CHAPTER LXXX.

Although Mr Cupples had been educated for the Church, and was indeed at

this present time a licentiate, he had given up all thought of pursuing

what had been his mother's ambition rather than his own choice. But his

thoughts had not ceased to run in some of the old grooves, although a

certain scepticism would sometimes set him examining those grooves to

find out whether they had been made by the wheels of the

gospel-chariot, or by those of Juggernaut in the disguise of a Hebrew

high priest, drawn by a shouting Christian people. Indeed, as soon as

he ceased to go to church, which was soon after ceasing to regard the

priesthood as his future profession, he began to look at many things

from points of view not exclusively ecclesiastical. So that, although

he did go to church at Glamerton for several Sundays, the day arriving

when he could not face it again, he did not scruple to set off for the

hills. Coming home with a great grand purple foxglove in his hand, he

met some of the missionars returning from their chapel, and amongst the

rest Robert Bruce, who stopped and spoke.

"I'm surprised to see ye carryin' that thing o' the Lord's day, Mr

Cupples. Fowk'll think ill o' ye."

"Weel, ye see, Mr Bruce, it angert me sae to see the ill-faured thing

positeevely growin' there upo' the Lord's day, that I pu'd it up 'maist

by the reet. To think o' a weyd like that prankin' itsel' oot in its

purple and its spots upo' the Sawbath day! It canna ken what it's

aboot. I'm only feared I left eneuch o' 't to be up again afore lang."

"I doobt, Mr Cupples, ye haena come unner the pooer o' grace yet."

"A pour o' creysh (grease)! Na, thank ye. I dinna want to come unner a

pour o' creysh. It wad blaud me a'thegither. Is that the gait ye

baptize i' your conventicle?"

"There's nane sae deif's them 'at winna hear, Mr Cupples," said Bruce.

"I mean--ye're no convertit yet."

"Na. I'm no convertit. 'Deed no. I wadna like to be convertit. What wad

ye convert me till? A swine? Or a sma' peddlin' crater that tak's a

bawbee mair for rowin' up the pigtail in a foul paper? Ca' ye that

conversion? I'll bide as I am."

"It's waste o' precious time speikin' to you, Mr Cupples," returned

Bruce, moving off with a red face.

"'Deed is't," retorted Cupples; "and I houp ye winna forget the fac'?

It's o' consequens to me."

But he had quite another word on the same subject for Annie Anderson,

whom he overtook on her way to Howglen--she likewise returning from the

missionar kirk.

"Isna that a bonnie ring o' _deid man's bells_, Annie?" said he,

holding out the foxglove, and calling it by its name in that part of

the country.

"Ay is't. But that was ower muckle a flooer to tak' to the kirk wi' ye.

Ye wad gar the fowk lauch."

"What's the richt flooer to tak' to the kirk, Annie?"

"Ow! sober floories that smell o' the yird (earth), like."

"Ay! ay! Sic like's what?" asked Cupples, for he had found in Annie a

poetic nature that delighted him.

"Ow! sic like's thyme and southren-wood, and maybe a bittie o'

mignonette."

"Ay! ay! And sae the cowmon custom abuses you, young, bonnie lammies o'

the flock. Wadna ye tak' the rose o' Sharon itsel', nor the fire-reid

lilies that made the text for the Saviour's sermon? Ow! na. Ye maun be

sober, wi' flooers bonnie eneuch, but smellin' o' the kirkyard raither

nor the blue lift, which same's the sapphire throne o' Him that sat

thereon."

"Weel, but allooin' that, ye sudna gar fowk lauch, wi' a bonnie flooer,

but ridickleous for the size o' 't, 'cep' ye gie 't room. A kirk's ower

little for't."

"Ye're richt there, my dawtie. And I haena been to the kirk ava'. I hae

been to the hills."

"And what got ye there?"

"I got this upo' the road hame."

"But what got ye there?"

"Weel, I got the blue lift."

"And what was that to ye?"

"It _said_ to me that I was a foolish man to care aboot the claiks and

the strifes o' the warl'; for a' was quaiet aboon, whatever stramash

they micht be makin' doon here i' the cellars o' the speeritual

creation."

Annie was silent: while she did not quite understand him, she had a dim

perception of a grand meaning in what he said.

The fact was that Annie was the greater of the two _in esse_; Cupples

the greater _in posse_. His imagination let him see things far beyond

what he could for a long time attain unto.

"But what got ye at the kirk, Annie?"

"Weel, I canna say I got verra muckle the day. Mr Turnbull's text was,

'Thou, Lord, art merciful, for thou renderest to every man according to

his works.'"

"Ye micht hae gotten a hantel oot o' that."

"Ay. But ye see, he said the Lord was merciful to ither fowk whan he

rendert to the wicked the punishment due to them. And I cudna richtly

feel i' my hert that I cud praise the Lord for that mercy."

"I dinna wonner, my bairn."

"But eh! Mr Cupples, Mr Turnbull's no like that aye. He's bonnie upo'

the Gospel news. I wiss ye wad gang and hear him the nicht. I canna

gang, cause Mrs Forbes is gaun oot."

"I'll gang and hear him, to please you, my lassie; for, as I said, I

haena been to the kirk the day."

"But do ye think it's richt to brak the Sawbath, Mr Cupples?"

"Ay and no."

"I dinna unnerstan' ye."

"What the clergy ca' brakin' the Sawbath's no brakin' o' 't. I'll tell

ye what seems to me the differ atween the like o' your Mr Turnbull and

the Pharisees--and it's a great differ. They band heavy burdens and

grievous to be borne, and laid them upo' men's shouthers, but wadna

touch sic like to carry them wi' ane o' their fingers: Mr Turnbull and

the like o' him beirs their share. But the burden's nane the less a

heavy ane and grievous to be borne."

"But the burden's no _that_ grievous to me, Mr Cupples."

"There's no sayin' what you women-fowk will _not_ tak' a pleesur' in

bearin'; but the passage refers expressly to the men's shouthers. And

faith mine _will_ not endure to be loadent wi' ither fowks fykes

(trifles). And sae come alang, deid man's bells."

Annie thought all this rather dreadful, but she was not shocked as a

Christian who lives by the clergy and their traditions, instead of by

the fresh Spirit of God, would have been. For she could not help seeing

that there was truth in it.

But although Cupples could say much to set Annie thinking, and although

she did find enlightenment at last from pondering over his words, yet

she could have told him far deeper things than he had yet suspected to

exist. For she knew that the goal of all life is the face of God.

Perhaps she had to learn a yet higher lesson: that our one free home is

the Heart, the eternal lovely Will of God, than that which should fail,

it were better that we and all the worlds should go out in blackness.

But this Will is our Salvation. Because He liveth we shall live also.

Mr Cupples found in the missionar kirk a certain fervour which pleased

him. For Mr Turnbull, finding that his appeals to the ungodly were now

of little avail to attract listeners of the class, had betaken himself

to the building up of the body of Christ, dwelling in particular upon

the love of the brethren. But how some of them were to be loved, except

with the love of compassionate indignation, even his most rapt listener

Thomas Crann could not have supposed himself capable of explaining. As

I said, however, Mr Cupples found the sermon in some degree impressive,

and was attentive. As he was walking away, questioning with himself, he

heard a voice in the air above him. It came from the lips of Thomas

Crann, who, although stooping from asthma and rheumatism, still rose

nearly a foot above the head of Mr Cupples.

"I was glaid to see ye at oor kirk, sir," said Thomas.

"What for that?" returned the librarian, who always repelled first

approaches, in which he was only like Thomas himself, and many other

worthy people, both Scotch and English.

"A stranger sud aye be welcomed to onybody's hoose."

"I didna ken it was your hoose."

"Ow na. It's no my hoose. It's the Lord's hoose. But a smile frae the

servan'-lass that opens the door's something till a man that gangs to

ony hoose for the first time, ye ken," returned Thomas, who, like many

men of rough address, was instantly put upon his good behaviour by the

exhibition of like roughness in another.

This answer disarmed Cupples. He looked up into Thomas's face, and saw

first a massive chin; then a firmly closed mouth; then a nose, straight

as a Greek's, but bulky and of a rough texture; then two keen grey

eyes, and lastly a big square forehead supported by the two pedestals

of high cheek bones--the whole looking as if it had been hewn out of

his professional granite, or rather as if the look of the granite had

passed into the face that was so constantly bent over it fashioning the

stubborn substance to the yet more stubborn human will. And Cupples not

only liked the face, but felt that he was in the presence of one of the

higher natures of the world--made to command, or rather, which is far

better, to influence. Before he had time to reply, however, Thomas

resumed:

"Ye hae had a heap o' tribble, I doobt, wi' that laddie, Alec Forbes."

"Naething mair nor was nateral," answered Cupples.

"He's a fine crater, though. I ken that weel. Is he come back, do ye

think?"

"What do ye mean? He's lyin' in's bed, quaiet eneuch, puir fallow!"

"Is he come back to the fold?"

"Nae to the missionars, I'm thinkin'."

"Dinna anger me. Ye're nae sae ignorant as ye wad pass for. Ye ken weel

eneuch what I mean. What care I for the missionars mair nor ony ither

o' the Lord's fowk, 'cep that they're mair like his fowk nor ony ither

that I hae seen?"

"Sic like's Robert Bruce, for a sample."

Thomas stopped as if he had struck against a stone wall, and went back

on his track.

"What I want to ken is whether Alec unnerstans yet that the prodigal's

aye ill aff; and--"

"Na," interrupted Cupples. "He's never been cawed to the swine yet. Nor

he sudna be, sae lang's I had a saxpence to halve wi' him."

"Ye're no richt, frien', _there_. The suner a prodigal comes to the

swine the better!"

"Ay; that's what you richteous elder brithers think. I ken that weel

eneuch."

"Mr Cupples, I'm nae elder brither i' that sense. God kens I wad gang

oot to lat him in."

"What ken ye aboot him, gin it be a fair queston?"

"I hae kent him, sir, sin he was a bairn. I perilled his life--no my

ain--to gar him do his duty. I trust in God it wad hae been easier for

me to hae perilled my ain. Sae ye see I do ken aboot him."

"Weel," said Mr Cupples, to whom the nature of Thomas had begun to open

itself, "I alloo that. Whaur do ye bide? What's yer name? I'll come and

see ye the morn's nicht, gin ye'll lat me."

"My name's Thomas Crann. I'm a stonemason. Speir at Robert Bruce's

chop, and they'll direc ye to whaur I bide. Ye may come the morn's

nicht, and welcome. Can ye sup parritch?"

"Ay, weel that."

"My Jean's an extrornar han' at parritch. I only houp puir Esau had

half as guid for's birthricht. Ye'll hae a drappy wi' me?"

"Wi' a' my hert," answered Cupples.

And here their ways diverged.

When he reached home, he asked Annie about Thomas. Annie spoke of him

in the highest terms, adding,

"I'm glaid ye like him, Mr Cupples."

"I dinna think, wi' sic an opingon o' 'm, it can maitter muckle to you

whether I like him or no," returned Mr Cupples, looking at her

quizzically.

"Na, nae muckle as regairds him. But it says weel for you, ye ken, Mr

Cupples," replied Annie archly.

Mr Cupples laughed good-humouredly, and said,

"Weel, I s' gang and see him the morn's nicht, ony gait."

And so he did. And the porridge and the milk were both good.

"This is heumble fare, Mr Cupples," said Thomas.

"It maitters little compairateevely what a man lives upo'," said

Cupples sententiously, "sae it be first-rate o' 'ts ain kin'. And this

_is_ first-rate."

"Tak' a drappy mair, sir."

"Na, nae mair, I thank ye."

"They'll be left, gin ye dinna."

"Weel, sen' them ower to Mr Bruce," said Cupples, with a sly wink. "I

s' warran' he'll coup them ower afore they sud be wastit. He canna bide

waste."

"Weel, that's a vertue. The Saviour himsel' garred them gaither up the

fragments."

"Nae doobt. But I'm feared Bruce wad hae coontit the waste by hoo mony

o' the baskets gaed by his door. I'm surprised at ye, Mr Crann, tryin'

to defen' sic a meeserable crater, jist 'cause he gangs to your kirk."

"Weel, he is a meeserable crater, and I canna bide him. He's jist a

Jonah in oor ship, an Achan in oor camp. But I sudna speyk sae to ane

that's no a member."

"Never ye min'. I'm auld eneuch to hae learned to haud my tongue. But

we'll turn till a better subjec'. Jist tell me hoo ye made Alec peril's

life for conscience sake. Ye dinna burn fowk here for nae freely

haudin' by the shorter Carritchis, do ye?"

And hereupon followed the story of the flood.

Both these men, notwithstanding the defiance they bore on their

shields, were of the most friendly and communicative disposition. So

soon as they saw that a neighbour was trustworthy, they trusted him.

Hence it is not marvellous that communication should have been mutual.

Cupples told Thomas in return how he had come to know Alec, and what

compact had arisen between them. Thomas, as soon as he understood Mr

Cupples's sacrifice, caught the delicate hand in his granite

grasp--like that with which the steel anvil and the stone block held

Arthur's sword--and said solemnly,

"Ye hae done a great deed, which winna gang wantin' its reward. It

canna hae merit, but it maun be pleesant in His sicht. Ye hae baith

conquered sin i' yersel, and ye hae turned the sinner frae the error o'

his ways."

"Hoots!" interrupted Cupples, "do ye think I was gaun to lat the laddie

gang reid-wud to the deevil, ohn stud in afore 'm and cried _Hooly_!"

After this the two were friends, and met often. Cupples went to the

missionars again and again, and they generally walked away together.

"What gart ye turn frae the kirk o' yer fathers, and tak to a

conventicle like that, Thomas?" asked Mr Cupples one evening.

"Ye hae been to them baith, and I wad hae thocht ye wad hae kent better

nor to speir sic a question," answered Thomas.

"Ay, ay. But what gart ye think o' 't first?"

"Weel, I'll tell ye the haill story. Whan I was a callan, I took the

play to mysel' for a week, or maybe twa, and gaed wi' a frien' i' the

same trade's mysel', to see what was to be seen alang a screed o' the

sea-coast, frae toon to toon. My compaingon wasna that gude at the

traivellin'; and upo' the Setterday nicht, there we war in a

public-hoose, and him no able to gang ae fit further, for sair heels

and taes. Sae we bude to bide still ower the Sawbath, though we wad

fain hae been oot' o' the toon afore the kirk began. But seein' that we

cudna, I thocht it wad be but dacent to gang to the kirk like ither

fowk, and sae I made mysel' as snod as I could, and gaed oot. And afore

I had gane mony yairds, I cam upo' fowk gaein to the kirk. And sae I

loot the stream carry me alang wi' 't, and gaed in and sat doon, though

the place wasna exackly like a kirk a'thegither. But the minister had a

gift o' prayer and o' preaching as weel; and the fowk a' sang as gin't

was pairt o' their business to praise God, for fear he wad tak it frae

them and gie't to the stanes. Whan I cam oot, and was gaein quaietly

back to the public, there cam first ae sober-luikin man up to me, and

he wad hae me hame to my denner; and syne their cam an auld man, and

efter that a man that luikit like a sutor, and ane and a' o' them wad

hae me hame to my denner wi' them--for no airthly rizzon but that I was

a stranger. But ye see I cudna gang 'cause my frien' was waitin' for

his till I gaed back. Efter denner, I speirt at the landlady gin she

cud tell me what they ca'd themsels, the fowk 'at gathered i' that

pairt o' the toon; and says she, 'I dinna ken what they ca'

them--they're nae customers o' mine--but I jist ken this, they're

hard-workin' fowk, kind to ane anither. A'body trusts their word. Gif

ony o' them be sick, the rest luiks efter them till they're better; and

gin ony o' them happens to gang the wrang gait, there's aye three or

four o' them aboot him, till they get him set richt again. 'Weel,' says

I, 'I dinna care what they ca' them; but gin ever I jine ony kirk, that

s' be the kirk.' Sae, efter that, whan ance I had gotten a sure houp, a

rael grun' for believin' that I was ane o' the called and chosen, I

jist jined mysel' to them that sud be like them--for they ca'd them a'

Missionars."

"Is that lang sin syne?"

"Ay, it's twenty year noo."

"I thocht as muckle. I doobt they hae fared like maist o' the new

fashions."

"Hoo that?"

"Grown some auld themsel's. There's a feow signs o' decrepitude, no to

say degeneracy, amo' ye, isna there?"

"I maun alloo that. At the first, things has a kin' o' a swing that

carries them on. But the sons an' the dochters dinna care sae muckle

aboot them as the fathers and mithers. Maybe they haena come throw the

hards like them."

"And syne there'll be ane or twa cruppen in like that chosen vessel o'

grace they ca' Robert Bruce. I'm sure he's eneuch to ruin ye i' the

sicht o' the warl', hooever you and he may fare at heid-quarters, bein'

a' called and chosen thegither."

"For God's sake, dinna think that sic as him gies ony token o' being

ane o' the elec."

"Hoo wan he in than? They say ye're unco' particular. The Elec sud ken

an elec."

"It's the siller, man, that blin's the een o' them that hae to sit in

jeedgment upo' the applicants. The crater professed, and they war jist

ower willin' to believe him."

"Weel, gin that be the case, I dinna see that ye're sae far aheid o'

fowk that disna mak' sae mony pretensions."

"Indeed, Mr Cupples, I fully doobt that the displeesur o' the Almichty

is restin' upo' oor kirk; and Mr Turnbull, honest man, appears to feel

the wacht o' 't. We hae mair than ae instance i' the Scriptur o' a

haill community sufferin' for the sin o' ane."

"Do ye ken ony instance o' a gude man no bein' able to win in to your

set?"

"Ay, ane, I think. There was a fule body that wantit sair to sit doon

wi' 's. But what cud we do? We cudna ken whether he had savin' grace or

no, for the body cudna speyk that a body cud unnerstan' him?"

"And ye didna lat him sit doon wi' ye?"

"Na. Hoo cud we?"

"The Lord didna dee for him, did he?"

"We cudna tell."

"And what did the puir cratur do?"

"He grat" (wept).

"And hoo cam' ye to see that ye wad hae been a' the better o' a wee

mair pooer to read the heart?"

"Whan the cratur was deein', the string o' his tongue, whether that

string lay in his mou', or in his brain, was lousened, and he spak'

plain, and he praised God."

"Weel, I can_not_ see that your plan, haudin' oot innocents that lo'e

Him, and lattin in thieves that wad steal oot o' the Lord's ain

bag--gie them a chance--can be an impruvment upo' the auld fashion o'

settin' a man to judge himsel', and tak the wyte o' the jeedgment upo'

's ain shouthers."

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