The fall of 1891 found me back at Amherst taking up my college course in

earnest. Much of its social life centered around the fraternities, and

although they did not leave me without an invitation to join them it was

not until senior year that an opportunity came to belong to one that I

wished to accept. It has been my observation in life that, if one will

only exercise the patience to wait, his wants are likely to be filled.

My class was rather small, not numbering more than eighty-five in a

student body of about four hundred. President Julius H. Seelye, who had

led the college for about twenty years with great success as an educator

and inspirer of young men, had just retired. He had been succeeded by

President Merrill E. Gates, a man of brilliant intellect and fascinating

personality though not the equal of his predecessor in directing college

policy. But the faculty as a whole was excellent, having many strong

men, and some who were preeminent in the educational field.

The college of that day had a very laudable desire to get students, and

having admitted them, it was equally alert in striving to keep them and

help them get an education, with the result that very few left of their

own volition and almost none were dropped for failure in their work.

There was no marked exodus at the first examination period, which was

due not only to the attitude of the college but to the attitude of the

students, who did not go there because they wished to experiment for a

few months with college life and be able to say thereafter they had been

in college, but went because they felt they had need of an education,

and expected to work hard for that purpose until the course was

finished. There were few triflers.

A small number became what we called sports, but they were not looked on

with favor, and they have not survived. While the class has lost many

excellent men besides, yet it seems to be true that unless men live

right they die. Things are so ordered in this world that those who

violate its law cannot escape the penalty. Nature is inexorable. If men

do not follow the truth they cannot live.

My absence from home during my freshman year was more easy for me to

bear because I was no longer leaving my father alone. Just before the

opening of college he had married Miss Carrie A. Brown, who was one of

the finest women of our neighborhood. I had known her all my life. After

being without a mother nearly seven years I was greatly pleased to find

in her all the motherly devotion that she could have given me if I had

been her own son. She was a graduate of Kimball Union Academy and had

taught school for some years. Loving books and music she was not only a

mother to me but a teacher. For thirty years she watched over me and

loved me, welcoming me when I went home, writing me often when I was

away, and encouraging me in all my efforts. When at last she sank to

rest she had seen me made Governor of Massachusetts and knew I was being

considered for the Presidency.

It seems as though good influences had always been coming into my life.

Perhaps I have been more fortunate in that respect than others. But

while I am not disposed to minimize the amount of evil in the world I am

convinced that the good predominates and that it is constantly all about

us, ready for our service if only we will accept it.

In the Amherst College of my day a freshman was not regarded as

different from the other classes. He wore no distinctive garb, or

emblem, and suffered no special indignities. It would not have been

judicious for him to appear on the campus with a silk hat and cane, but

as none of the other students resorted to that practice this single

restriction was not a severe hardship. A cane rush always took place

between the two lower classes very early in the fall term, but it was

confined within the limits of good-natured sport, where little damage

was done beyond a few torn clothes. If we had undertaken to have a class

banquet where the sophomores could reach us, it undoubtedly would have

brought on a collision, but when the time came for one we tactfully and

silently departed for Westfield, under cover of a winter evening, where

we were not found or molested.

It had long been the practice at Amherst to give careful attention to

physical culture. It had, I believe, the first college gymnasium in this

country. Each student on entering was given a thorough examination,

furnished with a chart showing any bodily deficiencies and given

personal direction for their removal. The attendance of the whole class

was required at the gymnasium drill for four periods each week, and

voluntary work on the floor was always encouraged. We heard a great deal

about a sound mind in a sound body.

At the time of my entrance the two college dormitories were so badly out

of repair that they were little used. Later they were completely

remodeled and became fully occupied. About ten fraternity houses

furnished lodgings for most of the upper class men, but the lower class

men roomed at private houses. All the students took their meals in

private houses, so that there was a general comingling of all classes

and all fraternities around the table, which broke up exclusive circles

and increased college democracy.

The places of general assembly were for religious worship, which

consisted of the chapel exercises at the first morning period each week

day, and church service in the morning, with vespers in the late

afternoon, on Sundays. Regular attendance at all of these was required.

Of course we did not like to go and talked learnedly about the right of

freedom of worship, and the bad mental and moral reactions from which

we were likely to suffer as a result of being forced to hear scriptural

readings, psalm singings, prayers and sermons. We were told that our

choice of a college was optional, but that Amherst had been founded by

pious men with the chief object of training students to overcome the

unbelief which was then thought to be prevalent, that religious

instruction was a part of the prescribed course, and that those who

chose to remain would have to take it. If attendance on these religious

services ever harmed any of the men of my time I have never been

informed of it. The good it did I believe was infinite. Not the least of

it was the discipline that resulted from having constantly to give some

thought to things that young men would often prefer not to consider. If

we did not have the privilege of doing what we wanted to do, we had the

much greater benefit of doing what we ought to do. It broke down our

selfishness, it conquered our resistance, it supplanted impulse, and

finally it enthroned reason.

In intercollegiate athletics Amherst stood well. It won its share of

trophies on the diamond, the gridiron and the track, but it did not

engage in any of the water sports. The games with Williams and

Dartmouth aroused the keenest interest, and honors were then about even.

But these outside activities were kept well within bounds and were not

permitted to interfere with the real work of the college. Pratt Field

had just been completed and was well equipped for outdoor sports, while

Pratt Gymnasium had every facility for indoor training. These places

were well named, for the Pratt boys were very active in athletics. One

of them was usually captain of the football team. I remember that in

1892 George D. Pratt, afterwards Conservation Commissioner of the State

of New York, led his team to victory against Dartmouth, thirty to two,

and a week later kicked ten straight goals in a gale of wind at the

championship game with Williams, leaving the score sixty to nothing in

favor of Amherst. But both these colleges have since retaliated with a

great deal of success.

In these field events I was only an observer, contenting myself with

getting exercise by faithful attendance at the class drills in the

gymnasium. In these the entire class worked together with dumbbells for

most of the time, but they involved sufficient marching about the floor

to give a military flavor which I found very useful in later life when I

came in contact with military affairs during my public career.

The Presidential election of 1892 came in my sophomore year. I favored

the renomination of Harrison and joined the Republican Club of the

college, which participated in a torch-light parade, but the

unsatisfactory business condition of the country carried the victory to

Cleveland.

For nearly two years I continued my studies of Latin and Greek. Ours was

the last class that read Demosthenes on the Crown with Professor William

S. Tyler, the head of the Greek department, who had been with the

college about sixty years. He was a patriarch in appearance with a long

beard and flowing white hair.

His reverence for the ancient Greeks approached a religion. It was

illustrated by a story, perhaps apocryphal, that one of his sons was

sent to a theological school, and not wishing to engage in the ministry,

wrote his father that the faculty of the school held that Socrates was

in hell. Such a reflection on the Greek philosopher so outraged the old

man’s loyalty that he wrote his son that the school was no place for him

and directed him to come home at once.

In spite of his eighty-odd years he put the fire of youth into the

translation of those glowing periods of the master orator, which were

such eloquent appeals to the patriotism of the Greeks and such

tremendous efforts to rouse them to the defense of their country. Those

passages of the marvelous oration he said he had loved to read during

the Civil War.

My studies of the ancient languages I supplemented with short courses in

French, German and Italian.

But I never became very proficient in the languages. I was more

successful at mathematics, which I pursued far enough to take calculus.

This course was mostly under George D. Olds, who came to teach when we

entered to study, which later caused us to adopt him as an honorary

member of our class. In time he became President of the College. He had

a peculiar power to make figures interesting and knew how to hold the

attention and affection of his students. It was under him that we

learned of the universal application of the laws of mathematics. We saw

the discoveries of Kepler, Descartes, Newton and their associates

bringing the entire universe under one law, so that the most distant

point of light revealed by the largest reflector marches in harmony with

our own planet. We discovered, too, that the same force that rounds a

tear-drop holds all the myriad worlds of the universe in a balanced

position. We found that we dwelt in the midst of a Unity which was all

subject to the same rules of action. My education was making some

headway.

In the development of every boy who is going to amount to anything there

comes a time when he emerges from his immature ways and by the greater

precision of his thought and action realizes that he has begun to find

himself. Such a transition finally came to me. It was not accidental but

the result of hard work. If I had permitted my failures, or what seemed

to me at the time a lack of success, to discourage me I cannot see any

way in which I would ever have made progress. If we keep our faith in

ourselves, and what is even more important, keep our faith in regular

and persistent application to hard work, we need not worry about the

outcome.

During my first two years at Amherst I studied hard but my marks were

only fair. It needed some encouragement from my father for me to

continue. In junior year, however, my powers began to increase and my

work began to improve. My studies became more interesting. I found the

course in history under Professor Anson D. Morse was very absorbing. His

lectures on medieval and modern Europe were inspiring, seeking to give

his students not only the facts of past human experience but also their

meaning. He was very strong on the political side of history, bringing

before us the great figures from Charlemagne to Napoleon with remarkable

distinctness, and showing us the influence of the Great Gregory and

Innocent III. The work of Abélard and Erasmus was considered, and the

important era of Luther and Calvin thoroughly explored.

In due time we crossed the Channel with William the Conqueror and

learned how he subdued and solidified the Kingdom of England. The

significance of the long struggle with the Crown before the Parliament

finally reached a position of independence was disclosed, and the slow

growth of a system of liberty under the law, until at last it was firmly

established, was carefully explained. We saw the British Empire rise

until it ruled the seas. The brilliance of the statesmanship of the

different periods, the rugged character of the patriotic leaders, of

Anselm and Simon de Montfort, of Cromwell and the Puritans, who dared to

oppose the tyranny of the kings, the growth of learning, the development

of commerce, the administration of justice--all these and more were

presented for our consideration. Whatever was essential to a general

comprehension of European history we had.

But it was when he turned to the United States that Professor Morse

became most impressive. He placed particular emphasis on the era when

our institutions had their beginning. Washington was treated with the

greatest reverence, and a high estimate was placed on the statesmanlike

qualities and financial capacity of Hamilton, but Jefferson was not

neglected. In spite of his many vagaries it was shown that in saving

the nation from the danger of falling under the domination of an

oligarchy, and in establishing a firm rule of the people which was

forever to remain, he vindicated the soundness of our political

institutions. The whole course was a thesis on good citizenship and good

government. Those who took it came to a clearer comprehension not only

of their rights and liberties but of their duties and responsibilities.

The department of public speaking was under Professor Henry A. Frink. He

had a strong hold on his students. His work went along with the other

work, practically through the four years, beginning with composition and

recitation and passing to the preparation and delivery of orations and

participation in public debates. The allied subject of rhetoric I took

under Professor John F. Genung, a scholarly man who was held in high

respect. The courses in biology, chemistry, economics and geology I was

not able to pursue, though they all interested me and were taught by

excellent men.

Not the least in the educational values of Amherst was its beautiful

physical surroundings. While the college buildings of the early

nineties were not impressive, the town with its spacious common and fine

elm trees was very attractive. It was located on the arch of a slight

ridge flanked on the north by Mount Warner and on the south by the

Holyoke Range. The east rose over wooded slopes to the horizon, and the

west looked out across the meadows of the Connecticut to the spires of

Northampton and the Hampshire Hills beyond. Henry Ward Beecher has dwelt

with great admiration and affection on the beauties of this region,

where he was a student. Each autumn, when the foliage had put on its

richest tints, the College set aside Mountain Day to be devoted to the

contemplation of the scenery so wonderfully displayed in forest, hill,

and dale, before the frosts of winter laid them bare.

It always seemed to me that all our other studies were in the nature of

a preparation for the course in philosophy. The head of this department

was Charles E. Garman, who was one of the most remarkable men with whom

I ever came in contact. He used numerous text books, which he furnished,

and many pamphlets that he not only had written but had printed himself

on a hand press in his home. These he pledged us to show to no one

outside the class, because, being fragmentary, and disclosing but one

line of argument which might be entirely demolished in succeeding

lessons, they might involve him in some needless controversy. It is

difficult to imagine his superior as an educator. Truly he drew men out.

Beginning in the spring of junior year his course extended through four

terms. The first part was devoted to psychology, in order to find out

the capacity and the limits of the human mind. It was here that we

learned the nature of habits and the great advantage of making them our

allies instead of our enemies.

Much stress was placed on a thorough mastery and careful analysis of all

the arguments presented by the writers on any subject under

consideration. Then when it was certain that they were fully understood

they were criticized, so that what was unsound was rejected and what was

true accepted. We were thoroughly drilled in the necessity of

distinguishing between the accidental and the essential. The proper

method of presenting a subject and an argument was discussed. We were

not only learning about the human mind but learning how to use it,

learning how to think. A problem would often be stated and the class

left to attempt to find the solution unaided by the teacher. Above all

we were taught to follow the truth whithersoever it might lead. We were

warned that this would oftentimes be very difficult and result in much

opposition, for there would be many who were not going that way, but if

we pressed on steadfastly it was sure to yield the peaceable fruits of

the mind. It does.

Our investigation revealed that man is endowed with reason, that the

human mind has the power to weigh evidence, to distinguish between right

and wrong and to know the truth. I should call this the central theme of

his philosophy. While the quantity of the truth we know may be small it

is the quality that is important. If we really know one truth the

quality of our knowledge could not be surpassed by the Infinite.

We looked upon Garman as a man who walked with God. His course was a

demonstration of the existence of a personal God, of our power to know

Him, of the Divine immanence, and of the complete dependence of all the

universe on Him as the Creator and Father “in whom we live and move and

have our being.” Every reaction in the universe is a manifestation of

His presence. Man was revealed as His son, and nature as the hem of His

garment, while through a common Fatherhood we are all embraced in a

common brotherhood. The spiritual appeal of music, sculpture, painting

and all other art lies in the revelation it affords of the Divine

beauty.

The conclusions which followed from this position were logical and

inescapable. It sets man off in a separate kingdom from all the other

creatures in the universe, and makes him a true son of God and a

partaker of the Divine nature. This is the warrant for his freedom and

the demonstration of his equality. It does not assume all are equal in

degree but all are equal in kind. On that precept rests a foundation for

democracy that cannot be shaken. It justifies faith in the people.

No doubt there are those who think they can demonstrate that this

teaching was not correct. With

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them I have no argument. I know that in experience it has worked. In

time of crisis my belief that people can know the truth, that when it is

presented to them they must accept it, has saved me from many of the

counsels of expediency. The spiritual nature of men has a power of its

own that is manifest in every great emergency from Runnymede to Marston

Moor, from the Declaration of Independence to the abolition of slavery.

In ethics he taught us that there is a standard of righteousness, that

might does not make right, that the end does not justify the means and

that expediency as a working principle is bound to fail. The only hope

of perfecting human relationship is in accordance with the law of

service under which men are not so solicitous about what they shall get

as they are about what they shall give. Yet people are entitled to the

rewards of their industry. What they earn is theirs, no matter how small

or how great. But the possession of property carries the obligation to

use it in a larger service. For a man not to recognize the truth, not to

be obedient to law, not to render allegiance to the State, is for him to

be at war with his own nature, to commit suicide. That is why “the

wages of sin is death.” Unless we live rationally we perish, physically,

mentally, spiritually.

A great deal of emphasis was placed on the necessity and dignity of

work. Our talents are given us in order that we may serve ourselves and

our fellow men. Work is the expression of intelligent action for a

specified end. It is not industry, but idleness, that is degrading. All

kinds of work from the most menial service to the most exalted station

are alike honorable. One of the earliest mandates laid on the human race

was to subdue the earth. That meant work.

If he was not in accord with some of the current teachings about

religion, he gave to his class a foundation for the firmest religious

convictions. He presented no mysteries or dogmas and never asked us to

take a theory on faith, but supported every position by facts and logic.

He believed in the Bible and constantly quoted it to illustrate his

position. He divested religion and science of any conflict with each

other, and showed that each rested on the common basis of our ability to

know the truth.

To Garman was given a power which took his class up into a high

mountain of spiritual life and left them alone with God.

In him was no pride of opinion, no atom of selfishness. He was a

follower of the truth, a disciple of the Cross, who bore the infirmities

of us all. Those who finished his course in the last term of senior year

found in their graduating exercises a real commencement, when they would

begin their efforts to serve their fellow men in the practical affairs

of life. Of course it was not possible for us to accept immediately the

results of his teachings or live altogether in accordance with them. I

do not think he expected it. He was constantly reminding us that the

spirit was willing but the flesh was _strong_, but that nevertheless, if

we would continue steadfastly to think on these things we would be

changed from glory to glory through increasing intellectual and moral

power. He was right.

To many my report of his course will seem incomplete and crude. I am not

writing a treatise but trying to tell what I secured from his teaching,

and relating what has seemed important in it to me, from the memory I

have retained of it, since I began it thirty-five years ago. He

expected it to be supplemented. He was fond of referring to it as a

mansion not made with hands, incomplete, but sufficient for our

spiritual habitation. What he revealed to us of the nature of God and

man will stand. Against it “the gates of hell shall not prevail.”

As I look back upon the college I am more and more impressed with the

strength of its faculty, with their power for good. Perhaps it has men

now with a broader preliminary training, though they then were profound

scholars, perhaps it has men of keener intellects though they then were

very exact in their reasoning, but the great distinguishing mark of all

of them was that they were men of character. Their words carried

conviction because we were compelled to believe in the men who uttered

them. They had the power not merely to advise but literally to instruct

their students.

In accordance with custom our class chose three of its members by

popular vote to speak at the commencement. To me was assigned the grove

oration, which according to immemorial practice deals with the record of

the class in a witty and humorous way. While my effort was not without

some success I very soon learned that making fun of people in a public

way was not a good method to secure friends, or likely to lead to much

advancement, and I have scrupulously avoided it.

In the latter part of my course my scholarship had improved, so that I

was graduated _cum laude_.

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