CHAPTER XX.

While Leonard Fairfield had been obscurely wrestling against poverty,

neglect, hunger, and dread temptations, bright had been the opening day,

and smooth the upward path, of Randal Leslie. Certainly no young man,

able and ambitious, could enter life under fairer auspices; the

connection and avowed favorite of a popular and energetic statesman,

the brilliant writer of a political work, that had lifted him at once

into a station of his own--received and courted in those highest

circles, to which neither rank nor fortune alone suffices for a familiar

passport--the circles above fashion itself--the circles of power--with

every facility of augmenting information, and learning the world betimes

through the talk of its acknowledged masters--Randal had but to move

straight onward, and success was sure. But his tortuous spirit delighted

in scheme and intrigue for their own sake. In scheme and intrigue he saw

shorter paths to fortune, if not to fame. His besetting sin was also his

besetting weakness. He did not aspire--he _coveted_. Though in a far

higher social position than Frank Hazeldean, despite the worldly

prospects of his old school-fellow, he coveted the very things that kept

Frank Hazeldean below him--coveted his idle gayeties, his careless

pleasures, his very waste of youth. Thus, also, Randal less aspired to

Audley Egerton's repute than he coveted Audley Egerton's wealth and

pomp, his princely expenditure, and his Castle Rackrent in

Grosvenor-square. It was the misfortune of his birth to be so near to

both these fortunes--near to that of Leslie, as the future head of that

fallen house--near even to that of Hazeldean, since as we have seen

before, if the Squire had had no son, Randal's descent from the

Hazeldeans suggested himself as the one on whom these broad lands should

devolve. Most young men, brought into intimate contact with Audley

Egerton, would have felt for that personage a certain loyal and

admiring, if not very affectionate, respect. For there was something

grand in Egerton--something that commands and fascinates the young. His

determined courage, his energetic will, his almost regal liberality,

contrasting a simplicity in personal tastes and habits that was almost

austere--his rare and seemingly unconscious power of charming even the

women most wearied of homage, and persuading even the men most obdurate

to counsel--all served to invest the practical man with those spells

which are usually confined to the ideal one. But indeed, Audley Egerton

was an Ideal--the ideal of the Practical. Not the mere vulgar, plodding,

red-tape machine of petty business, but the man of strong sense,

inspired by inflexible energy, and guided to definite earthly objects.

In a dissolute and corrupt form of government, under a decrepit

monarchy, or a vitiated republic, Audley Egerton might have been a most

dangerous citizen; for his ambition was so resolute, and his sight to

its ends was so clear. But there is something in public life in England

which compels the really ambitious man to honor, unless his eyes are

jaundiced and oblique like Randal Leslie's. It is so necessary in

England to be a gentleman. And thus Egerton was emphatically considered

a _gentleman_. Without the least pride in other matters, with little

apparent sensitiveness, touch him on the point of gentleman, and no one

so sensitive and so proud. As Randal saw more of him, and watched his

moods with the lynx eyes of the household spy, he could perceive that

this hard mechanical man was subject to fits of melancholy, even of

gloom, and though they did not last long, there was even in his habitual

coldness an evidence of something compressed, latent, painful, lying

deep within his memory. This would have interested the kindly feelings

of a grateful heart. But Randal detected and watched it only as a clew

to some secret it might profit him to gain. For Randal Leslie hated

Egerton; and hated him the more because with all his book-knowledge and

his conceit in his own talents, he could not despise his patron--because

he had not yet succeeded in making his patron the mere tool or

stepping-stone--because he thought that Egerton's keen eye saw through

his wily heart, even while, as if in profound disdain, the minister

helped the protege. But this last suspicion was unsound. Egerton had not

detected Leslie's corrupt and treacherous nature. He might have other

reasons for keeping him at a certain distance, but he inquired too

little into Randal's feelings toward himself to question the attachment,

or doubt the sincerity of one who owed to him so much. But that which

more than all embittered Randal's feelings toward Egerton, was the

careful and deliberate frankness with which the latter had, more than

once, repeated and enforced the odious announcement, that Randal had

nothing to expect from the minister's--WILL, nothing to expect from that

wealth which glared in the hungry eyes of the pauper heir to the Leslies

of Rood. To whom, then, could Egerton mean to devise his fortune? To

whom but Frank Hazeldean. Yet Audley took so little notice of his

nephew--seemed so indifferent to him, that that supposition, however

natural, seemed exposed to doubt. The astuteness of Randal was

perplexed. Meanwhile, however, the less he himself could rely upon

Egerton for fortune, the more he revolved the possible chances of

ousting Frank from the inheritance of Hazeldean--in part, at least, if

not wholly. To one less scheming, crafty, and remorseless than Randal

Leslie with every day became more and more, such a project would have

seemed the wildest delusion. But there was something fearful in the

manner in which this young man sought to turn knowledge into power, and

make the study of all weakness in others subservient to his own ends. He

wormed himself thoroughly into Frank's confidence. He learned through

Frank all the Squire's peculiarities of thought and temper, and

thoroughly pondered over each word in the father's letters, which the

son gradually got into the habit of showing to the perfidious eyes of

his friend. Randal saw that the Squire had two characteristics which are

very common among proprietors, and which might be invoked as antagonists

to his warm fatherly love. First, the Squire was as fond of his estate

as if it were a living thing, and part of his own flesh and blood; and

in his lectures to Frank upon the sin of extravagance, the Squire

always let out this foible:--"What was to become of the estate if it

fell into the hands of a spendthrift? No man should make ducks and

drakes of Hazeldean; let Frank beware of _that_," &c. Secondly, the

Squire was not only fond of his lands, but he was jealous of them--that

jealousy which even the tenderest fathers sometimes entertain toward

their natural heirs. He could not bear the notion that Frank should

count on his death; and he seldom closed an admonitory letter without

repeating the information that Hazeldean was not entailed; that it was

his to do with as he pleased through life and in death. Indirect menace

of this nature rather wounded and galled than intimidated Frank; for the

young man was extremely generous and high-spirited by nature, and was

always more disposed to some indiscretion after such warnings to his

self-interest, as if to show that those were the last kinds of appeal

likely to influence him. By the help of such insights into the character

of father and son, Randal thought he saw gleams of daylight illumining

his own chance of the lands of Hazeldean. Meanwhile it appeared to him

obvious that, come what might of it, his own interests could not lose,

and might most probably gain, by whatever could alienate the Squire from

his natural heir. Accordingly, though with consummate tact, he

instigated Frank toward the very excesses most calculated to irritate

the Squire, all the while appearing rather to give the counter advice,

and never sharing in any of the follies to which he conducted his

thoughtless friend. In this he worked chiefly through others,

introducing Frank to every acquaintance most dangerous to youth, either

from the wit that laughs at prudence, or the spurious magnificence that

subsists so handsomely upon bills endorsed by friends of "great

expectations."

The minister and his protege were seated at breakfast, the first reading

the newspaper, the last glancing over his letters; for Randal had

arrived to the dignity of receiving many letters--ay, and notes too,

three-cornered, and fantastically embossed. Egerton uttered an

exclamation, and laid down the paper. Randal looked up from his

correspondence. The minister had sunk into one of his absent reveries.

After a long silence, observing that Egerton did not return to the

newspaper, Randal said, "Ehem--sir, I have a note from Frank Hazeldean,

who wants much to see me; his father has arrived in town unexpectedly."

"What brings him here?" asked Egerton, still abstractedly.

"Why, it seems that he has heard some vague reports of poor Frank's

extravagance, and Frank is rather afraid or ashamed to meet him."

"Ay--a very great fault extravagance in the young!--destroys

independence; ruins or enslaves the future. Great fault--very! And what

does youth want that it should be extravagant? Has it not every thing in

itself, merely because it _is_? Youth is youth--what needs it more?"

Egerton rose as he said this, and retired to his writing-table, and in

his turn opened his correspondence. Randal took up the newspaper, and

endeavored, but in vain, to conjecture what had excited the minister's

exclamation, and the reverie that succeeded it.

Egerton suddenly and sharply turned round in his chair--"If you have

done with the _Times_, have the goodness to place it here."

Randal had just obeyed, when a knock at the street-door was heard, and

presently Lord L'Estrange came into the room, with somewhat a quicker

step, and somewhat a gayer mien than usual.

Audley's hand, as if mechanically, fell upon the newspaper--fell upon

that part of the columns devoted to births, deaths, and marriages.

Randal stood by, and noted; then, bowing to L'Estrange, left the room.

"Audley," said L'Estrange, "I have had an adventure since I saw you--an

adventure that reopened the Past, and may influence my future."

"How?"

"In the first place, I have met with a relation of--of--the Avenels."

"Indeed! Whom--Richard Avenel?"

"Richard--Richard--who is he? Oh, I remember; the wild lad who went off

to America; but that was when I was a mere child."

"That Richard Avenel is now a rich thriving trader, and his marriage is

in this newspaper--married to an honorable Mrs. M'Catchley. Well--in

this country--who should plume himself on birth?"

"You did not say so always, Egerton," replied Harley, with a tone of

mournful reproach.

"And I say so now, pertinently to a Mrs. M'Catchley, not to the heir of

the L'Estranges But no more of these--these Avenels."

"Yes, more of them. I tell you I have met a relation of theirs--a nephew

of--of--"

"Of Richard Avenel's?" interrupted Egerton; and then added in the slow,

deliberate, argumentative tone in which he was wont to speak in public.

"Richard Avenel the trader! I saw him once--a presuming and intolerable

man!"

"The nephew has not those sins. He is full of promise, of modesty, yet

of pride. And his countenance--oh, Egerton, he has _her_ eyes."

Egerton made no answer. And Harley resumed--

"I had thought of placing him under your care. I knew you would provide

for him."

"I will. Bring him hither," cried Egerton eagerly. "All that I can do to

prove my--regard for a wish of yours."

Harley pressed his friend's hand warmly.

"I thank you from my heart; the Audley of my boyhood speaks now. But the

young man has decided otherwise; and I do not blame him. Nay, I rejoice

that he chooses a career in which if he find hardship, he may escape

dependence."

"And that career is--"

"Letters?"

"Letters--Literature!" exclaimed the statesman. "Beggary! No, no,

Harley, this is your absurd romance."

"It will not be beggary, and it is not my romance: it is the boy's.

Leave him alone, he is my care and my charge henceforth. He is of _her_

blood, and I said that he had _her_ eyes."

"But you are going abroad; let me know where he is; I will watch over

him."

"And unsettle a right ambition for a wrong one? No--you shall know

nothing of him till he can proclaim himself. I think that day will

come."

Audley mused a moment, and then said, "Well, perhaps you are right.

After all, as you say, independence is a great blessing, and my ambition

has not rendered myself the better or the happier."

"Yet, my poor Audley, you ask me to be ambitious."

"I only wish you to be consoled," cried Egerton with passion.

"I will try to be so; and by the help of a milder remedy than yours. I

said that my adventure might influence my future; it brought me

acquainted not only with the young man I speak of, but the most winning

affectionate child--a girl."

"Is this child an Avenel too?"

"No, she is of gentle blood--a soldier's daughter; the daughter of that

Captain Digby, on whose behalf I was a petitioner to your patronage. He

is dead, and in dying, my name was on his lips. He meant me, doubtless,

to be the guardian to his orphan. I shall be so. I have at last an

object in life."

"But can you seriously mean to take this child with you abroad?"

"Seriously, I do."

"And lodge her in your own house?"

"For a year or so while she is yet a child. Then, as she approaches

youth, I shall place her elsewhere."

"You may grow to love her. Is it clear that she will love you? not

mistake gratitude for love? It is a very hazardous experiment."

"So was William the Norman's--still he was William the Conqueror. Thou

biddest me move on from the past, and be consoled, yet thou wouldst make

me as inapt to progress as the mule in Slawkenbergius's tale, with thy

cursed interlocutions, 'Stumbling, by St. Nicholas, every step. Why, at

this rate, we shall be all night, getting into--' _Happiness!_ Listen,"

continued Harley, setting off, full pelt, into one of his wild,

whimsical humors. "One of the sons of the prophets in Israel, felling

wood near the River Jordan, his hatchet forsook the helve, and fell to

the bottom of the river; so he prayed to have it again (it was but a

small request, mark you); and having a strong faith, he did not throw

the hatchet after the helve, but the helve after the hatchet. Presently

two great miracles were seen. Up springs the hatchet from the bottom of

the water, and fixes itself to its old acquaintance, the helve. Now,

had he wished to coach it to Heaven in a fiery chariot like Elias, be as

rich as Job, strong as Samson, and beautiful as Absalom, would he have

obtained it, do you think? In truth, my friend, I question it very

much."

"I can not comprehend what you mean. Sad stuff you are talking."

"I can't help that; Rabelais is to be blamed for it. I am quoting him,

and it is to be found in his prologue to the chapters on the Moderation

of Wishes. And apropos of 'moderate wishes in point of hatchet,' I want

you to understand that I ask but little from Heaven. I fling but the

helve after the hatchet that has sunk into the silent stream. I want the

other half of the weapon that is buried fathom deep, and for want of

which the thick woods darken round me by the Sacred River, and I can

catch not a glimpse of the stars."

"In plain English," said Audley Egerton, "you want"--he stopped short,

puzzled.

"I want my purpose and my will, and my old character, and the nature God

gave me. I want the half of my soul which has fallen from me. I want

such love as may replace to me the vanished affections. Reason not--I

throw the helve after the hatchet."

Harper's New Monthly Magazine, vol. 3, no. 18, November, 1851 · 第 5 / 8 章