CHAPTER XXI.

HOW KITTY WENT TO LONDON.

Oppressed with this determination, which left no room for any other

thought, I urged upon Mrs. Esther the necessity of going to London at

once, as we had resolved to do before the accident. I pointed out to

her that, after the dreadful calamity which had befallen us--for which

most certainly no one could blame us--we could take no more pleasure in

the gaieties of Epsom: that we could enjoy no longer the light talk,

the music, and the dancing; that the shadow of Death had fallen over

the place, so far as we were concerned: that we could not laugh while

Nancy was weeping; and that--in short, my lord was in London and I must

needs go too.

"There are a hundred good reasons," said Mrs. Esther, "why we should go

away at once: and you have named the very best of all. But, dear child,

I would not seem to be pursuing his lordship."

"Indeed," I replied, "there will be no pursuing of him. Oh, dear madam,

I should be"--and here I burst into tears--"the happiest of women if I

were not the most anxious."

She thought I meant that I was anxious about Will's recovery; but this

was no longer the foremost thing in my thoughts, much as I hoped that

he would get better--which seemed now hopeless.

"Let us go, dear madam, and at once. Let us leave this place, which

will always be remembered by me as the scene of so much delight as well

as so much pain. I must see my lord as soon as I can. For oh! there are

obstacles in the way which I must try to remove, or be a wretched woman

for ever."

"Child," said Mrs. Esther severely, "we must not stake all our

happiness on one thing."

"But I have so staked it," I replied. "Dear madam, you do not

understand. If I get not Lord Chudleigh for my husband, I will never

have any man. If I cannot be his slave, then will I be no man's queen.

For oh! I love the ground he walks upon; the place where he lodges is

my palace, his kind looks are my paradise; I want no heaven unless I

can hold his hand in mine."

I refrain from setting down all I said, because I think I was like a

mad thing, having in my mind at once my overweening love, my repentance

and shame, and my terror in thinking of what my lord would say when he

heard the truth.

Had my case been that of more happy women, who have nothing to conceal

or to confess, such a fit of passion would have been without excuse,

but I set it down here, though with some shame, yet no self-reproach,

because the events of the last day or two had been more than I

could bear, and I must needs weep and cry, even though my tears and

lamentations went to the heart of my gentle lady, who could not bear

to see me suffer. For consider, the son of my kindest friends, to be

lying, like to die, run through the body by my lover: I could not

be suffered to see his mother, who had been almost my own mother: I

could never more bear to meet my pretty Nancy without thinking how,

unwittingly, I had enchanted this poor boy, and so lured him to his

death: that merry, saucy girl would be merry no more: all our ways of

kindly mirth and innocent happiness were gone, never to return: even

if Will recovered, how could there, any more, be friendship between

him and me? For the memory of his villainous attempt could never be

effaced. There are some things which we forgive, because we forget: but

this thing, though I might forgive, none of us would ever forget. And

at the back of all this trouble was my secret, which I was now, in some

words, I knew not what, to confess to my lord.

Poor Mrs. Esther gave way to all I wanted. She would leave Epsom on

Monday: indeed, her boxes should be packed in a couple of hours. She

kissed and soothed me, while I wept and exclaimed, in terms which she

could not understand, upon woman's perfidy and man's fond trust. When

I was recovered from this fit, which surely deserved no other name, in

which passion got the better of reason, and reason and modesty were

abandoned for the time (if Solomon Stallabras had seen me then, how

would he have been ashamed for his blind infatuation!), we were able

calmly to begin our preparation.

First we told Cicely to go order us a post-chaise for Monday morning,

for we must go to London without delay; then I folded and packed away

Mrs. Esther's things, while she laid her down to rest awhile, for

her spirits had been greatly agitated by my unreasonable behaviour.

Then Cicely came to my room to help me, and presently I saw her tears

falling upon the linen which she folded and laid in the trunk.

"Foolish Cicely!" I said, thinking of my own foolishness, "why do you

cry?"

"O Miss Kitty," she sobbed, "who would not cry to see you going away,

never to come back again? For I know you never, never could come here

any more after that dreadful carrying away, enough to frighten a maid

into her grave. And besides, they say that Epsom is going to be given

up, and the Assembly Rooms pulled down; and we should not have had this

gay season unless it had been for my lord and his party at the Durdans.

And what we shall do, mother and me, I can't even think."

Why, here was another trouble.

"Miss Kitty"--this silly girl threw herself on her knees to me and

caught my hand--"take me into your service when you marry my lord."

"How do you know I am to marry my lord, Cicely? There are many things

which may happen to prevent it."

"Oh, I know you will, because you are so beautiful and so good." I

snatched my hand away. "I haven't offended you, Miss Kitty, have I? All

the world cries out that you are as good as you are beautiful; and

haven't I seen you, for near two months, always considerate, and never

out of temper with anybody, not even with me, or your hairdresser, or

your dressmaker? Whereas, Miss Peggy Baker slaps her maid, and sticks

pins into her milliner."

"That is enough, Cicely," I said. "I have no power to take anybody into

my service, being as penniless as yourself. But if--if--that event

_should_ happen which you hope for--why--then--I do not--say----"

"It _will_ happen. Oh, I know that it will happen. I have dreamed of

it three times running, and always before midnight. I threw a piece of

apple-peel yesterday, and called it to name your husband. It first made

a G., which is Geoffrey, and then a C., which is Chudleigh. And mother

says that everything in the house points to a wedding as true as she

can read the signs. O Miss Kitty! may I be in your service?"

I laughed and cried. I know not which, for the tears were very near my

eyes all that time.

But oh! that thing did happen which she prophesied and I longed for--I

will quickly tell you how. And, as I have said before, I took Cicely

into my service, and a good and faithful maid she proved, and married

the curate. I forgot to say that when young Lord Eardesley heard the

story of her father's elopement with Jenny Medlicott, he laughed,

because his mother, Jenny's friend and far-off cousin, had taken her

away to Virginia with her, where, after (I hope) the death of Joshua

Crump, she had married again. Jenny, it appeared, was the daughter of

the same alderman whose fall in 1720 ruined my poor ladies. And it

was for this reason that his lordship afterwards, when Cicely had a

houseful of babies, took a fancy to them, and would have them, when

they were big enough, out to Virginia. Here he made them overseers,

and, in course of time, settled them on estates of their own, where

some of them prospered, and some, as happens in all large families,

wasted their substance and fell into poverty.

The next day, being Sunday, we spent chiefly over our devotions. It

was moving to hear the congregation invited to pray for one in grievous

danger--meaning poor Will, who would have been better at this moment

had he sometimes prayed for himself. Nancy sat beside me in our pew,

and caught my hand at the words. One could not choose but weep, poor

child! for there was no improvement in Will's fever: all night long the

doctor had sat beside his bed, while the lad, in his delirium, fancied

himself riding races, wrestling, boxing, and drinking with his boon

companions. A pitiful contrast! The pleasures of the world in his mind,

and eternity in prospect. Yet, for a man in delirium, allowance must

be made. The fever was now, in fact, at its height, and four men were

necessary to hold him down in his ravings.

We spent a gloomy Sunday indeed, Mrs. Esther being so saddened by the

anxieties of our friends that she resumed her reading of "Drelincourt

on Death," a book she had laid aside since we left the Rules. And we

observed a fast, not so much from religious motives, as because, in the

words of Mrs. Esther, roast veal and stuffing is certain to disagree

when a heart of sensibility is moved by the woes of those we love. In

the evening we had it cold, when Nancy came to sit with us, her eyes

red with her weeping, and we were fain to own that we were hungry after

crying together all day long.

"Hot meat," said Mrs. Esther, "at such a juncture, would have choked

us."

Nancy said, that after what had happened, it would certainly be

impossible for us to stay longer at Epsom, and that for herself, all

she hoped and expected now was shame and disgrace for the rest of her

life. She wished that there were convents in the country to which she

could repair for the rest of her days; go with her hair cut short, get

up in the middle of the night for service, and eat nothing but bread

and water. "For," she said, "I shall never cease to think that my own

brother tried to do such a wicked thing."

Nancy as a nun made us all laugh, and so with spirits raised a little,

we kissed, and said farewell. Nancy promised to let me know every other

day by post, whatever the letter should cost, how things went. It

seemed to me, indeed, as if, seeing that Will had not died in the first

twenty-four hours, the chance was somewhat in favour of his recovery.

And he was so strong a man, and so young. I sent a message of duty

and respect to Sir Robert--I dared not ask to have my name so much as

mentioned to Will's mother--and left Nancy in her trouble, full of mine

own.

Before we started next morning, Cicely went for news, but there was

no improvement. The stable-boy, she told me, was going about the

town, his arm bandaged up, saying that if ever a man was murdered in

cold blood it was his master, because he had never a sword, and only

a stick to defend himself with. Also, it was reported that among the

lower classes, the servants, grooms, footmen, and such, the feeling was

strong that the poor gentleman had met with foul play. Asked whether

they understood rightly what Mr. Will Levett was doing, Cicely replied

that they knew very well, and that they considered he was doing a fine

and gallant thing, one which would confer as much honour upon the lady

as upon himself, which shows that in this world there is no opinion too

monstrous to be held by rough and uneducated people; wherefore we ought

the more carefully to guard the constitution and prevent the rabble

from having any share in public business, or the control of affairs.

Our carriage took us to London in three hours, the road being tolerably

good, and so well frequented, after the first three miles, that there

was little fear of highway robbers or footpads. And so we came back to

our lodgings in Red Lion Street, after such a two months as I believe

never before fell to the lot of any girl.

Remember that I was a wife, yet a maiden; married to a man whom I had

never seen except for a brief quarter of an hour, who knew not my

name, and had never seen me at all--making allowance for the state of

drunkenness in which he was married; that I knew this man's name, but

he knew not mine; that I met him at Epsom, and that he had fallen in

love with me, and I, God help me! with him. Yet that there was no way

out of it, no escape but that before he could marry me (again) I must

needs confess the deceit of which I had been guilty. No Heaven, say the

Roman Catholics, without Purgatory. Yet suppose, after going through

Purgatory, one were to miss one's Heaven!

How could I best go to my lord and tell him?

He was in hiding, in the Rules of the Fleet, and in our old lodging

looking over the Fleet Market by one window, and over Fleet Lane by the

other--a pleasant lodging for so great a lord. Could I go down to him,

in hoops and satin, to tell him in that squalid place the whole truth?

Yet go I must.

Now, while we drove rapidly along the road, which is smooth and even

between Epsom, or at least between Streatham and London, a thought came

into my mind which wanted, after a little, nothing but the consent of

Mrs. Esther. A dozen times was I upon the point of telling her all, and

as many times did I refrain, because I reflected that, although she

knew all about the carrying away of girls from the romances which she

read, a secret marriage in the Fleet, although she had lived so long in

the Rules, and even knew my uncle and thought him the greatest of men,

was a thing outside her experience, and would therefore only terrify

her and confuse her. Therefore I resolved to tell her no more than I

was obliged.

But then my plans made it necessary that I should leave her for a

while--two or three days, perhaps, or even more.

So soon, therefore, as we had unpacked our trunks, and Mrs. Esther was

seated in an arm-chair to rest after the fatigues of the rapid journey,

I began upon the subject of getting away from her, hypocritically

pleading my duty towards the Doctor, my uncle. I said that I thought

I ought to pay him a visit, and that after my return to London he

would certainly take it unkindly if I did not; that, considering the

character of the place in which he unhappily resided, it was not to be

thought that a person of Mrs. Esther's sensibility could be exposed

to its rudeness; and that, with her permission, I would the next day

take a coach, and, unless the Doctor detained me, I would return in the

afternoon.

We had so firmly maintained our resolution to forget the past, that

Mrs. Esther only smiled when I spoke of the rudeness of the market, and

said that no doubt it was desirable for a gentlewoman to keep away from

rude and unpolished people, so that the elevation of her mind might not

be disturbed by unpleasant or harassing scenes. At the same time, she

added, there were reasons, doubtless, why I should from time to time

seek out that great and good man (now in misfortune) to whom we all

owed a debt of gratitude which never could be repaid. She therefore

gave me permission to go there, it being understood that I was to be

conveyed thither, and back again, in a coach.

In the morning, after breakfast, I dressed myself for the journey, and,

because I thought it likely that I might remain for one night at least,

and perhaps more, I took with me a bag containing my oldest and poorest

clothes, those, namely, in which I was dressed while in the market.

Then I wrapped myself in a hood which I could pull, if necessary, over

my face, and, so disguised, I stole down the stairs.

London streets are safe for a young woman in the morning, when the

throng of people to and fro keeps rogues honest. I walked through

Fetter Lane, remembering that here Solomon Stallabras was born--indeed,

I passed a little shop over which the name was painted on a swinging

sign of the Silver Garter, so that one of his relatives still carried

on the business. Then I walked along Fleet Street, crowded with chairs,

carriages, waggons, and porters. The Templars were lounging about the

gates of their Inns; the windows of the many vintners' houses were wide

open, and within them were gentlemen, drinking wine, early as it was;

the coffee-houses were full of tradesmen who would have been better at

home behind their counters; ladies were crowding into the shops, having

things turned over for them; 'prentices jostled each other behind the

posts; grave gentlemen walked slowly along, carrying their canes before

them, like wands of office; swaggering young fellows took the wall of

every one, except of each other; the street was full of the shouting,

noise, and quarrelling which I remembered so well. At the end was the

bridge with its quacks bawling their wares which they warranted to

cure everything, and its women selling hot furmety, oysters, and fish.

Beyond the bridge rose before me the old gate of Lud, which has since

been pulled down, and on the left was the Fleet Market, at sight of

which, as of an old friend, I could have burst into tears.

The touters and runners for the Fleet parsons were driving their trade

as merrily as ever. Among them I recognised my old friend Roger, who

did not see me. By the blackness of one eye, and the brown paper

sticking to his forehead, one could guess that competition among the

brethren of his craft had been more than usually severe of late.

Prosperity, I thought to myself, works speedy changes with us. Was

it really possible that I had spent six long months and more in this

stinking, noisy, and intolerable place? Why, could I have had one

moment of happiness when not only was I surrounded by infamy in every

shape, but I had no hope or prospect of being rescued? In eight short

months these things had grown to seem impossible. Death itself, I

thought, would be preferable to living among such people and in the

midst of such scenes.

I recognised them all: it gave me pain to feel how familiar they were:

the mean, scowling faces, stamped with the seal of wicked lives and

wicked thoughts--such faces must those souls wear who are lost beyond

redemption: and the deformed men and boys who seemed to select this

market as their favourite haunt. There are many more deformed among

the poor than with the better sort, by reason of the accidents which

befall their neglected children and maim them for life. That would

account for the presence of many of these monsters, but not of all; I

suppose some of them come to the market because the labour of handling

and carrying the fruit and vegetables is light, though poorly paid.

There were hunchbacks in great plenty; those whose feet were clubbed,

whose legs were knock-kneed, whose feet were turned inward, whose eyes

squinted. I looked about me for--but did not see--a certain dreadful

woman whom I remembered, who sold shell-fish at a stall and had fingers

webbed like a duck; but there was the other dreadful woman still in

her place, whose upper lip was horrid to look at for hair; there was

the cobbler who refused to shave because he said it was unscriptural,

and so sat like one of the ancients with a long white beard; there

were, alas! the little children, pale, hungry-looking, with eager,

sharp eyes, in training for the whip, the gallows, or the plantation.

They ran about among the baskets; they sat or stood among the stalls

waiting for odd jobs, messages and parcels to carry; they prowled about

looking for a chance to steal: it was all as I remembered it, yet had

forgotten so quickly. On the right the long wall of the Fleet Prison;

beyond that, the Doctor's house, his name painted on the door. I pulled

my hood closer over my face and passed it by, because before paying

my respects to my uncle I was going to make inquiries about the man I

loved.

He was, as I knew, in our old lodgings. He slept, unconscious, in my

room; he sat where I had so often sat; the place ought to have reminded

him of me. But he knew nothing; the name of Kitty Pleydell was not yet

associated in his mind with the Rules of the Fleet.

When we went away, one of those who bade us God-speed and shed tears

over our departure was Mrs. Dunquerque, who, as I have told, lived

above us with her husband, Captain Dunquerque, and her two little

girls. The captain, who was not a good man or a kind man, drank and

gambled when he got any money, and left his poor wife and children to

starve. It was to her that I meant to go. She was a kind-hearted woman,

and fond of me for certain favours I had been able to show her little

girls. I was sure to find her in the same lodgings, because in the

Rules no one ever changes.

I came to the house: I pulled the hood so close about my face that

had my lord met me he would not have known me. The door was standing

wide open, as usual. I entered and mounted the stairs. The door of the

room--our old room, on the first-floor--was half open. Within--oh, my

heart!--I saw my lord sitting at the table, with paper before him, pen

in hand. I dared not wait, lest he might discover me, but hastened

upstairs to Mrs. Dunquerque's room.

I was fortunate enough to find her at home. The captain was gone

abroad, and had taken the children with him for a morning's walk. She

sat at home, as usual, darning, mending, and making. But oh! the cry

of pleasure and surprise when she saw me, and the kisses she gave

me, and the praise at my appearance, and the questions after Mrs.

Esther! I told her of all, including Sir Miles Lackington and Solomon

Stallabras's good fortune. Then she began to tell me of herself.

They were as poor as when we went away; but their circumstances had

improved in one important particular; for though the captain was no

more considerate (as I guessed from a word she dropped), and drank and

gambled whenever he could, they had a friend who sent them without

fail what was more useful to them than money--food and clothes for the

children and their mother. She did not know who the friend was, but

the supplies never failed, being as regular as those brought by the

prophet's ravens.

I did not need to be told the name of this friend, for, in truth, I had

myself begged the Doctor to extend his charity to this poor family, and

asked him to send them beef and pudding, which the children could eat,

rather than money, which the captain would drink. This he promised to

do. Truly, charity, in his case, ought to have covered a multitude

of sins, for he had a hand ever open to give, and a heart to pity;

moreover, he gave in secret, and never did his right hand know what his

left hand was doing.

Then I opened my business to Mrs. Dunquerque, but only partially.

I told her that on the first-floor, in the rooms formerly occupied

by ourselves, there was a young gentleman, well known to Sir Miles

Lackington, who had reason to be out of sight for a short time; that

he was also known to myself--here I blushed, and my friend nodded and

laughed, being interested, as all women are, in the discovery of a love

secret; that I was anxious for his welfare; that I had made the excuse

of paying a visit to the Doctor in order to be near him: that, in fact,

I would be about him, wait upon him, and watch over him, without his

knowledge of my presence.

"But he will most certainly know thee, child," she cried. "Tell me, my

dear, is he in love with thee?"

"He says so," I replied. "Perhaps he tells the truth."

"And you? O Kitty! to think of you only a year ago!"

"There is no doubt about me," I said; "for, oh! dear Mrs. Dunquerque,

I am head over ears in love with him. Yet I will so contrive that he

shall not know me, if you will help."

"And what can I do?"

"Make his acquaintance; go and see him; tell him that he must want some

one to do for him; offer to send him your maid Phoebe--yes, Phoebe.

Then I will go, and, if he speaks to me, which is not likely, I will

answer in a feigned voice. Go, now, Mrs. Dunquerque. I will dress for

Phoebe."

She laughed and went away.

My lord lifted his head as she knocked at the door.

"I ask your pardon, sir," she said, "for this intrusion. I live above

you, upon the second-floor, with my husband and children. I suppose,

sir, that, like the rest of us in this place, you come here because

you cannot help it, and a pity it is to find so young a gentleman thus

early shipwrecked."

"I thank you, madam," said my lord, bowing, "for this goodwill."

"The will is nothing, sir, because people in misfortune ought to help

each other when they can. Therefore, sir, and because I perceive that

your room is not what a gentleman's should be, being inch thick with

dust, I will, with your permission, send down my maid when you go out,

who may make you clean and tidy."

"I shall not go out," replied my lord; "but I thank you for the offer

of the girl. I dare say the place might be cleaner."

"She is a girl, sir," replied Mrs. Dunquerque, "who will not disturb

you by any idle chatter. Phoebe!" Here she stepped out upon the

stairs. "Phoebe! Come downstairs this minute, and bring a duster."

When Phoebe came, she was a girl whose hair was pulled over her

eyes, and she had the corner of her apron in her mouth; she wore a

brown stuff frock, not down to her ankles; her hands where whiter

than is generally found in a servant; her apron was of the kind which

servant-maids use to protect their frocks, and she wore a great cap

tied under the chin and awry, as happens to maids in the course of

their work; in one respect, beside her hands, Phoebe was different

from the ordinary run of maidservants--her shoes and stockings were so

fine that she feared his lordship would notice them.

But he noticed her not at all--neither shoes, nor hands, nor cap, nor

apron, which, though it was foolish, made this servant-girl feel a

little pained.

"Phoebe," said Mrs. Dunquerque, "you will wait upon this gentleman,

and fetch him what he wants. And now do but look at the dust

everywhere. Saw one ever such untidiness? Quick, girl, with the duster,

and make things clean. Dear me! to think of this poor gentleman

sitting up to his eyes, as one may say, in a peck of dust!"

She stood in the room, with her work in her hand, rattling on about

the furniture and the fineness of the day, and the brightness of the

room, which had two windows, and the noise of the market, which, she

said, the young gentleman would mind, more than nothing at all, after a

while. As for the dreadful language of the porters and fishwives, that,

she said, was not pleasant at first, but after a little one got, so to

say, used to it, and you no more expected that one of these wretches

should speak without breaking the third commandment and shocking ears

used to words of purity and piety, than you would expect his Grace the

Archbishop of Canterbury himself to use the language of the market.

She advised the young gentleman, further, for his own good, not to sit

alone and mope, but to go abroad and ruffle it with the rest, to keep

a stout heart, to remember that Fortune frowns one day and smiles the

next, being a deity quite capricious and untrustworthy; therefore that

it behoved a young man to have hope; and she exhorted him in this end

to seek out cheerful company, such as that of the great Doctor Shovel,

the only Chaplain of the Fleet, as learned as a bishop and as merry as

a monk: or even to repair to the prison and play tennis and racquets

with the gentlemen therein confined: but, above all, not to sit alone

and brood. Why, had he never a sweetheart to whom he could write, and

send sweet words of love, whereby the heart of the poor thing would be

lightened, and her affections fixed?

So she rattled on, while I, nothing loth, plied duster, and cleaned up

furniture with a zeal surpassing that of any housemaid. Yet, because

men never observe what is under their eyes, he observed nothing of all

this activity. If I had crawled as slowly as possible over the work, it

would have been all one to him.

Presently I came to the table at which he was sitting. This, too, was

covered with dust. (It had been our table formerly, and had grown old

in the service of the Pimpernel ladies.) I brushed away the dust with

great care, and in so doing, I saw that he had a letter before him,

just begun. It commenced with these enchanting words--

"Love of my soul! My goddess Kitty----"

Oh that I could have fallen at his feet, then and there, and told him

all! But I could not; I was afraid.

He had, as yet, written nothing more. But on a piece of paper beside

the letter he had traced the outlines of a woman's head. Whose head

should it be, I ask you, but Kitty's?

I was amazed at the sight. My colour came and went.

"Phoebe," cried Mrs. Dunquerque warningly, "be careful how you touch

the papers! There, sir, we have your room straight for you. It looks a

little cleaner than it did awhile since."

"Surely," he replied, without looking around. "Yes, I am truly

obliged to you, madam. As for this girl"--still he would not look at

me--"perhaps----"

He placed a whole crown-piece in my hand. A crown-piece for such a

simple piece of work! Enough to make the best of housemaids grasping!

This is how men spoil servants.

"Can I get you anything, sir?" I asked, in a feigned voice.

"Nothing, child, nothing. Stay--yes. One must eat a little, sometimes.

Get me some dinner by-and-by."

This was all for that time. We went away, and we spent the rest of the

morning in making him such a little dinner as we thought must please

him. First we got from the market a breast of veal, which we roasted

with a little stuffing, and dished with a slice or two of bacon, nicely

broiled, some melted butter made with care, and a lemon. This, to my

mind, forms a dish fit for a prince. We added to this some haricot

beans, with butter and sweet herbs, and a dish of young potatoes. Then

we made a little fruit pudding and a custard, nicely browned, and, at

two o'clock, put all upon a tray, and I carried it downstairs, still

with my hair over my eyes, my cap still awry, and the corner of the

apron still in my teeth.

I set the food before him and waited to serve him. But he would not let

me.

Ah! had he known how I longed to do something for him, and what a

happiness it was simply to make his dinner, to prepare his vegetables

for him, and to boil his pudding! But how should he guess?

I found Sir Miles's bottle of wine untouched in the cupboard, and

placed it on the table. Then I left him to his meal. When I returned, I

found he had eaten next to nothing. One could have cried with vexation.

"Lord, sir," I said, still in my feigned voice, "if you do not eat you

will be ill. Is there never a body that loves you?"

He started, but hardly looked at me.

"A trick of voice," he said. "Yet it reminded me--Is there anybody who

loves me, child? I think there is. To be sure, there is some one whom I

love."

"Then, sir, you ought to eat, if only to please her, by keeping well

and strong."

"Well, well! I dare say I shall be hungry to-morrow. You can take away

the things, Phoebe, if that is what they call you."

I could say no more, but was fain to obey. Then as I could do no more

for him, I took up the tray and resolved to go and see the Doctor, with

whom I had much to say. Therefore I put off my servant's garb, with the

apron and cap, and drew the hood over my face again.

The Doctor's busy time was in the morning. In the afternoon, after

dinner, he mostly slept in his arm-chair, over a pipe of tobacco. I

found him alone thus enjoying himself. I know not whether he slept or

meditated, for the tobacco was still burning, though his eyes were

closed.

There is this peculiarity about noise in London, that people who live

in it and sleep in it do not notice it. Thus while there was a horrible

altercation outside his very windows--a thing which happened every day,

and all day long--the Doctor regarded it not at all. Yet he heard me

open and shut the door, and was awake instantly.

"Kitty!" he cried. "Why, child, what dost thou here?"

"I hope, sir," I said, "that I find you in good health and spirits."

"Reasonable good, Kitty. A man of my years, be he never so temperate

and regular in his habits, finds the slow tooth of time gnawing upon

him. Let me look at thy face. Humph! one would say that the air of

Epsom is good for young maids' cheeks. But why in Fleet Market, child?"

"Partly, sir, I came to see you, and partly----"

"To see some one else, of whose lodging in the Rules I have been told

by Sir Miles Lackington. Tell me--the young man whom he wounded, is he

dead?"

"Nay, sir, not dead, but grievously wounded, and in a high fever."

"So. A man in early manhood, who has been wounded by a sword running

through his vitals, who four days after the event is still living,

though in a high fever--that man, methinks, is likely to recover,

unless his physician, as is generally the case, is an ass. For, my

dear, there are as many incompetent physicians as there are incapable

preachers. Their name is Legion. Well, Kitty, you came about Lord

Chudleigh. Have you seen him?"

"Yes; but, sir, he does not know that I am here. I saw him"--here I

blushed again--"in disguise as a housemaid."

"Ho! ho! ho!" laughed the Doctor. "Why, girl, thou hast more spirit

than I gave thee credit for. Thou deservest him, and shalt have him,

too. The time is come." He rose and folded his gown about him, and put

on his wig, which for coolness' sake he had laid aside. "I will go to

him and say, 'My lord, the person to whom you were married is no other

than----'"

"Oh! no, sir. I pray you do not speak to him in such fashion. Pray hear

me first."

"Well--well. Let us hear this little baggage." The Doctor was in

very good spirits, and eager to unfold this tale. He sat down again,

however, and took up his pipe. "Go on, then, Kitty; go on--I am

listening."

This was, indeed, a very critical moment of my life. For on this moment

depended, I foresaw, all my happiness. I therefore hesitated a little,

thinking what to say and how to say it. Then I began.

I reminded my uncle that, when I first came under his protection, I

was a young girl fresh from the country, who knew but little evil,

suspected none, and in all things had been taught to respect and fear

my betters. I then reminded him how, while in this discipline of mind,

I was one morning called away by him, and ordered to go through a

certain form which (granting that I well knew it to be the English

form of marriage service) I could not really believe to mean that I

was married. And though my uncle assured me afterwards that such was

the case, I so little comprehended that it could be possible, that

I had almost forgotten the whole event. Then, I said, we had gone

away from the Rules of the Fleet, and found ourselves under happier

circumstances, where new duties made me still more forget this strange

thing. Presently we went to Epsom, whither, in the strangest way,

repaired the very man I had married.

After this, I told him, the most wonderful thing in the world happened

to me. For not only did my lord fall in love with me, his legal wife,

but he gave me to understand that the only obstacle to his marrying me

was that business in the Fleet, of which he informed me at length.

"Very good," said the Doctor. "Things could not go better. If the man

has fallen in love with the girl, he ought to be pleased that she is

his wife."

Nay: that would not do either; for here another thing of which the

Doctor had no experience, being a man. For when a woman falls in love

with a man she must needs make herself as virtuous and pure in mind as

she is brave in her dress, in order the more to please him and fix his

affection. And what sort of love would that be where a woman should

glory, as it were, in deception?

Why, his love would be changed, if not into loathing, then into a

lower kind of love, in which admiration of a woman's beauty forms the

whole part. Now, if beauty is everything, even Helen of Troy would be

a miserable woman, a month after marriage, when her husband would grow

tired of her.

"Alas!" I cried, "I love him. If you tell him, as he must now be told,

that I was the woman who took a part in that shameful business--yes,

sir, even to your face I must needs call it shameful--you may tell him

at once that I release him so far as I can. I will not acknowledge the

marriage. I will go into no court of law, nor will I give any evidence

to establish my rights----"

"Whom God hath joined----" the Doctor began.

"Oh! I know--I know. And you are a clergyman of the Church, with power

and authority by laying on of hands. Yet I cannot think, I cannot feel

that any blessing of heaven could rest upon a union performed in such

a place. Is this room, nightly desecrated by revellers, a church? Is

your profligate wretch Roger a clerk? Where were the banns put up? What

bells were rung?"

"Banns are no longer fashionable," he replied. "But let me think." He

was not angry with my plainness of speech, but rather the contrary.

"Let me think." He went to his cupboard, took out his great register,

and turned over the leaves. "Ay! here it is, having a page to itself:

Geoffrey Lord Chudleigh to Catherine Pleydell. Your ladyship is as

truly Lady Chudleigh as his mother was before him. But if you _will_

give up that title and dignity"--here he smiled and tore out the page,

but carefully--"I will not baulk thee, child. Here is the register,

and here the certificate of the wedding." He put both together, and

laid them carefully aside. "Come to me to-morrow, and I will then go

with you to his lordship and give him these papers to deal with as he

pleases."

CHAPTER THE LAST.

HOW LORD CHUDLEIGH RECEIVED HIS FREEDOM.

I returned to my lodging, there to await the event of the next morning.

My lord would learn that he was free--so far good. But with his freedom

would come the news that the woman who restored it to him was the same

who had taken it away, and the same whom he had professed to love.

Alas! poor Kitty!

Now was I like unto a man sentenced to death, yet allowed to choose the

form of his execution, whether he would be hanged, poisoned, beheaded,

stabbed, shot, drowned, or pushed violently and suddenly out of life in

some other manner which he might prefer. As the time approaches, his

anxiety grows the greater until the fatal moment arrives when he must

choose at once; then, in trouble and confusion, he very likely chooses

that very method which is most painful in the contemplation and the

endurance. So with me. I might choose the manner of telling my lover

all, but tell him I must. "Pray Heaven," I said, "to direct me into the

best way." In the afternoon I became once more Phoebe.

Phoebe carried a dish of tea; would the gentleman choose to taste it?

He took it from Phoebe's hand, drank it, and returned to his writing,

which was, I believe, a continuation of that letter, the commencement

of which I had seen.

In the evening Sir Miles paid him a visit of consolation. He drank up

what was left of the bottle, and, after staying an hour or so, went

away, noisily promising himself a jovial night with the Doctor.

At eight o'clock Phoebe brought a tray with cold meat upon it, but my

lord would take none, only bidding her to set it down and leave him.

"Can I do nothing more for you, sir?" asked the maid.

He started again.

"Your voice, child," he said (although I had disguised my voice),

"reminds of one whose voice----"

"La, sir!" she asked. "Is it the voice of your sweetheart?"

He only sighed and sat down again. Phoebe lingered as long as she

could, and then she went away.

Then we all went to bed. Captain Dunquerque had by this time brought

home the little girls and gone to the Doctor's, where, with Sir Miles

and the rest, he was making a night of it.

It was a hot night; the window was open; the noise of the brawling and

fighting below was intolerable; the smell from the market was worse

than anything I remembered, and the bed was a strange one. Added to all

this, my cares were so great that I could not sleep. Presently I arose

and looked out, just as I had done a year before when first I came

to my uncle for protection. Everything was the same; there was light

enough to see the groups of those who talked and the forms of those who

slept. I remembered the old and the young, as I had seen them in the

bright light of a July dawn: poor wretches, destined from their birth

to be soldiers of the devil; elected for disgrace and shame; born for

Newgate and Bridewell; brought into the world for the whipping post,

the cart-tail, and the gallows. Just the same; and I alone changed.

For beneath me, all unconscious, was one whom I might call my husband.

Then my thoughts went wholly out to him; then I could neither sit nor

rest, nor stand still with thinking of the next day, and what I had to

say and how to say it. Oh, my love--my dear--could I bear to give him

up? could I bear to see him turn away those eyes which had never looked

upon me save with kindness and affection? Could I endure to think that

his love was gone from me altogether? Death was better, if death would

come.

Then, crazed, I think, with trouble, I crept slowly from the room, and

went down the stair till I reached the door of the room where my lord

was lying. And here I went on like a mad thing, having just enough

sense to keep silence, yet weeping without restraint, wringing my

hands, praying, offering to Heaven the sacrifice of my life, if only my

lover would not harden his heart to me, and kissing the while the very

senseless wood of the door.

Within the room he was sleeping unconscious; without I was silently

crying and weeping, full of shame and anxiety, not daring to hope, yet

knowing full well his noble heart. Why, had I, weeks before, dared to

tell him all, forgiveness would have been mine; I knew it well. Yet

now, in such a place, when he was reminded of the companions, or at

least the creatures, who had surrounded her, would he not harden his

heart and refuse to believe that any virtue, any purity, could survive?

All this was of no avail. When I was calmed a little I returned to

my own room and sat upon the bed, wondering whether any woman was so

miserable in her shame as myself.

The long minutes crept on slowly: the daylight was dawning: the night

had passed away: Captain Dunquerque had rolled up the stairs noisily,

singing a drunken song: the revellers below were quiet, but the morning

carts had begun when I fell asleep for weariness, and when I awoke the

sun was high. So I arose, dressed, and hastened downstairs, hoping to

see the Doctor before he sallied forth.

There had been, Roger told me with a smile, a great night. He meant

that the Doctor's guests had been many, and their calls for punch

numerous. Sir Miles had been carried away to some place in the

neighbourhood. The Doctor was still abed.

While we talked he appeared, no whit the worse for his night's

potations. Yet I thought his face was of a deeper purple than of old,

and his neck thicker. That was very likely an idle fancy, because a few

months could make but little difference in a man of his fixed habits.

"Well, Kitty"--he was in good humour, and apparently satisfied with the

position of things--"I have thought over thy discourse of yesterday,

which, I confess, greatly moved me: first, because I did not know thee

to be a girl of such spirit, courage, and dignity; and second, because

I now perceive that the marriage, performed in thy interest, was

perhaps, as things have now turned out (which is surely providential),

a mistake. Yet was it done for the best, and I repent me not. Come,

then, to my lord, and let me talk to him."

"First, sir," I begged, "tell him not my name."

He promised this; though, as he said, the name was on the register; and

it was agreed between us that we should speak to my lord privately,

and then that he was to call me, when I should play my part as best I

could.

The Doctor led the way. When he entered the room I ran upstairs, and

with trembling hands made myself as fine as I could; that is, I was

but in morning dishabille, but I dressed my hair, and put those little

touches to my frock and ribbons which every woman understands. And then

I put on my hood, which I pulled quite over my face, and waited.

My lord rose angrily when he saw the Doctor.

"Sir," he said, "this visit is an intrusion. I have no business with

you; I do not desire to see you. Leave the room immediately!"

"First," said Doctor Shovel, "I have business with your lordship."

"I can have no business with you," replied Lord Chudleigh. "I have

already had too much business with you. Go, sir: your intrusion is an

insult."

"Dear, dear!" the Doctor replied. "This it is to be young and

hot-headed and to jump at conclusions. Whereas, did the young gentleman

know the things I have to say, he would welcome me with open arms."

"You come, I suppose, to remind me of a thing of which you ought to be

truly ashamed, so wicked was it."

"Nay, nay; not so wicked as your lordship thinks." The Doctor would not

be put out of temper. "What a benefactor is he who makes young people

happy, with the blessing of the Church!"

"I cannot, I suppose, use violence to this man," said the other. "He

is a clergyman, and, for the sake of his cloth, must be tolerated.

Would you kindly, sir, proceed at once to the business you have in hand

and then begone? If you come to laugh over the misfortune caused by

yourself, laugh and go your way. If you come for money for the wretched

accomplice in your conspiracy, ask it and go. In any case, sir, make

haste."

"My lord," the Doctor replied, "I am a messenger--from one who

conceives that she hath done you grievous wrong, is very sorry for the

past, which she alone can undo, and begs your forgiveness."

"Who is that person, then?" His curiosity was roused, and he waited in

patience to hear what the Doctor might have to say.

"It is, my lord, the lady who may, if she chooses, call herself your

wife."

My lord stood confused.

"Does she wish to see me?"

"She wishes to place in your hands"--here the Doctor's voice became

deeper and more musical, like the low notes of a great organ--"the

proofs of her marriage with you. Does your lordship comprehend? She

will stand before you, bringing with her the only papers which exist

to prove the fact. She will put them in your own hands, if you wish;

she will destroy them before your eyes if you wish; and she will then

retire from your presence, and you shall never know, unless you wish

it, the name of the woman you married."

"But.... This is wonderful.... How shall I know that the papers are the

only proof of the ceremony?"

"Your lordship has my word--my word of a Christian priest. I break the

laws of God and of man daily. I am, however, a sinner who still guards

those rags and tatters of a conscience which most sinners hasten to

throw away--wherefore must my repentance be some day greater. Yet, my

lord, my word I never brake, nor ever looked to hear it questioned.

You shall have all the proofs. You shall be free if you please, from

this moment. You shall never be molested, reproached, threatened, or

reminded of the past."

"Free!" my lord repeated, looking the Doctor in the face. "I cannot

but believe, sir, what you solemnly aver to be the truth. Yet what am

I to think of this generosity? how interpret it? By what acts have I

deserved it? What am I to do in return? Is there any pitfall or snare

for me?"

"In return, you will grant her your forgiveness. That is a pitfall, if

you please. You will also expect a surprise."

"Strange!" said Lord Chudleigh. "Kitty asked me, too, to forgive this

woman. My forgiveness! Does she ask for no money?"

"My lord, you are utterly deceived in your belief as to this woman and

her conduct. By your leave I will tell you the exact truth.

"You know, because I told you, that the wrong inflicted upon me by your

father was my justification, from a worldly point of view, for the

advantage which I took of your condition. You think, I suppose, that

some miserable drab was brought in from the market to play the part of

dummy wife, and threaten you and persecute you for money. You are wrong.

"There was living in this place at the time, with a lady of ruined

fortunes, a young woman of gentle birth (by her father's side), though

penniless. She was beautiful exceedingly, well educated, a God-fearing

damsel, and a good girl. By her mother's side she was my niece, that

branch of her family being of obscure origin. On the death of her

father she became for a time my ward, which was the reason why she

lived here--no fit place for a girl of good reputation, I own, though

at the time I could do no better for her. She was not only all that I

have described her in appearance, carriage, and virtues, but she was,

as well, very much afraid of me, her guardian. She had been brought up

to obey without questioning her spiritual pastors and masters and all

who might be placed in authority over her. This girl it was whom you

married."

The Doctor paused, to let his words have due effect.

"When I designed the treachery, you being then sound asleep, it first

seemed to me that the fitting person for such a revenge as I at first

proposed to myself would be one of those women who are confined to the

Fleet for life, unless by hook or crook they can get them a husband.

Such a one I sent for. I did not disclose the name of the man I

proposed, because I found her only too eager to marry any one upon whom

she could saddle her debts, and so make him either pay them or change

places with her. But while I talked with the woman I thought how cruel

a thing it would be for your lordship to be mated with such a wife,

and I resolved, if I did give you a wife against your knowledge, that

she should be worthy to bear your name. Accordingly I despatched this

person, who is still, I suppose, languishing in the prison hard by, and

sent for the young lady.

"She came unsuspiciously. I told her with a frown which made her

tremble, that she was to obey me in all that I ordered her to do; and I

bade her, then, take her place at the table, and repeat such words as I

should command. She obeyed. Your lordship knows the rest."

"But she knew--she must have known--that she was actually married?"

"She could not understand. She had seen marriages performed; but then

it was in a church, with regular forms. She did not know until I told

her. Besides, I ordered her; and, had my command been to throw herself

from a high tower, she would have obeyed. She was not yet seventeen;

she was country-bred, and she was innocence itself."

"Poor child," said my lord.

"She has left the Rules of the Fleet for some time. She knows that

at any time she might claim the name and the honours of your wife,

but she has refrained, though she has had hundreds of opportunities.

Now, however, she declares that she will be no longer a party to the

conspiracy, and she is desirous of restoring, into your own hands, the

papers of the marriage. Will your lordship, first, forgive her?"

"Tell her," said my lord, "that I forgive her freely. Where is she?"

"She waits without."

Then he called me, but not by name.

My knees trembled and shook beneath me as I rose, pulled the hood

tighter over my face, and followed the Doctor into the room. In my hand

I held the papers.

"This," said the Doctor, "is the young gentlewoman of whom we spoke.

The papers are in her hands. Child, give his lordship the papers."

I held them out, and he took them. All this time he never ceased gazing

at me; but he could see nothing, not even my eyes.

"Are we playing a comedy?" he asked. "Doctor Shovel, are we dreaming,

all of us?"

"Everything, my lord is real. You hold in your hands the certificate

of marriage and the register. Not copies--the actual documents. Before

you read the papers and learn the lady's name, tell her, in my hearing,

that you forgive her. She bids me tell you, for her, that since she

learned the thing that she had done, what it meant, and whose happiness

it threatened, she has had no happy day."

"Forgiveness!" said my lord, in a voice strangely moved, while his eyes

softened. "Forgiveness, madam, is a poor word to express what I feel in

return for this most generous deed. It is a thing for which I can find

no word sufficient to let you know how great is my gratitude. Learn,

madam, that my heart is bestowed upon a woman whose perfections, to my

mind, are such that no man is worthy of her; but she hath graciously

been pleased to accept, and even to return my affection. Now by this

act, because I cannot think that we are bound together in the eyes of

the Church by that form of marriage service----"

"It is a question," said the Doctor, "which it would task the learning

of the whole country to decide. By ecclesiastical law--but let us leave

this question unconsidered. Nothing need ever be said about the matter.

Your lordship is free."

"Then"--he still held the papers in his hand, and seemed in no way

anxious to satisfy his curiosity as to the name of the woman who had

caused so much anxiety--"before we part, perhaps never to meet again,

may I ask to be allowed to see the face of the lady who has performed

this wonderful act of generosity?"

I trembled, but made no answer.

"Stay a moment," he said. "Remember that you have given up a goodly

estate, with a large fortune and an ancient name--things which all

women rightly prize. These things you have given away. Do you repent?"

I shook my head.

"Then let me never know"--he tore the papers into a thousand

fragments--"let me never know the name of the woman to whom I owe this

gift. Let me think of her as of an angel!"

The Doctor took me by the arm as if to lead me away.

"Since you do not want to know her name, my lord, I do not see any

reason why you should. Let us go, child."

"May I only see her face?" he asked.

"Come, child," urged the Doctor; "come away. There is no need, my lord."

But those words about myself, his nobleness, had touched me to the

heart. I could deceive him no longer. I threw back the hood, put up my

hands to my face, and fell at his feet, crying and sobbing.

"It is I, my lord! It was Kitty Pleydell herself--the woman whom you

thought so good. Oh, forgive me! forgive me! Have pity!"

Now I seem to have no words to tell how he raised me in his strong

arms, how he held me by the waist and kissed me, crying that indeed

there was nothing in his heart towards me but love and tenderness.

Would it not be a sin to write down those words of love and endearment

with which, when the Doctor left us alone, he consoled and soothed me?

I hid nothing from him. I told him how I had well-nigh forgotten the

dreadful thing I had done until I saw him again at the Assembly; how

from day to day my conscience smote me more and more, and yet I dared

not tell him all--for fear of losing his respect.

Let us pass this over.

The story of Kitty is nearly told.

We forgot all about poor Will and the reason why my lord should for a

while lie close. We agreed that we would be married quietly, in due

form, and of course at church, as soon as arrangements could be made.

And then nothing would do but my lord must carry me to Mrs. Esther, and

formally ask her permission to the engagement.

You may think how happy was I to step into the coach which brought me

back to my dear lady, with such a companion.

He led me into her presence with a stately bow.

"Madam," he said, "I have the honour to ask your permission to take

the hand of your ward, Miss Kitty, who hath been pleased to lend a

favourable ear to my proposals. Be assured, dear madam, that we have

seriously weighed and considered the gravity of the step which we

propose to take, and the inclination of our hearts. And I beg you,

madam, to believe that my whole life, whether it be long or short,

shall be devoted to making this dear girl as happy as it is in the

power of one human creature to make another."

Mrs. Esther was perfectly equal to the proper ceremonies demanded

for the occasion, although, as she confessed, she was a great deal

surprised at the suddenness of the thing, which, notwithstanding that

she had expected it for many weeks, came upon her with a shock. She

said that his lordship's proposal was one which the world would no

doubt consider a great condescension, seeing that her dear Kitty,

though of good family, had no other prospects than the inheritance of

the few hundreds which made her own income: but, for her own part,

knowing this child as she did--and here she spoke in terms of unmerited

praise of beauty and goodness and such qualities as I could lay but

small claim to possess, yet resolved to aim at them.

Finally, she held out her own hand to his lordship, saying--

"Therefore, my lord, as I consider Kitty my daughter, so henceforth

will I consider you my son. And may God keep and bless you both, and

give you all that the heart of a good man may desire, with children

good and dutiful, long and peaceful lives, and in the end, to sit

together for ever in happy heaven."

Whereupon she wept, falling on my neck.

Now, while we were thus weeping and crying, came Sir Miles, who

immediately guessed the cause, and wished my lord joy, shaking him by

the hand. Then he must needs kiss my hand.

"The Doctor," he explained, "told me where I should most likely find

you. The Doctor's knowledge of the human heart is most extensive. I

would I had the Doctor's head for punch. My lord, this is a lucky day.

Will Levett is out of his fever, and hath signed a written confession

that your sword was drawn in self-defence, and that had he not been

run through, his cudgel would have beaten out your brains. Therefore

there is no more to keep us in hiding, and we may go about joyfully in

the open, as gentlemen should. And as for Will, he may die or live, as

seemeth him best."

"Nay, Sir Miles," I said. "Pray that the poor lad live and lead a

better life."

* * * * *

This is the story of Kitty Pleydell: how she came to London, and lived

in the Rules of the Fleet: how she was made to go through the form of a

marriage: how she left the dreadful, noisy, wicked place: how she went

to Epsom: how Lord Chudleigh fell in love with her, to her unspeakable

happiness; and how she told him her great secret. The rest, which is

the history of a great and noble man married to a wife whose weakness

was guided and led by him in the paths of virtue, discretion and

godliness, cannot be told.

I have told what befell some of the actors in this story--Solomon

Stallabras, I have explained, married the brewer's widow: Will Levett

recovered and did not repent, but lived a worse life after his narrow

escape than before. As for the rest, Mrs. Esther remained with us,

either at Chudleigh Court or our town house: Harry Temple was wise

enough to give up pining after what he could not get, and married

Nancy, so that she, too, had her heart's desire: Sir Miles went on

alternately gaming and drinking, till he died of an apoplexy at forty.

* * * * *

There remains to be told the fate of the Chaplain of the Fleet.

When they passed the Marriage Act of 1753, the Fleet weddings were

suddenly stopped. They had been a scandal to the town for more than

forty years, so that it was high time they should be ended. But

when the end actually came, the Doctor, who had saved no money, was

penniless. Nor could he earn money in any way whatever, nor had he any

friends, although there were hundreds of grateful hearts among the

poor creatures around him. Who could contribute to his support except

ourselves?

Mrs. Esther, on learning his sad condition, instantly wrote to offer

him half her income. My husband, for his part, sent a lawyer among his

creditors, found out for what sum he could effect a release, paid this

money, which was no great amount, and sent him his discharge. Then,

because the Doctor would have been unhappy out of London, he made him

a weekly allowance of five guineas, reckoning that he would live on

one guinea, drink two guineas, and give away two. He lived to enjoy

this allowance for ten years more, going every night to a coffee-house,

where he met his friends, drank punch, told stories, sang songs, and

was the oracle of the company. He took great pride in the position

which he had once occupied in the Rules of the Fleet, and was never

tired of boasting how many couples he had made into man and wife.

I know that his life was disreputable and his pleasures coarse, yet

when I think of the Doctor and of his many acts of kindness and

charity, I remember certain texts, and I think we have reasonable

ground for a Christian's hope as regards his deathbed repentance, which

was as sincere as it was edifying.

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Transcriber's note:

Spelling, punctuation, hyphenation etc have been made consistent though

not modernised.

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