CHAPTER XXXVII

The Third Autumn

A good man ther was of religion,

That was a poure Persone of a toune;

But rich he was of holy thought and work,

He also was a learned man a clerk.--CHAUCER

Autumn came round again, and brought with it a very different

September from the last.

Willansborough was in a state of commotion. That new Vicar had not

only filled the place with curates, multiplied services in the iron

church, and carried on the building of St. Nicholas in a style of

beauty that was quite affronting to those who were never asked to

contribute to it, but he gave people no peace in their easy

conventional sins, pricked them in their hearts with personal

individual stings, and, worse than all, protested against the races,

as conducted at Wil'sbro'.

And their Member was just as bad! Captain Charnock Poynsett,

instead of subscribing, as part of his duty to his constituents, had

replied by sending his brother Raymond's half-finished letter to the

club, with an equally strong and resolute one of his own, and had

published both in all the local papers.

Great was the fury and indignation of Wil'sbro', Backsworth, and all

the squires around. Of course it was a delirious fancy of poor

Raymond Poynsett, and Miles had been worked upon by his puritanical

wife and ritualistic brother to publish it. Newspapers teemed with

abuse of superstition and pharisaism, and praise of this wholesome,

moral, and 'truly English' sport. Gentlemen, and ladies too, took

the remonstrance as a personal offence, and threatened to visit no

more at Compton; the electors bade him look to his seat, and held

meetings to invite 'Mr. Simmonds Proudfoot,' as he now called

himself, to represent them; and the last week, before the races, the

roughs mobbed him in Water Lane. He rode quietly through them, with

his sailor face set as if against a storm, but when he was out of

the place, he stopped his horse at Herbert Bowater's lodgings, that

his black eye might be washed, and the streams of rotten egg removed

from his coat before he presented himself at home. Not that he had

much fear of startling his wife and mother. It was more from the

Englishman's hatred of showing himself a hero, for Anne was

perfectly happy in the persecution he had brought on himself, for

she never had been so sure before that he was not of the world,

worldly.

The races were exceptionally brilliant, and fully attended, but the

triumph of the roughs had made them more outrageously disgraceful in

their conduct than ever; and when Miles went to the quarter-

sessions, rather doubting whether he should not find himself landed

in Coventry, not only did the calendar of offences speak for itself,

but sundry country gentlemen shook him by the hand, lamenting that

railways and rowdyism had entirely altered races from what they used

to be, that he was in the right, and what they had seen so recently

proved that the only thing to be done was to withdraw from what

respectable people could no longer keep within bounds. Such

withdrawal will not prevent them, but it will hinder the

demoralization from being so extensive as formerly, since no one of

much character to lose will attend them.

Mr. Bowater rejoiced in Miles's triumph. None of that family had

been at these same races. They had all been much too anxious about

Herbert not to view Ember Week in a very different light from that

in which they had thought of it before.

Lent had brought the junior curate back from Strawyers, not much

more than a convalescent, but with his sister to look after him, and

both Rector and senior anxious to spare him; he had gone on well

till the family returned and resumed Jenny, when he was left to his

own devices, namely, 'all work and no play.' He was as fixed as

ever in his resolution of making this a penance year, and believed

himself so entirety recovered as to be able to do without

relaxations. Cricket, riding, dinners, and garden-parties alike he

had given up, and divided his time entirely between church and

parish work and study. Hard reading had never been congenial, and

took a great deal out of him, and in fact, all his theological study

had hitherto been little more than task-work, into which he had

never fully entered, whereas these subjects had now assumed such a

force, depth, and importance, that he did in truth feel constrained

to go to the very foundation, and work through everything again,

moved and affected by them in every fibre of his soul, which

vibrated now at what it had merely acquiesced in before. It was a

phase that had come suddenly on him, when his mind was in full

vigour of development, and his frame and nerves below par, and the

effect could not but be severe. He was wrapped up in these great

realities, and seemed to care for no talk, except discussing them

with Julius or the senior curate, and often treated things of common

life like the dream that they really are.

Julius laid as little parish work on him as possible, only, indeed,

what seemed actually beneficial by taking him out; but it may be

feared, that in his present fervid state he was not nearly so

winning to his young clients as when he was less 'terribly in

earnest,' although the old women were perhaps more devoted to him,

from the tender conviction 'that the poor dear young gentleman would

not be here long.'

For indeed it was true that he had never advanced in strength or

looks since his return, but rather lost ground, and thus every

change of weather, or extra exertion, told on him, till in August he

was caught in a thunder-storm, and the cold that ensued ran on into

a feverish attack, which barely left him in time for the Ordination,

and then with a depressed system, and nerves morbidly sensitive.

So sensible (or more than sensible) was he of his deficiencies, that

he would willingly have held back, and he was hardly well enough to

do himself justice; but there was no doubt that he would pass, and

it was plain that three more months of the strain of preparation

might leave permanent effects on his health.

As it was, the examining chaplain did not recognize the lean, pale,

anxious man, for the round-faced, rosy, overgrown boy of a year ago.

His scholarship and critical knowledge were fairly above the mark,

in spite of a racking headache; and his written sermon, together

with all that was elicited from him, revealed, all unconsciously to

himself, what treasures he had brought back from the deep waters

which had so nearly closed over him.

So superior had he shown himself, that he was appointed to read the

Gospel, a choice that almost shocked him, knowing that what had made

him excel had been an experience that the younger men had happily

missed. But the mark of approval was compensation to his parents

and sisters for the disappointment of the last year, and the only

drawback was fear of the effect of the long ceremonial, so deeply

felt.

He met them afterwards, very white-faced, with head aching, and

weary almost beyond speech, but with a wonderfully calm, restful

look on his face, such as reminded Jenny of those first hours of his

recovery.

They took him home and put him to bed, and there he lay, hardly

speaking, and generally sleeping. There he still was on the Monday,

when Julius came to inquire after him, and was taken up-stairs at

once by Jenny, with the greeting, "So the son and heir is come,

Julius?"

"Yes, and I never saw my mother more exulting. When Rosamond ran

down to tell her, she put her arms round her neck and cried. She

who never had a tear through all last year. I met your father and

mother half-way, and they told me I might come on."

"I think nothing short of such news would have made mamma leave this

boy," said Jenny; "but she must have her jubilee with Mrs.

Poynsett."

"And I'm quite well," said Herbert, who had been grasping Julius's

hand, with a wonderful look in his eyes; "yes, really--the doctor

said so."

"Yes, he did," said Jenny, "only he said we were to let him alone,

and that he was not to get up till he felt quite rested."

"And I shall get up to dinner," said Herbert, so sleepily, that

Julius doubted it. "I hope to come back before Sunday."

"What does your doctor say to that?"

"He says," replied Jenny, "that this gentleman must be rational;

that he has nothing the matter with him now, but that he is low, and

ripe for anything. Don't laugh, you naughty boy, he said you were

ripe for anything, and that he must--yes, he _must_--be turned out

to grass somehow or other for the winter, and do nothing at all."

"I begin to see what you are driving at, Mrs. Joan, you look so

triumphant."

"_Yes_," said Jenny, blushing a little, and looking quite young

again; "I believe poor mamma would be greatly reconciled to it, if

Herbert were to see me out to Natal."

"Is that to be the way?"

"It would be very absurd to make Archie come home again for me,"

said Jenny. "And everything else is most happily smoothed for me,

you know; Edith has come quite to take my place at home; mamma

learnt to depend on her much more than on me while I was with

Herbert."

"And it has made her much more of a woman," added Herbert.

"Then you know that full statement poor Mr. Moy put forth when he

left the place, on his wife's death, quite removed all lingering

hesitation on papa's part," added Jenny.

"It ought, I am sure!" said Julius.

"So, now, if Herbert will go out with me, it seems to me to be all

right," said Jenny, colouring deeply, as she made this lame and

impotent conclusion.

"My father wishes it," said Herbert. "I believe he meant to see you

to-day to ask leave of absence for me. That is what he wishes; but

I have made up my mind that I ought to resign the curacy--where I

have never been any use to you--though, if I had been well, I meant

to have worked a year with you as a priest."

"I don't like to lose you, but I think you are right. Your

beginning with me was a mistake. There is not enough work for three

of us; but you know Easterby would be delighted to have you at St.

Nicholas. He says his most promising people talk of what you said

to them when they were ill, and he asked me if you could possibly

come to him."

"I think it would be better to begin in a new place, further from

home," said Herbert, quietly.

And both knew what he meant, and how hard it would be to be the

clergyman he had learnt to wish to be, if his mother were at hand to

be distressed by all he did or did not do.

"But, any way," added Herbert, "I hope to have some time longer at

Compton before I go. Next Sunday, if I only _can_."

His mind was evidently full of the Feast of the Sunday, and Julius

answered, "Whichever Sunday you are strong enough, of course, dear

fellow. You had better come with him, Jenny, and sleep at the

Rectory."

"Oh! thank you. I should like nothing so much; and I think they

will spare me that one day."

"You will come in for a grand gathering, that is, if poor Cecil

accepts. Miles thinks she ought to be godmother."

"Oh!"

"And no one has said a word of any cloud. It is better he should

know nothing."

"And oh! Julius, is it true that her father has bought Sirenwood for

her?"

"Quite true. You know it was proposed at first, but the trustees

doubted of the title; but when all that was cleared up, it turned

out to be a better investment than Swanslea, and so they settled it,

without much reference to her."

"She will let it, of course?"

"I suppose so."

"You don't think she will come to the christening?"

"I cannot tell; Rose has had one or two very sad letters from her.

She wanted us very much to come to Dunstone, and was much

disappointed that we were prevented. I fancy her heart has turned

to us, and that it is very sore, poor thing."

Julius was right. Cecil did return an answer, whose warmth quite

amazed all but Miles and Anne, who thought nothing too much for

their son; and she gladly came to attend the christening of the

young Raymond. Gladly--yes, she was glad to leave Dunstone. She

had gone home weary and sick of her lodging and convalescence, and

hoping to find relief in the home that had once been all-sufficient

for her, but Dunstone was not changed, and she was. She had not

been able to help outgrowing its narrow opinions and formal

precisions; and when she came home, crushed with her scarcely

realized grief, nothing there had power to comfort her.

There was soothing at first in her step-mother's kindness, and she

really loved her father; but their petting admiration soon grew

oppressive, after the more bracing air of Compton; and their

idolatry of her little brother fretted and tried her all the more,

because they thought he must be a comfort to her, and any slight

from her might be misconstrued. Mr. Venn's obsequiousness, instead

of rightful homage, seemed deprivation of support, and she saw no

one, spoke to no one, without the sense of Raymond's vast

superiority and her own insensibility to it, loving him a thousand

times more than she had loved him in life, and mourning him with an

anguish beyond what the most perfect union would have left. She had

nothing to do. Self-improvement was a mere oppression, and she

longed after nothing so much as the sight of Rosamond, Anne, Julius,

or even Frank, and her amiable wishes prevailed to have them invited

to Dunstone; but at the times specified there were hindrances. Anne

had engagements at home, and Rosamond appeared to the rest of the

family to be a perpetual refuge for stray De Lanceys, while Frank

had to make up for his long enforced absence by a long unbroken

spell of work.

Cecil therefore had seen none of the family till she arrived at

Compton. She was perfectly well, she said, and had become a great

walker, and so, indeed, she showed herself, for she went out

directly after breakfast every morning, and never appeared again

till luncheon time; and would take long rides in the afternoon. "It

was her only chance of sleep," she said, when remonstrated with.

She did not look ill, but there was a restless, worn air that was

very distressing on her young features, and was the more piteous to

her relations, that she was just as constrained as ever in her

intercourse with them. She was eagerly attentive to Mrs. Poynsett,

and evidently so anxious to wait on her that Anne left to her many

little services, but if they were alone together, they were tongue-

tied, and never went deeper than surface subjects. Mrs. Poynsett

never discussed her, never criticized her, never attempted to fathom

her, being probably convinced that there was nothing but hard

coldness to be met with by probing. Yet there was something

striking in Cecil's having made people call her Mrs. Raymond

Poynsett, surrendering the Charnock, which she had once brandished

in all their faces, and going by the name by which her husband had

been best known.

To Anne she was passively friendly, and neither gave nor sought

confidences, and Anne was so much occupied with her baby, and all

the little household services that had grown on her, as well as with

her busy husband, that there was little leisure for them; and though

the meeting with Rosamond was at first the most effusive and

affectionate of all, afterwards she seemed to avoid tetes-a-tetes

with her, and was shyer with her than with Anne.

It was Miles that she got on with best. He had never so fully

realized the unhappiness of his brother's married life as those who

had watched it; and he simply viewed her as Raymond's loved and

loving widow and sincere mourner, and treated her with all brotherly

tenderness and reverence for her grief; while she responded with a

cordiality and gratitude which made her, when talking to him, a

pleasanter person than she had ever been seen at Compton before.

But it was not to Miles, but to Rosamond, that she brought an

earnest question, walking in one autumn morning to the Rectory, amid

the falling leaves of the Virginian-creeper, and amazing Rosamond,

who was writing against time for the Indian mail, by asking--

"Rosamond, will you find out if Mrs. Poynsett would mind my coming

to live at Sirenwood?"

"You, Cecil!"

"Yes, I'm old enough. There's no place for me at home, and though I

must be miserable anywhere, it will be better where I have something

to do, of some real use to somebody. I've been walking all round

every day, and seeing what a state it is in--in the hands of

creditors all these years."

"But you would be quite alone!"

"I am quite alone as it is."

"And would your father consent?"

"I think he would. I am a burthen to them now. They cannot feel my

grief, nor comfort it, and they don't like the sight of it, though I

am sure I trouble them with it as little as possible."

"Dear Cecil!" and the ready tears welled up in Rosamond's gray eyes.

"I don't want to talk of it," said Cecil. "If I felt worthy to

grieve it would be less dreadful; but it all seems like hypocrisy.

Rosamond, if you were to lose Julius to-morrow, you would not be as

unhappy as I am."

"Don't, don't!" cried Rosamond, making a gesture of horror. "But

does not coming here make it worse?"

"No, real stabs are better than dull aching; and then you--you,

Rosamond, did know how it really was, and that I would--I would--"

Cecil wept now as Rosamond had longed to see her weep when she had

left Compton, and Rosamond spoke from her tender heart of comfort;

but the outburst did not last long, and Cecil said, recovering

herself--

"After all, my most peaceful times of late have been in walking

about in those woods at Sirenwood; I should like to live there. You

know _he_ always wished it to be the purchase, because it joins

Compton, and I should like to get it all into perfect order and

beauty, and leave it all to little Raymond."

"I should have thought the place would have been full of ghosts."

"I tried. I made the woman let me in, and I sat where poor Camilla

used to talk to me, and I thought I was the better for facing it

out. The question is whether Mrs. Poynsett will dislike it. She

has a right to be consulted."

Perhaps Cecil could not be gracious. Certainly, Raymond would have

been thankful for even this admission.

"You wish me to find out?"

"If you would be so good. I would give it up at once if she has any

feeling against it, and go somewhere else--and of course she has!

She never can forget what I did!"

Rosamond caressed Cecil with that sweetness which saw everything in

the most consoling manner; but when the poor young widow was out of

sight, there was a revulsion of feeling.

"No, Mrs Poynsett must always feel that that wretched marriage broke

her son's heart, and murdered him!--murdered him!" said Rosamond to

herself, clenching that soft fist of hers. "It ought not to be

broached to her!"

But Julius--when she stated it to him rather less broadly, but still

saying that she did not know whether she could bear the sight of

Cecil, except when she was before her eyes, and how could his mother

endure her at all--did not see it in the same light. He thought

Sirenwood gave duties to Cecil, and that she ought not to be

hindered from fulfilling them. And he said his mother was a large-

minded woman, and not likely to have that personal bitterness

towards Cecil that both the ladies seemed to expect, as her rival in

her son's affections, and the means of his unhappiness and death.

He was right; Mrs. Poynsett was touched by finding that Cecil clung

to them rather than to her sublime family, and especially by the

design as to little Raymond, though she said that must never be

mentioned; nothing must bind so young a creature as Cecil, who

really did not know what love was at all.

"She is afraid the sight of her is distressing to you," said

Rosamond.

"Poor child, why should she?" said Mrs. Poynsett. "She was the

victim of an unsuccessful experiment of my dear boy's, and the

unsuspecting instrument of poor Camilla's vengeance. That is all I

see in her."

"Mrs. Poynsett, how can you!" cried Rosamond, impetuously. "With

all I know of her sorrow, I rage at her whenever I am out of sight

of her."

"I can't do that," said Mrs. Poynsett, half smiling, "any more than

I could at a doll. The poor thing was in a false position, and

nobody was more sorry for her than Raymond himself; but you see he

had fancied that marriage must bring the one thing it would not in

that short time."

"It would, if she had not been a little foolish donkey."

"Or if Camilla Tyrrell had let her alone! It is of no use to rake

up these things, my dear Rosamond. Let her come to Sirenwood, and

do such good as she can there, if it can comfort her. It was for my

sake that the unconscious girl was brought here to have her life

spoilt, and I would not stand in the way of what seems to be any

relief."

"But is it no pain?" persisted Rosamond.

"No, my dear. I almost wish it was. I shall never get on with her;

but I am glad she should come and be near you all; and Miles likes

her."

Mr. Charnock demurred at first, and wanted to saddle Cecil with her

old governess as a companion, but when he found that Mrs. Poynsett

and Miles made no objection, and remembered that she would be under

their wing, and would be an inestimable adviser and example to Anne,

he consented; and Cecil's arrangements were made with startling

rapidity, so that she was in possession before Christmas, which she

insisted on spending there. Dunstone had stereotyped hospitalities,

which she could not bear, and would not prevent, and now that her

first year of widowhood was over, the sorrow was not respected,

while it seemed to her more oppressive than ever.

So there she was in vehement activity; restless rather than

religious in her beneficence still, though the lesson she had had

showed itself in her constantly seeking the advice of Miles, who

thought her the most sensible woman in the world, except his Nan.

Whether this constant occupation, furnishing, repairing, planning,

beautifying her model cottages, her school chapel, and all the rest,

were lessening the heartache, no one knew, but the sharp black eyes

looked as dry and hard, the lines round the mouth as weary as ever;

and Rosamond sometimes thought if Sirenwood were not full of ghosts

to her, she was much like a ghost herself who came

"Hovering around her ancient home,

To find no refuge there."

There was another who could not help seeing her somewhat in that

light, and this was Eleonora Vivian, who had come to Compton to be

with Frank, when he was at last able to enjoy a well-earned holiday,

and with ears restored to their natural powers, though he always

declared that his eight months of deafness had done him more good

than anything that had ever befallen him in his life. It had thrown

him in on his real self, and broken all the unfortunate associations

of his first year in London. His first few months, while he was

still in need of care, had been spent with Miles and Anne, and that

tender ministry to him which his sister-in-law had begun in his

illness had been with him when he was tired, dispirited, or beset by

the trials of a tardy convalescence. As his interpreter, too, and

caterer for the pleasures his infirmity allowed, Anne had been

educating herself to a degree that 'self' improvement never would

have induced.

And when left alone in London, he was able to take care of himself

in all ways, and had followed the real leadings of his disposition,

which his misdirected courtship had interrupted for the time,

returning to the intellectual pursuits which were likely to be

beneficial, not only as pleasures, but in an economical point of

view; and he was half shy, half proud of the profits, such as they

were, of a few poems and essays which he certainly had not had it in

him to write before the ordeal he had undergone.

Eleonora's elder sister, Mrs. Fanshaw, had come home from India with

her husband, newly made a Major-General. Frank had gone to Rockpier

early in January, to be introduced to them, and after spending a day

or two there, to escort Lena to Compton. Mrs. Poynsett needed but

one glance to assure her that the two were happier than their wooing

had ever made them before, save in that one brief moment at Cecil's

party. Eleonora looked more beautiful, and the look of wistful pain

had left her brow, but it had made permanent lines there, as well

had seemed likely, and though her laugh would never have the abandon

of Rosamond's, still it was not so very rare, and though she was

still like a beautiful night, it was a bright moonlight one.

A few private interviews made the cause of the change apparent. The

sister, Mary Fanshaw, had something of Camilla's dexterity, but

having been early married to a good man, she had found its use

instead of its abuse; and though Lena's trust had come very slowly,

she had given it at last, and saw that her elders could deal with

her father as she could never do. Sir Harry respected the General

enough to let himself be restrained by him, and the husband and wife

were ready to take the charge--removing, however, from Rockpier, for

the religious atmosphere of which they were unprepared, and which

General Fanshaw thought very dull. Affairs were in course of being

wound up on the sale of Sirenwood, and the General had talked to

Frank, as one of the family, in a way that had proved to him his own

manhood more than anything that had happened to him. Out of the

wreck, nothing remained to the old man, and the portion which had

been secured by the mother's marriage settlements to younger

children, though hitherto out of reach, was felt by the daughters to

be due to the creditors, so that only two thousand pounds apiece had

been secured to each of them; and this the General consulted Frank

about appropriating for Sir Harry's use during his lifetime, himself

retaining the management, so as to secure the attendance of the

favourite valet, the keeping of a horse, and a fair amount of menus

plaisirs.

It was also made plain to Frank that Lena's filial duties and

scruples need no longer stand in the way of the marriage. Mrs.

Fanshaw had two girls almost come out, and perhaps she did not wish

them to be overshadowed by the aunt, who, however retiring, could

not help being much more beautiful. So all that remained was that

Mrs. Poynsett should be willing to supplement Frank's official

income with his future portion. She was all the more rejoiced, as

this visit showed her for the first time what Lena really was when

brought into the sunshine without dread of what she might hear or

see, or of harm being done by her belongings; and her gratitude for

the welcome with which she was received was most touching.

The rest of her family were in course of removing to their new home,

where Mrs. Fanshaw would be mistress of the house, and so Eleonora's

stay at Compton was prolonged till the general migration to London,

which was put off till Easter. Just before this, Herbert Bowater

came back from Natal, and walked from Strawyers with all his happy

dogs, as strong and hearty and as merry as ever; his boyish outlines

gone, but wholesome sunburn having taken the place of his rosiness,

and his bonny smile with its old joyousness. He had married Jenny

and Archie himself, and stayed a month on their ostrich farm, which

he declared was a lesson on woman's rights, since Mrs. Ostrich was

heedless and indifferent as to her eggs, but was regularly hunted

back to the duties by her husband, who always had two wives, and

regularly forced them to take turns in sitting; a system which

Herbert observed would be needful if the rights of women were to

work. He had brought offerings of eggs and feathers to Lady

Rosamond, and pockets full of curiosities for all his village

friends; also, he had been at the Cape, had seen Glen Fraser,

rejoiced the inhabitants with his accounts of Anne, and brought home

a delightful budget for her.

But the special cause of his radiance was a letter he brought from

his father to Mr. Bindon. The family living, which had decided his

own profession, had fallen vacant, and his father, wishing perhaps

not to be thought cruel and unnatural by his wife, had made no

appointment until Herbert's return, well knowing that he would

decide against himself: and feeling that, as things stood, it would

be an awkward exercise of patronage to put him in at once. Herbert

had declared that nothing would have induced him to accept what he

persuaded his father to let him offer to James Bindon, whom he had

found to have an old mother in great need of the comfortable home,

which, without interest, or any talent save for hard work, he could

scarcely hope to secure to her.

"And you, Herbert," said Julius, "can I ask you to come back to me,

now that we shall have a fair amount to do between us?"

Herbert smiled and shook his head, as he took out an advertisement

for a curate in one of the blackest parishes of the Black Country.

"I've written to answer that," he said.

Julius did not try to hinder him. What had been exaggerated had

parsed away, and he was now a brave man going forth in his strength

and youth to the service he had learnt to understand; able still

keenly to enjoy, but only using pleasure as an incidental episode

for the delight of others, and as subordinate to the true work of

his life.

He asked for his fellow-worker, Mrs. Duncombe. There were tidings,

but disappointing ones. She had written a long letter to Julius,

full of her reasons for being received into the Roman Communion,

where she rapturously declared she had for the first time found

peace. Anne and Rosamond took the change most bitterly to heart,

but Julius, though believing he could have saved her from the

schism, by showing her the true beauty and efficiency of her own

Church, could not wonder at this effect of foreign influences on one

so recently and imperfectly taught, and whose ardent nature required

strong forms of whatever she took up. And the letters she continued

to write to Julius were rapturous in the cause of the Pope and as to

all that she had once most contemned. She had taken her children

with her, but her husband remained tolerant, indifferent, and so

probably he would do while his health lasted.

Early in the summer Frank and Eleonora were married, and a pretty

little house in the outskirts of London found for them, suiting with

the grace of the one and the poetry of the other. It was a small,

quiet household, but could pleasantly receive those literary friends

of Frank's whom he delighted to present to his beautiful and

appreciative wife, whose sweetness and brightness grew every day

under the influence of affection and confidence. The other augury

of poor Lady Tyrrell, that their holidays would be spent at Compton

Hall, was fulfilled, but very pleasantly for both parties, for it

was as much home to Lena as to Frank.

Miles's geniality made all at ease that came near him, and Anne,

though never a conversational person, was a quietly kind hostess,

much beloved by all who had experienced her gentleness, and she had

Frank and Lena to give distinction in their different ways to her

London parties, as at Compton, Rosamond never failed to give

everything a charm where she assisted in planning or receiving.

Rosamond would never cease to love society. Even had she been a

grandmother she would have fired at the notion of a party, enjoy,

and render it enjoyable; and the mere announcement of a new face

would be as stimulating to her as it was the reverse to Anne. But

she had grown into such union with her husband, and had so forgotten

the Rathforlane defence, as to learn that it was pleasanter to do as

he liked than to try to make him like what she did, and a look of

disapproval from him would open her eyes to the flaws in any scheme,

however enchanting at first.

She was too necessary an element in all hospitalities of Cecil or of

Anne not to get quite as much diversion as so thorough a wife and

mother could find time for, since Julia did not remain by any means

an only child, and besides her permanent charge of Terence, relays

of De Lanceys were constantly casting up at the Rectory for

mothering in some form or other.

Cecil depended on her more than on any one else for sympathy, not

expressly in feeling, but in all her pursuits. In three years' time

Sirenwood was in perfect order, the once desolate garden blazed with

ribbons, triangles and pattipans of verbena, scarlet geranium and

calceolaria, with intervals of echiverias, pronounced by Tom to be

like cabbages trying to turn into copper kettles; her foliage plants

got all the prizes at horticultural shows, her poultry were

incomparable at their exhibitions, her cottages were models, her

school machinery perfect, and if a pattern in farming apparatus were

wanted, people went to Mrs. Raymond Poynsett's steward. She had

people of note to stay with her every winter, went to London for the

season, and was made much of, and all the time she looked as little,

and pinched, and weary, and heart-hungered as ever, and never seemed

to thaw or warm, clinging to no one but to Miles for counsel, and to

Rosamond for the fellow-feeling it was not always easy to give--when

it was apparently only about an orchid or a churn--and yet Rosamond

tried, for she knew it was starvation for sympathy.

The Charnock world murmured a little when, after a succession of De

Lancey visitors for four months, the Rectory was invaded by

Rosamond's eldest brother, Lord Ballybrehon, always the most hair-

brained of the family, and now invalided home in consequence of a

concussion of the brain while pigsticking in India. He was but a

year older than Rosamond, and her favourite of all, whose scrapes

she had shared, befriended, defended, and scolded in turn, very

handsome, very lazily daring, droll and mischievous, a sort of

concentration of all the other De Lanceys. His sister loved him

passionately, he fascinated the Rector, and little Julia was the

adorer of Uncle Bally.

But Rosamond was rather aghast to find Bally making such love as

only an Irishman could do to the prim little widow at Sirenwood,

dismayed and a little bit ashamed of her unspoken conviction that

Bally, after all his wild freaks and frolics, had come to have an

eye to the needs of the Rathforlane property; and what were her

feelings when, instead of finding the wild Irishman contemned, she

perceived that he was believed in and met fully half way? The

stiffness melted, the eyes softened and sparkled, the lips parted in

soft agitated smiles, the cheeks learnt to blush, and Cecil was

absolutely and thoroughly in love!

Yes, she had found her heart and was won--won in spite of the

Dunstone dislike to the beggarly title--in spite of Miles's well-

considered cautions--in spite of all her original self. And if

Ballybrehon began from mere desire to try for the well-endowed

widow, he had the warm loving nature that was sure to kindle and

reciprocate the affection he evoked, enough to make him a kind

husband.

And yet, could any one have wished Cecil Poynsett a more trying life

than one of her disposition must needs have with impetuous,

unpunctual, uncertain, scatter-brained, open-handed Ballybrehon,

always in a scramble, always inviting guests upon guests without

classification, and never remembering whom he had invited!

Rosamond herself declared she should be either in a rage or worn to

fritters by a month of it. How Cecil liked it never appeared. Some

thought that they squabbled and worried each other in private, but

it is certain that, as Terry said, Bally had turned the block into

living flesh and blood, and Lady Ballybrehon was wondrously

livelier, brighter, and sweeter ever since she had been entirely

conquered by the tyrant love, and had ceased to be the slave of her

own way.

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