CHAPTER XXV--COMMEMORATION

The end of the academic year was now at hand, and Oxford was

beginning to put on her gayest clothing. The college gardeners

were in a state of unusual activity, and the lawns and

flower-beds which form such exquisite settings to many of the

venerable grey, gabled buildings, were as neat and as bright as

hands could make them. Cooks, butlers and their assistants were

bestirring themselves in kitchen and buttery, under the direction

of bursars jealous of the fame of their houses, in the

preparation of the abundant and solid fare with which Oxford is

wont to entertain all comers. Everything the best of its kind, no

stint but no nonsense, seems to be the wise rule which the

University hands down and lives up to in these matters. However

we may differ as to her degeneracy in other departments, all who

have ever visited her will admit that in this of hospitality she

is still a great national teacher, acknowledging and preaching by

example the fact, that eating and drinking are important parts of

man's life, which are to be allowed their due prominence, and not

thrust into a corner, but are to be done soberly and thankfully,

in the sight of God and man. The coaches were bringing in heavy

loads of visitors; carriages of all kinds were coming in from the

neighbouring counties; and lodgings in the High-street were going

up to fabulous prices.

In one of these High-street lodgings, on the evening of the

Saturday before Commemoration, Miss Winter and her cousin are

sitting. They have been in Oxford during the greater part of the

day, having posted up from Englebourn; but they have only just

come in, for the younger lady is still in her bonnet, and Miss

Winter's lies on the table. The windows are wide open, and Miss

Winter is sitting at one of them; while her cousin is busied in

examining the furniture and decorations of their temporary home,

now commenting upon these, now pouring out praises of Oxford.

"Isn't it too charming? I never dreamt that any town could be so

beautiful. Don't you feel wild about it, Katie?"

"It is the queen of towns, dear. But I know it well, you see, so

that I can't be quite so enthusiastic as you."

"Oh, those dear gardens! what was the name of those ones with the

targets up, where they were shooting? Don't you remember?"

"New College Gardens, on the old city wall, you mean?"

"No, no. They were nice and sentimental. I should like to go and

sit and read poetry there. But I mean the big ones, the gorgeous,

princely ones, with wicked old Bishop Laud's gallery looking into

them."

"Oh! St. John's, of course."

"Yes, St. John's. Why do you hate Laud so, Katie?"

"I don't hate him, dear. He was a Berkshire man, you know. But I

think he did a great deal of harm to the Church."

"How did you think my new silk looked in the garden? How lucky I

brought it, wasn't it? I shouldn't have liked to have been in

nothing but muslin. They don't suit here; you want something

richer amongst the old buildings, and on the beautiful velvety

turf of the gardens. How do you think I looked?"

"You looked like a queen, dear; or a lady-in-waiting, at least."

"Yes, a lady-in-waiting on Henrietta Maria. Didn't you hear one

of the gentlemen say that she was lodged in St. John's when

Charles marched to relieve Gloucester? Ah! Can't you fancy her

sweeping about the gardens, with her ladies following her, and

Bishop Laud walking just a little behind her, and talking in a

low voice about--let me see--something very important?"

"Oh, Mary, where has your history gone? He was Archbishop, and

was safely locked up in the Tower."

"Well, perhaps he was; then he couldn't be with her, of course.

How stupid of you to remember, Katie. Why can't you make up your

mind to enjoy yourself when you come out for a holiday?"

"I shouldn't enjoy myself any the more for forgetting dates,"

said Katie, laughing.

"Oh, you would though; only try. But let me see, it can't be

Laud. Then it shall be that cruel drinking old man, with the

wooden leg made of gold, who was governor of Oxford when the king

was away. He must be hobbling along after the queen in a buff

coat and breastplate, holding his hat with a long drooping white

feather in his hand.

"But you wouldn't like it at all, Mary; it would be too serious

for you. The poor queen would be too anxious for gossip, and you

ladies-in-waiting would be obliged to walk after her without

saying a word."

"Yes, that would be stupid. But then she would have to go away

with the old governor to write dispatches; and some of the young

officers with long hair and beautiful lace sleeves, and large

boots, whom the king had left behind, wounded, might come and

walk perhaps, or sit in the sun in the quiet gardens."

Mary looked over her shoulder with the merriest twinkle in her

eye, to see how her steady cousin would take this last picture.

"The college authorities would never allow that," she said

quietly, still looking out the window; "if you wanted beaus, you

must have had them in black gowns."

"They would have been jealous of the soldiers, you think? Well, I

don't mind; the black gowns are very pleasant, only a little

stiff. But how do you think my bonnet looked.

"Charmingly, but when are you going to have done looking in the

glass? You don't care for the buildings, I believe, a bit. Come

and look at St. Mary's; there is such a lovely light on the

steeple!"

"I'll come directly, but I must get these flowers right. I'm sure

there are too many in this trimming."

Mary was trying her new bonnet on over and over again before the

mantel-glass, and pulling out and changing the places of the

blush-rose buds with which it was trimmed. Just then a noise of

wheels, accompanied by a merry tune on a cornopean, came in from

the street.

"What's that, Katie?" she cried, stopping her work for a moment.

"A coach coming up from Magdalen Bridge. I think it is a

cricketing party coming home."

"Oh, let me see," and she tripped across to the window, bonnet in

hand, and stood beside her cousin. And, then, sure enough, a

coach covered with cricketers returning from a match drove past

the window. The young ladies looked out at first with great

curiosity; but, suddenly finding themselves the mark for a whole

coach load of male eyes, shrank back a little before the

cricketers had passed on towards the "Mitre." As the coach passed

out of sight, Mary gave a pretty toss of her head, and said--

"Well, they don't want for assurance, at any rate. I think they

needn't have stared so."

"It was our fault," said Katie; "we shouldn't have been at the

window. Besides, you know you are to be a lady-in-waiting on

Henrietta Maria up here, and of course you must get used to being

stared at."

"Oh yes, but that was to be by young gentlemen wounded in the

wars, in lace ruffles, as one sees them in pictures. That's a

very different thing from young gentlemen in flannel trousers and

straw hats, driving up the High street on coaches. I declare one

of them had the impudence to bow as if he knew you."

"So he does. That was my cousin."

"Your cousin! Ah, I remember. Then he must be my cousin, too."

"No, not at all. He is no relation of yours."

"Well I sha'n't break my heart. But is he a good partner?"

"I should say, yes. But I hardly know. We used to be a great deal

together as children, but papa has been such an invalid lately."

"Ah, I wonder how uncle is getting on at the Vice-Chancellor's.

Look, it is past eight by St. Mary's. When were we to go?"

"We were asked for nine."

"Then we must go and dress. Will it be very slow and stiff,

Katie? I wish we were going to something not quite so grand."

"You'll find it very pleasant, I dare say."

"There won't be any dancing, though, I know, will there?"

"No; I should think certainly not."

"Dear me! I hope there will be some young men there--I shall be

so shy, I know, if there are nothing but wise people. How do you

talk to a Regius Professor, Katie? It must be awful."

"He will probably be at least as uncomfortable as you, dear,"

said Miss Winter, laughing, and rising from the window; "let us

go and dress."

"Shall I wear my best gown?--What shall I put in my hair?"

At this moment the door opened, and the maid-servant introduced

Mr. Brown.

It was the St. Ambrose drag which had passed along shortly

before, bearing the eleven home from a triumphant match. As they

came over Magdalen Bridge, Drysdale, who had returned to Oxford

as a private gentleman after his late catastrophe, which he had

managed to keep a secret from his guardian, and was occupying his

usual place on the box, called out--

"Now, boys, keep your eyes open, there must be plenty of

lionesses about;" and thus warned, the whole load, including the

cornopean player, were on the look-out for lady visitors,

profanely called lionesses, all the way up the street. They had

been gratified by the sight of several walking in the High Street

or looking out of the windows, before they caught sight of Miss

Winter and her cousin. The appearance of these young ladies

created a sensation.

"I say, look! up there in that first floor."

"By George, they're something like."

"The sitter for choice."

"No, no, the standing-up one; she looks so saucy."

"Hello, Brown, do you know them?"

"One of them is my cousin," said Tom, who had just been guilty of

the salutation which, as we saw, excited the indignation of the

younger lady.

"What luck!--You'll ask me to meet them--when shall it be?

To-morrow at breakfast, I vote."

"I say, you'll introduce me before the ball on Monday? promise

now," said another.

"I don't know that I shall see anything of them," said Tom; "I

shall just leave a pasteboard, but I'm not in the humour to be

dancing about lionizing."

A storm of indignation arose at this speech; the notion that any

of the fraternity who had any hold on lionesses, particularly if

they were pretty, should not use it to the utmost for the benefit

of the rest, and the glory and honor of the college, was

revolting to the undergraduate mind. So the whole body escorted

Tom to the door of the lodgings, impressing upon him the

necessity of engaging both his lionesses for every hour of every

day in St. Ambrose's, and left him not till they had heard him

ask for the young ladies, and seen him fairly on his way

upstairs. They need not have taken so much trouble, for in his

secret soul he was no little pleased at the appearance of

creditable ladies, more or less belonging to him, and would have

found his way to see them quickly and surely enough without any

urging. Moreover, he had been really fond of his cousin, years

before, when they had been boy and girl together.

So they greeted one another very cordially, and looked one

another over as they shook hands, to see what changes time had

made. He makes his changes rapidly enough at that age, and mostly

for the better, as the two cousins thought. It was nearly three

years since they had met, and then he was a fifth-form boy and

she a girl in the school-room. They were both conscious of a

strange pleasure in meeting again, mixed with a feeling of

shyness and wonder whether they should be able to step back into

their old relations.

Mary looked on demurely, really watching them, but ostensibly

engaged on the rosebud trimming. Presently Miss Winter turned to

her and said, "I don't think you two ever met before; I must

introduce you, I suppose;--my cousin Tom, my cousin Mary."

"Then we must be cousins, too," said Tom, holding out his hand.

"No, Katie says not," she answered.

"I don't mean to believe her, then," said Tom; "but what are you

going to do now, to-night? Why didn't you write and tell me you

were coming?"

"We have been so shut up lately, owing to papa's bad health, that

I really had almost forgotten that you were at Oxford."

"By the bye," said Tom, "where is uncle?"

"Oh, he is dining at the Vice-Chancellor's, who is an old college

friend of his. We have only been up here three or four hours, and

it has done him so much good. I am so glad we spirited him up to

coming."

"You haven't made any engagements yet, I hope?"

"Indeed we have; I can't tell how many. We came in time for

luncheon in Balliol. Mary and I made it our dinner, and we have

been seeing sights ever since, and have been asked to go to I

don't know how many luncheons and breakfasts."

"What, with a lot of dons, I suppose?" said Tom, spitefully; "you

won't enjoy Oxford, then; they'll bore you to death."

"There now, Katie; that is just what I was afraid of," joined in

Mary; "you remember we didn't hear a word about balls all the

afternoon."

"You haven't got your tickets for the balls, then?" said Tom,

brightening up.

"No, how shall we get them?"

"Oh, I can manage that, I've no doubt."

"Stop; how are we to go? Papa will never take us."

"You needn't think about that; anybody will chaperone you. Nobody

cares about that sort of thing at Commemoration."

"Indeed I think you had better wait till I have talked to papa."

"Then all the tickets will be gone," said Tom. "You must go. Why

shouldn't I chaperone you? I know several men whose sisters are

going with them."

"No, that will scarcely do, I'm afraid. But really, Mary, we must

go and dress."

"Where are you going, then?" said Tom.

"To an evening party at the Vice-Chancellor's; we are asked for

nine o'clock, and the half hour has struck."

"Hang the dons; how unlucky that I didn't know before! Have you

any flowers, by the way?"

"Not one."

"Then I will try to get you some by the time you are ready. May

I?"

"Oh yes, pray, do," said Mary. "That's capital, Katie, isn't it?

Now I shall have some thing to put in my hair; I couldn't think

what I was to wear."

Tom took a look at the hair in question, and then left them and

hastened out to scour the town for flowers, as if his life

depended on success. In the morning he would probably have

resented as insulting, or laughed at as wildly improbable, the

suggestion that he would be so employed before night.

A double chair was drawn up opposite the door when he came back,

and the ladies were coming down into the sitting-room.

"Oh look, Katie! What lovely flowers! How very kind of you."

Tom surrendered as much of his burden as that young lady's little

round white hands could clasp, to her, and deposited the rest on

the table.

"Now, Katie, which shall I wear--this beautiful white rose all by

itself, or a wreath of these pansies? Here, I have a wire; I can

make them up in a minute." She turned to the glass, and held the

rich cream-white rose against her hair, and then turning on Tom,

added, "What do you think?"

"I thought fern would suit your hair better than anything else,"

said Tom; "and so I got these leaves," and he picked out two

slender fern-leaves.

"How very kind of you! Let me see, how do you mean? Ah! I see; it

will be charming;" and so saying, she held the leaves one in each

hand to the sides of her head, and then floated about the room

for needle and thread, and with a few nimble stitches fastened

together the simple green crown, which her cousin put on for her,

making the points meet above her forehead. Mary was wild with

delight at the effect, and full of thanks to Tom as he helped

them hastily to tie up bouquets, and then, amidst much laughing,

they squeezed into the wheel chair together (as the fashions of

that day allowed two young ladies to do), and went off to their

party, leaving a last injuction on him to go up and put the rest

of the flowers in water, and to call directly after breakfast the

next day.

He obeyed his orders, and pensively arranged the rest of the

flowers in the china ornaments on the mantle-piece, and in a soup

plate which he got and placed in the middle of the table, and

then spent some minutes examining a pair of gloves and other

small articles of women's gear which lay scattered about the

room. The gloves particularly attracted him, and he flattened

them out and laid them on his own large brown hand, and smiled at

the contrast, and took further unjustifiable liberties with them;

after which he returned to college and endured much banter as to

the time his call had lasted, and promised to engage his cousins

as he called them, to grace some festivities in St. Ambrose's at

their first spare moment.

The next day, being Show Sunday, was spent by the young ladies in

a ferment of spiritual and other dissipation. They attended

morning service at eight at the cathedral; breakfasted at a

Merton fellow's, from whence they adjourned to University sermon.

Here Mary, after two or three utterly ineffectual attempts to

understand what the preacher was meaning, soon relapsed into an

examination of the bonnets present, and the doctors and proctors

on the floor, and the undergraduates in the gallery. On the

whole, she was, perhaps, better employed than her cousin, who knew

enough of religious party strife to follow the preacher, and was

made very uncomfortable by his discourse, which consisted of an

attack upon the recent publications of the most eminent and best

men in the University. Poor Miss Winter came away with a vague

impression of the wickedness of all persons who dare to travel

out of beaten tracks, and that the most unsafe state of mind in

the world is that which inquires and aspires, and cannot be

satisfied with the regulation draught of spiritual doctors in

high places. Being naturally of a reverent turn of mind, she

tried to think that the discourse had done her good. At the same

time she was somewhat troubled by the thought that somehow the

best men in all times of which she had read seemed to her to be

just those whom the preacher was in fact denouncing, although in

words he had praised them as the great lights of the Church. The

words which she had heard in one of the lessons kept running in

her head, "Truly ye bear witness that ye do allow the deeds of

your fathers, for they indeed killed them, but ye build their

sepulchres." But she had little leisure to think on the subject,

and, as her father praised the sermon as a noble protest against

the fearful tendencies of the day to Popery and Pantheism,

smothered the questionings of her own heart as well as she could,

and went off to luncheon in a common room; after which her father

retired to their lodgings, and she and her cousin were escorted

to afternoon service at Magdalen, in achieving which last feat

they had to encounter a crush only to be equaled by that at the

pit entrance to the opera on a Jenny Lind night. But what will

not a delicately nurtured British lady go through when her mind

is bent either on pleasure or duty?

Poor Tom's feelings throughout the day may be more easily

conceived than described. He had called according to order, and

waited at their lodgings after breakfast. Of course they did not

arrive. He had caught a distant glimpse of them in St. Mary's,

but had not been able to approach. He had called again in the

afternoon unsuccessfully, so far as seeing them was concerned;

but he had found his uncle at home, lying upon the sofa. At first

he was much dismayed by this rencontre, but, recovering his

presence mind, he proceeded, I regret to say, to take the length

of the old gentleman's foot, by entering into a minute and

sympathizing in quiry into the state of his health. Tom had no

faith whatever in his uncle's ill-health, and believed--as many

persons of robust constitution are too apt to do when brought

face to face with nervous patients--that he might shake off the

whole of his maladies at any time by a resolute effort, so that

his sympathy was all a sham, though, perhaps, one may pardon it,

considering the end in view, which was that of persuading the old

gentleman to entrust the young ladies to his nephew's care for

that evening in the Long Walk; and generally to look upon his

nephew, Thomas Brown, as his natural prop and supporter in the

University, whose one object in life just now would be to take

trouble off his hands, and who was of that rare and precocious

steadiness of character that he might be as safely trusted as a

Spanish duenna. To a very considerable extent the victim fell

into the toils. He had many old friends at the colleges, and was

very fond of good dinners, and long sittings afterwards. This

very evening he was going to dine at St. John's, and had been

much troubled at the idea of having to leave the unrivalled old

port of that learned house to escort his daughter and niece to

the Long Walk. Still he was too easy and good-natured not to wish

that they might get there, and did not like the notion of their

going with perfect strangers. Here was a compromise. His nephew

was young, but still he was a near relation, and in fact it gave

the poor old man a plausible excuse for not exerting himself as

he felt he ought to do, which was all he ever required for

shifting his responsibilities and duties upon other shoulders.

So Tom waited quietly till the young ladies came home, which they

did just before hall-time. Mr. Winter was getting impatient. As

soon as they arrived he started for St. John's, after advising

them to remain at home for the evening, as they looked quite

tired and knocked up; but if they resolved to go to the Long

Walk, his nephew would escort them.

"How can Uncle Robert say we look so tired?" said Mary,

consulting the glass on the subject; "I feel quite fresh. Of

course, Katie, you mean to go to the Long Walk?"

"I hope you will go," said Tom; "I think you owe me some amends.

I came here according to order this morning, and you were not in,

and I have been trying to catch you ever since."

"We couldn't help it," said Miss Winter; "indeed we have not had

a minute to ourselves all day. I was very sorry to think that we

should have brought you here for nothing this morning."

"But about the Long Walk, Katie?"

"Well, don't you think we have done enough for to-day? I should

like to have tea and sit quietly at home, as papa suggested."

"Do you feel very tired, dear?" said Mary, seating herself by her

cousin on the sofa, and taking her hand.

"No, dear, I only want a little quiet and a cup of tea."

"Then let us stay here quietly till it is time to start. When

ought we to get to the Long Walk?"

"About half-past seven," said Tom; "you shouldn't be much later

than that."

"There you see, Katie, we shall have two hours' perfect rest. You

shall lie upon the sofa, and I will read to you, and then we

shall go on all fresh again."

Miss Winter smiled and said, "Very well." She saw that her cousin

was bent on going, and she could deny her nothing.

"May I send you in anything from college?" said Tom; "you ought

to have something more than tea, I'm sure."

"Oh no, thank you. We dined in the middle of the day."

"Then I may call you about seven o'clock," said Tom, who had come

unwillingly to the conclusion that he had better leave them for

the present.

"Yes, and mind you come in good time; we mean to see the whole

sight, remember. We are country cousins."

"You must let me call you cousin then, just for the look of the

thing."

"Certainly, just for the look of the thing, we will be cousins

till further notice."

"Well, you and Tom seem to get on together, Mary," said Miss

Winter, as they heard the front door close. "I'm learning a

lesson from you, though I doubt whether I shall ever be able to

put it in practice. What a blessing it must be not to be shy!"

"Are you shy, then?" said Mary, looking at her cousin with a

playful loving smile.

"Yes, dreadfully. It is positive pain to me to walk into a room

where there are people I do not know."

"But I feel that too. I'm sure, now, you were much less

embarrassed than I last night at the Vice Chancellor's. I quite

envied you, you seemed so much at your ease."

"Did I? I would have given anything to be back here quietly. But

it is not the same thing with you. You have no real shyness, or

you would never have got on so fast with my cousin."

"Oh! I don't feel at all shy with him," said Mary, laughing. "How

lucky it is that he found us out so soon. I like him so much.

There is a sort of way about him, as if he couldn't help himself.

I am sure one could turn him round one's finger. Don't you think

so?"

"I'm not so sure of that. But he always was soft-hearted, poor

boy. But he isn't a boy any longer. You must take care, Mary.

Shall we ring for tea?"

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