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The youngest boy, Etienne, had been very naughty, Madame Ratignolle

said, as she delivered him into the hands of his mother. He had been

unwilling to go to bed and had made a scene; whereupon she had taken

charge of him and pacified him as well as she could. Raoul had been in

bed and asleep for two hours.

The youngster was in his long white nightgown, that kept tripping him

up as Madame Ratignolle led him along by the hand. With the other

chubby fist he rubbed his eyes, which were heavy with sleep and ill

humor. Edna took him in her arms, and seating herself in the rocker,

began to coddle and caress him, calling him all manner of tender names,

soothing him to sleep.

It was not more than nine o’clock. No one had yet gone to bed but the

children.

Léonce had been very uneasy at first, Madame Ratignolle said, and had

wanted to start at once for the _Chênière_. But Monsieur Farival had

assured him that his wife was only overcome with sleep and fatigue,

that Tonie would bring her safely back later in the day; and he had

thus been dissuaded from crossing the bay. He had gone over to Klein’s,

looking up some cotton broker whom he wished to see in regard to

securities, exchanges, stocks, bonds, or something of the sort, Madame

Ratignolle did not remember what. He said he would not remain away

late. She herself was suffering from heat and oppression, she said. She

carried a bottle of salts and a large fan. She would not consent to

remain with Edna, for Monsieur Ratignolle was alone, and he detested

above all things to be left alone.

When Etienne had fallen asleep Edna bore him into the back room, and

Robert went and lifted the mosquito bar that she might lay the child

comfortably in his bed. The quadroon had vanished. When they emerged

from the cottage Robert bade Edna good-night.

“Do you know we have been together the whole livelong day, Robert—since

early this morning?” she said at parting.

“All but the hundred years when you were sleeping. Good-night.”

He pressed her hand and went away in the direction of the beach. He did

not join any of the others, but walked alone toward the Gulf.

Edna stayed outside, awaiting her husband’s return. She had no desire

to sleep or to retire; nor did she feel like going over to sit with the

Ratignolles, or to join Madame Lebrun and a group whose animated voices

reached her as they sat in conversation before the house. She let her

mind wander back over her stay at Grand Isle; and she tried to discover

wherein this summer had been different from any and every other summer

of her life. She could only realize that she herself—her present

self—was in some way different from the other self. That she was seeing

with different eyes and making the acquaintance of new conditions in

herself that colored and changed her environment, she did not yet

suspect.

She wondered why Robert had gone away and left her. It did not occur to

her to think he might have grown tired of being with her the livelong

day. She was not tired, and she felt that he was not. She regretted

that he had gone. It was so much more natural to have him stay when he

was not absolutely required to leave her.

As Edna waited for her husband she sang low a little song that Robert

had sung as they crossed the bay. It began with “Ah! _si tu savais_,”

and every verse ended with “_si tu savais_.”

Robert’s voice was not pretentious. It was musical and true. The voice,

the notes, the whole refrain haunted her memory.

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