CHAPTER LIV.

Before the next Sunday Mr Cowie was dead; and, through some mistake or

mismanagement, there was no one to preach. So the congregation did each

as seemed right in his own eyes; and Mrs Forbes went to the missionar

kirk in the evening to hear Mr Turnbull. Kate and Alec accompanied her.

By this time Robert Bruce had become a great man in the

community--after his own judgment at least; for although, with a few

exceptions, the missionars yielded him the influence he sought, nobody

respected him; they only respected his money. He had managed to secure

one of the most fashionable pews in the chapel; and now when Mrs

Forbes's party entered, and a little commotion arose in consequence,

they being more of gentlefolk than the place was accustomed to

entertain, Bruce was the first to walk from his seat, and request them

to occupy his pew. Alec would have passed on, for he disliked the man,

but Mrs Forbes having reasons for being complaisant, accepted his

offer. Colds kept the rest of the Bruces at home, and Annie was the

only other occupant of the pew. She crept up to the top of it, like a

little shy mouse, to be as far out of the way as possible.

"Come oot, Annie," said Bruce, in a loud whisper.

Annie came out, with a warm flush over her pale face, and Mrs Forbes

entered, then Kate, and last of all, Alec, much against his will. Then

Annie re-entered, and Bruce resumed his place as Cerberus of the

pew-door. So Annie was seated next to Alec, as she had never been, in

church or chapel, or even in school, before, except on that memorable

day when they were both _kept in_ for the Shorter Catechism. But Annie

had no feeling of delight and awe like that with which Alec sat close

to his beautiful cousin. She had a feeling of pleasure, no doubt, but

the essence of the pleasure was faith. She trusted him and believed in

him as much as she had ever done. In the end, those who trust most will

find they are nearest the truth. But Annie had no philosophy, either

worldly or divine. She had only common sense, gentleness, and

faithfulness. She was very glad, though, that Alec had come to hear Mr

Turnbull, who knew the right way better than anybody else, and could

show it quite as well as Evangelist in the _Pilgrim's Progress_.

Nor was she far wrong in her judgment of the height of Mr Turnbull's

star, calculated from the horizon of Glamerton. He was a good man who

ventured to think for himself--as far as that may be possible for one

upon whose spirit have converged, even before he was born, the

influences of a thousand theological ancestors.

After reading the curses on Mount Ebal, he preached an eloquent sermon

from the text:

"Thou art wearied in the greatness of thy way; yet saidst thou not

'there is no hope.'"

He showed his hearers that they had all been seeking satisfaction in

their own pursuits, in the pride of their own way; that they had been

disappointed, even to weariness; and that yet, such was their

perversity, they would not acknowledge the hopelessness of the pursuit,

and turn to that God who was ready to pardon, and in whose courts a day

would give them more delight than a thousand in the tents of

wickedness. And opening his peroration by presumptuously appropriating

the words of the Saviour, "Verily, verily, I say unto you, it shall be

more tolerable for Sodom and Gomorrha, in that day, than for you," the

preacher concluded with a terrible denunciation of wrath upon the

sinners who had been called and would not come. "Woe unto you, for ye

would not be warned! Woe unto you, for ye knew your Lord's will, and

yet committed things worthy of stripes! Therefore your whip shall be

one of scorpions! Woe unto you! I say; for, when the bridegroom cometh,

ye shall knock in vain at the closed door; ye shall stand without, and

listen for a brief moment to the music and dancing within--listen with

longing hearts, till the rush of coming wings overpowers the blissful

sounds, and the angels of vengeance sweep upon you, and bearing you

afar through waste regions, cast you into outer darkness, where shall

be weeping and wailing and gnashing of teeth, to the endless ages of a

divine eternity."

With these words the preacher burst into impassioned prayer for the

souls which he saw exposed to a hell of which he himself knew not the

horrors, else he dared not have preached it; a hell the smoke of whose

torments would arise and choke the elect themselves about the throne of

God--the hell of Exhausted Mercy.

As long as the stream of eloquence flowed the eyes of the congregation

were fixed upon the preacher in breathless silence. When it ceased they

sank, and a sigh of exhaustion and relief arose. In that ugly building,

amidst that weary praying and inharmonious singing, with that blatant

tone, and, worse than all, that merciless doctrine, there was yet

_preaching_--that rare speech of a man to his fellow-men whereby in

their inmost hearts they know that he in his inmost heart believes.

There was hardly an indifferent countenance in all that wide space

beneath, in all those far-sloping galleries above. Every conscience

hung out the red or pale flag.

When Alec ventured to look up, as he sat down after the prayer, he saw

the eyes of Thomas Crann, far away in the crowd, fixed on him. And he

felt their force, though not in the way Thomas intended. Thomas never

meant to dart _personal_ reproaches across the house of God; but Alec's

conscience told him nevertheless, stung by that glance, that he had

behaved ill to his old friend. Nor did this lessen the general feeling

which the sermon had awakened in his mind, un-self-conscious as it was,

that something ought to be done; that something was wrong in him

somewhere; that it ought to be set right somehow--a feeling which every

one in the pew shared, except one. His heart was so moth-eaten and

rusty, with the moths and the rust which Mammon brings with him when he

comes in to abide with a man, that there was not enough of it left to

make the terrible discovery that the rest of it was gone. Its owner did

not know that there was anything amiss with it. What power can empty,

sweep, and garnish such a heart? Or what seven devils entering in, can

make the last state of that man worse than the first?

A special prayer-meeting having been appointed, to be held after the

sermon, Robert Bruce remained, to join in the intercession for the

wicked town and its wicked neighbourhood. He even "engaged in prayer,"

for the first time in public, and astonished some of the older members

by his gift in devotion. He had been received into the church only a

week or two before, upon profession of faith in the merits of Christ,

not in Christ himself--that would not have been definite enough for

them. But it would have been all the same to Robert Bruce, for he was

ready to believe that he believed anything advantageous.

There had been one or two murmurs against his reception, and he had

been several times visited and talked with, before the Church was

satisfied as to his conversion. But nothing was known against him

beyond the fact that "he luikit at baith sides o' a bawbee;" and having

learned many of their idioms, he had succeeded in persuading his

examiners, and had possibly persuaded himself at the same time, that he

had passed through all the phases of conversion, including conviction,

repentance, and final acceptance of offered mercy on the terms

proposed, and was now undergoing the slow and troublesome process of

sanctification; in corroboration of which he went on to produce talk,

and coppers at the chapel-door. Good people as many of those were who

thus admitted him to their communion, in the full belief that none but

conscious Christians should enjoy that privilege, his reputation for

wealth had yet something to do with it. Probably they thought that if

the gospel proved mighty in this new disciple, more of his money might

be accessible by and by for good purposes: amongst the rest, for

sending missionaries to the heathen, teaching them to divorce their

wives and wear trowsers. And now he had been asked to pray, and had

prayed with much propriety and considerable unction. To be sure Tibbie

Dyster did sniff a good deal during the performance; but then that was

a way she had of relieving her feelings, next best to that of speaking

her mind.

When the meeting was over, Robert Bruce, Thomas Crann, and James

Johnstone, who was one of the deacons, walked away together. Very

little conversation took place between them, for no subject but a

religious one was admissible; and the religious feelings of those who

had any were pretty nearly exhausted. Bruce's, however, were not in the

least exhausted. On the contrary, he was so pleased to find that he

could pray as well as any of them, and the excitement of doing so

before judges had been so new and pleasant to him, that he thought he

should like to try it again. He thought, too, of the grand Bible lying

up there on the room-table.

"Come in, sirs," he said, as they approached his door, "and tak' a

pairt in our faimily worship; and sae the day'll gang oot wi' prayer,

as it cam in wi' prayer. And the Lord'll maybe hae mercy upo' 's, and

no destroy the place, shops an' a', for the sins o' the

inhaibitants--them 'at sees, for them 'at 's blin'."

Neither of his companions felt much inclined to accede to his request:

they both yielded notwithstanding. He conducted them up-stairs,

unlocked the musty room, pulled up the blinds, and admitted enough of

lingering light for the concluding devotions of the day. He then

proceeded to gather his family together, calling them one by one.

"Mother!" he cried, from the top of the stair, meaning his wife.

"Tea, father," answered Mrs Bruce.

"Come to worship.--Robert!"

"Ay, father."

"Come to worship.--Johnnie!"

And so he went through the family roll-call, as if it were a part of

some strange liturgy. When all had entered and seated themselves, the

head of the house went slowly to the side-table, took from it

reverentially the late minister's study Bible, sat down by the window,

laid the book on his knees, and solemnly opened it.

Now a five-pound note is not thick enough to make a big Bible open

between the pages where it is laid; but the note might very well have

been laid in at a place where the Bible was in the habit of opening.

"Without an instant's hesitation, Robert slipped it away, and crumpling

it up in his hand, gave out the twenty-third psalm, over which it had

lain, and read it through. Finding it too short, however, for the

respectability of worship, he went on with the twenty-fourth, turning

the leaf with thumb and forefinger, while the rest of the fingers

clasped the note tight in his palm, and reading as he turned,

"He that hath clean hands and a pure heart--"

As soon as he had finished this psalm, he closed the book with a snap;

feeling which to have been improper, he put an additional compensating

solemnity into the tone in which he said:

"Thomas Crann, will you engage in prayer?"

"Pray yersel'," answered Thomas gruffly.

Whereupon Robert rose, and, kneeling down, did pray himself.

But Thomas, instead of leaning forward on his chair when he knelt,

glanced sharply round at Bruce. He had seen him take something from the

Bible, and crumple it up in his hand but would not have felt any

inclination to speculate about it, had it not been for the peculiarly

keen expression of eager surprise and happy greed which came over his

face in the act. Having seen that, and being always more or less

suspicious of Bruce, he wanted to know more; and was thus led into an

action of which he would not have believed it possible he should ever

be guilty.

He saw Bruce take advantage of the posture of devotion which he had

assumed, to put something into his pocket unseen of his guests, as he

believed.

When worship was over, Bruce did not ask them to slay to supper.

Prayers did not involve expense; supper did. But Thomas at least could

not have stayed longer.

He left his friends and went home pondering. The devotions of the day

were not to be concluded for him with any social act of worship. He had

many anxious prayers yet to offer before his heart would be quiet in

sleep. Especially there was Alec to be prayed for, and his dawtie,

Annie; and in truth the whole town of Glamerton, and the surrounding

parishes--and Scotland, and the world. Indeed sometimes Thomas went

further, and although it is not reported of him that he ever prayed for

the devil, as that worthiest of Scotch clergymen prayed, he yet did

something very like it once or twice, when he prayed for "the haill

universe o' God, an' a' the bein's in't, up and doon, that we ken unco

little about."

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