CHAPTER XXXVI.

UNDER THE IVY.

Ruth needed no recommendation to watch the beautiful little vehicle

that flashed down the avenue, a perfect nest of bright colors, over

which the sunlight shone with peculiar resplendence, while the

spirited black horse whirled it out of sight.

"Isn't she fit for a queen?" said Mrs. Mason, triumphantly, as she

wheeled round, and sought her chair again.

Ruth heard, but did not answer. A man was passing across the lawn, who

occupied her full attention.

"Isn't that Mr. Webb?" she questioned.

Mrs. Mason half lifted herself out of the chair she was always

reluctant to leave, and having obtained a view of the man, settled

back again.

"Yes, that is Webb; and I say, Ruth, you had better follow, and give

him that letter. He will be going back to the young master's room, in

less than half an hour. He only leaves it to get a mouthful of air at

any time. Your letter is sure of a safe delivery with Webb."

"Thank you--thank you! It will be best. Good-morning, godmother!

good-morning!"

A swift clasp of two arms about her neck, a fluttering kiss on her

lips, and the good woman was left alone, resting back in her

easy-chair, with half-closed eyes, while a bland smile hovered over

her plump mouth.

"What a loving little soul it is!" she muttered. "Peaches, ripe for

preserving, are not sweeter; and as for inward goodness, she has not

her match in the three kingdoms."

Mrs. Mason might not have been quite so tranquil had she seen Ruth

just then, for, with the speed of a lapwing, she had turned an angle

of the house, where her own namesake, the ivy, had already clambered,

wreathing a carved stone balcony with its greenness. Scarcely pausing

to breathe, she pushed the vines aside, and treading some of the

tender twigs under her feet, flew up the narrow steps which were but

just made visible under the wreathing masses of foliage.

"If she can mount them, I will find the way," was her swift and

half-triumphant thought. "Oh, Heaven grant that the window is

unfastened!"

Her foot was on the carved work of the balcony; her scarlet jacket

gleamed through the plate-glass, and flashed its vivid red through the

clustering ivy leaves. Breathless with excitement, she tried the

window-sash with her hand. It gave way, and swung inward with a faint

jar. She was in the room with her husband, yet afraid to approach him.

There he was, lying upon a low couch, wrapped in the folds of an

oriental dressing-gown, and pillowed on a cushion of silk, embroidered

in so many rich colors, that the contrast made his white face ghastly.

What if, after all, he did not love her? What if he should wake up

alarmed, and made angry by her intrusion?

There is no feeling known to a woman's heart so timid, so unreasoning,

so exacting, as love: pride, devotion, humility--a dozen contending

elements--come into action when that one passion is disturbed, and it

would be rashness to say which of these emotions may predominate at

any given time. Perfect confidence either in herself or the creature

of her love is unusual in most characters--impossible in some.

Ruth had entered that room full of enthusiasm, ready to dare anything;

but the sight of a sleeping man, one that she loved, too, with

overpowering devotion, was enough to make a coward of her in a single

moment. Still, like a bird fascinated by the glittering vibrations of

a serpent, she drew toward the couch, and bent over the sleeper,

holding her own breath, and smiling softly as his passed over her

parted lips.

Ah, how pale he was! How the shadows came and went across his white

forehead! Was he angry with her even in his sleep? Did he know how

near she was, and resent it?

No, no! If he knew anything in that profound slumber, the knowledge

was pleasant, for a smile stole over his face, and some

softly-whispered words trembled from his lips.

"My darling! oh, my darling!"

Ruth dropped on her knees by the bed, and pressed both hands to her

mouth, thus smothering the cry of joy that rose to it. Her movements

had been noiseless as the flutter of a bird--so noiseless that the

sleeper was not disturbed. After a while she lifted her head, stole

her arms timidly over that sleeping form, and dropped a kiss, light as

the fall of a rose-leaf, on those parted lips.

"Oh, my love, my love," she murmured, in sounds scarcely louder than a

thought. "Look at me, look at me, if it is only for one moment."

Hurst opened his eyes, and smiling vaguely, as sick men smile in

dreams. That instant a noise was heard at the door, footsteps and

voices. Ruth snatched the letter from her bosom, crushed it into the

invalid's hand, left a passionate kiss with it, and fled out of the

window, and down the ivy-choked steps. There, trembling and

frightened, she shrunk into an angle of the stone window-case, and

dragging the ivy over her, strove to hide herself until some chance of

escaping across the garden offered. She had left the sash open in her

haste, and could hear sounds from the room above with tolerable

distinctness. The first was the sharp exclamation of a man's voice. He

seemed to be walking hurriedly across the room, and spoke in strong

remonstrance.

"What, up, Mr. Walton, trying to walk, and the window wide open upon

you? What will the doctor say? What shall I answer to Lady Rose, who

bade me watch by you every minute, till she came back?"

Some faint words, in a voice that thrilled poor Ruth to the soul,

seemed to be given in reply to this expostulation. But, listen as she

would, the meaning escaped her.

Then a louder voice spoke again.

"Ah, but how am I to answer to her ladyship, or Sir Noel, either?

"'Webb,' says she, 'they will all have it so. I must take the air, or

be shut out from here when I am really most needed. But you will not

leave him? There must be some one to answer when he speaks.'

"Well, I promised her. If any one could gainsay a wish of my Lady

Rose, that one isn't old Webb. But you were sleeping so sweetly, sir,

and I knew that the first word would be about Jessup: so I ran over to

get the news about him."

Here a hurried question was asked, in which Ruth distinguished her own

name.

"Nay, nay. The girl was away somewhere, no doubt, for I found the

doors locked, and could get no sight of any one. But let me shut this

window, the air will be too cold."

There seemed to be some protest, and a good-natured dispute, in which

the sick man prevailed, for directly the couch on which he lay was

wheeled up to the window, and Ruth caught one glimpse of an eager face

looking out.

The girl would have given her life to run up those steps again, and

whisper one word to the man whom she felt was watching for her. She

did creep out from her covert, and had mounted a step, when Webb

spoke again.

"Nay, nay, sir. This will never do. The window must be closed. An east

wind is blowing."

A noise of the closing window followed, and with a sigh Ruth shrunk

back to her shelter against the wall, disappointed, but trembling all

over with the happiness of having seen him.

What cared she for Lady Rose then? Had he not looked into her eyes

with the old, fond glance? Had he not reached out his arms in a quick

passion of delight as she fled from him? Was he not her husband, her

own, own husband?

There, in the very midst of her fright, and her newly-fledged joy, the

young wife drew the wedding-ring from her bosom, and kissed it,

rapturously murmuring:

"He loves me! He loves me! and what else do I care for? Nothing,

nothing, in the wide wide, world!"

But in the midst of this unreasoning outburst, poor Ruth remembered

the father she had left a wounded prisoner in the cottage, and a spasm

of pain shot through her. Ah, if she were sure, if she were only sure

that no secret was kept from her there. But it must be right. Some

great misunderstanding had arisen to distress her father beyond the

pain of his wounds. But when the two beings she most loved on earth

were well enough to meet and explain, all would be clear and bright

again. Her husband had the letter safe in his hands. She would go home

at once, and tell her father that, and afterward steal off alone, and

feast on the happiness that made her very breath a joy.

Out, through the rose-thickets, the clustering honeysuckles, and the

beds of blooming flowers, Ruth stole, like a bee, overladen with

honey, and carried her happiness back to the cottage.

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