," she said slowly.

"I--hope he is well and happy. But--we have no interest in him now.

That is all closed and done with. As for the courts--I am sure that he

has been punished already more than enough."

"It is not a question of punishing him any more. You fail to catch my

meaning, it seems. It has come to my knowledge that he has some money, a

good deal of it--"

"But you cannot have imagined that I would want his money?"

"His money? He has none. It is all yours. That is why I am telling you

about it."

"Oh, but that can't be possible. I don't understand."

Sitting upright in his chair, as businesslike as an attorney, Queed

explained how Surface had managed to secrete part of the embezzled

trustee funds, and had been snugly living on it ever since his release

from prison.

"The exact amount is, at present, mere guesswork. But I think it will

hardly fall below fifty thousand dollars, and it may run as high as a

hundred thousand. I learn that Mr. Surface thinks, or pretends to think,

that this money belongs to him. He is, needless to say, wholly mistaken.

I have taken the liberty of consulting a lawyer about it, of course

laying it before him as a hypothetical case. I am advised that when Mr.

Surface was put through bankruptcy, he must have made a false statement

in order to withhold this money. Therefore, that settlement counts for

nothing, except to make him punishable for perjury now. The money is

yours whenever you apply for it. That--"

"Oh--but I shall not apply for it. I don't want it, you see."

"It is not a question of whether you want it or not. It is yours--in

just the way that the furniture in this room is yours. You simply have

no right to evade it."

Through all the agitation she felt in the sudden dragging out of this

long-buried subject, his air of dictatorial authority brought the blood

to her cheek.

"I have a right to evade it, in the first place, and in the second, I am

not evading it at all. He took it; I let him keep it. That is the whole

situation. I don't want it--I couldn't touch it--"

"Well, don't decide that now. There would be no harm, I suppose, in your

talking with your mother about it--even with some man in whose judgment

you have confidence. You will feel differently when you have had time to

think it over. Probably it--"

"Thinking it over will make not the slightest difference in the way I

feel--"

"Perhaps it would if you stopped thinking about it from a purely selfish

point of view. Other--"

"_What_?"

"I say," he repeated dryly, "that you should stop thinking of the matter

from a purely selfish point of view. Don't you know that that is what

you are doing? You are thinking only whether or not you, personally,

desire this money. Well, other people have an interest in the question

besides you. There is your mother, for example. Why not consider it from

her standpoint? Why not consider it from--well, from the standpoint of

Mr. Surface?"

"Of Mr. Surface?"

"Certainly. Suppose that in his old age he has become penitent, and

wants to do what he can to right the old wrong. Would you refuse him

absolution by declining to accept your own money?"

"I think it will be time enough to decide that when Mr. Surface asks me

for absolution."

"Undoubtedly. I have particularly asked, you remember, that you do not

make up your mind to anything now."

"But you," said she, looking at him steadily enough now--"I don't

understand how you happen to be here apparently both as my counselor and

Mr. Surface's agent."

"I have a right to both capacities, I assure you."

"Or--have you a habit of being--?"

She left her sentence unended, and he finished it for her in a colorless

voice.

"Of being on two sides of a fence, perhaps you were about to say?"

She made no reply.

"That is what you were going to say, isn't it?"

"Yes, I started to say that," she answered, "and then I thought better

of it."

She spoke calmly; but she was oddly disquieted by his fixed gaze, and

angry with herself for feeling it.

"I will tell you," said he, "how I happen to be acting in both

capacities."

The marks of his internal struggle broke through upon his face. For the

first time, it occurred to Sharlee, as she looked at the new markings

about his straight-cut mouth, that this old young man whom she had

commonly seen so matter-of-fact and self-contained, might be a person of

stronger emotions than her own. After all, what did she really know

about him?

As if to answer her, his controlled voice spoke.

"Mr. Surface is my father. I am his son."

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