MOTHER HILMAN’S OPINION
“Nettie,” asked Mother Hilman in her even, placid tones, “what do you think
of that young madcap Wilbur Hill?”
Mother Hilman sat at the kitchen window of her comfortable, country home
busy with some household duty, while her daughter was preparing dinner.
Mrs. Hilman was one of those fortunate souls whose spirit is like the calm,
unruffled sea. She had a trust in God and a love for mankind that kept her
heart continually at peace. And her question now was spoken in tones much
more kind and benevolent than her words. Nettie already had gray hairs
about her temples, so answered her mother’s question without any maidenly
embarrassment. “I think him more likable than reliable.”
“I think so. I do like the boy, yet he is one to make a good mother worry.
How he reverences his mother’s memory! It seems too bad that she had to be
taken from him right when a boy needs a mother the most. She must have been
a good woman. I should like to meet the brother of Will’s he spoke of the
other day.”
“Didn’t Will say that his father and the younger children are living in
town now?”
“Yes, I believe so. Let us ask him when we see him again about his family,
and especially that brother. I believe he would tell us all we wish to
know.”
“Will,” said Mother Hilman when again she had opportunity to speak to her
neighbor’s hired boy, “Nettie and I have been speaking about your family.
Did we understand you to say that your father and the children are living
in town now?”
“Yes, ma’am. The girls keep house for Father.”
“And where is the brother of whom you spoke the other day?”
“Austin? Oh, he did not come with the rest, but remained at his old job.
Father, you know, has not been here a great while, and the children came
only a month ago.”
“Who was with the children while your father was away?” asked Mrs. Hilman
with keen interest.
“Austin. He is like a mother with them. Austin is a queer fellow, not like
another boy I know in the world,” and Will looked up with an expression
that invited confidence.
“What makes him so different?”
“It is his religion mostly. He is just like an old person, does not care to
go anywhere but to church and Sunday-school. He seems to enjoy staying at
home with the children, and does so months at a time. I should die if I had
to tie myself down as he does, yet he seems as cheerful as any one,” said
Will frankly.
“Perhaps your brother has been converted.”
“Yes, that is the very word he uses,” replied Will. “He tried to tell us
all about it, but we could not see through it. He says he does not care for
the things of the world, and he means by that that he cares nothing for any
of the good times out with the boys. And he certainly acts as if he did not
care, and prays and reads his Bible! Says grace at the table like a
preacher. I admire his pluck.”
“What church does he belong to?” asked Mother Hilman, her admiration
increasing for the boy under discussion.
“That is another of his queer notions. He passed by all the fine churches
and hunted up a little baud of people who have a mission on a side street
there, and worships with them because he says they are more spiritual.”
“We have such a band of people here.”
“Have you? I will tell Austin when he comes, for he will not stay away
from the children long. I think it is the mission that keeps him there
for one thing. He hates to leave the people, and he has a Sunday-school
class.”
“Do tell him to come. We shall be glad to have him with us.”
“Mrs. Hilman, Austin is here already. I saw him over in town last night and
told him about your meeting, and he said to tell you he would be there
without fail next Sunday,” said Will, when he saw her a few days later.
When the Hilmans went to church the next Sunday, they saw a strange young
man in one of the rear benches. At once they recognized him as a brother of
Wilbur Hill. As it was early, not yet time to begin the service, they went
to him to make his acquaintance.
“Is this Austin Hill?” asked Mother Hilman in her kindest tones.
“Yes, that is my name,” answered Austin.
“My name is Hilman. Your brother Will has been telling me about you,” she
continued in her friendly tones.
“Yes, he told me some of the stuff he has been telling you. It makes me
feel foolish. But I am glad to meet you anyway,” said Austin, blushing.
“You have your brother’s confidence and that is a good recommendation for
any Christian,” said Mrs. Hilman, pleased with his humility.
“He said you were a believer in spiritual Christianity.”
“Yes, I have been worshiping with a band of spiritual people, though I
joined and still have my letter with the church where I was converted.”
“Can you take dinner with us today? If you can, we might talk of some of
these things,” said the kind old lady.
“Thank you; I shall be glad to do so,” said Austin, whose heart longed for
just the kind, Christian counsel he believed this mother would give.
The past week had been a weary one for Austin. He had found it harder than
ever to get along with his father. The conflict between them became more
marked all the time. They did not quarrel, but the father let no
opportunity pass to give Austin to understand his disapproval of and
disdain for his religion, while Austin had to fight continually the feeling
of disrespect and contempt for his father. The family was preparing to move
to the country. This was welcome news to Austin, who found managing them in
town more than he could do. He was almost discouraged with trying to teach
the children right. His visit with the Hilman’s was a great pleasure.
After the good Sunday dinner Mother Hilman sat down with her young guest in
the front room, and they talked of those things that were nearest both
their hearts.
“Austin, it affords me much pleasure to see you serving God in your youth.
In giving God your service now you are giving him the best of your life,
and missing much that is sinful in the world.”
“I thank God,” said Austin, “that I have learned to know him. I do not know
what I should do if I did not have him to comfort me, for many things
perplex me.”
“I gather from what your brother says of your home-life that your father
is not a servant of God.”
“No, my father has never been converted. I long to see him have a change of
heart. His influence would be so much better with the children. But he
seems to care nothing for the things of God, and it is a vexation to him
that I am a Christian.”
“I am sorry that it should be so in your family,” said Mother Hilman,
sympathetically, adding, “but of course you will stand true to God; for God
makes all such things a help to his children if they will in faith look to
him. Read your Bible much, Austin; and pray fervently, both for yourself
and for your poor father. If you pray for your father with a loving heart,
it will help you to bear more easily the conditions he causes in your home.
And I am glad you find such joy in associating with spiritual people; many
young men, and young women too for that matter, are led astray by wrong
companionships.”
“Mrs. Hilman,” broke in Austin, “I enjoy the association of young people,
and the friendship of godly young people is to me sweeter than any other
earthly tie. But if the young people are not spiritual, then I find more
pleasure in the company of older people who are spiritual, such as I find
at the mission we attend. God is very near and dear to me, and so are his
children; my only preference for the young people is because of my own
youth.”
Mother Hilman noticed the degree of wisdom Austin showed in his
conversation. She found him willing to take advice from one older in the
Christian way, too, which, as she was wont to say, “means much to new
hearts under young heads.”
Thus they talked of the deep personal experiences of grace and peace that
are the Christian’s birthright. The things that were said were an uplift to
Austin; but it was the sweet influence of love and confidence which helped
him most. His heart was sore with contention and strife, and a day in this
peaceful home did him good like a medicine.