III

Ma’ame Pélagie, when she saw that her sister slept, arose noiselessly

and stepped outside upon the low-roofed narrow gallery. She did not

linger there, but with a step that was hurried and agitated, she

crossed the distance that divided her cabin from the ruin.

The night was not a dark one, for the sky was clear and the moon

resplendent. But light or dark would have made no difference to Ma’ame

Pélagie. It was not the first time she had stolen away to the ruin at

night-time, when the whole plantation slept; but she never before had

been there with a heart so nearly broken. She was going there for the

last time to dream her dreams; to see the visions that hitherto had

crowded her days and nights, and to bid them farewell.

There was the first of them, awaiting her upon the very portal; a

robust old white-haired man, chiding her for returning home so late.

There are guests to be entertained. Does she not know it? Guests from

the city and from the near plantations. Yes, she knows it is late. She

had been abroad with Félix, and they did not notice how the time was

speeding. Félix is there; he will explain it all. He is there beside

her, but she does not want to hear what he will tell her father.

Ma’ame Pélagie had sunk upon the bench where she and her sister so

often came to sit. Turning, she gazed in through the gaping chasm of

the window at her side. The interior of the ruin is ablaze. Not with

the moonlight, for that is faint beside the other one—the sparkle from

the crystal candelabra, which negroes, moving noiselessly and

respectfully about, are lighting, one after the other. How the gleam of

them reflects and glances from the polished marble pillars!

The room holds a number of guests. There is old Monsieur Lucien

Santien, leaning against one of the pillars, and laughing at something

which Monsieur Lafirme is telling him, till his fat shoulders shake.

His son Jules is with him—Jules, who wants to marry her. She laughs.

She wonders if Félix has told her father yet. There is young Jérôme

Lafirme playing at checkers upon the sofa with Léandre. Little Pauline

stands annoying them and disturbing the game. Léandre reproves her. She

begins to cry, and old black Clementine, her nurse, who is not far off,

limps across the room to pick her up and carry her away. How sensitive

the little one is! But she trots about and takes care of herself better

than she did a year or two ago, when she fell upon the stone hall floor

and raised a great “bo-bo” on her forehead. Pélagie was hurt and angry

enough about it; and she ordered rugs and buffalo robes to be brought

and laid thick upon the tiles, till the little one’s steps were surer.

“Il ne faut pas faire mal à Pauline.” She was saying it aloud—“faire

mal a Pauline.”

But she gazes beyond the salon, back into the big dining hall, where

the white crèpe myrtle grows. Ha! how low that bat has circled. It has

struck Ma’ame Pélagie full on the breast. She does not know it. She is

beyond there in the dining hall, where her father sits with a group of

friends over their wine. As usual they are talking politics. How

tiresome! She has heard them say “la guerre” oftener than once. La

guerre. Bah! She and Félix have something pleasanter to talk about, out

under the oaks, or back in the shadow of the oleanders.

But they were right! The sound of a cannon, shot at Sumter, has rolled

across the Southern States, and its echo is heard along the whole

stretch of Côte Joyeuse.

Yet Pélagie does not believe it. Not till La Ricaneuse stands before

her with bare, black arms akimbo, uttering a volley of vile abuse and

of brazen impudence. Pélagie wants to kill her. But yet she will not

believe. Not till Félix comes to her in the chamber above the dining

hall—there where that trumpet vine hangs—comes to say good-by to her.

The hurt which the big brass buttons of his new gray uniform pressed

into the tender flesh of her bosom has never left it. She sits upon the

sofa, and he beside her, both speechless with pain. That room would not

have been altered. Even the sofa would have been there in the same

spot, and Ma’ame Pélagie had meant all along, for thirty years, all

along, to lie there upon it some day when the time came to die.

But there is no time to weep, with the enemy at the door. The door has

been no barrier. They are clattering through the halls now, drinking

the wines, shattering the crystal and glass, slashing the portraits.

One of them stands before her and tells her to leave the house. She

slaps his face. How the stigma stands out red as blood upon his

blanched cheek!

Now there is a roar of fire and the flames are bearing down upon her

motionless figure. She wants to show them how a daughter of Louisiana

can perish before her conquerors. But little Pauline clings to her

knees in an agony of terror. Little Pauline must be saved.

“Il ne faut pas faire mal à Pauline.” Again she is saying it

aloud—“faire mal à Pauline.”

The night was nearly spent; Ma’ame Pélagie had glided from the bench

upon which she had rested, and for hours lay prone upon the stone

flagging, motionless. When she dragged herself to her feet it was to

walk like one in a dream. About the great, solemn pillars, one after

the other, she reached her arms, and pressed her cheek and her lips

upon the senseless brick.

“Adieu, adieu!” whispered Ma’ame Pélagie.

There was no longer the moon to guide her steps across the familiar

pathway to the cabin. The brightest light in the sky was Venus, that

swung low in the east. The bats had ceased to beat their wings about

the ruin. Even the mocking-bird that had warbled for hours in the old

mulberry-tree had sung himself asleep. That darkest hour before the day

was mantling the earth. Ma’ame Pélagie hurried through the wet,

clinging grass, beating aside the heavy moss that swept across her

face, walking on toward the cabin—toward Pauline. Not once did she look

back upon the ruin that brooded like a huge monster—a black spot in the

darkness that enveloped it.

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