CHAPTER XVIII

THE ARSENAL OF THE KILLERS

The moon had not yet risen, but the starlight was brilliant, as we

climbed the path that led to the stronghold of the Killers.

As we approached it in the darkness it looked larger than it had

appeared to me in the vision, and our task more formidable.

At this high altitude the night began to be cold already, and I supposed

that the temperature might fall very low before the dawn of the next

day. I began to understand why I had found the stillness of the first

night so absolute, and why all creatures sought for rest and warmth

during a night-time so much longer than our own, and in which the change

of temperature might be so much greater.

But I had more urgent considerations to engage my thoughts. To rescue

the imprisoned Amphibian from a guarded prison in the midst of the

stronghold of the Killers, whether it were attempted by force or

strategy, appeared about equally hopeless, but the Leaders had laid this

task upon me, and whether they really believed me capable of performing

it, or had used me as a pawn in a larger purpose, I was equally

committed to the adventure.

My comrade also laid the responsibility upon me, as she clearly had the

right to do. I had her promise of unquestioning aid in anything for

which I might call upon her, and I had learnt to rely more than a little

upon her fearless serenity of mind, as well as upon the abundant

physical vitality which she shared with me so freely.

On the other hand, the more I relied upon her powers of spirit or body,

the more menacing became the fact that I was braving those who had

entrapped one of her own kind, of superior grade to herself, who

apparently could not escape unrescued.

Whether they had received warning of our coming I could not tell, but I

reflected that even though a report should have reached them that the

regiment of the Amphibians had passed into the mountains six score miles

away, they would not only suppose that no fear from that quarter would

be possible for a day at least (or much longer if they should judge by

their own speed of progression), but might not even think that any

hostility to themselves were intended, nor might it occur to them as

possible that an attack would be made in the night-time, when they might

suppose the custom of rest to be universal.

Even if they knew that two of us were wandering on the lower slopes, we

might only appear to them as prey to be sought in the morning, and, I

thought, with a sudden lightening of humour, they might be right in

their estimate.

On the balance of probabilities, I thought the better course would be to

approach them boldly, and try what might be done in secrecy while the

darkness was round us.

Indeed, when we gained the plateau, caution lacked opportunity, if we

were to advance at all. For outside the enclosure it was bare and flat

beneath the starlight, and a rat could have found no shelter.

Having crossed the open space as quietly as we could, we walked for some

distance along the outside of the enclosure. It was a back-sloping wall,

or roof, as I had seen it before, having no door or window in all its

length; but knowing that there were doors along the inner side, and that

the Killers slept within it, and not knowing how lightly they might do

so, or how thin might be the wall that divided us from them, we now

moved very silently till we came to the gateway. Here we paused in

surprise, for it was not only unguarded, but open.

There was a double gate that opened inward. Sockets were faintly visible

in the ground, into which vertical bolts could be driven to secure them.

You know how a fox will use all its cunning to find some illicit

entrance to the poultry house, but will turn away from open door or

window, lest a trap be concealed behind the apparent negligence? So I

felt as I looked, and saw something dimly on the ground behind the

gateway, and hesitated, and remembered that the night was long, and

haste was needless, and asked my companion how soon would be the

moonrise.

In the end, we went back and waited under the edge of the plateau.

It is commonly held that the capacity of the average woman for logical

reasoning is inferior to that of a man, but that she has a compensating

advantage in a superior ability of intuitive perception, and may even

reach a more correct conclusion in some instances by such unreasoned

cognition, than a man will do by the exercise of a superior logical

faculty.

Whatever impressions of femininity my companion might give in other

aspects, it is certain that in this comparison she was more masculine

than myself, and the light which I had given her into the workings of my

own mind--for, in view of our understanding, I had been careful to open

it to her as I had considered the various possibilities which might

affect the success of our enterprise--had aroused a wonder which she now

expressed with her usual clarity.

“It appears,” she considered, “that there is a difference between the

processes of your mind and mine. When I encounter a difficulty which

requires decision, I reflect upon it systematically and thoroughly. It

may be a long time before I arrive at any possible conclusion, but, when

I have done so, it is final. You appear to make choices, and to decide

plans, without always having recognised your reasons--if such there

be--even in your own mind, and you would be unable to explain them to

another if you wished to do so. This method appears to be the cause of

much hesitation, worry, and discord, by which your mind is drained of

its energy to no sufficient purpose, and of actions which are

contradictory or indecisive. There are even times when you appear not to

be acting either by reason, or by your own will, but to have surrendered

your personality to the body which it inhabits. This is repulsive to me,

because I cannot conceive of a reasoning spirit being reduced to a baser

servitude. Fear is good, and it would be a poor kind of body which did

not give you that warning. But your body is not content with warning, it

attempts control, and if you refuse obedience, you do so with

difficulty. I think that this arises because your mind is not sure of

itself, and your body lacks respect for its weakness. Then your physical

impulses fight among themselves for supremacy, and you have no power to

rule them. When I look into your mind I see also that it has little

knowledge, as it has little control, of the body in which it dwells, of

which the major functions are carried on quite independently of its

volition, and of the existence of which it may even be entirely

ignorant.

“In all these respects you might be considered inferior to ourselves. I

think you are so; and I recognise the admiration you feel for our larger

measure of control, both of ourselves and of the creatures that surround

us. Certainly I would not be like you. It would be as though we should

be eaten by our own dogs. But when I see how your mind endures amidst

such surroundings I am unable to despise you. I seem as one who swims

with a friendly tide, and can make no boast, though she outdistance one

who fights onward amidst contrary and contending currents. Therefore, I

think God may judge you the prize at last, though He has given you a

body that is lower than that of a sea-dog, and a mind that has no power

to control it, and that walks in circles.

“I see further, that your own methods of inductive reasoning, casual as

they are, may be more appropriate to the fluctuating barbarism of the

conditions of life to which you are native than would be those to which

we are accustomed, and I know surely that you can use your own methods

to better purpose than I could possibly do.”

By this time a crescent moon was rising behind us, among stars that

shone with a frosty brightness, and a cold wind moved over the plateau

as we crossed it once more, so that I shivered in the torn and shredded

garments that I had sewn together, as best I might, when the halts had

permitted.

We came again to the vague menace of the open gateway. In the clearer

light we saw that objects lay on the ground immediately within it,

reminding me of the twisted bands of hay which farmers sometimes use for

the binding of fodder, and before them were shallow shining oval

depressions, as though moulds had been lifted from them.

Neither of us could make any guess as to what they were, or of what they

might be significant, but of one thing I was certain, they had not been

there when I saw the Killers draw their roped prey through the gateway;

nor were they appropriate for a free passage.

There is a fear that comes when the nerves revolt from a danger which

they perceive, which my companion had deprecated, but there is another

that arises from a reasoned caution, which it is often well to heed,

though the physical frame would disregard it.

I knew that my comrade’s mind approved, when I turned from that unknown

fear, and continued along the wall to select a spot at which we should

attempt to scale it.

Of itself, it gave no choice, being everywhere of the same height and

smoothness, and leaning at the same angle. Everywhere, so far as my

observation had shown, it was inhabited by the Killers, but whether in

separate cells, or whether the numerous openings led into one common

living chamber, I had no means of telling.

The only choice lay in selecting the nearest spot to our objective

inside the enclosure, and this we did as far as memory and judgment

enabled us to determine it.

The sides of the wall or dwelling, were about ten feet high, and sloping

together at such an angle that the inner floor (without deducting the

thickness of the walls, of which we had no knowledge) must have been

about eight feet in width. The walls inside must have narrowed rapidly

upward, suggesting that the Killers required little space for comfort

during their long night’s rest. Of ventilation there was no sign

whatever.

The outer side, being quite smooth, was far too steep to be climbed, and

we scaled it at last by my companion leaning against it while I mounted

her shoulders and gripped the ridge. When I had a firm hold she caught

my foot and climbed up very lightly, and then, with her help, I was soon

astride the ridge, and the descent was easy. Our only real difficulty

was to do it in silence. We had to move along the ridge for a short

distance before descending, as we found ourselves directly over one of

the apertures by which they entered. It was fortunate for us that we

took this precaution, for when we had reached the ground, and moved

cautiously across the doorway, we found that it was closed by a door

which slid down from the inside, but not entirely so. It came to within

about three inches of the ground, and beneath it protruded three of the

long suckers, which were the mouths of the Killers. Moving onward, we

saw that similar suckers were thrust out from every doorway, which at

least explained in part the omission of any higher apertures by which

air or light could reach them.

There was a wide bare space between the outer wall in which they slept,

and the buildings we were seeking. Of these there were eight in all,

each of which must have had its place in the social economy of those

loathsome creatures, but we were concerned with two only, and of the

others I learnt nothing, either then or later.

As we had been told that the building in which they stored their weapons

during the night was left unguarded, I had determined to proceed there

first, and if I were able to enter it without detection I had resolved

to remain, while my companion went forward alone to the killing-pens,

and endeavoured to establish communication with her imprisoned Leader. I

calculated that she would be more easily able to do this than I, and the

distance separating us would not be too great for her to communicate

with me, so that I should know exactly what was occurring. If she were

disturbed, she could return to me more quickly than any Killer could

pursue her. If a diversion were necessary, I could easily make

sufficient noise to draw the investigation in my direction. For two to

go in the first instance would double the risk of detection, without any

compensating advantage. If my aid were desirable after the first

reconnoitre, and no alarm had been raised, I could easily join her. If

an alarm were raised, I supposed that they would make first for the

place in which their arms were stored, and in that case it was our only

hope of safety that someone should be there to bar the access.

So I reasoned, not entirely at ease in thinking that I had allotted her

a part which might prove the more perilous, but yet seeing that it would

be a double folly to reverse our undertakings, and content that she knew

my motives, and approved the plan.

I think, in her own way, she was as keen as myself that we should effect

the rescue before the Leaders came to interpose their own methods, or

take direction of those which we had already formulated. I know that it

was in a state of controlled excitement, which approached the ecstatic,

though it left her mind in its accustomed serenity, that she went with

me hand-in-hand across the moonlight space, which we did not cross till

we had reached a point at which the other buildings would hide us from

any watchers at the killing-pens, if such there were.

By this means we reached the arsenal in safety, and stood beneath thick

walls of some smooth hard substance, having a low flat roof, and a door

at one end which showed no handle or fastening of any kind upon the

outer side.

I still think that the plan I made was in itself the best that could

have been devised from the facts as I knew them, but I admit that I was

less cautious here than I had been at the outer gate. Perhaps the

silence, and the fact that we had advanced to this point so easily, had

given me a feeling of too great security. Anyway, I can only tell what

happened, and you must judge it as you will.

I passed my hand down the door, in the shadow of the jamb, feeling for a

catch which the light might be insufficient to show me, when it yielded

to the slight pressure I gave, and opened gently. Then I pushed it

wider, and we entered together. We stood for a moment in the entrance,

side by side, looking into the dark interior, which was only very

faintly lighted by two small windows at the sides of the door. The long

side-walls, the far end, and the roof, were without lighting entirely.

The moon shone through the two small windows, and patterned a bare floor

with the horizontal bars that crossed them.

We stood there for a moment, and then my comrade slipped quietly from

me, and vanished in the shadow of the darker side of the building.

Thinking to sample some of the weapons which I knew to be stored there,

I stepped inward, loosing the door as I did so. Smoothly and swiftly it

closed behind me, with a slight ominous sound, to which the night gave

full value. It had a menace of finality, and my heart paused as I heard

it.

The next moment I recalled my courage and stepped back to reopen it. My

foot sounded loudly in the stillness, and something moved in the dark

roof that was not more than three feet overhead. With nervous haste I

felt down the inside of the door, but, as upon the outside, there was no

indication of lock or latch or handle. I thought to prise it open with

the axe-blade, but it fitted so closely that I could only find the crack

with difficulty and to force the blade in was impossible.

Was I to be imprisoned here till the light came, and then hurried out to

such a fate as I had seen dealt to another of their captives? Or did the

stealthy movement above me imply an even nearer menace? I raised the

axe, and brought it down with all my force on the door, in the hope that

it would split beneath it, and careless of the noise I made. Noise there

was in the narrow chamber and beyond it also, as I was soon to learn;

but the door did not even shake to the blow. It was of so hard a

substance, whether of wood or metal, that I realised that it would be

the axe-edge only which would suffer should I continue.

The movements overhead were louder now, and I had the impression that

something was about to spring down from the darkness. The fear of the

unknown was upon me, which is of all fears the most dreadful.

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