CHAPTER XXXII

AN ANGRY ENCOUNTER

“I’m leaving the office on the first; I’m going down to the mercantile

company with Walsh.”

This was the first intimation Wayne had given his father of the

proposed change. He had purposely waited until this last hour before

making the announcement, to avoid discussing the matter. Colonel

Craighill looked up from his desk quickly and compressed his lips

before speaking. It was a blow he had not expected and he did not meet

it at once. Wayne turned uneasily and as his father made no response he

added:

“You remember that I kept my interest there and Tom says I can be of

use to him. I am of no use here--and never have been.”

“In other words, you prefer Walsh to me as an ally. Very well, I might

have expected it. This is the last irony of my parenthood and it is

quite fitting; quite in keeping.”

In the silence following the announcement Wayne’s heart had been

tenderer toward his father than in many a day. It was not so easy after

all to leave him; at a word he might have relented; but the swords of

resentment unsheathed with a sharp clatter and his spirit declared war.

“What’s quite fitting; what’s in keeping?” he demanded.

“Your desertion, your apostasy. After these years of humiliation you

have brought me, you throw me off as lightly as though you were a clerk

who had worked here a week and left to take another job. But it’s what

I deserve for my forbearance. It’s too bad you didn’t go sooner. But

it’s quite characteristic that you should wait till there was a chance

of your being of some service to me, as age comes on and a son’s right

arm would mean much--you wait for a strategic moment and then fire your

last volley and leave. No servant ever served me so ill. But I deserve

it; go to Walsh; very likely you and he will find yourselves well

suited to each other.”

“Walsh did your work for you for twenty years; it’s rather base of you

to visit your contempt on him now. If you don’t know it, every man in

Pittsburg knows what Tom Walsh was to you--he was your brains.”

Colonel Craighill jumped to his feet, the blood suffusing his face.

“You ungrateful dog--the reason I dispensed with Walsh was that he’s

crooked--he’s a man of no principles, he’s a rascal!”

“But it took you twenty years to find it out--twenty years of faithful

service and you gave a farewell dinner to a rascal, _your_ rascal, and

bade him God-speed.”

“I didn’t know then what he was!” roared Colonel Craighill, “but I

have learned since. He lied about the mercantile company to get it away

from me. He falsified the statements and I sold to him on an inventory

he made himself. No doubt you were in collusion with him and now you’re

to be paid for robbing your father. It’s all of a piece; it’s what I

have trained you for and my reward for shielding you and bearing with

you all these years.”

“For your prayers, your hypocritical snivelling, for wearing the

martyr’s crown because you had the ill luck to be my father! Every

time I got drunk you re-sanctified yourself; you were glad when I

went bad because it brought your own virtue into higher relief. You

never met me like a man, because you’re only the outer shell of a man;

there’s no heart in you; no soul in you! And don’t be too sure you

deceive the people of this town; they know you and just now they’re

sneering because they know you’ve been in trouble and they’re glad to

find that anything as perfect as you are has clay feet. Walsh never

said a word of ill to me of you; he served you with the humility you

demanded and the best things you ever did he managed and you got the

glory. And he left you because you wanted to sail out into showy

schemes like that Mexican fake and he knew where they would land you.

The finest testimony of your high character is poor old Gregory who

trusted you--trusted you like a child because you were the great Roger

Craighill who could do no wrong; and when you had got that Sand Creek

deal through you didn’t know him any more, but turned him over to your

lawyer. And he’s sitting out there now in the reception room waiting

for you to see him; he’s been trying to see you all winter, but you

won’t let him in. And Addie, poor Addie up there at the house, you

deceived her, too, for she thought she was marrying a man; and the

night you went to Boston without her because you were afraid to spring

her on the Brodericks, she found you out.”

“I should strike you down for this--for speaking to me of my wife in

such infamous terms. The fact that you assume the rôle of her champion

is an insult to her--a flagrant, unpardonable insult!”

“It’s you that insulted her; you were ashamed of her; men treat their

mistresses better than that! She deserved better of the great Roger

Craighill.”

Suspicion and distrust were warmed in the fierce flames of Roger

Craighill’s anger.

“Why are you so eager to champion her? How dare you speak of her?”

“I’m sorry for her, that’s the reason; more than that, I knew her

before you did--a poor girl with a hideous mother tied about her neck,

and she married you in the mistaken belief that you would honour and

respect her, and when your passion cooled a little you began to treat

her just as you have treated me--as an encumbrance to be borne and

suffered. And don’t you believe, because I never told you I had known

her, that she’s not a good woman--she’s so superior to you that you are

not worthy to fasten her shoes--that’s what I think of her--and this

is what I think of you.”

The door slammed upon Wayne as he returned for the last time to his

own room, and began collecting the papers in his desk. He had burned

his bridges and there was no retracing his steps. His heart was still

hot; he experienced no contrition, though he regretted immediately his

reference to Addie, which could only react upon her. But in the main he

was satisfied that he had settled accounts with his father at last.

The door was closed between Roger Craighill and his son, blown shut

by the winds of wrath. Colonel Craighill sat staring at the wall

that separated them. These last weeks had tried him sorely and his

head sank upon his breast and he remained there late, pondering his

affairs. The stringency of the fall and winter had pinched hard; his

own buoyant optimism had been badly shattered by it. The control of

the towering Craighill building had passed from the Colonel’s hands.

When the banks demanded additional collateral on loans that had been

carried easily for several years he found that the securities in a

number of his enterprises were looked upon coldly by discount boards.

Even the Hercules National, in which he had been a director since its

organization and which had always readily accommodated him, called his

loans on a hint, it was said, from the comptroller’s office. It was

trying to Colonel Craighill’s pride to be summoned to the private rooms

of banks to discuss his own affairs with men who had suddenly ceased

to be admiring friends and were now gravely inquisitorial. They did

their best for him, though; even his bonds and stock in the Craighill

building corporation were “deposited”--that was the disingenuous

term--with three trustees for the benefit of creditors and this was a

salve to his wounded vanity. With a breathing time and the return of

confidence Colonel Craighill declared he would reclaim them. His faith

in the great Mexican plantation scheme was unshaken, and his colonial

investments would yet prove his wisdom. He begged his inquisitors, in

their austere mahogany cabinets, to have patience and all would be

well; values were intact; credit only had been stampeded; and he cited

world conditions with his accustomed familiarity, which, however, did

not relieve the immediate pressing fact that he owed a large sum of

money which he could not pay.

An unexpected attack in another quarter had disturbed him greatly;

and oddly enough it was the Reverend James Paddock of the parish

house at Ironstead who had fired an arrow into the weakest plate

of Colonel Craighill’s armour. The minister had written a letter

to the authorities directing attention to the vile condition of a

group of tenements in Ironstead, not knowing who owned them, and it

happened that one of the objectionable buildings belonged to Colonel

Craighill. The _Mail_, a vigorous young independent newspaper, made

the most of this opportunity in its reddest ink. The fact that this

leading citizen, well known for his labours in behalf of the negroes

in the South and for other notable philanthropies far removed from

Pittsburg, should thus ignore the squalor at his own door, aroused

the _Mail’s_ righteous indignation, and it demanded an investigation

by the local branch of the Municipal Service League, of which Colonel

Craighill was the national president. “Colonel Craighill”--to quote

the _Mail_--“is an excellent type of the after-dinner reformer, posing

in the lime-light abroad, but avoiding the discomforts that attend

sincere, vigorous participation in home affairs. It is not our esteemed

fellow-citizen we are after; it is the smug complacency and cant of

many men of similar high position in our American cities, who wax

eloquent in bemoaning our political depravity, but through cowardice or

their own culpability are never heard from when there is any real work

to be done.”

Paddock was sorry to have caused this explosion and he called on the

Colonel to explain; but Colonel Craighill’s rage was not appeased. He

wanted to sue the newspaper, but his lawyer advised against it; the

conditions in the tenement were about as the _Mail’s_ artist portrayed

them, and there was no disputing the fact that the Colonel owned the

property, though, to be sure, he had lately mortgaged it. The refusal

of the _Star_ to spring to his defense astounded Colonel Craighill.

It was not the _Star’s_ business, he learned, to correct the _Mail’s_

mis-statements, and the _Star_, smarting because the _Mail_ had scored

a “beat,” began, out of sheer pique, a vigorous attack on the city

administration.

Colonel Craighill believed himself sincere in his devotion to reform

work, and the _Mail’s_ assault was unfortunate in that it evoked echoes

of the familiar cynicisms against all movements for our political and

moral uplift. Gentlemen in white waistcoats at banquet tables cannot

re-create mankind by resolution; nor do their failures mean that the

people are unsound. Politics and government are practical matters.

Democracy is an ideal. And as such it can never be fully realized. It

gathers strength through successive experiments and reincarnations. The

goal, always a little further on, is sought in faith and abandoned in

despair, but its changing light can never outshine the hope in man’s

heart.

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