The day of Mary Evered’s burial was such a day as comes most often
immediately after a storm, when the green of the trees is washed to such
a tropical brightness that the very leaves radiate color and the air is
filled with glancing rays of light. There were white clouds in the blue
sky; clouds not dense and thick, but lightly frayed and torn by the
winds of the upper reaches, and scudding this way and that according to
the current which had grip of them. Now and then these gliding clouds
obscured the sun; and the sudden gloom made men look skyward, half
expecting a burst of rain. But for the most part the sun shone steadily
enough; and there was an indescribable brilliance in the light with
which it bathed the earth. Along the borders of the trees, round the
gray hulks of the bowlders, and fringing the white blurs of the houses
there seemed to shimmer a halo of colors so faint and fine they could be
sensed but not seen by the eye. The trees and the fields were an
unearthly gaudy green; the shadows deep amid the branches were
trembling, changing pools of color. A day fit to bewitch the eye, with a
soft cool wind stirring everywhere.
Evered himself was early about, attending to the morning chores. Ruth
MacLure had fallen asleep toward morning, and the woman with her let the
girl rest. John woke when he heard his father stirring; and it was he
who made breakfast ready, when he had done his work about the barn. He
and his father ate together, and Ruth did not join them.
Evered, John saw, was more silent than his usual silent custom; and the
young man was not surprised, expecting this. John himself, concerned for
Ruth, and wishing he might ease the agony of her grief, had few words to
say. When they were done eating he cleared away the dishes and washed
them and put them away; and then he swept the floor, not because it
needed sweeping, but because he could not bear to sit idle, doing
nothing at all. He could hear the women stirring in the other room; and
once he heard Ruth’s voice.
John’s grief was more for the living than for the dead; he had loved
Mary Evered truly enough, but there was a full measure of philosophy in
the young man. She was dead; and according to the simple trust which was
a part of him she was happy. But Ruth was unhappy, and his father was
unhappy. He wished he might comfort them.
Evered at this time was soberly miserable; his mind was still numb, his
emotions were just beginning to assert themselves. He could not think
clearly, could scarce think at all. What passed for thought with him was
merely a jumble of exclamations, passionate outcries, curses and
laments. Mary was dead; and he knew that dimly, without full
comprehension of the knowledge. More clearly he remembered Mary and Dane
Semler, sitting so intimately side by side; and the memory was
compounded of anguish and of satisfaction--anguish because she was
false, satisfaction because her frailty in some small measure justified
the monstrous thing he had permitted, and in permitting had done. Evered
did not seek to deceive himself; he knew that he had killed Mary Evered
as truly as he had killed Dave Riggs many a year ago. He did not put the
knowledge into words; nevertheless, it was there, in the recesses of his
mind, concrete and ever insistent. And when sorrow and remorse began to
prick at him with little pins of fire he told himself, over and over,
that she had been frail, and so got eased of the worst edge of pain.
A little after breakfast people began to come to the house. Isaac
Gorfinkle was first of them all, and he busied himself with his last
ugly preparations. Later the minister came--a boy, or little more; fresh
from theological school. His name was Mattice, and he was as prim and
meticulous as the traditional maiden lady who is so seldom found in
life. He tried to speak unctuous comfort to Evered, but the man’s scowl
withered him; he turned to John, and John had to listen to him with what
patience could be mustered. And more men came, and stood in groups about
the farmyard, smoking, spitting, shaving tiny curls of wood from
splinters of pine; and their women went indoors and herded in the front
room together, and whispered and sobbed in a hissing chorus
indescribably horrible. There is no creation of mankind so hideous as a
funeral; there is nothing that should be more beautiful. The hushed
voices, the damp scent of flowers, the stifling closeness of
tight-windowed rooms, the shuffling of feet, the raw snuffles of those
who wept--these sounds filled the house and came out through the open
doors to the men, whispering in little groups outside.
Ruth MacLure was not weeping; nor Evered; nor John. And the mourning,
sobbing women kissed Ruth and called her brave; and they whispered to
each other that Evered was hard, and that John was like his father. And
the lugubrious debauch of tears went on interminably, as though
Gorfinkle--whose duty it would be to give the word when the time should
come--thought these preliminaries were requisites to a successful
funeral.
But at last it was impossible to wait longer without going home for
dinner, and Gorfinkle, who was accustomed to act as organist on such
occasions, took his seat, pumped the treadles and began to play. Then
everyone crowded into the front room or stood in the hall; and a woman
sang, and young Mattice spoke for a little while, dragging forth verse
after verse of sounding phrase which rang nobly even in his shrill and
uncertain tones. More singing, more tears. A blur of pictures
photographed themselves on Ruth’s eyes; words that she would never
forget struck her ears in broken phrases. She sat still, steady and
quiet. But her nerves were jangling; and it seemed to the girl she must
have screamed aloud if the thing had not ended when it did.
Then the mile-long drive to the hilltop above Fraternity, with its iron
fence round about, and the white stones within; and there the brief and
solemn words, gentle with grief and glorious with triumphant hope, were
spoken above the open grave. And the first clod fell. And by and by the
last; and those who had come began to drift away to their homes, to
their dinners, to the round of their daily lives.
Evered and John and Ruth drove home together in their light buggy, and
Ruth sat on John’s knee. But there was no yielding in her, there was no
softness about the girl. And no word was spoken by any one of them upon
the way.
At home, alighting, she went forthwith into the house; and John put the
horse up, while his father fed the pigs and the red bull in his stall.
When they were done Ruth called them to dinner, appearing for an instant
at the kitchen door. John reached the kitchen before his father; and
the pain in him made him speak to the girl before Evered came.
“Ruthie,” he said softly. “Please don’t be too unhappy.”
She looked at him with steady eyes, a little sorrowful. “I’m not
unhappy, John,” she said. “Because Mary is not unhappy, now. Don’t think
about me.”
“I can’t help thinking about you,” he told her; and she knew what was
behind his words, and shook her head.
“You’ll have to help it,” she said.
“Why, Ruthie,” he protested, “you know how I feel about you.”
Her eyes shone somberly. “It’s no good, John,” she answered. “You’re too
much Evered. I can see clearer now.”
They had not, till then, marked Evered himself in the doorway. Ruth saw
him and fell silent; and Evered asked her in a low steady voice, “You’re
blaming me?”
“I’m cursing you,” said the girl.
Evered held still for a little, as though it were hard for him to muster
words. Then he asked huskily, “What was my fault?”
She flung up her hand. “Everything!” she cried. “I’ve lived here with
you. I’ve seen you--breaking Mary by inches, and nagging and teasing
and pestering her. Till she was sick with it. And she kept loving you,
so you could hurt her more. And you did. You loved to hurt her. Hard and
cruel and mean and small--you’d have beat her as you do your beasts, if
you’d dared. Coward too. Oh!”
She flung away, began to move dishes aimlessly about upon the table.
Evered was gripped by a desire to placate her, to appease her; he
thought of Dane Semler, wished to cry out that accusation against his
wife. But he held his tongue. He had seen Semler with Mary; he had told
John; Ruth knew that Semler had been upon the farm. But neither of them
spoke of the man, then or thereafter. They told no one; and though
Fraternity might wonder and conjecture, might guess at the meaning of
Semler’s swift flight on the day of the tragedy, the town would never
know.
Evered did not name Semler now; and it was not any sense of shame that
held his tongue. He believed wholly in that which his eyes had seen, and
all that it implied. Himself scarce knew why he did not speak; and he
would never have acknowledged that it was desire to shield his wife,
even from her own sister, which kept him silent. After a moment he sat
down and they began to eat.
Toward the end of the meal he said to Ruth uneasily: “Feeling so, you’ll
not be like to stay here with John and me.”
Ruth looked at him with a quick flash of eyes; she was silent,
thoughtfully. She had not considered this; had not considered what she
was to do. But instantly she knew.
“Yes, I’m going to stay,” she told Evered. “This thing isn’t done.
There’s more to come. It must be so. For all you did there’s something
that will come to you. I want to be here, to see.” Her hands clenched on
the table edge. “I want to see you when it comes--see you squirm and
crawl.”
There was such certainty in her tone that Evered, spite of himself, was
shaken. He answered nothing; and the girl said again, “Yes; I am going
to stay.”
The red bull in his stall bellowed aloud; a long, rumbling, terrible
blare of challenge. It set the dishes dancing on the table before them;
and when they listened they could hear the monstrous beast snorting in
his stall.