Chapter XXVII

A Financier Bewitched

It was interesting to note how, able though he was, and bound up with

this vast street-railway enterprise which was beginning to affect

several thousand men, his mind could find intense relief and

satisfaction in the presence and actions of Stephanie Platow. It is not

too much to say that in her, perhaps, he found revivified the spirit

and personality of Rita Sohlberg. Rita, however, had not contemplated

disloyalty--it had never occurred to her to be faithless to Cowperwood

so long as he was fond of her any more than for a long time it had been

possible for her, even after all his philanderings, to be faithless to

Sohlberg. Stephanie, on the other hand, had the strange feeling that

affection was not necessarily identified with physical loyalty, and

that she could be fond of Cowperwood and still deceive him--a fact

which was based on her lack as yet of a true enthusiasm for him. She

loved him and she didn't. Her attitude was not necessarily identified

with her heavy, lizardish animality, though that had something to do

with it; but rather with a vague, kindly generosity which permitted her

to feel that it was hard to break with Gardner Knowles and Lane Cross

after they had been so nice to her. Gardner Knowles had sung her

praises here, there, and everywhere, and was attempting to spread her

fame among the legitimate theatrical enterprises which came to the city

in order that she might be taken up and made into a significant figure.

Lane Cross was wildly fond of her in an inadequate way which made it

hard to break with him, and yet certain that she would eventually.

There was still another man--a young playwright and poet by the name of

Forbes Gurney--tall, fair, passionate--who had newly arrived on the

scene and was courting her, or, rather, being courted by her at odd

moments, for her time was her own. In her artistically errant way she

had refused to go to school like her sister, and was idling about,

developing, as she phrased it, her artistic possibilities.

Cowperwood, as was natural, heard much of her stage life. At first he

took all this palaver with a grain of salt, the babbling of an ardent

nature interested in the flighty romance of the studio world. By

degrees, however, he became curious as to the freedom of her actions,

the ease with which she drifted from place to place--Lane Cross's

studio; Bliss Bridge's bachelor rooms, where he appeared always to be

receiving his theatrical friends of the Garrick Players; Mr. Gardner

Knowles's home on the near North Side, where he was frequently

entertaining a party after the theater. It seemed to Cowperwood, to say

the least, that Stephanie was leading a rather free and inconsequential

existence, and yet it reflected her exactly--the color of her soul.

But he began to doubt and wonder.

"Where were you, Stephanie, yesterday?" he would ask, when they met for

lunch, or in the evenings early, or when she called at his new offices

on the North Side, as she sometimes did to walk or drive with him.

"Oh, yesterday morning I was at Lane Cross's studio trying on some of

his Indian shawls and veils. He has such a lot of those things--some

of the loveliest oranges and blues. You just ought to see me in them.

I wish you might."

"Alone?"

"For a while. I thought Ethel Tuckerman and Bliss Bridge would be

there, but they didn't come until later. Lane Cross is such a dear.

He's sort of silly at times, but I like him. His portraits are so

bizarre."

She went off into a description of his pretentious but insignificant

art.

Cowperwood marveled, not at Lane Cross's art nor his shawls, but at

this world in which Stephanie moved. He could not quite make her out.

He had never been able to make her explain satisfactorily that first

single relationship with Gardner Knowles, which she declared had ended

so abruptly. Since then he had doubted, as was his nature; but this

girl was so sweet, childish, irreconcilable with herself, like a

wandering breath of air, or a pale-colored flower, that he scarcely

knew what to think. The artistically inclined are not prone to quarrel

with an enticing sheaf of flowers. She was heavenly to him, coming in,

as she did at times when he was alone, with bland eyes and yielding

herself in a kind of summery ecstasy. She had always something

artistic to tell of storms, winds, dust, clouds, smoke forms, the

outline of buildings, the lake, the stage. She would cuddle in his

arms and quote long sections from "Romeo and Juliet," "Paolo and

Francesca," "The Ring and the Book," Keats's "Eve of St. Agnes." He

hated to quarrel with her, because she was like a wild rose or some art

form in nature. Her sketch-book was always full of new things. Her

muff, or the light silk shawl she wore in summer, sometimes concealed a

modeled figure of some kind which she would produce with a look like

that of a doubting child, and if he wanted it, if he liked it, he could

have it. Cowperwood meditated deeply. He scarcely knew what to think.

The constant atmosphere of suspicion and doubt in which he was

compelled to remain, came by degrees to distress and anger him. While

she was with him she was clinging enough, but when she was away she was

ardently cheerful and happy. Unlike the station he had occupied in so

many previous affairs, he found himself, after the first little while,

asking her whether she loved him instead of submitting to the same

question from her.

He thought that with his means, his position, his future possibilities

he had the power to bind almost any woman once drawn to his

personality; but Stephanie was too young and too poetic to be greatly

impaired by wealth and fame, and she was not yet sufficiently gripped

by the lure of him. She loved him in her strange way; but she was

interested also by the latest arrival, Forbes Gurney. This tall,

melancholy youth, with brown eyes and pale-brown hair, was very poor.

He hailed from southern Minnesota, and what between a penchant for

journalism, verse-writing, and some dramatic work, was somewhat

undecided as to his future. His present occupation was that of an

instalment collector for a furniture company, which set him free, as a

rule, at three o'clock in the afternoon. He was trying, in a mooning

way, to identify himself with the Chicago newspaper world, and was a

discovery of Gardner Knowles.

Stephanie had seen him about the rooms of the Garrick Players. She had

looked at his longish face with its aureole of soft, crinkly hair, his

fine wide mouth, deep-set eyes, and good nose, and had been touched by

an atmosphere of wistfulness, or, let us say, life-hunger. Gardner

Knowles brought a poem of his once, which he had borrowed from him, and

read it to the company, Stephanie, Ethel Tuckerman, Lane Cross, and

Irma Ottley assembled.

"Listen to this," Knowles had suddenly exclaimed, taking it out of his

pocket.

It concerned a garden of the moon with the fragrance of pale blossoms,

a mystic pool, some ancient figures of joy, a quavered Lucidian tune.

"With eerie flute and rhythmic thrum Of muted strings and beaten drum."

Stephanie Platow had sat silent, caught by a quality that was akin to

her own. She asked to see it, and read it in silence.

"I think it's charming," she said.

Thereafter she hovered in the vicinity of Forbes Gurney. Why, she

could scarcely say. It was not coquetry. She just drew near, talked

to him of stage work and her plays and her ambitions. She sketched him

as she had Cowperwood and others, and one day Cowperwood found three

studies of Forbes Gurney in her note-book idyllicly done, a note of

romantic feeling about them.

"Who is this?" he asked.

"Oh, he's a young poet who comes up to the Players--Forbes Gurney. He's

so charming; he's so pale and dreamy."

Cowperwood contemplated the sketches curiously. His eyes clouded.

"Another one of Stephanie's adherents," he commented, teasingly. "It's

a long procession I've joined. Gardner Knowles, Lane Cross, Bliss

Bridge, Forbes Gurney."

Stephanie merely pouted moodily.

"How you talk! Bliss Bridge, Gardner Knowles! I admit I like them all,

but that's all I do do. They're just sweet and dear. You'd like Lane

Cross yourself; he's such a foolish old Polly. As for Forbes Gurney,

he just drifts up there once in a while as one of the crowd. I

scarcely know him."

"Exactly," said Cowperwood, dolefully; "but you sketch him." For some

reason Cowperwood did not believe this. Back in his brain he did not

believe Stephanie at all, he did not trust her. Yet he was intensely

fond of her--the more so, perhaps, because of this.

"Tell me truly, Stephanie," he said to her one day, urgently, and yet

very diplomatically. "I don't care at all, so far as your past is

concerned. You and I are close enough to reach a perfect

understanding. But you didn't tell me the whole truth about you and

Knowles, did you? Tell me truly now. I sha'n't mind. I can understand

well enough how it could have happened. It doesn't make the least bit

of difference to me, really."

Stephanie was off her guard for once, in no truly fencing mood. She was

troubled at times about her various relations, anxious to put herself

straight with Cowperwood or with any one whom she truly liked.

Compared to Cowperwood and his affairs, Cross and Knowles were trivial,

and yet Knowles was interesting to her. Compared to Cowperwood, Forbes

Gurney was a stripling beggar, and yet Gurney had what Cowperwood did

not have--a sad, poetic lure. He awakened her sympathies. He was such

a lonely boy. Cowperwood was so strong, brilliant, magnetic.

Perhaps it was with some idea of clearing up her moral status generally

that she finally said: "Well, I didn't tell you the exact truth about

it, either. I was a little ashamed to."

At the close of her confession, which involved only Knowles, and was

incomplete at that, Cowperwood burned with a kind of angry resentment.

Why trifle with a lying prostitute? That she was an inconsequential

free lover at twenty-one was quite plain. And yet there was something

so strangely large about the girl, so magnetic, and she was so

beautiful after her kind, that he could not think of giving her up.

She reminded him of himself.

"Well, Stephanie," he said, trampling under foot an impulse to insult

or rebuke and dismiss her, "you are strange. Why didn't you tell me

this before? I have asked and asked. Do you really mean to say that

you care for me at all?"

"How can you ask that?" she demanded, reproachfully, feeling that she

had been rather foolish in confessing. Perhaps she would lose him now,

and she did not want to do that. Because his eyes blazed with a

jealous hardness she burst into tears. "Oh, I wish I had never told

you! There is nothing to tell, anyhow. I never wanted to."

Cowperwood was nonplussed. He knew human nature pretty well, and woman

nature; his common sense told him that this girl was not to be trusted,

and yet he was drawn to her. Perhaps she was not lying, and these

tears were real.

"And you positively assure me that this was all--that there wasn't any

one else before, and no one since?"

Stephanie dried her eyes. They were in his private rooms in Randolph

Street, the bachelor rooms he had fitted for himself as a changing

place for various affairs.

"I don't believe you care for me at all," she observed, dolefully,

reproachfully. "I don't believe you understand me. I don't think you

believe me. When I tell you how things are you don't understand. I

don't lie. I can't. If you are so doubting now, perhaps you had

better not see me any more. I want to be frank with you, but if you

won't let me--"

She paused heavily, gloomily, very sorrowfully, and Cowperwood surveyed

her with a kind of yearning. What an unreasoning pull she had for him!

He did not believe her, and yet he could not let her go.

"Oh, I don't know what to think," he commented, morosely. "I certainly

don't want to quarrel with you, Stephanie, for telling me the truth.

Please don't deceive me. You are a remarkable girl. I can do so much

for you if you will let me. You ought to see that."

"But I'm not deceiving you," she repeated, wearily. "I should think

you could see."

"I believe you," he went on, trying to deceive himself against his

better judgment. "But you lead such a free, unconventional life."

"Ah," thought Stephanie, "perhaps I talk too much."

"I am very fond of you. You appeal to me so much. I love you, really.

Don't deceive me. Don't run with all these silly simpletons. They are

really not worthy of you. I shall be able to get a divorce one of

these days, and then I would be glad to marry you."

"But I'm not running with them in the sense that you think. They're

not anything to me beyond mere entertainment. Oh, I like them, of

course. Lane Cross is a dear in his way, and so is Gardner Knowles.

They have all been nice to me."

Cowperwood's gorge rose at her calling Lane Cross dear. It incensed

him, and yet he held his peace.

"Do give me your word that there will never be anything between you and

any of these men so long as you are friendly with me?" he almost

pleaded--a strange role for him. "I don't care to share you with any

one else. I won't. I don't mind what you have done in the past, but I

don't want you to be unfaithful in the future."

"What a question! Of course I won't. But if you don't believe me--oh,

dear--"

Stephanie sighed painfully, and Cowperwood's face clouded with angry

though well-concealed suspicion and jealousy.

"Well, I'll tell you, Stephanie, I believe you now. I'm going to take

your word. But if you do deceive me, and I should find it out, I will

quit you the same day. I do not care to share you with any one else.

What I can't understand, if you care for me, is how you can take so

much interest in all these affairs? It certainly isn't devotion to your

art that's impelling you, is it?"

"Oh, are you going to go on quarreling with me?" asked Stephanie,

naively. "Won't you believe me when I say that I love you? Perhaps--"

But here her histrionic ability came to her aid, and she sobbed

violently.

Cowperwood took her in his arms. "Never mind," he soothed. "I do

believe you. I do think you care for me. Only I wish you weren't such

a butterfly temperament, Stephanie."

So this particular lesion for the time being was healed.

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