XXIV

Edna and her father had a warm, and almost violent dispute upon the

subject of her refusal to attend her sister’s wedding. Mr. Pontellier

declined to interfere, to interpose either his influence or his

authority. He was following Doctor Mandelet’s advice, and letting her

do as she liked. The Colonel reproached his daughter for her lack of

filial kindness and respect, her want of sisterly affection and womanly

consideration. His arguments were labored and unconvincing. He doubted

if Janet would accept any excuse—forgetting that Edna had offered none.

He doubted if Janet would ever speak to her again, and he was sure

Margaret would not.

Edna was glad to be rid of her father when he finally took himself off

with his wedding garments and his bridal gifts, with his padded

shoulders, his Bible reading, his “toddies” and ponderous oaths.

Mr. Pontellier followed him closely. He meant to stop at the wedding on

his way to New York and endeavor by every means which money and love

could devise to atone somewhat for Edna’s incomprehensible action.

“You are too lenient, too lenient by far, Léonce,” asserted the

Colonel. “Authority, coercion are what is needed. Put your foot down

good and hard; the only way to manage a wife. Take my word for it.”

The Colonel was perhaps unaware that he had coerced his own wife into

her grave. Mr. Pontellier had a vague suspicion of it which he thought

it needless to mention at that late day.

Edna was not so consciously gratified at her husband’s leaving home as

she had been over the departure of her father. As the day approached

when he was to leave her for a comparatively long stay, she grew

melting and affectionate, remembering his many acts of consideration

and his repeated expressions of an ardent attachment. She was

solicitous about his health and his welfare. She bustled around,

looking after his clothing, thinking about heavy underwear, quite as

Madame Ratignolle would have done under similar circumstances. She

cried when he went away, calling him her dear, good friend, and she was

quite certain she would grow lonely before very long and go to join him

in New York.

But after all, a radiant peace settled upon her when she at last found

herself alone. Even the children were gone. Old Madame Pontellier had

come herself and carried them off to Iberville with their quadroon. The

old madame did not venture to say she was afraid they would be

neglected during Léonce’s absence; she hardly ventured to think so. She

was hungry for them—even a little fierce in her attachment. She did not

want them to be wholly “children of the pavement,” she always said when

begging to have them for a space. She wished them to know the country,

with its streams, its fields, its woods, its freedom, so delicious to

the young. She wished them to taste something of the life their father

had lived and known and loved when he, too, was a little child.

When Edna was at last alone, she breathed a big, genuine sigh of

relief. A feeling that was unfamiliar but very delicious came over her.

She walked all through the house, from one room to another, as if

inspecting it for the first time. She tried the various chairs and

lounges, as if she had never sat and reclined upon them before. And she

perambulated around the outside of the house, investigating, looking to

see if windows and shutters were secure and in order. The flowers were

like new acquaintances; she approached them in a familiar spirit, and

made herself at home among them. The garden walks were damp, and Edna

called to the maid to bring out her rubber sandals. And there she

stayed, and stooped, digging around the plants, trimming, picking dead,

dry leaves. The children’s little dog came out, interfering, getting in

her way. She scolded him, laughed at him, played with him. The garden

smelled so good and looked so pretty in the afternoon sunlight. Edna

plucked all the bright flowers she could find, and went into the house

with them, she and the little dog.

Even the kitchen assumed a sudden interesting character which she had

never before perceived. She went in to give directions to the cook, to

say that the butcher would have to bring much less meat, that they

would require only half their usual quantity of bread, of milk and

groceries. She told the cook that she herself would be greatly occupied

during Mr. Pontellier’s absence, and she begged her to take all thought

and responsibility of the larder upon her own shoulders.

That night Edna dined alone. The candelabra, with a few candles in the

center of the table, gave all the light she needed. Outside the circle

of light in which she sat, the large dining-room looked solemn and

shadowy. The cook, placed upon her mettle, served a delicious repast—a

luscious tenderloin broiled _à point_. The wine tasted good; the

_marron glacé_ seemed to be just what she wanted. It was so pleasant,

too, to dine in a comfortable _peignoir_.

She thought a little sentimentally about Léonce and the children, and

wondered what they were doing. As she gave a dainty scrap or two to the

doggie, she talked intimately to him about Etienne and Raoul. He was

beside himself with astonishment and delight over these companionable

advances, and showed his appreciation by his little quick, snappy barks

and a lively agitation.

Then Edna sat in the library after dinner and read Emerson until she

grew sleepy. She realized that she had neglected her reading, and

determined to start anew upon a course of improving studies, now that

her time was completely her own to do with as she liked.

After a refreshing bath, Edna went to bed. And as she snuggled

comfortably beneath the eiderdown a sense of restfulness invaded her,

such as she had not known before.

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