CHAPTER XXXVI.

_The Mission to a Deserving Gentile_

Not daunted by her father's strange lack of enthusiasm, Prudence arose

with the thought of her self-imposed mission strong upon her. Nor was

she in any degree cooled from it by a sight of the lost sheep striding

up from the creek, the first level sunrays touching his tousled yellow

hair, his face glowing, breathing his full of the wine-like air, and

joyously showing in every move his faultless attunement with all outside

himself. The frank simplicity of his greeting, his careless

unenlightenment of his own wretched spiritual state, thrilled her like

an electric shock with a strange new pity for him. She prayed on the

spot for power to send him into the waters of baptism. When the day had

begun, she lost no time in opening up the truth to him.

If the young man was at all amazed by the utter wholeness of her

conviction that she was stooping from an immense height to pluck him

from the burning, he succeeded in hiding it. He assumed with her at once

that she was saved, that he was in the way of being lost, and that his

behooving was to listen to her meekly. Her very evident alarm for his

lost condition, her earnest desire to save him, were what he felt moved

to dwell upon, rather than a certain spiritual condescension which he

could not wholly ignore.

After some general counsel, in the morning, she took out her old,

dog-eared "Book of Mormon," a first edition, printed at Palmyra, New

York, in 1830, "By Joseph Smith, Jr., Author and Proprietor," and led

the not unworthy Gentile again to the canon. There in her favourite nook

of pines beside the stream, she would share with him as much of the

Lord's truth as his darkened mind could be made conscious of.

When at last she was seated on the brown carpet under the pines, her

back to a mighty boulder, the sacred record in her lap, and the Gentile

prone at her feet, she found it no easy task to begin. First he must be

brought to repent of his sins. She began to wonder what his sins could

be, and from that drifted into an idle survey of his profile, the line

of his throat as his head lay back on the ground, and the strong brown

hand, veined and corded, that curled in repose on his breast. She

checked herself in this; for it could be profitable neither to her soul

nor to his.

"I'll teach you about the Book of Mormon first," she ventured.

"I'd like to hear it," said Follett, cheerfully.

"Of course you don't know anything about it."

"It isn't my fault, though. I've been unfortunate in my bringing up,

that's all." He turned on his side and leaned upon his elbow so he could

look at her.

"You see, I've been brought up to believe that Mormons were about as bad

as Mexicans. And Mexicans are so mean that even coyotes won't touch

them. Down at the big bend on the Santa Fe Trail they shot a Mexican,

old Jesus Bavispee, for running off cattle. He was pretty well dried out

to begin with, but the coyotes wouldn't have a thing to do with him, and

so he just dried up into a mummy. They propped him up by the ford there,

and when the cowboys went by they would roll a cigarette and light it

and fix it in his mouth. Then they'd pat him on the head and tell him

what a good old boy he was--_star bueno_--the only good Mexican above

ground--and his face would be grinning all the time, as if it tickled

him. When they find a Mexican rustling cattle they always leave him

there, and they used to tell me that the Mormons were just as bad and

ought to be fixed that way too."

"I think that was horrible!"

"Of course it was. They were bigoted. But I'm not. I know right well

there must be good Mexicans alive, though I never saw one, and I suppose

of course there must be--"

"Oh, you're worse than I thought!" she cried. "Come now, do try. I want

you to be made better, for my sake." She looked at him with real

pleading in her eyes. He dropped back to the ground with a thrill of

searching religious fervour.

"Go on," he said, feelingly. "I'm ready for anything. I have kind of a

good feeling running through me already. I do believe you'll be a

powerful lot of benefit to me."

"You must have faith," she answered, intent on the book. "Now I'll tell

you some things first."

Had the Gentile been attentive he might have learned that the Book of

Mormon is an inspired record of equal authority with the Jewish

Scriptures, containing the revelations of Jehovah to his Israel of the

western world as the Bible his revelations to Israel in the Orient,--the

veritable "stick of Joseph," that was to be one with "the stick of

Judah;" that the angel Moroni, a messenger from the presence of God,

appeared to Joseph Smith, clad in robes of light, and told him where

were hid the plates of gold on which were graven this fulness of the

everlasting gospel; how that Joseph, after a few years of preparation,

was let to take these sacred plates from the hill of Cumorah; also an

instrument called the Urim and Thummim, consisting of two stones set in

a silver bow and made fast to a breast-plate, this having been prepared

by the hands of God for use in translating the record on the plates; how

Joseph, seated behind a curtain and looking through the Urim and Thummim

at the characters on the plates, had seen their English equivalents over

them, and dictated these to his amanuensis on the other side of the

curtain.

He might have learned that when the book was thus translated, the angel

Moroni had reclaimed the golden plates and the Urim and Thummim,

leaving the sacred deposit of doctrine to be given to the world by

Joseph Smith; that the Saviour had subsequently appeared to Joseph; also

Peter, James, and John, who laid hands upon him, ordained him, gave him

the Holy Ghost, authorised him to baptise for the remission of sins, and

to organise the Kingdom of God on earth.

"Do you understand so far?" she asked.

"It's fine!" he answered, fervently. "I feel kind of a glow coming over

me already."

She looked at him closely, with a quick suspicion, but found his profile

uninforming; at least of anything needful at the moment.

"Remember you must have faith," she admonished him, "if you are to win

your inheritance; and not question or doubt or find fault, or--or make

fun of anything. It says right here on the title-page, 'And now if there

be faults, it be the mistake of men; wherefore condemn not the things of

God that ye may be found spotless at the judgment seat of Christ.' There

now, remember!"

"Who's finding fault or making fun?" he asked, in tones that seemed to

be pained.

"Now I think I'd better read you some verses. I don't know just where to

begin."

"Something about that Urim and Thingamajig," he suggested.

"Urim and Thummim," she corrected--"now listen."

Again, had the Gentile remained attentive, he might have learned how

the Western Hemisphere was first peopled by the family of one Jared,

who, after the confusion of tongues at Babel, set out for the new land;

how they grew and multiplied, but waxed sinful, and finally exterminated

one another in fierce battles, in one of which two million men were

slain.

At this the fallen one sat up.

"'And it came to pass that when they had all fallen by the sword, save

it were Coriantumr and Shiz, behold Shiz had fainted with loss of blood.

And it came to pass when Coriantumr had leaned upon his sword and rested

a little, he smote off the head of Shiz. And it came to pass, after he

had smote off the head of Shiz, that Shiz raised up on his hands and

fell; and after he had struggled for breath he died.'"

The Gentile was animated now.

"Say, that Shiz was all right,--raised up on his hands and struggled for

breath after his head was cut off!"

Hereupon she perceived that his interest was become purely carnal. So

she refused to read of any more battles, though he urged her warmly to

do it. She returned to the expedition of Jared, while the lost sheep

fell resignedly on his back again.

"'And the Lord said, Go to work and build after the manner of barges

which ye have hitherto built. And it came to pass that the brother of

Jared did go to work, and also his brethren, and built barges after the

manner which they had built, after the instructions of the Lord. And

they were small, and they were light upon the water, like unto the

lightness of a fowl upon the water; and they were built like unto a

manner that they were exceeding tight, even that they would hold water

like unto a dish; and the bottom thereof was tight like unto a dish, and

the ends thereof were peaked; and the top thereof was tight like unto a

dish; and the length thereof was the length of a tree; and the door

thereof when it was shut was tight like unto a dish. And it came to pass

that the brother of Jared cried unto the Lord, saying--'"

She forgot him a little time, in the reading, until it occurred to her

that he was singularly quiet. She glanced up, and was horrified to see

that he slept. The trials of Jared's brother in building the boats that

were about the length of a tree, combined with his broken rest of the

night before, had lured him into the dark valley of slumber where his

soul could not lave in the waters of truth. But something in the

sleeping face softened her, and she smiled, waiting for him to awaken.

He was still only a waymark to the kingdom of folly, but she had made a

beginning, and she would persevere. He must be saved into the household

of faith. And indeed it was shameful that such as he should depend for

their salvation upon a chance meeting with an unskilled girl like

herself. She wondered somewhat indignantly how any able-bodied Saint

could rest in the valley while this man's like were dying in sin for

want of the word. As her eye swept the sleeping figure, she was even

conscious of a little wicked resentment against the great plan itself,

which could under any circumstances decree such as he to perdition.

He opened his eyes after awhile to ask her why she had stopped reading,

and when she told him, he declared brazenly that he had merely closed

his eyes to shut out everything but her words.

"I heard everything," he insisted, again raised upon his elbows. "' It

was built like unto a dish, and the length was about as long as a

tree--'"

"What was?"

"The Urim and Thummim."

When he saw that she was really distressed, he tried to cheer her.

"Now don't be discouraged," he said, as they started home in the late

afternoon. "You can't expect to get me roped and hog-tied the very first

day. There's lots of time, and you'll have to keep at it. When I was a

kid learning to throw a rope, I used to practise on the skull of a steer

that was nailed to a post. At first it didn't look like I could ever do

it. I'd forget to let the rope loose from my left hand, or I wouldn't

make the loop line out flat around my head, or she'd switch off to one

side, or something. But at last I'd get over the horns every time. Then

I learned to do it running past the post; and after that I'd go down

around the corral and practise on some quiet old heifer, and so on. The

only thing is--never give up."

"But what good does it do if you won't pay attention?"

"Oh, well, I can't learn a new religion all at once. It's like riding a

new saddle. You put one on and 'drag the cinches up and lash them, and

you think it's going to be fine, and you don't see why it isn't. But you

find out that you have to ride it a little at a time and break it in.

Now, you take a fresh start with me to-morrow."

"Of course I'm going to try."

"And it isn't as if I was regular out-and-out sinful. My adopted father,

Ezra Calkins, _he's_ a good man. But, now I think of it, I don't know

what church he ever did belong to. He'll go to any of 'em,--don't make

any difference which,--Baptist, Methodist, Lutheran, Catholic; he says

he can get all he's looking for out of any of 'em, and he kind of likes

to change off now and then. But he's a good man. He won't hire any one

that cusses too bad or is hard on animals, and he won't even let the

freighters work on Sunday. He brought me up not to drink or gamble, or

go round with low folks and all like that, and not to swear except when

you're driving cattle and have to. 'Keep clean inside and out,' he says,

'and then you're safe,' he says. 'Then tie up to some good church for

company, if you want to, not thinking bad of the others, just because

you didn't happen to join them. Or it don't hurt any to graze a little

on all the ranges,' he says. And he sent me to public school and brought

me up pretty well, so you can see I'm not plumb wicked. Now after you

get me coming, I may be easier than you think."

She resolved to pray for some special gift to meet his needs. If he were

not really sinful, there was all the more reason why he should be saved

into the Kingdom. The sun went below the western rim of the valley as

they walked, and the cooling air was full of the fresh summer scents

from field and garden and orchard.

Down the road behind them, a half-hour later, swung the tall,

loose-jointed figure of Seth Wright, his homespun coat across his arm,

his bearskin cap in his hand, his heated brow raised to the cooling

breeze. His ruffle of neck whiskers, virtuously white, looked in the

dying sunlight quite as if a halo he had worn was dropped under his

chin. A little past the Rae place he met Joel returning from the

village.

"Evening, Brother Rae! You ain't looking right tol'lable."

"It's true, Brother Seth. I've thought lately that I'm standing in the

end of my days."

"Peart up, peart up, man! Look at me,--sixty-eight years come December,

never an ache nor a pain, and got all my own teeth. Take another wife.

That keeps a man young if he's got jedgment." He glanced back toward the

Rae house.

"And I want to speak to you special about something--this young dandy

Gentile you're harbouring. Course it's none of my business, but I

wouldn't want one of my girls companying with a Gentile--off up in that

canon with him, at that--fishing one day, reading a book the next,

walking clost together,--and specially not when Brigham had spoke for

her. Oh, I know what I'm talking about! I had my mallet and frow up

there two days now, just beyond the lower dry-fork, splitting out shakes

for my new addition, and I seen 'em with my own eyes. You know what

young folks is, Elder. That reminds me--I'm going to seal up that

sandy-haired daughter of Bishop Tanner's next week some time; soon as we

get the roof on the new part. But I thought I'd speak to you about

this--a word to the wise!"

The Wild Ram of the Mountains passed on, whistling a lively air. The

little bent man went with slow, troubled steps to his own home. He did

know the way of young people, and he felt that he was beginning to know

the way of God. Each day one wall or another of his prison house moved a

little in upon him. In the end it would crush. He had given up

everything but Prudence; and now, for his wicked clinging to her, she

was to be taken from him; if not by Brigham, then by this Gentile, who

would of course love her, and who, if he could not make her love him,

would be tempted to alienate her by exposing the crime of the man she

believed to be her father. The walls were closing about him. When he

reached the house, they were sitting on the bench outside.

"Sometimes," Follett was saying, "you can't tell at first whether a

thing is right or wrong. You have to take a long squint, like when

you're in the woods on a path that ain't been used much lately and has

got blind. Put your face right close down to it and you can't see a sign

of a trail; it's the same as the ground both sides, covered with leaves

the same way and not a footprint or anything. But you stand up and look

along it for fifty feet, and there she is so plain you couldn't miss it.

Isn't that so, Mr. Rae?"

Prudence went in, and her father beckoned him a little way from the

door.

"You're sure you will never tell her anything about--anything, until I'm

gone?--You promised me, you know."

"Well, didn't I promise you?"

"Not under any circumstances?"

"You don't keep back anything about 'circumstances' when you make a

promise," retorted Mr. Follett.

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