CHAPTER XXIX.

The emotions with which Dudley saw the strangers depart were very

strong. It seemed like the last glimpse of civilised life to be

afforded him. It brought back the memory of happier hours. The

pleasant thoughts of early days returned; and as he did not wish that

any one should see the strong movements of his heart, he paused for

several minutes, till he thought the visitor and his party must have

descended the hill to some distance; and then, walking slowly to the

top and through the break in the cliffs, he followed the track which

they had pursued with his eye, till it lighted on them, and then

watched them till they were lost amongst the trees which surrounded

the spot where they had fixed their little encampment. Then turning

back to the sort of dwelling-place he had chosen, he spread the turf

within the enclosures thickly with the leaves which he stripped from

the branches. Kneeling down upon the ground, just without the

palisade, he prayed for about five minutes; and then rising, watched

the sky while it ranged through almost every colour of the rainbow,

till at length it became gray, and knowing that five minutes more

would bring darkness, he placed his knapsack as a pillow on the

leaves, and once more laid himself down to sleep. Slumber was not so

easily obtained, however, as it had been on the night before: he felt

better in body, indeed, but more depressed in mind. The visit of the

stranger had disturbed rather than calmed him; it had roused up

regrets which he had laboured to banish; it had shown him, more

forcibly than ever, the value of all which he had for ever lost, and

he lay and meditated painfully for more than one hour.

At length, however, he slept; and, although it lasted not for long,

his slumber was refreshing. Shortly after daybreak he was on foot

again, and felt lighter and easier than on the preceding day. Prayer

was his first occupation; and then going down to the banks of the

lake, he undressed and plunged in, swimming boldly, as he had been

accustomed to do while a student in a civilised land. The walk up the

hill warmed him again, though he had found the water very cold; but

there was invigorating refreshment in the cool wave; and the rejoicing

sensation of returning strength diminished to the eye of imagination

the dangers of the present, the evils of the past, and the dreariness

of the future. When he reached his hut, he lighted the fire as before,

put one of the fish he had caught to broil on the ashes, and then sat

down to consider what was to be done next. Tools he wanted of many

kinds, and weapons for the chase; and he saw that notwithstanding all

the advantages of education, the savage, accustomed to depend upon

himself alone, had great advantages over the European, habituated to

tax the industry of a thousand hands for the production of every

article he used. He had learned something, indeed, of the natural

resources of the country, of that which it produced spontaneously for

the support of life, and he doubted not that, till the winter came on,

he should be able to supply himself with all that was needful. The

intervening time he proposed to devote for preparations against that

period, when, although game might be more easily found, the tree and

the shrub would refuse all contributions. He would fashion for himself

a bow, he thought, tall and strong, such as he had drawn in early

days; he would prepare snares, ay, and nets, perhaps, from the fibrous

bark of the trees. The spoils of the chase should furnish him with

clothing, and he would lie in wait for the creatures of the wood, like

the hunters in the days of old.

He smiled as he thus thought, but there was bitterness in it, too; and

rising up, he set to work to complete that which the previous evening

had left undone.

He had hardly commenced, however, when the sound of voices calling

reached him, and looking out from his hut, he saw his visitor of the

night before, with three men, each laden with his several burden.

Dudley suspended his labour, but did not advance to meet them. The

society of one he could bear, but the presence of many was a load to

him.

"There; lay the things down under the tree," said Captain M----, when

they were within about a hundred yards, "and then go and do as I told

you, taking care, if you find any of the specimens I mentioned, not to

break the crystals. You can return about two. Till then leave me here

without interruption, except in case of emergency."

The men deposited their burdens on the ground, and the young officer,

coming frankly forward to his new acquaintance, shook hands with him,

saying, "This wild life has a strange charm. I think I could go on

roving through these scenes as long as life and health lasted."

"Do you see that sun," asked Dudley, "soaring up from the dark

horizon, like an eagle from its eyry?[1] Do not, however, suppose it

is that which gives the light and beauty you find in these scenes. The

sun is in man's heart. You have no dark shadow on you, either innate

or accidental. You have no foul thoughts to mourn, as some in these

lands have. You have no black cloud hanging over fame, and blighting

life, like myself. You have no disappointed hopes, and fruitless

yearnings for friendships and affections lost for ever, to spread the

golden pathway of the sky with a dull, gray pall. Well may all seem

bright to you: you have no despair."

"Man should never despair so long as there is a pure spot in his

heart," replied Captain M----; "and the innocent wrongly condemned

should despair least of all, knowing that there is one who sees where

man sees not, and who, though in wisdom he may chastise, yet in his

own good time will comfort and raise up."

"It is that faith alone which gives me strength to live," replied

Dudley; "but yet my fate is sad: so sad as to darken all around. Were

it not for that chance of change below, which hope ever holds out to

the man not utterly lost, and for that certainty of change in another

world which faith affords to the believer, life here, to a man wronged

and blasted as I have been, would be a boon not worth the keeping.

What have I to look forward to?--a life of toilful solitude,

struggling each day for bare subsistence, without companionship or

sympathy, without speech, without object, without reward, and with the

high privilege of thought unfruitful except of bitterness and ashes.

When the time of age and sickness comes, too, what will be my fate

then? But I will not think of it. I shall be an idiot before that, or

worse, a savage."

"Nay, I trust not," answered Captain M----. "If you are innocent, as

you say, sooner or later that innocence will appear, and--"

"Impossible!" replied Dudley. "I had a fair and impartial trial; there

was a skilful and well-conducted defence; the jury were men of probity

and sense; the judge mild and equitable. All was done that could be

done, and hope on that side would be worse than vain."

"Then you must learn to endure your lot," said Captain M----, gravely,

"and to make it as tolerable as possible by your own exertions. I can

do little to help you or to render it easier, but that little I will

do. I have brought you up a few things that may be a comfort to you

for a time, and some others which will be of more permanent service. I

can well spare them, for I shall embark to-night, and can procure

more. Come and see the little store, which, though mere trifles, may

be of much use to you: at least till you have become accustomed by

degrees to the fate which has fallen upon you."

Dudley followed him with a full heart; and sitting down by the bundles

which the men had brought up, Captain M---- exposed to his companion's

eyes what was, indeed, a treasure to one placed in such strange and

fearful circumstances. There were blankets against the wintry cold,

and a rough wrapping coat; some packets of common medicines in a small

white wood box; a hammer, a small saw, and one or two other tools,

together with a good knife, and a measure. There was a case bottle,

too, and a drinking-cup, and some linen.

"This other packet," said Captain M----, "contains some books: one on

the botany of this colony, which may be very serviceable to you; a

single volume of essays, some sermons written for the convicts, the

Vicar of Wakefield, and a Bible."

"They will indeed be treasures," said Dudley, with a glad look. "A

Bible I already possess. That has been left to me, though I have

lost all else; and most grateful do I feel for so much kindness,

sir--kindness where I have no right nor title to expect it."

"Every man has a right to expect it of his fellow men," answered

Captain M----; "and I should be worse than a brute if I could refuse it

to one circumstanced as you are, when I will not pretend to doubt your

innocence."

"That is strange!" said Dudley, thoughtfully; "that you should not

doubt it, knowing nothing of me, while others who knew much, did

doubt."

"And yet," answered his companion, "I am not without a reason. I have

accustomed myself much to observe men, and the way in which they act,

under particular circumstances, and I never yet saw one who owned he

had a fair and impartial trial in every particular, and yet declared

himself innocent, unless he was innocent. There has been always a

something which he thought unfair--a cause why he had been cast, as it

is termed; either the judge was wrong, or the jury was wrong, or the

witnesses were perjured, or the counsel for the prosecution had acted

unfairly, or something or another had given an unfavourable turn to

the trial. However, I will beg of you to accept of these little

articles, and moreover, this small writing-case, with which I have

travelled. I know not whether it will be useful to you at present,

being entirely unaware of the circumstances of your case; but at a

future period it may be most serviceable; and even now, if you feel

inclined to write a few lines to any friend in England, I will carry

your letter safe to the next post, and take care that it shall be

forwarded to its destination."

"What can I say?" asked Dudley, putting his hand to his brow, and

speaking as it were to himself. "Nevertheless, I will write, if it be

but a few words, to tell them that I still live;" and thanking Captain

M---- again and again, especially for his last gift, Dudley seated

himself, and wrote as follows:--

"Dear Edgar,

"Though deprived of the power of seeing you before I went, I heard

something of your kindness, and my heart will ever be grateful. I know

you have never doubted my innocence, nor has Eda. Tell her, for me,

that I am innocent, and that my innocence and my faith are my only

support. I have quitted the colony to which I was sent: broken, in

short, the bonds which they placed upon me, and I am now living in

perfect, utter solitude. Tell her I love her still--shall always love

her. Yet, let her forget me; for what but pain can follow remembrance

of one so lost to hope and all that brightens earth as

"Edward Dudley."

He folded the letter, and addressed it, and then gazed at it for a

moment with a somewhat puzzled expression of countenance. "How shall I

seal it?" he said at length.

"You will find wax and a light-box in the top of the case," answered

Captain M----, with a smile. "That which I provided for a long journey

amongst civilised men as well as wild nature, may serve you for many

months in this solitude."

"For many years," said Dudley, sadly; "but yet it will be a treasure

and a consolation to me. Even the capability of noting down the

passing of the days is something, and I thank you from the very bottom

of my heart."

The letter was accordingly sealed and delivered to the charge of

Captain M----, who looked at the address with interest, thinking, as

he did so, "I must inquire into this case, for it seems a very strange

one."

In the mean time, Dudley was gazing at the light-box with a thoughtful

air. "This will be most serviceable too," he said at length, "for I

can foresee that in the winter I shall have much difficulty in

procuring fire. There are no flints here; and although I know that the

savages can obtain a light by rubbing pieces of dry wood together, yet

I have seen none that is fit for the purpose. I have had great

difficulty already in lighting a fire, and the scorched branches which

afforded me the means of doing so will soon be exhausted. I must wrap

this little box carefully up, so as to keep it from all damp, and

doubtless the matches will last me through the winter.

"I am sorry there are no more of them," answered Captain M----; "but at

all events they will give you time to learn other contrivances. I know

not well, indeed, how you procure food, for I suppose you do not live

altogether on the produce of the lake."

"I do not propose to do so," said Dudley, "for in some seasons I

believe it would afford me no supply; but I must have recourse to the

old primeval means--the bow and arrows, and the snare," he added, with

a smile.

Captain M---- looked for a moment or two at the fine double-barrelled

gun which lay beside him, before he answered; but then, raising his

eyes with a frank, kind expression, he said, "Perhaps I am doing

wrong, but I cannot make up my mind to leave you altogether dependent

upon such very precarious means of support. I have said I believe you

innocent; let me add, I feel sure you are a man of honour also, and if

you will promise me never to use what I am going to give against human

life, except in your own defence, and especially not against any one

sent to take you, in case such a thing should ever occur, I will leave

you this gun, and supply you with ammunition. You will then be in a

condition always to procure food at least."

The promise he required was readily made; and Dudley said little more,

for the feeling of gratitude he experienced was overpowering. He sat

with his head leaning on his hand, buried in meditation; and who can

trace the wild range of his thoughts during the few minutes which he

thus remained silent. His companion saw that his kindness had plunged

him into that sort of gloom which is often produced by feelings the

most noble and the most tender, when they stand strongly contrasted

with some dark and irremediable point in the fate of those who

experience them; and in order rather to rouse him from his reverie

than anything else, he said, "I suppose you are well accustomed to the

use of a gun."

"I will show you," answered Dudley, who was certainly one of the most

skilful marksmen of his day. "Let us walk down the hill; we shall

doubtless find some game; and if you will permit me, I will prove that

you do not place your gun in inexpert hands."

"Willingly," replied Captain M----, rising from the ground where he

had been seated. "I am sorry I have not more powder and shot with me;

but I will leave upon the spot where our little party is encamped all

that we have, except a few charges, which may be necessary as we go

down towards the sea-shore. If you are provident it will serve you for

some time; and ere long, depend upon it, a population will grow up

around you from whom you will be able to obtain fresh supplies. This

country must be destined to be much more thickly populated very soon.

The human race is advancing in every direction, and the progress

already made is marvellous."

"That is the most frightful consideration of all the many which

present themselves to the mind in contemplating the present state of

the neighbouring colony," replied Dudley. "When one thinks of its

rapid progress, and of the multitudes springing up here like a crop of

grain, and remembers that almost every seed is diseased, that the

moral condition of almost every human being is either tainted at his

arrival, or destined soon to be tainted by the contaminating

influences to which he is exposed, what can we look forward to in the

future but a perfect hell upon earth? Can we expect that, without

efficient guidance, with few means of religious instruction, with no

moral restraints and no correcting principle but the fear of corporeal

punishment, destitute of even habitual reverence for probity, crowded

together in places where virtue, and honour, and honesty, are a scoff

and a reproach, where the highest distinction is excess in vice or

skill in crime, can we expect that any man who may become a father

will breed his child up in the way that he should go, and will not

rather infect him with his own vices, to be fostered and matured by

others, equally, if not more, conversant with crime? It is a known

fact, sir, that in the neighbouring colony of Van Dieman's Land the

free emigrant of the lower class is looked upon with more doubt and

suspicion even than the convict, and is, nine times out of ten, as

base and degraded. What must a colony become thus constituted? and

what is the awful responsibility upon a nation which, possessing a

large, I might say an immense, extent of fertile and beautiful

country, plants in it, as the germ of future nations, all that is

wretched, abominable, and depraved of the mother country; denies the

wretched men that it sends out the means of amelioration, and by every

law and ordinance insures that the pestilence shall be propagated from

man to man, till none but those who are placed above temptation by

superior fortune or superior culture remains unaffected by moral

disease more frightful than any plague which ever ravaged the world?"

"But how can this be amended?" asked Captain M----. "What are the

means?"

"They require deep consideration," replied Dudley. "It is the actual

state of things which first strikes us; the remedies may be long in

seeking. This is more especially the case when a particular system has

long been going on, and every attempt at partial reform has but added

evil to evil, till at length the whole has become intolerable. The

natural process is easily described; and it is only by historically

viewing the question that we can see how such monstrous abominations

have arisen. These things are not done as a whole: it is step by step

that they are performed. If man sat down calmly to consider what was

best to be done under particular circumstances, if he meditated

philosophically upon the object which he proposed to attain, and

endeavoured to foresee, as far as the shortness of the human view will

permit, the results of all that he attempts for temporary purposes, he

might frame, and would frame, if not a perfect system, at least one,

the defects in which would be comparatively few, and easily remedied;

but what has been usually his course? He has considered the temporary

purpose alone, and that not philosophically. In the first institution

of transportation, his object seemed to be twofold: to punish guilty

persons, and to deliver their country from their presence. Simple

exile was the simplest form in which this could be achieved; the next

was the selling of the convict for a slave; then came the

transportation to a colony of the mother country, with a prohibition

against return: otherwise the peopling of a colony with the vicious

and the criminal; then punishment in the colony was added to mere

transportation; and in all and every one of these steps, nothing was

held in view but infliction on the culprit--relief to his native land.

Reformation was never thought of, degradation was never guarded

against; the moral condition of the convict, or his religious

improvement, was never taken into consideration; nor did the mind of

man seem to reach, till within the last few years, the comprehension

of that essential point in the whole question, that where the convict

was going he was to become the member of a vast community, the state

and condition of which would for years be strictly connected with that

of the country which expelled him. None of these things were ever

thought of, and still less the high and imperative duty which binds

legislators to attempt, in punishing, to reclaim; a duty not only to

their country and to their fellow men, but to their God."

Captain M---- seemed to ponder over his companion's words for a few

moments, and then replied. "I doubt not that what you say is true. The

evils you speak of have arisen, in a great part, from the want of a

due comprehension and consideration of the objects to be obtained; but

were that all, the evils of the system existing would be speedily

remedied; but I fear there is another great error which statesmen have

fallen into, and which will ever, as long as it is persisted in, throw

insuperable obstacles in the way of reform. The error I allude to is a

belief that corporeal punishment will reclaim. I am convinced that its

only tendency is to degrade and render more vicious the person on whom

it is inflicted. That it must exist I do not deny, for the probability

of incurring it must be held up before the convict's view, to deter

him from adding fresh crimes to those which have gone before; but the

principal means I would employ would be entirely moral means:

encouragement to a right course, exhortation, instruction, and the

chance of recovering gradually that sense of moral dignity, the want

of which is a source of all evil."

"A theory which may be pushed too far," said Dudley, "though excellent

in itself. Punishment is undoubtedly needful, both as a restraint and

an act of justice, but believe me also, that coercion as a means is

likewise required. I am convinced that in all these matters we try to

generalize too much. If we consider the infinite variety of human

characters, we shall see that an infinite variety of means is required

in the direction of any large body of human beings. To expect that any

man, or any body of men, should be able to scrutinize the character of

each individual convict, so as to apply the precise method of

treatment to his particular case, would be to require far too much;

but the rules and regulations adopted by a government, and carried out

by its officers in the colony, should be such as to render the

application of particular means as easy as possible. Entrusted to

well-instructed and observing men, a general knowledge of the

character of each convict could be easily obtained from his conduct on

his passage, and of the crime for which he received sentence. The

reports thus obtained might form the basis for correct classification

on the arrival of each ship; and the distribution of the unfortunate

men sent out might be afterwards made in accordance with this

classification. Thus you would save those comparatively pure from

contamination, and you would reduce the number of those requiring

strict supervision and coercion to the utmost possible extent. You

would acquire, in fact, the power of at once applying the means to the

end; you would know where moral means would be most efficacious, where

restraint was most needful, and have some guidance for shaping your

conduct according to the necessities of the case. I am aware, indeed,

that some classification is made, but of the most imperfect character,

and this I look upon as one of the causes of the total failure of the

system of transportation. I believe, also, the machinery, both for

improving the moral conduct of the convict, and for preventing crime

after his arrival in the colony, has been most inadequate from the

very beginning. I look upon it that one of the greatest possible

objects is, by constant and active supervision, to prevent the

possibility of a vicious course being pursued for some time after the

convict's arrival in the colony. Believe me, that to dishabituate his

mind from the commission of evil, is the first step to habituate it to

the pursuit of good. But what has been the case? When first convicts

were sent to this colony--the period is not very remote--it never

seemed to enter into the contemplation of those who sent them to

afford them any religious instruction, and it was entirely owing to

the exertions of a private individual that the means of spiritual

improvement were provided them at all; and now, when the influx of

these unhappy men into Van Dieman's Land is from five thousand to nine

thousand per annum, if we look either to the opportunities afforded

them of obtaining religious training, or to the power granted to the

local government of ensuring constant supervision, even in the cases

of the most hardened and irreclaimable, we shall find that it is

utterly inadequate to the numbers who require it. What can be the

result? What right have we to expect anything but that which we see?

With a system founded originally in an incomplete view of the case,

with an incomplete classification of the persons on whom it is to

operate, and with the most inefficient means of carrying out the

objects which should be ever held in view, the failure is inevitable;

and thus has a place set apart for the reception of criminals, whom it

was a duty not only to punish but to reform, become a mere nest of

unreclaimed felons, and a school for every species of vice and

wickedness which can degrade the human race, and bring eternal

destruction upon the soul of man. The way in which these colonies have

been conducted, I do not scruple to say, is a great national sin,

which cannot be without it punishment."

The conversation proceeded in the same strain for some time further,

during which they made their way slowly downward towards the banks of

the lake, now pursuing a green path amongst large masses of rook and

stone, now descending natural steps as it were in the coral rock, now

pausing to gaze with interest into one of the deep caves which pierced

the side of the precipice, and in which the light assumed a shadowy

red from the hue of the internal walls. To two warm-hearted and

enthusiastic men, a conversation so deeply affecting the best

interests of their fellow-creatures was, as may well be supposed,

highly interesting, and there was something in the grandeur, the

wildness, and the solitude of the scene, which seemed to elevate and

expand the thoughts as they reasoned of the destinies of the

multitudes fated to be the fathers of a population about ere long to

overspread the wide uncultivated tracts around them. The morning was

balmy and refreshing, the sun had not yet risen high enough to render

the heat burdensome; and as their course lay along the eastern side of

that wide basin, the cool shadows of the rocks, and hills, and trees,

spread out long and blue over the rugged precipices and the verdant

turf at their feet. For a time they forgot the object of their walk,

but at length Dudley pointed to a spot in the sky, saying, "There is a

vulture, and if you will permit me I will try my skill in bringing him

down. He will soon come near; for I have remarked in travelling hither

that in this country the birds of prey, whenever they see a moving

object, approach it rapidly. The butchers of the air have not yet

learned that there are butchers of the earth more powerful than

themselves."

"You had better draw out the balls and put in some slugs," said

Captain M----, handing him the gun; "though I suspect he will not come

within range."

"I will try the ball upon him," said Dudley; "I used not often to miss

my mark, but it is two long years since I had gun or rifle in my

hand;" and gazing down upon the highly finished fowling-piece, he

thought of the morning when he had gone out to shoot with Edgar

Adelon, and all the dark and terrible events which had followed.

Suddenly rousing himself, after a few moments he looked up towards the

sky again, and saw that the bird had approached much nearer, skimming

along just over the summit of the crags which towered above them, and

with curved neck and bent head, eyeing them as he sailed along. Dudley

put the gun to his shoulder, and though Captain M---- remarked, "He is

much too far," pulled the trigger, after a momentary pause. The report

was hardly heard before the broad wings fluttered with convulsive

beating, collapsed, and whirling round and round in the air, the

tyrant of the mountain came thundering down at the distance of some

thirty yards from them. When they reached the spot where he lay they

found him quite dead, though the yellow eyes still rolled in the bare

skinny head. The ball had passed right through him; but it seemed that

he had recently been inflicting the fate upon some other creature

which he had just received himself, for his strong horny bill and

talons were red with blood, which, from its fresh appearance, could

not have been shed very long.

"This would seem a species of condor," said Captain M----, after

examining it carefully. "What an immense extent of wing! I must carry

it away with me as a very fine specimen."

"I thought the condor was confined to South America," said Dudley;

"but I am very ignorant of such subjects, and certainly here shall not

have any temptation to form a museum of natural history. I must save

whatever powder and shot you can afford me, for the sole purpose of

obtaining food, and refrain from spending it upon my fellow-animals of

prey."

"It is a condor, I think," answered his companion; "and I believe that

species is spread more generally over both the old and new world than

is supposed. They are very rare, however, everywhere."

"I have seen many strongly resembling this creature hovering about

these cliffs and the top of the neighbouring hill," answered Dudley;

"but, of course, I never could approach one till now, for they did not

think fit to attack me, and I had no means of bringing them down. We

will carry it back with us; but first, I must provide you with some

dinner, and the lake is my only resource. Some of the feathers of this

good gentleman will make an artificial fly, not at all unlike those I

saw yesterday on the shore;" and sitting down by the dead vulture, he

speedily constructed an insect which had sufficient resemblance to

those they were accustomed to devour, to deceive the voracious

inhabitants of the waters.

Five or six large fish, not exactly trout, but somewhat resembling

that species, repaid an hour's angling; and then walking back, the two

wanderers, each with his own particular burden, made their way to the

spot where Dudley's fire had been lighted the day before. Their meal

was frugal enough; bread they had none; their drink was supplied by a

little stream issuing from the rocks; but yet it seemed pleasant to

both, and Captain M---- said, with a smile, when he saw his companion

somewhat puzzled as to how he should distribute the food, "I can see

you are not accustomed to this roving life. The memory of old habits

clings to you still; but as far as my experience shows me, it is

wonderfully less tenacious with uncultivated than with cultivated

minds. A few months is quite sufficient to qualify any convict for a

bushranger."

"It would take years so to qualify me," replied Dudley. "I affect no

particular degree of refinement, but I do think the delicacies of life

form one of the greatest charms of society. They are, in fact, based

upon higher principles than at first appear. I believe that they are

all founded upon the maxim, 'neither to be, nor to seem, nor to do

anything, which can be unnecessarily offensive to others.' This

implies no sacrifice of principle, and no unreasonable subserviency of

manner; for the moment a man tries to bend what is right to what is

courteous, that instant courtesy becomes a vice; but I never yet heard

a reasonable opinion which could not be so expressed as to offend no

reasonable man; and with regard to the minor and to the conventional

courtesies, to omit them where no wrong is implied would be a

violation of that which is due to our follow-men and to ourselves.

Nevertheless, you must not expect towels and water-basins in the

desert to wash after you have eaten with your fingers, any more than

you must expect bread where there are no ovens, or wine where no

grapes grow."

"I am perfectly satisfied," answered Captain M----, in a gay tone; "I

shall find my finger-glass at the little stream there, and my napkin

on the green grass; but still, my good friend, there are several

little things which may be serviceable to you in my small encampment

down below. I shall have no need of them, going back so soon; and I do

heartily believe there are no less than four or five round-pointed

table-knives, and at least three two-pronged forks. Some towels, too,

may not come amiss; and if ever you should have another dinner-party

here, they may serve as napkins as well. I will leave them on the spot

when we go away, and you can take possession of them at your leisure.

I could procure you, too, a box of nails from the ship; but I do not

know how to convey them to you without discovering your retreat to

those on board; and, doubtless, you would not like to come into too

near proximity with the people of the vessel, especially as they have

orders to search for and seize an escaped convict of the name of

Brady; a most desperate fellow, who has hitherto frustrated every

attempt to take him. He has somehow made his way over hither from Van

Dieman's Land, at least it is supposed so."

"He has not come to this district, as far as I have seen," answered

Dudley; "but still it would be better to avoid all recognition.

Nevertheless, I will admit, this box of nails you speak of would be of

greater value to me than a box of pure gold, and if you will put it on

shore at a spot where these two hills are in a direct line with each

other, I will seek it and bring it away. I might say I will hereafter

find some way to show my gratitude; but now I have none, nor any hope

of so doing. I can therefore but thank you again and again, and say,

would there was a chance of my being able to do that for you and yours

which my heart prompts, but which my means forbid."

"Not for ever, not for ever," answered Captain M----.

"I feel very sure that if you but persevere in abstaining from evil, a

time will come when errors will be removed and truth made manifest."

"Beyond the grave," answered Dudley; and then suddenly changing the

conversation, he carried it on in a somewhat lighter tone, till

Captain M---- rose to leave him. They parted like two old friends who

might never meet again, and while one carried away a feeling of deep

intense interest and curiosity, the other remained with a sensation of

desolation more profound and painful than ever.

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