Unsatisfactory
On the evening of the party at Strawyers, Mrs. Poynsett lay on her
sofa, thinking, with a trying recurrence, of that unfortunate and
excellent German Dauphine, who was pronounced by the Duchess of
Orleans to have died of her own stupidity.
After a fortnight had brought no improvement, but rather the
reverse, to poor Anne's wan looks and feeble languid deportment,
Mrs. Poynsett had insisted on her seeing the doctor; and had been
assured by him that there was nothing amiss, and that if Mrs Miles
Charnock could only be roused and occupied she would be perfectly
well, but that her pining and depression might so lower her tone as
to have a serious effect on her health.
There was no hope of her husband's return for at least a year,
likely eighteen months. What was to be done with her? What could
be a more unpropitious fate than for a Colonial girl, used to an
active life of exertion and usefulness, and trained to all domestic
arts, to be set down in a great English household where there was
really nothing for her to do, and usefulness or superintendence
would have been interfering; besides, as Miles had thoughts of
settling at the Cape, English experience would serve her little.
She had not cultivation enough for any pursuit to interest her. She
was not musical, could not draw; and when Mrs. Poynsett had, by way
of experiment, asked her to read aloud an hour a day, and selected
the Lives of the Lindsays, as an unexceptionable and improving book,
full of Scottish history, and even with African interest, she
dutifully did her task as an attention to her invalid mother-in-law,
but in a droning husky tone, finding it apparently as severe a
penance as it was to her auditor.
The doctor's chief prescription was horse exercise; but what would a
constitutional canter be to one accustomed to free rides through the
Bush? And she would generally be alone; for even if Charlie, her
nearest approach to an ally, had not been going away from home in a
few weeks, it could not be expected that he could often ride with
her.
It was plain that every one of the whole family was giving continual
shocks to Mr. Pilgrim's disciple, even when they felt most innocent;
and though the mother was sometimes disposed to be angry, sometimes
to laugh at the little shudder and compression of the lips she began
to know, she perceived what an addition this must be to the
unhappiness of the poor lonely stranger.
"She must be set to some good work," thought Mrs. Poynsett; "Julius
might let her go to his old women. She might get on with them
better than with the old women here. And there's Cecil's working
affair, it would be just the thing to give her an object. I think I
can get through this evening. I've made Susan bring my desk, with
all Miles's letters from his first voyage. Shall I suppress the
ball?"
Therewith Cecil made her entrance, in glossy white satin and deep
lace, beautiful to behold, set off with rainbow glistening opals.
She made a quiet complacent show of herself, as one not vain of fine
clothes, but used to an affectionate family appreciation of her best
attire; and it was the most friendly childlike bit of intimacy that
had yet been attained between her and Mrs. Poynsett.
And when she sat down to wait for the others, Mrs. Poynsett ventured
on telling her the prescription and her own perplexity, hoping for a
voluntary offer to employ Anne at Willansborough; but Cecil only
pitied her for having 'no resources'; and when Mrs. Poynsett
ventured to suggest finding a niche for her in the work-room, the
answer was--"Our days are all disposed of."
"You have two, I think?"
"True; but it would never do for me to give up one of my times. If
I seemed to slacken, every one else would."
"What will you do when the Session begins?"
"I shall make some arrangement. I do not think Anne could ever take
my place; she would have no authority."
Anne herself here entered, took her knitting, and sat down,
apparently unaware of the little pluming gesture by which Cecil
unconsciously demanded attention to her bridal satin. One white-
gloved gentleman after another dropped in, but none presumed on a
remark; Jenkins announced the carriages; but Rosamond had not
appeared, and after an excursion up-stairs, Julius returned,
declaring that the first carriage must not wait for her, they would
come afterwards in the van, for there was something amiss in the
dress, she had not had it on since the wedding.
"And she came in so late," said Cecil.
"That was my fault," he said. "We came through the village to leave
a message at the doctor's;" and he then insisted that the other pair
should set off, taking Frank and Charlie, and prevent dinner from
being kept waiting; at which the boys made faces, and declared that
it was a dodge of his to join Jenny's party in the schoolroom,
instead of the solemn dinner; but they were obliged to submit; and
it was not till twenty minutes later, that in glided something
white, with blue cashmere and swan's-down over it, moving, as usual,
with languid grace.
"Poor Julius!" smiled Rosamond with her dawdling dignity. "Every
single thing turned out a misfit! As it is, there's a monstrous
hole in my glove, which demands the benevolent fiction of my having
torn it by the way. There, one second for the effect!--Good-bye,
dear Mrs. Poynsett;--good-bye, Anne. Come, you monument of patience
and resignation!"
For one moment she had slipped back her little mantle, then drawn it
on, as, taking her husband's arm, she left the room; but that moment
had set Anne's cheeks aflame, and left Mrs. Poynsett in a startled
state of uncertainty, hoping her glance had been mistaken, wondering
what could have been _more_ amiss, and feeling incapable of entering
on the subject with that severe young judge, of narrow experience.
Never had her eldest son failed to come and bid her good night on
his way to his own room: it was the great break in her long
sleepless hours, and she used to call it a reversal of the relations
of those days when he used to watch for her kiss on her way to bed.
Nor did he fail her now, but came and stood over her with his
fragmentary tidings.
"An immense party--oh yes, there was he persuading them not to wait.
Mr. Bowater took Rosamond in to dinner, Cecil went with Sir Harry
Vivian. Yes, Lady Tyrrell was there, wonderfully handsome, but her
expression strikes me as altered; there is the sort of pathetic look
that, as Cecil said, is like the melancholy Medusa--I wonder if it
is genuine. She seems greatly disposed to cultivate Cecil--I wonder
what she does it for."
"Is Cecil attracted? I fancied she was."
"Yes, a good deal; and I fear the Wil'sbro' business will throw them
together. It is unlucky on Frank's account likewise. I see we
shall have it all over again there."
"I have great hope in his office taking him away. How was it with
them to-night?"
"What I should call arrant coquetry, such as even Camilla never
indulged in. The girl kept out of his way--was absolutely chill and
repelling half the evening--throwing herself at the officers from
Backsworth, till at last Frank obtained a waltz, and after that they
were perfectly inseparable."
"If she coquets, she will soon disgust him! Did Cecil enjoy
herself?"
"Oh yes: Phil Bowater opened the ball with her, and she dances very
nicely--so quietly, Mrs. Bowater remarked it. As to Rosamond, she
was in her native element--_is_ indeed, for she would not hear of
coming away when we did."
"And Julius?"
"Standing in a doorway, with others of his kind, absently talking,
and watching Rosamond out of the tail of his eye. I say, mother,"
lowering his voice, "can't you give Rosamond a hint about her dress?
Cecil says she can't go out with her again like _that_. Ah," as he
heard a sigh, "I should not have worried you at night."
"No, you have not. Tell Cecil I will see about it. Rosamond will
take it best from an old woman like me."
Mrs. Poynsett was quite conscious that Cecil had more high breeding
and refinement than Rosamond, who was essentially the Irish
Colonel's daughter, and that the cold temperament of the one
irritated the warm nature of the other. More than one flash had
revealed Rosamond's contempt for Cecil's assumptions and intolerance
for her precision--besides, she was five years older, and had not an
ideal in Dunstone.
After revolving what form of remonstrance would be least offensive
during half the night and day, Mrs. Poynsett was not prepared for
the appearance, about noon, of her son Julius, when, coming to what
she termed the confidential side of her couch, he asked
hesitatingly, and colouring, "Mother, I want you to tell me, was
there anything amiss in Rose's dress last night?"
"You did not perceive--"
"I'm not used to the style of thing. Is it not the way with what
you call full dress?"
"To a certain degree--" she began.
He caught her up. "And here has Cecil been putting my poor Rose
into a perfect agony! It is only woman's censorious nonsense, isn't
it, mother? Mere folly to think otherwise! I knew you would set my
mind at rest; and if you would tell Cecil that you will not have
Rosamond insulted, it would be as well."
"Stay, Julius," as he was walking off complacently, "I grieve, but I
must confess that I was going to speak to Rosamond myself."
He looked very blank.
"Mind, I am certain that it is only an innocent following of what
she has been brought up to;" and as he signed a sort of hurt
acquiescence, as if trying to swallow the offence, she added, "When
do you go out again?"
"Not till Monday, when we dine at Colonel Ross's. He is an old
friend of Lord Rathforlane."
"Then I am inclined to let it cool. Sometimes advice that has been
resented does its work."
"You don't think the interference justifiable?"
"Not from that quarter."
"And can it be needful to attend to it?"
"My dear Julius, it is not a style of dress I could ever have worn,
nor have let my daughters have worn, if I had had any."
"Conclusive, that!" said Julius, getting up, more really angered
with his mother than he had been since his childhood.
However, he conquered himself by the time he had reached the door,
and came back to say, "I beg your pardon, mother, I know you would
not say so without need."
"Thank you, my boy!" and he saw tears in her eyes, the first time he
was conscious of having brought them. As he bent down to kiss her,
she rallied, and cheerfully said, "I have no doubt it will all come
right--Rosamond is too nice not to feel it at once."
No such thing; Rosamond was still furious. If he disapproved, she
would submit to him; but he had seen nothing wrong, had he?
"My dear Rose, I told you I was no judge: you forget what my eyes
are; and my mother--"
"You have been to your mother?"
"My dear, what could I do?"
"And you think I am going to insult my own mother and sisters to
please any woman's finical prudish notions'? Pray what did Mrs.
Poynsett say?"
The excuse of custom, pleaded by Mrs. Poynsett, only made Rosamond
fiercer. She wished she had never come where she was to hear that
her own mother was no judge of propriety, and her husband could not
trust her, but must needs run about asking everybody if she were fit
to be seen. Such a tempest Julius had never seen outside a back
street in the garrison town. There seemed to be nothing she would
not say, and his attempts at soothing only added to her violence.
Indeed, there was only one thing which would have satisfied her, and
that was, that she had been perfectly right, and the whole world
barbarously wrong; and she was wild with passion at perceiving that
he had a confidence in his own mother which he could not feel in
hers.
Nor would he insist that Raymond should force Cecil to apologize.
"My dear," he said, "don't you know there are things easier to ask
than to obtain?"
To which Rosamond replied, in another gust, that she would never
again sit down to table with Cecil until she had apologized for the
insult, not to herself, she did not care about that, but to the
mother who had seen her dresses tried on: Julius must tell Raymond
so, or take her away to any cottage at once. She would not stay
where people blamed mamma and poisoned his mind against her! She
believed he cared for them more than for her!
Julius had sympathized far longer with her offended feeling than
another could have done; but he was driven to assert himself.
"Nonsense, Rose, you know better," he said, in a voice of
displeasure; but she pouted forth, "I don't know it. You believe
every one against me, and you won't take my part against that nasty
little spiteful prig!"
"Cecil has behaved very ill to you," said Julius, granting her
rather over much; "but she is a foolish conceited child, who does
not deserve that Raymond should be worried about her. I foresee
plenty of grievances from her; but, Rosie, we must and will not let
her come between us and Raymond. You don't know what a brother he
has been to me--I hardly think I could have got through my first
year at school but for him; and I don't think my sweet Rose could
wish to do me such an ill turn as to stir up a feud with such a
brother because his wife is provoking."
The luncheon-bell began to sound, and she sobbed out, "There then,
go down, leave me alone! Go to them, since you are so fond of them
all!"
"I don't think you could come down as you are," said Julius,
gravely; "I will bring you something."
"It would choke me--choke me!" she sobbed out.
Julius knew enough of the De Lancy temperament to be aware that
words carried them a long way, and he thought solitude would be so
beneficial, that he summoned resolution to leave her; but he had not
the face to appear alone, nor offer fictions to excuse her absence,
so he took refuge in his dressing-room, until he had seen Cecil and
Anne ride away from the hall door together.
For the two sisters-in-law had held a little indignation meeting,
and Rosamond's misdemeanour had so far drawn them together, that
Cecil had offered to take Anne to see the working party, and let her
assist thereat.
The coast being clear, Julius went down, encountering nothing worse
than the old butler, who came in while he was cutting cold beef, and
to whom he said, "Lady Rosamond is rather knocked up; I am going to
take her something up-stairs."
Jenkins received this as the result of a dance, but much wanted to
fetch a tray, which Julius refused, and set off with an ale-glass in
one hand, and in the other the plates with the beef and appliances,
Jenkins watching in jealous expectation of a catastrophe, having no
opinion of Mr. Julius's powers as a waiter. He was disappointed.
The downfall was deferred till the goal was reached, and was then
most salutary, for Rosamond sprang to pick up the knife and fork,
laughed at his awkwardness, refused to partake without him, produced
implements from her travelling-bag, and was as merry as she had been
miserable.
Not a word on the feud was uttered; and the pair walked down to the
village, where she was exemplary, going into all those more
distasteful parts of her duties there, which she sometimes shirked.
And on her return, finding her long-expected letter from Miss
M'Kinnon awaiting her, she forgot all offences in her ardour to
indoctrinate everybody with the hopes it gave of affording Mrs.
Poynsett a change of room, if not even greater variety.
Unfortunately, this eagerness was not met with a corresponding
fervour. There was in the household the acquiescence with long-
established invalidism, that sometimes settles down and makes a
newcomer's innovations unwelcome. Raymond had spoken to the old
doctor, who had been timid and discouraging; Susan resented the
implication that the utmost had not been done for her dear mistress;
and Mrs. Poynsett herself, though warmly grateful for Rosamond's
affection, was not only nervously unwilling to try experiments, but
had an instinctive perception that there was one daughter-in-law to
whom her increased locomotion would scarcely be welcome, and by no
means wished to make this distaste evident to Raymond. Cecil would
not have been so strong against the risk and imprudence, if her
wishes had been the other way. Moreover, she had been warned off
from interference with the Rector's wife in the village, and she did
not relish Rosamond's making suggestions as to her province, as she
considered the house--above all, when she viewed that lady as in a
state of disgrace. It was nothing less than effrontery; and Cecil
became stiffer and colder than ever. She demanded of her mother-in-
law whether there had been any promise of amendment.
"Oh! Julius will see to all that," said Mrs. Poynsett.
"It is a woman's question," returned Cecil.
"Not entirely."
"Fancy a clergyman's wife! It Mrs. Venn had appeared in that way at
Dunstone!"
"You would have left it to Mr. Venn! My dear, the less said the
sooner mended."
Cecil was silenced, but shocked, for she was far too young and
inexperienced to understand that indecorous customs complied with as
a matter of course, do not necessarily denote lack of innate
modesty--far less, how they could be confounded with home
allegiance; and as to Anne, poor Rosamond was, in her eyes, only too
like the ladies who impeded Christiana on her outset.
So her ladyship retreated into languid sleepy dignity towards both
her sisters-in-law; and on Monday evening showed herself, for a
moment, more decolletee, if possible, than before. Mrs. Poynsett
feared lest Julius were weak in this matter; but at night she had a
visit from him.
"Mother," he said, "it will not happen again. Say no more."
"I am only too thankful."
"What do you think settled it? No less than Lady Tyrrell's
admiration."
"What could she have said?"
"I can't make out. Rose was far too indignant to be comprehensible,
when she told me on the way home; but there was something about
adopting the becoming, and a repetition of--of some insolent
praise." And his mother felt his quiver of suppressed wrath. "If
Rose had been what that woman took her for, she would have been
delighted," he continued; "but--"
"It was horrible to her!" said his mother. "And to you. Yes, I
knew it would right itself, and I am glad nothing passed about it
between us."
"So am I; she quite separates you from Cecil and Anne, and indeed
all her anger is with Lady Tyrrell. She will have it there was
malice in inciting her to shock old friends and annoy you--a sort of
attempt to sympathize her into opposition."
"Which had a contrary effect upon a generous nature."
"Exactly! She thinks nothing too bad for that woman, and declares
she is a serpent."
"That's dear Rosamond's anger; but I imagine that when I occur to
Camilla's mind, it is as the obstructive old hag, who once stood in
her way; and so, without any formed designs, whatever she says of me
is coloured by that view."
"Quite possible; and I am afraid the sister is just such another.
She seems quite to belong to Mrs. Duncombe's set. I sat next her at
dinner, and tried to talk to her, but she would only listen to that
young Strangeways."
"Strangeways! I wonder if that is Susan Lorimer's son?"
"Probably, for his Christian name is Lorimer."
"I knew her rather well as a girl. She was old Lord Lorimer's
youngest daughter, and we used to walk in the Square gardens
together; but I did not see much of her after I married; and after a
good while, she married a man who had made a great fortune by
mining. I wonder what her son is like?"
"He must be the man, for he is said to be the millionaire of the
regiment. Just the match that Lady Tyrrell would like."
"Ah! that's well," said Mrs. Poynsett.
"From your point of view," said Julius, smiling.
"If he will only speak out before it has had time to go deep with
Frank!"