CHAPTER XXI.

NEVER GIVE UP, AND SOME OTHER BALLADS.

Sundry of my short lyrics have gained a great popularity: in particular

"Never give up," whereof there are extant--or were--no fewer than eight

musical settings. Of this ballad, three stanzas, I have a strange story

to tell. When I went to Philadelphia, on my first American tour in 1851,

I was taken everywhere to see everything; amongst others to Dr.

Kirkland's vast institute for the insane: let me first state that he was

not previously told of my coming visit. When I went over the various

wards of the convalescents, I noticed that on each door was a printed

placard with my "Never give up" upon it in full. Naturally I thought it

was done so out of compliment. But on inquiry, Dr. Kirkland didn't know

who the author was, and little suspected it was myself. He had seen the

verses, anonymous, in a newspaper, and judging them a good moral dose of

hopefulness even for the half insane, placed them on every door to

excellent effect. When to his astonishment he found the unknown author

before him, greatly pleased, he asked if I would allow the patients to

thank me; of course I complied, and soon was surrounded by kneeling and

weeping and kissing folks, grateful for the good hope my verses had

helped them to. And twenty-five years after, in 1876, I, again without

notice, visited Dr. Kirkland at the same place, scarcely expecting to

find him still living, and certainly not thinking that I should see my

old ballad on the doors. But, when the happy doctor, looking not an hour

older, though it was a quarter of a century, took me round to see his

convalescents, behold the same words greeted me in large print,--and

probably are there still: the only change being that my name appears at

foot. I gave them a two hours' reading in their handsome theatre, and I

never had a more intensely attentive audience than those three hundred

lunatics. The ballad runs thus,--if any wish to see it, as for the first

time:--

"Never give up! it is wiser and better

Always to hope than once to despair;

Fling off the load of Doubt's heavy fetter

And break the dark spell of tyrannical care:

Never give up! or the burden may sink you,--

Providence kindly has mingled the cup,

And, in all trials or troubles, bethink you

The watchword of life must be Never give up!

"Never give up! there are chances and changes

Helping the hopeful a hundred to one,

And through the chaos High Wisdom arranges

Ever success, if you'll only hope on:

Never give up! for the wisest is boldest,

Knowing that Providence mingles the cup,

And of all maxims the best as the oldest

Is the true watchword of Never give up!

"Never give up! though the grapeshot may rattle

Or the full thunderbolt over you burst,

Stand like a rock,--and the storm or the battle

Little shall harm you, though doing their worst:

Never give up!--if Adversity presses,

Providence wisely has mingled the cup,

And the best counsel in all your distresses

Is the stout watchword of Never give up!"

I can quite feel what a moral tonic and spiritual stimulant these

sentiments would be to many among the thousand patients under Dr.

Kirkland's care.

I recollect also now, that once when I read at Weston-super-Mare, with

Lord Cavan in the chair, a military man among the audience, on hearing

me recite "Never give up," came forward and shook hands, showing me out

of his pocket-book a soiled newspaper cutting of the poem without my

name, saying that it had cheered him all through the Crimea, and that he

had always wished to find out the author. Of course we coalesced right

heartily. Some other such anecdotes might be added, but this is enough.

* * * * *

Year by year, for more than a dozen, I have given a harvest hymn to the

jubilant agriculturists: they have usually attained the honour of a

musical setting, and been sung all over the land in many churches.

Perhaps the best of them is one for which Bishop Samuel Wilberforce

wrote to "thank me cordially for a real Christian hymn with the true

ring in it." There are, or were, many musical settings thereof, the best

being one of a German composer.

"O Nation, Christian Nation

Lift high the hymn of praise!

The God of our salvation

Is love in all His ways;

He blesseth us, and feedeth

Every creature of His hand,

To succour him that needeth

And to gladden all the land.

"Rejoice, ye happy people,

And peal the changing chime

From every belfried steeple

In symphony sublime:

Let cottage and let palace

Be thankful and rejoice,

And woods and hills and valleys

Re-echo the glad voice!

"From glen, and plain, and city

Let gracious incense rise;

The Lord of life and pity

Hath heard His creatures' cries:

And where in fierce oppression

Stalk'd fever, fear, and dearth,

He pours a triple blessing

To fill and fatten earth!

"Gaze round in deep emotion;

The rich and ripened grain

Is like a golden ocean

Becalm'd upon the plain;

And we who late were weepers,

Lest judgment should destroy,

Now sing, because the reapers

Are come again with joy!

"O praise the Hand that giveth,

And giveth evermore,

To every soul that liveth

Abundance flowing o'er!

For every soul He filleth

With manna from above,

And over all distilleth

The unction of His love.

"Then gather, Christians, gather,

To praise with heart and voice

The good Almighty Father

Who biddeth you rejoice:

For He hath turned the sadness

Of His children into mirth,

And we will sing with gladness

The harvest-home of Earth."

My "Song of Seventy," published more than forty years ago, has been

exceedingly popular; and I here make this extract from an early

archive-book respecting it:--"Dr. Stanley, Bishop of Norwich, was so

pleased with this said 'Song of Seventy' that he posted off to

Hatchards' forthwith (after seeing it quoted anonymously in the

_Athenæum_) to inquire the author's name." It was published in "One

Thousand Lines." I composed it during a solitary walk near

Hurstperpoint, Sussex, in 1845, near about when I wrote "Never give up."

* * * * *

Of my several ballads upon Gordon (I think there were nine of them) I

will here enshrine one, printed in the newspapers of May 1884, and

perhaps worthiest to be saved from evanescence:--

"If England had but spoken

With Wellesley's lion roar,

Or flung out Nelson's token

Of duty as of yore,

We should not now, too late, too late,

Be saddened day by day,

Dreading to hear of Gordon's fate,

The victim of delay.

"He felt in isolation

'_Civis Romanus sum_,'

And trusted his great nation

Right sure that help would come:

Could he have dreamt that British power

Which placed him at his post,

In peril's long-expected hour

Would leave him to be lost?

"He lives alone for others,--

Himself he scorns to save,

And ev'n with savage brothers

Will share their bloody grave!

Woe! woe to us! should England's glory,

To our rulers' blame,

Close gallant Gordon's wondrous story,

England! in thy shame."

This was half prophetic at the time, and we all have grieved for

England's Christian hero ever since.

* * * * *

When Lord Shaftesbury's lamented death lately touched the national

heart, I felt as others did and uttered this sentiment accordingly:--

_The Good Earl._

"Grieve not for him, as those who mourn the dead;

He lives! Ascended from that dying bed,

Clad in an incense-cloud of human love,

His happy spirit met the blest above;

And as his feet entered the golden door,

With him flew in loud blessings of the poor;

While in a thrilling chorus from below--

Millions of children, saved by him from woe,

With their sweet voices joined the seraphim

Who thronged in raptured haste to welcome him!

"For God had given him grace, and place, and power

To bless the destitute from hour to hour;

And from a child to fourscore years and four,

All knew and lov'd the Helper of the poor,

O coal-pit woman-slave! O factory child!

O famished beggar-boy with hunger wild!

O rescued outcast, torn from sin and shame!

Ye know your friend--by myriads bless his name!

We need not utter it--The Good, The Great,

These are his titles in that Blest Estate."

I was much touched and pleased with this little anecdote to the purpose.

Speaking casually to a bright-looking boy of the Shoeblack Brigade about

Lord Shaftesbury (the boy didn't know me from Adam), to find out how far

he felt for his lost friend, with tears in his eyes he quoted to my

astonishment part of the above, and told me that he and many of his

mates knew it by heart, having seen it in some paper. I never said who

wrote it (probably he wouldn't have believed me if I had) but left him

happy with some pears.

Perhaps I may here add (and all this has been part of "My Life as an

Author") a couple of stanzas I wrote, (but never have published till

now) on another worthy specimen of humanity, mourned in death by our

highest:--

_In Memoriam J.B._

"Simple, pious, honest man,

Child of heaven while son of earth,

We would praise, for praise we can,

Thy good service, thy great worth;

Through long years of prosperous place

In the sunshine of the Crown,

With man's favour and God's grace

Humbly, bravely, walked John Brown.

"Faithful to the Blameless Prince,

Faithful to the Widowed Queen,

Loved,--as oft before and since

Truth and zeal have ever been,--

His no pedigree of pride,

His no name of old renown,

Yet in honour lived and died

Nature's nobleman, John Brown."

Also, I will here give, as it appears nowhere else, a few lines to a

dying brother, for the sake of recording his hopeful last three words:--

_Dear Brother Dan's Latest Whisper._

"'Life unto life!' This was the whispered word

That from my dying brother's lips I heard

Faintly and feebly uttered, in the strife

Of Nature's agony,--'Life--unto--life!'

Yea, brother! for thou livest; death is dead,

And life rejoiceth unto life instead;

No sins, no cares, no sorrows, and no pains,--

But deep delights, unutterable gains,

Now are thy portion in that higher sphere,

The heritage of God's own children here

Who loved their Lord awhile on earth, and now

Live to Him evermore in love--as thou!"

And in this connection I will print here a psychological poem of mine,

not to be found in any other of my books:--

_Memory._

I.

"When the soul passes Eternity's portal,

In that Hereafter of Being Elsewhere,

When this poor earthworm becomes an Immortal,

Risen to Life Incorruptible There;

If in some semblance of spirit and feature,

Still to be recognised one and the same,

Not in its entity quite a new creature,

But as a growth of the world whence it came,--

II.

"Oh, what a river of gladness or sadness

Then must gush out from quick memory's well,

Infinite ecstasy, uttermost madness,

As the quick conscience greets Heaven--or Hell!

Whilst he reviews old scenes and past travels,

Grained in himself and engraved on his soul,

As the knit robe of his timework unravels

And his whole life is unmeshed to its goal.

III.

"Yea, for within him, far more than without him,

Works ever following, evil or good,

Happiness, misery, circling about him,

Plant a man's foot in the soil where he stood:

If he was sensual, sordid, and cruel,

Sensual, cruel, and base let him be,

If he have guarded his soul as a jewel,

Holy and happy and blessed be he!

IV.

"For that the seeds both of Hell and of Heaven

Darnel or wheat-corn, crowd memory's mart,

And though all sin be repented, forgiven,

Yet recollections must live in the heart:

Still resurrected each moment's each action

Comes up for conscience to judge it again,

Joy unto peace or remorse to distraction,

Growing to infinite pleasure or pain.

V.

"Thy many sins were the ruin of others,

Though the chief sinner's own guilt may be waived:

What! shall the doom of those sisters and brothers

Not be a sorrow to thee that art saved?

Can utter selfishness be God's Nirwana,

Blest--with our brethren of blessing bereft?

Must not His Heaven seem poorer and vainer,

Where one is taken and others are left?

VI.

"Oh, there is hope in His mercy for ever--

Yea, for the worst, after ages of woe,

Till on this side of the uttermost Never,

Even the devils His mercy may know!

Punished and purified, Justice and Reason

Well would rejoice if the Judge on His throne

Grant His salvation to all in full season,

Ruling, in bliss, all His works as His own.

VII.

"Every creature, redeemed and recovered

Through the One sacrifice offered for all,

Where sin and death so fatally hovered,

Mercy triumphant in full o'er the fall!

Thus shall old memories harmonise sweetly

With the grand heavenly anthem above,

As this sad life that was shattered so fleetly,

Then is made whole in the Infinite Love."

It may count as one of my heresies in an orthodox theological sense, but

I certainly cling to the great idea of Eternal Hope; and, after any

amount of retributive punishment for purifying the "lost" soul, I look

for ultimate salvation to all God's creatures. This short and partial

trial-scene of ours is not enough to make an end with: we begin here and

progress for ever elsewhere. Evil must die out, and good must survive

alone for ever.

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