CHAPTER XVI

Thomas slammed the ball with a force which carried it far over the wire

backstop.

"You must not drive them so hard, Mr. Webb; at least, not up. Drive

them down. Try it again."

Tennis looked so easy from the sidelines that Thomas believed all he

had to do was to hit the ball whenever he saw it within reach; but

after a few experiments he accepted the fact that every game required a

certain talent, quite as distinct as that needed to sell green neckties

(old stock) when the prevailing fashion was polka-dot blue. How he

loathed Thomas Webb. How he loathed the impulse which had catapulted

him into this mad whirligig! Why had not fate left him in peace; if

not satisfied with his lot, at least resigned? And now must come this

confrontation, the inevitable! No poor rat in a trap could have felt

more harassed. Mentally, he went round and round in circles, but he

could find no exit. There is no file to saw the bars of circumstance.

That the lithe young figure on the other side of the net, here, there,

backward and forward, alert, accurate, bubbling with energy . . .

Once, a mad rollicking impulse seized and urged him to vault the net

and take her in his arms and hold her still for a moment. But he knew.

She was using him as an athlete uses a trainer before a real contest.

There was something more behind his stroke than mere awkwardness. It

was downright savagery. Generally when a man is in anger or despair he

longs to smash things; and these inoffensive tennis-balls were to

Thomas a gift of the gods. Each time one sailed away over the

backstop, it was like the pop of a safety-valve; it averted an

explosion.

"That will be enough!" cried Kitty, as the last of a dozen balls sailed

toward the distant stables.

The tennis-courts were sunken and round them ran a parapet of lawn,

crisp and green, with marble benches opposite the posts, generally used

as judges' stands. Upon one of these Kitty sat down and began to fan

herself. Thomas walked over and sat down beside her. The slight

gesture of her hand had been a command.

It was early morning, before breakfast; still and warm and breathless,

a forerunner of a long hot summer day. A few hundred yards to the

south lay the sea, shimmering as it sprawled lazily upon the tawny

sands.

The propinquity of a pretty girl and a lonely young man has founded

more than one story.

"You'll be enjoying the game, once you learn it."

"Do you think I ever will?" asked Thomas. He bent forward and began

tapping the clay with his racket. How to run away!

Kitty, as she looked down at his head, knew that there were a dozen

absurd wishes in her heart, none of which could possibly ever become

facts. He was so different from the self-assertive young men she knew,

with their silly flirtations, their inane small-talk, their capacity

for Scotch whisky and long hours. For days she had studied him as

through microscopic lenses; his guilelessness was real. It just simply

could not be; her ears had deceived her that memorable foggy night in

London. And yet, always in the dark his voice was that of one of the

two men who had talked near her cab. Who was he? Not a single corner

of the veil had he yet lifted, and here it was, the middle of August;

and except for the week at Bar Harbor she had been with him day by day,

laid she knew not how many traps, over which he had stepped serenely,

warily or unconsciously she could not tell which. It made her heart

ache; for, manly and simple as he appeared, honest as he seemed, he was

either a rogue or the dupe of one, which was almost as bad. But to-day

she was determined to learn which he was.

"What have you done with the romance?"

"I have put it away in the bottom of my trunk. The seventh rejection

convinces me that I am not a story-teller."

He had a desperate longing to tell her all, then and there. It was too

late. He would be arrested as a smuggler, turned out of the house as

an impostor.

"Don't give up so easily. There are still ninety-three other editors

waiting to read it."

"I have my doubts. Still, it was a pleasant pastime." He sat back and

stared at the sea. He must go this day; he must invent some way of

leaving.

Then came the Machiavellian way; only, he managed as usual to execute

it in his blundering English style. Without warning he dropped his

racket, caught Kitty in his arms tightly and roughly, kissed her cheek,

rose, and strode swiftly across the courts, into the villa. It was

done. He could go now; he knew very well he had to go.

His subsequent actions were methodical enough; a shower, a thorough

rub-down, and then into his workaday clothes. He packed his trunk and

hand-luggage, overlooked nothing that was his, and went down into the

living-room where he knew he would find Killigrew with the morning

papers. He felt oddly light-headed; but he had no time to analyze the

cause.

"Good morning, Thomas," greeted the master of the house cordially.

"I am leaving, Mr. Killigrew. Will you be kind enough to let me have

the use of the motor to the station?"

"Leaving! What's happened? What's the matter? Young man, what the

devil's this about?"

"I am sorry, sir, but I have insulted Miss Killigrew."

"Insulted Kitty?" Killigrew sprang up.

"Just a moment, sir," warned Thomas. The tense, short but powerful

figure of Kitty's father was not at that moment an agreeable thing to

look at; and Thomas knew that those knotted hands were rising toward

his throat. "Do not misinterpret me, sir. I took Miss Kitty in my

arms and kissed her."

"You--kissed--Kitty?" Killigrew fell back into his chair, limp. For a

moment there had been black murder in his heart; now he wondered

whether to weep or laugh. The reaction was too sudden to admit of

coherent thought. "You kissed Kitty?" he repeated mechanically.

"Yes, sir."

"What did she do?"

"I did not wait to learn, sir."

Killigrew got up and walked the length of the room several times, his

chin in his collar, his hands clasped behind his back, under his

coat-tails. The fifth passage carried him out on to the veranda. He

kept on going and disappeared among the lilac hedges.

Thomas thought he understood this action, that his inference was

perfectly logical; Killigrew, rather than strike the man who had so

gratuitously insulted his daughter, had preferred to run away. (I

know; for a long time I, too, believed Thomas the most colossal ass

since Dobson.) Thomas gazed mournfully about the room. It was all

over. He had burned his bridges. It had been so pleasant, so

homelike; and he had begun to love these unpretentious people as if

they had been his very own.

Except that which had been expended on clothes, Thomas had most of his

salary. It would carry him along till he found something else to do.

To get away, immediately, was the main idea; he had found a door to the

trap. (The chamois-bag lay in his trunk, forgotten.)

"Your breakfast is ready, sir," announced the grave butler.

So Thomas ate his chops and potatoes and toast and drank his tea, alone.

And Killigrew, blinking tears, leaned against the stout branches of the

lilacs and buried his teeth in his coat-sleeve. He was as near

apoplexy as he was ever to come.

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