EIGHTEENTH CHAPTER

PAULA IS INVOLVED IN THE RENDING FORTUNES OF SAINT PIERRE AND _THE

PANTHER_ CALLS WITH NEW YORK MAIL

Father Fontanel was out in the parish somewhere. One of the washer-women

told her this, at the door of the church. There were many sick in the

city from the great heat and the burned air--many little children sick.

Father Fontanel always sought the sick in body; those who were sick in

soul, sought him.... So the woman of the river-banks, in her simple way,

augmented the story of the priest's love for his people. Paula rested

for a few moments in the dim transept. Natives moved in and out for a

breath of coolness, some pausing to kneel upon the worn tiles of the

nave. Later she walked among the lower streets of the suffering city,

her heart filled with pity for the throngs housed on the low breathless

water-front. Except when the wind was straight from the volcano, the

hotel on the _Morne d'Orange_ was made livable by the cool Trades.

The clock in the _Hopital l'Militaire_ struck the hour of nine. Paula

had just hired a carriage at the Sugar Landing, when her eye was

attracted by a small crowd gathering near the water's edge. The black

cassock of a priest in the midst drew her hurrying forward. A young man,

she thought at first, from the frail shoulders and the slender waist....

A negress had fallen from the heat. Her burdens lay together upon the

shore--a tray of cakes from her head, and a naked babe from her arms....

A glimpse at the priest's profile, and she needed not to be told that

this was the holy man of Saint Pierre.

Happiness lived in the face above the deep pity of the moment. It was an

attraction of light, like the brow of Mary in Murillo's _Immaculate

Conception_; or like that instant ethereal radiance which shines from

the face of a little child passing away without pain. The years had put

an exquisite nobility upon the plain countenance, and the inner life had

added the gleam of adoration--"the rapture-light of holy vigils kept."

Paula rubbed her eyes, afraid lest it were not true; afraid for a moment

that it was her own meditations that had wrought this miracle in clay.

Lingering, she ceased to doubt the soul's transfiguration.... Father

Fontanel beckoned a huge negro from a lighter laden with

molasses-casks--a man of strength, bare to the waist.

"Take the little mother to my house," he said.

A young woman standing by was given charge of the child.... "Lift her

gently, Strong Man. The woman will show you the way to the door." Then

raising his voice to the crowd, the priest added, "You who are

well--tell others that it is yet cool in the church. Carry the ailing

ones there, and the little children. Father Pelee will soon be silent

again.... Does any one happen to know who owns the beautiful ship in the

harbor?"

His French sentences seemed lifted above a pervasive hush upon the

shore. The native faces wore a curious look of adulation; and Paula

marvelled in that they seemed unconscious of this. She was not a

Catholic; yet she uttered his name with a thrilling rapture, and with a

meaning she had never known before:

"Father Fontanel----"

He turned, instantly divining her inspiration.

"Mr. Stock, who owns the ship yonder, is staying at the _Hotel des

Palms_," she said quickly. "I have a carriage here. I was thinking that

the sick woman and her child might be taken to your house in that.

Afterward, when she is cared for, you might wish to ride with me to the

Hotel--where I also live."

"Why, yes, Child--who are you?"

"Just a visitor in Saint Pierre--a woman from the States."

Her arrangement was followed, and the negro went back to his work.

Father Fontanel joined her behind the carriage.

"But you speak French so well," he observed.

"Not a few Americans do. I was grateful that it came back to me here."

"Yes, for I do not speak a word of English," he said humbly.

They walked for a moment in silence, his head bowed in thought. Paula,

glancing at him from time to time, studied the lines of pity and

tenderness which shadowed the eyes. His mouth was wonderful to her,

quite as virgin to the iron of self-repression as to the soft fullness

of physical desire. This was the marvel of the face--it was above

battle. Here were eyes that had seen the Glory and retained an unearthly

happiness--a face that moved among the lowly, loved, pitied, abode with

them; yet was beautiful with the spiritual poise of Overman.

"It was strange that you did not meet Lafcadio Hearn when he was here,"

she said at length.

He shook his head, asked the name again and the man's work.

"A writer who tarried here; a mystic, too, strange and strong."

"I know no writer by that name--but how did you know that I did not meet

him, Child?"

"I was thinking he would write about you in his book of Martinique

sketches--had he known."

He accepted the explanation innocently. "There was a writer here--a

young man very dear to me--of whom you reminded me at once----"

"Of whom I reminded you, Father?" she repeated excitedly. "You mean

because I spoke of another writer?"

"No, I saw a resemblance--rather some relationship of yours to my

wonderful young friend.... He said he would come again to me."

She had spoken of Hearn in the hope that Father Fontanel would be

reminded of another writer whose name she did not care to mention. His

idea of relationship startled her to the heart; yet when she asked

further, the good man could not explain. It had merely been his first

thought, he said,--as if she had _come_ from his friend.

"You thought much of him then, Father Fontanel?"

He spoke with power now. "A character of terrible thirsts, Child,--such

thirsts as I have never known. Some moments as he walked beside me, I

have felt him--like a giant with wolves pulling at his thighs, and

angels lifting his arms. Great strength of mind, his presence endowed

me, so that I would have seen more of him, and more,--but he will come

back! And I know that the wolves shall have been slain, when he comes

again----"

"And the angels, Father?" she whispered.

"Such are the companions of the Lifted, my daughter.... It is when I

meet one of great conflicts that I am suffused with the spirit of

worship in that I am spared. God makes my way so easy that I must wonder

if I am not one of His very weak. It must be so, for my mornings and

evenings are made lovely by the Presence. My people hearken unto my

prayers for them; they love me and bring their little children for my

blessing--until I am so happy that I cry aloud for some great work to do

that I may strive heroically to show my gratitude to God--and lo, the

doors of my work are opened, but there are no lions in the way!"

She knew now all that Charter had meant. In her breast was a silent

mystic stirring--akin to that endearing miracle enacted in a

conservatory of flowers, when the morning sun first floods down upon the

glass.... The initial doubt of her own valor in suffering Selma Cross to

shatter her Tower, sprang into being now. Father Fontanel loved him, and

had looked within.

That the priest had perceived a "relationship" swept into the woman's

soul. Low logic wrought from the physical contacts of Selma Cross

trembled before the other immaterial suggestion--that Quentin Charter

would come back to Saint Pierre triumphantly companioned, his wolves

slain.... She forgot nothing of the actress's point of view; nor that

the Westerner did not reach her floor in the _Zoroaster_ and encounter

an old attraction by accident. He was not one to force his way there, if

the man at the elevator told him Miss Linster was not in. All of these

things which had driven her to action were still inexplicable, but final

condemnation was gone from the evidence--as the stone rolled away.

Bellingham?... The mystery now, as she stood within this radiant aura,

was that any point of his desire could ever have found lodgment within.

Her sense of protection at this moment was absolute. She had done well

to come here.... Again swept into mind, Quentin Charter's silent part in

saving her from the Destroyer--the book, the letter, the voice; even to

this sanctuary she had come through a sentence from him. For a moment

the old master-romance shone glorious again--like a lone, valiant star

glimpsed in the rift of storm-hurled clouds.

They had reached the low street door of Father Fontanel's house, a wing

of the church. A native doctor had been summoned and helped to carry the

woman in. She was revived presently.

"Father," Paula said, remembering the words of the washer-woman, as they

emerged into the street, "when one is sick of soul--does one knock

here?"

"One does not knock, but enters straightway," he answered. "The door is

never locked.... But you look very happy, my daughter."

"I am happy," she answered.

* * * * *

They drove together to the _Hotel des Palms_. Paula did not ask, though

she had something of an idea regarding the priest's purpose in asking

for Peter Stock. Though she had formed a very high opinion of the

American, it occurred to her that he would hardly approve of any one

directing arteries of philanthropy to his hand. He had been one of those

ruffian giants of the elder school of finance who began with the axe and

the plow; whose health, character and ethics had been wrought upon the

anvil of privation; whose culture began in middle life, and, being

hard-earned, was eminent in the foreground of mind--austere and

inelastic, this culture, yet solidly founded. Stock was rich and loved

to give, but was rather ashamed of it. Paula could imagine him saying,

"I hate the whining of the strong." For twenty years since his

retirement, he had voyaged about the world, learning to love beautiful

things, and giving possibly many small fortunes away; yet he much would

have preferred to acknowledge that he had knocked down a brute than

endowed an asylum. Mr. Stock was firm in opinion, dutiful in

appreciation for the fine. His sayings were strongly savored, reliant

with facts; his every thought was the result of a direct physical

process of mind,--a mind athletic to grip the tangible, but which had

not yet contracted for its spiritual endowment. In a word a splendid

type of American with which to blend an ardently artistic

temperament.... Paula, holding something of this conception of the

capitalist, became eager to see what adjustment could follow a meeting

with his complement in characteristic qualities--her revered mystic. Mr.

Stock was pacing up and down the mango grove. Leaving Father Fontanel on

the veranda, she joined the American.

"I found a holy man down on the water-front, mildly inquiring who owned

the _Saragossa_," she said laughingly, "and asked him to share my

carriage. He has not told me what he wants, but he's a very wonderful

priest."

She noted the instant contraction of his brows, and shrank inwardly at

the hard, rapid tone, with which he darted the question:

"Are you a Catholic?"

"No, Mr. Stock."

"Yes. I'll see him." It was as if he were talking to his secretary, but

Paula liked him too well to mind. They drew near the veranda.

"... Well, sir, what is it?" he spoke brusquely, and in French, studying

the priest's upturned face. Mr. Stock believed he knew faces. Except for

the years and the calling, he would have decided that Father Fontanel

was rather too meek and feminine--at first glance.

"What I wished to ask depends upon your being here for a day or two,"

the priest said readily. "Father Pelee's hot breath is killing our

children in the lower quarters of the city, and many of the poor women

are suffering. The ship out in the harbor looked to me like a good angel

with folded wings, as I walked the water-front this morning. I thought

you would be glad to let me send some mothers and babies--to breathe the

good air of the offing. A day, or a night and a day, may save lives."

Paula had felt a proprietary interest in Father Fontanel's mission, no

matter what it proved to be. She was pleased beyond measure to find that

he was entirely incapable of awe or cringing, before a man of stern and

distinguished mien and of such commanding dignity. Moreover, he stated

the favor quite as if it were an advantage which the American had not

thought of for himself. So interested was she in the priest's utterance,

that when her eyes turned from his face to Stock's--the alteration there

amazed her. And like the natives of the water-front, the American did

not seem to be _aware_ of the benign influence. He had followed the

French sentences intently at first, but caught the whole idea before the

priest was finished.

"Did you know I wasn't a Catholic?" he asked. The question apparently

had been in his mind before he felt himself responding to the appeal.

"No," Father Fontanel answered sincerely. "The truth is, it didn't occur

to me whether you were or not."

"Quite right," Mr. Stock said quickly. "It has no place, whatever, so

long as you don't think so. You've got a good idea. I'll be here for a

day or two. You'll need money to hire boats; then my first officer will

have to be informed. My launch is at the Sugar Landing.... On second

thought, I'll go back down-town with you.... Miss Wyndam--later in the

day--a chat with you?"

"Of course."

Father Fontanel turned, thanking her with a smile. "And the name is

'Wyndam,'" he added. "I had not heard it before."

Paula watched them walking down the driveway to the carriage which she

had retained for Father Fontanel. The inclination was full-formed to

seek the solitude of her room and there review the whole delightful

matter.... She was glad that the priest had not asked her name, for

under his eyes--she could not have answered "Wyndam."

It was not until the following evening, after a day of actual physical

suffering from Pelee and the heat, even on the _Morne_, that she had the

promised talk with Peter Stock.

"I like your priest," he said, "He works like a man, and he hasn't got a

crook in his back. What he wants he seems to get. I have sent over a

hundred natives out yonder on the _Saragossa_, negotiated for the town's

whole available supply of fresh milk, and Laird, my chief officer, is

giving the party a little cruise to-night----"

"Do you know--I think it is splendid?" she exclaimed.

"What?"

"The work--your ship filled with gasping unfortunates from the city!"

"Do you happen to know of any reason why an idle ship should not be used

for some such purpose?"

"None, whatever," she said demurely, quite willing that he should adjust

the matter to suit himself. His touchiness upon the subject of his own

benefactions remanded her pleasurably of Reifferscheid. Her inward joy

was to study in Peter Stock the unacknowledged influence of Father

Fontanel--or was it an unconscious influence? The American's further

activities unfolded:

"By the way, have you been reading the French paper here--_Les

Colonies_?"

Paula had not.

"The editor, M. Mondet, is the smug authority for a statement yesterday

that Saint Pierre is in absolutely no danger from the mountain. Now, of

course, this may be true, but he doesn't know it--unless he should have

the Dealer in Destiny on the wire. There is always a big enough

percentage of foolish virgins in a city, so it peeved me to find one in

the sole editorial capacity. My first impulse was to calk up the throat

of M. Mondet with several sheets of his abominable assurances. This I

restrained, but nevertheless I called upon him to-day. His next issue

appears day after to-morrow, and my idea is for him to print a vigorous

warning against Pelee. Why, he could clear the town of ten thousand

people for a few days--until the weather settles. Incidentally, if the

mountain took on a sudden destroying streak--just see what he would have

done! Some glory in saving lives on that scale."

"Vine leaves, indeed," said Paula, "Did M. Mondet tell you he would

print this warning?"

"Not exactly. He pointed out the cost of detaching a third of the city's

inhabitants. I told him how this cost could be brought down within

reason, and showed myself not unwilling to back the exodus. I'm a

practical man, Miss Wyndam, and these things look bigger than they

really are. But you never can tell what a tubby little Frenchman will

do. It's atrocious for a man in his position to say that a volcano won't

volcane--sorely tempting to old Father Pelee--a sort of challenge. It

would be bad enough to play Pilate and wash his hands of the city's

danger--but to be a white-lipped, kissing Judas at the last supper of

Saint Pierre----"

"Did you tell him that?" Paula asked hastily.

"Not in those words, Miss Wyndam, but he seemed to be a bit afraid of

me--kept watching my hands and pulling at his cravat. When he finally

showed me to the door, his was the delicacy of one who handles dynamite.

At all events, I'm waiting for his next issue to see if my call 'took!'

I really do wish that a lot of these people would forget their clothes,

chickens, coals, coins, and all such, for a few days and camp somewhere

between here and Fort de France."

Paula was thrilled by the American's zeal. He was not content, now that

he had begun, to deal with boatloads, but wanted to stir the city. She

would have given much to know the exact part of Father Fontanel in this

rousing ardor of her new friend. "And you really think Pelee may not

hold out?" she asked.

"I'm not a monomaniac--at least, not yet," he replied, and his voice

suggested a certain pent savagery in his brain. "Call it an experiment

that I'm sufficiently interested in to finance. The ways of volcanoes

are past the previsions of men. I'd like to get a lot of folks out of

the fire-zone, until Pelee is cool--or a billion tons lighter. This

ordered-up-to-Nineveh business is out of my line, but it's absorbing. I

don't say that Pelee will blow his head off this week or this

millennium, but I do say that there are vaults of explosives in that

monster, the smallest of which could make this city look like a leper's

corpse upon the beach. I say that the internal fires are burning high;

that they're already playing about the vital cap; that Pelee has already

sprung several leaks, and that the same force which lifted this cheerful

archipelago from the depths of the sea is pressing against the craters

at this moment. I say that Vesuvius warned before he broke; that

Krakatoa warned and then struck; that down the ages these safety valves

scattered over the face of the earth have mercifully joggled before

giving way; that Pelee is joggling now."

"If M. Mondet would write just that," Paula said softly, "I think you

would have your exodus."

She sought her room shortly afterward. Pelee's moods had been variable

that day. The north had been obscured by a fresh fog in the afternoon.

The ash and sulphur fumes, cruel to the lungs on the breezy _Morne_, six

miles from the craters, gave her an intimation of the anguish of the

people in the intervening depression where the city lay. The twilight

had brought ease again and a ten-minute shower, so there was real

freshness in the early evening. Rippling waves of merriment reached her

from the darky quarters, as the young men from the fields came forth to

bathe in the sea. Never before was the volatile tropic soul so strongly

evidenced for her understanding, as in that glad hour of

reaction--simple hearts to glow at little things, whose swift tragedies

come and go like blighting winds which, though they may slay, leave no

wound; instant to gladden in the groves of serenity, when a black cloud

has blown by.

Her mind was sleepless.... Once, long after midnight, when she fell into

a doze, it was only to be awakened by a dream of a garrote upon her

throat. The ash had thickened again, and the air was acrid. The hours

seemed to fall asleep in passing. From her balcony she peered into the

dead-black of the North where Pelee rumbled at intervals. Back in the

south, the blurred moon impended with an evil light. A faint wailing of

children reached her from the servants' cabins. The sense of isolation

was dreadful for a moment. It seemed to rest entirely with her that time

passed at all; that she must grapple with each moment and fight it back

into the past....

The _Panther_, a fast ship with New York mail, was due to call at Saint

Pierre within forty-eight hours. Paula, to hasten the passing of time,

determined to take the little steamer over to Fort de France for a day,

if morning ever came. She must have slept an hour after this decision,

for she was unconscious of the transition from darkness to the parched

and brilliant dawn which roused her tired eyes. The glass showed her a

pallid face, darkly-lined.

The blinding light from the East changed the dew to steam before it

touched the ground. The more delicate blossoms in the gardens withered

in that hectic burning before the sun was an hour high. Driving down

through the city to the Landing she found the _Rue Victor Hugo_ almost

deserted. The _porteuses_ were gone from the highway; all doors were

tightly shut, strangely marring the tropical effect; broken window-panes

were stuffed with cloths to keep out the vitiated air. The tough little

island mules (many in their panniers with no one leading), scarcely

moved, and hugged the east walls for shade. From the by-ways she

imagined the smell of death.

* * * * *

"Hottest morning Saint Pierre has known for years," the captain said, as

she boarded the little steamer which hurriedly put off.... Night had

fallen (and there had been little to break the misery of Saint Pierre

that day), when she reached the Hotel once more. She retired immediately

after dinner to take advantage of a fresh, south wind which came with

the dark and promised to make sleep possible.... Rumblings from the

volcano awoke her just before dawn. Glancing out over the harbor, she

perceived the lights of a big liner lying near the _Saragossa_. There

was no sleep after this discovery, since she felt this must be the

_Panther_ with letters from New York. According to her schedule, the

steamer had cleared from Manhattan a full week after the _Fruitlands_.

Paula breakfasted early, and inquired at the desk how soon the mails

would be distributed.

"Did you arrange at the post-office to have your mail sent care of the

Hotel?" the clerk inquired.

"Yes."

"The bags should be here very shortly, Miss Wyndam. The _Panther_

anchored at two this morning."

"Please send any letters for me to my room at once," she told him, and

went there to wait, so that she might be alone to read.... Madame

Nestor's writing was upon one envelope, and Reifferscheid's upon

another, a large one, which contained mail sent to Paula Linster in his

care to be forwarded to Laura Wyndam, among them letters from Selma

Cross and Quentin Charter, as well as a note from the editor himself.

The latter she read first, since the pages were loose in the big

envelope. It was a joyous, cheery message, containing a humorous account

of those who called to inquire about her, a bit of the gospel of work

and a hope for her health--the whole, brief, fine and tonic--like her

friend.... Tearing open the Charter letter, she fell into a vortex of

emotions:

This is my fifth day in New York, dear Skylark, and I have

ceased trying to find you. It was not to trouble or frighten

you that I searched, but because I think if you understood

entirely, you would not hide from me. I hope Miss Cross has had

better success than I in learning your whereabouts, because she

has changed certain views regarding me. If you shared with her

those former views, it is indeed important that you learn the

truth, though it is not for me to put such things in a letter.

I have not seen Miss Cross since that first night; nor have I

had the heart yet to see _The Thing_. Reifferscheid tells me

that you may be out of the city for two or three months. I

counted him a very good friend of mine, but he treats me now

with a peculiar aversion, such as I should consider proper for

one to hold toward a wife-beater. It is all very strange and

subtly terrifying--this ordeal for which I have been prepared.

I see now that I needed the three full years of training. What

I cannot quite adjust yet is that I should have made you

suffer. My every thought blessed you. My thoughts bless you

to-night--sweet gift of the world to me.

Live in the sun and rest, Skylark; put away all shadowy

complications--and you will bring back a splendid store of

energy for the tenser New York life. I could not have written

so calmly a few days ago, for to have you think evil of me

drove straight and swiftly to the very centres of sanity--but I

have won back through thoughts of you, a noon-day courage; and

it has come to me that our truer relation is but beginning.

I have not yet the fibre for work; New York is empty without

you, as my garret would be without your singing. I shall go

away somewhere for a little, leaving my itinerary--when I

decide upon it--at the _Granville_. Some time soon I shall hear

from you. All shall be restored--even serenity to your

beautiful spirit. I only suffer now in that it proved business

of mine to bring you agony. I wanted to make you glad through

and through; to lift your spirit, not to weight it down; to

make you wiser, happier,--to keep you _winged_. This, as I know

the truth, has been my constant outbreathing to you....

My window at the _Granville_ faces the East--the East to which

I have come--yet from the old ways, I still look to the East

for you. New York has found her Spring--a warm, almost vernal

night, this, and I smell the sea.... Two big, gray dusty moths

are fluttering at the glass--softly, eagerly to get at the

light--as if they knew best.... They have found the way in, for

the window was partly open, and have burned their wings at the

electric bulb. The analogy is inevitable ... but _you_ would

not be hurt, for flame would meet flame.... I turned off the

light a moment and remembered that you have already been hurt,

but that was rather because flame was not restored by flame....

One moth has gone away. The other has curled up on my table

like a faded cotton umbrella. So many murder the soul this way

in the pursuit of dead intellectual brilliance....

Bless your warm heart that brims with singing--singing which I

must hear again.... An old sensation comes to me now as I cease

to write. My garret always used to grow empty and heartless--as

I closed and sealed a letter to you.... You are radiant in the

heart of Quentin Charter.

She was unconscious of passing time, until her eye was attracted by the

heavy handwriting of Selma Cross upon a _Herriot Theatre_ envelope. This

communication was an attempt to clear herself with Paula, whose

intrinsic clarity had always attracted truth from the actress; also it

seemed to contain a struggle to adjust herself, when once she began to

write, to the garment of nettles she had woven from mixed motives.

I am almost frantic searching for you. I knew you were in the

hall _that night_, because I saw your hat as you started to

walk down. Charter was saying things about the stage that made

me want to shut the door, but I must tell you why I made him

come there. When it occurred to me how horribly you had been

hurt by my disclosures regarding him, the thought drove home

that there might be some mistake. You would not see him, so I

sent a telephone-message to the _Granville_ for him to call.

He, of course, thought the message from you. Indeed, he would

not have come otherwise. He avoided me before, and that night,

he certainly would have seen no one but you. Our elevator-man

at the _Zoroaster_ had orders from me to show a gentleman

inquiring for you about seven, to my apartment.

My thought was, to learn if by any possibility I was wrong in

what I had told you. I even thought I might call you in that

night. Anyway, you would be just across the hall--to hear at

once any good word. He thought at first that it was a trap that

_we_ had arranged--that you were somewhere in the apartment

listening! Oh, I'm all in a welter of words--there is so much,

and your big brute of an editor would give me no help. The

woman in your rooms is quite as blank about you. I never beat

so helplessly against a wall.

But here's the truth: Charter did not talk about our relations.

Villiers had a spy watching all our movements--and was thus

informed. Then, when he got back, Villiers told me that Charter

had talked to men--all the things that his spy had learned. He

did this to make me hate Charter. This is the real truth.

Charter seems to have become a monk in the three years. This is

not so pleasant to write as it will be for you to read, but he

would not even mention your name in my room! I want to say that

if it is not you--some woman has the new Quentin Charter heart

and soul. I could have done the thing better, but the dramatic

possibility of calling him to the _Zoroaster_ blinded my

judgment, and what a hideous farce it turned out! But you have

the truth, and I, my lesson. Please forgive your fond old

neighbor--who wasn't started out with all the breeding in the

world, but who meant to be square with you.

Paula felt that she could go down into the tortured city at this moment

with healing for every woe. She paced the room, and with outstretched

arms, poured forth an ecstasy of gratitude for his sake; for the

restoration of her Tower; for this new and glorious meaning of her

womanhood. The thought of returning to New York by the first boat

occurred; and the advisability of cabling Quentin Charter for his ease

of mind.... At all events, the time of the next steamer's leaving for

New York must be ascertained at once. She was putting on her hat, when

Madame Nestor's unopened letter checked her precipitation. The first

line brought back old fears:

I'm afraid I have betrayed you, my beloved Paula. It is hard

that my poor life should be capable of this. Less than two

hours ago, as I was busied about the apartment, the bell rang

and I answered. At the door stood Bellingham. He caught my eyes

and held them. I remember that instant, the suffocation,--the

desperate but vain struggle to keep my self-control. Alas, he

had subjected my will too thoroughly long ago. Almost

instantly, I succumbed to the old mastery.... When his control

was lifted, I was still standing by the opened door, but he was

gone. The elevator was at the ground-floor. He must have passed

by me and into the apartment, for one of your photographs was

gone. I don't think he came for that, though of course it will

help him to concentrate I cannot tell what else happened in the

interval, but my dreadful fear is that he made me divulge your

place of refuge. What other purpose could he have? It is almost

unbearable that I should be forced to tell him--when I love you

so--if, indeed, that has come to pass.... He has altered

terribly since the accident. I think he has lost certain of his

powers--that his thwarted desire is murdering him. He did not

formerly need a photograph to concentrate. His eyes burned into

mine like a wolf's. I know, even in my sorrow, that yours is to

be the victory. He is breaking up or he would not _come to

you_....

For a moment or two Paula was conscious of Pelee, and the gray menace

that charged the burnt-out air.

Then came the thought of Father Fontanel and the door that was never

locked; and presently her new joy returned with ever-rising

vibration--until the long-abated powers of her life were fully vitalized

again.... She was wondering, as she stepped into the hall and turned the

key in her door, if she would be considered rather tumultuous in cabling

Charter.... At the stairway, she halted, fearing at first some new

mental seizure; then every faculty furiously-nerved, she listened at the

balustrade for the repetition of a voice that an instant before had

thrilled her to the soul.... There had only been a sentence or two from

the Voice. Peter Stock was now replying:

"He's a man-servant of the devil, this pudgy editor," he said striding

up and down the lower hall in his rage. "A few days ago I called upon

him, and in sweet modesty and limping French explained the proper policy

for him to take about this volcano. To-day he devotes a half-column of

insufferable humor to my force of character and alarmist views. Oh, the

flakiness of the French mind! M. Mondet certainly fascinates me. I shall

have to call upon him again."

Paula heard the low laugh of the other and the words:

"Let's sit down, Mr. Stock. I want to hear all about the editor and the

mountain. I was getting to sea somewhere, when the New York papers ran a

line about Pelee's activity. It started luring memories, and I berthed

at once for Saint Pierre. It was mighty good to see the _Saragossa_

lying familiarly in the roadstead----"

Trailing her fingers along the wall to steady herself, Paula made her

way back to the door of her room, which she fumblingly unlocked.

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