CHAPTER XI

ON THE EDGE

If Harry Fielden had hoped to see May again that night he was

disappointed. She was tired, Sir George said, and hoped that Fielden

would not mind if she did not come into the library. He was a little bit

under the mark himself and would go to bed. So Fielden was left to his

uneasy thoughts with the hope that he might learn something in the

morning. But glancing at May across the breakfast table he could read

nothing from the expression of her face. She was a little silent, but

otherwise her features were tranquil, and it was not till an hour or so

afterwards that Fielden found himself alone with her.

"I hope you are better?" he asked.

"Oh, there's nothing whatever the matter with me," May said in her

candid way. "I am only worried, that's all. You have been here quite

long enough to see that things are not going with us as they should. It

will be a terrible thing if our colt fails to win the Derby. Indeed, I

don't know how we shall be able to carry on till the end of May in any

case. What a wretched business it all is! How foolish people are to risk

their happiness on the speed of a horse! But the Haredales have always

been gamblers. I suppose it is in the blood. Put on your hat and take me

for a walk across the Downs. I need something to blow the cobwebs away."

Fielden was eager. For some time he walked in silence by the girl's

side, waiting for her to speak. He had a feeling that, sooner or later,

May would confide in him. She stopped suddenly and raised her eyes to

his.

"I am going to ask you a question," she said. "I want you to put

yourself in my place for a moment. Suppose that the honour and fortune

of the family rested in my hands, and it was for me to say whether the

Haredales were to leave this old place in poverty and disgrace, or

whether they were to stay on occupying the old position, what would you

do?"

"It depends on circumstances," Fielden said.

"Of course it does, my dear boy. I didn't expect you to make such a tame

reply as that. Surely you must know what I mean. It is for me to decide.

I have the opportunity of bringing into the family the necessary money

to set everything right. But at a price."

"As usual," Fielden, said sadly. "The price happens to be yourself."

"You have guessed it. The price is myself. I suppose it would be no news

to you if I told you who the man was."

"Not after last night," Fielden said between his teeth. "So Raymond

Copley has asked you to marry him. I suppose it is the old story which

one has read in books and newspapers a thousand times. Copley has got

your father under his thumb and has threatened to ruin him, unless you

consent to be his wife. I am not a very shrewd person, but I felt sure

of this when we came home last night. You refused Copley, of course, and

he took his refusal in the way such a cad would. He threatened you and

said he had your father on his side. And now you are hesitating what to

do. You have said that no power on earth shall force you to consent,

that you cannot save the family honour at such a price. You are right,

May. It is a vile thing to ask of a girl. It is so mean and

dishonourable. Heaven knows, I care for your welfare. I never knew how

much I did care till we met in London the other night. Then I realized

for the first time the price I am paying for my folly. If I hadn't been

a fool, you would be my wife to-day, and it would have been my pleasure

and privilege to help Sir George out of his trouble. Can you ever

forgive me?"

May turned a tearful face towards Fielden. Impulsively she held out her

hands to him, and he caught them almost fiercely. They were alone on

the wide stretch of Downs. Not a soul was in sight. Neither knew how it

happened, but a moment later Fielden's arms were about the girl, and she

was crying unrestrainedly upon his shoulder. There was only one thing

for it, and that was to kiss the tears away and bring the smiles back to

May's lips.

"Now we have done it," Fielden said ruefully. "I am a nice fellow to

talk about other men being dishonourable. I ought to be well thrashed

for giving way to temptation like this. Fancy a man in my position

daring to make love to any girl. But you knew what my feelings were."

"I was sure," May whispered.

"But what are we to do? It would be another matter, I suppose, if it

were three months later and the Blenheim colt had won the Derby. Then,

perhaps, Sir George would forgive me and make the best of it for your

sake. As it is, I have only succeeded in complicating matters. You are

resolved, of course, that nothing will induce you to change your mind so

far as Copley is concerned. But will you have strength enough to do it,

May? I don't think you realize the pressure which would be put upon you

when you find that Haredale Park will have to go, when you find yourself

in lodgings----"

"Never," May cried passionately. "I refuse even to discuss it. The idea

is unthinkable."

Fielden pressed the point no longer. He really had not the heart to do

so. Sufficient unto the day was the evil thereof. But it was with mixed

feelings that an hour or so later he walked across the fields to Seton

Manor. Copley was waiting to receive him. The latter was in his hardest

and most businesslike mood. There was something repellent about the

expression of his face. The library reeked strongly of tobacco and

spirits. From the ruddy tinge on Copley's face he had partaken of more

than one brandy and soda already.

Fielden hoped there was nothing in the expression of his face which in

any way betrayed his thoughts. Fancy a man like this married to a girl

like May Haredale! Copley was braggart and bully to his finger-tips--a

man without heart, or conscience, or feeling. Nay, he was worse than

this, as Fielden very well knew. For the moment, it was on the tip of

Harry's tongue to say he had thought the matter over and had decided to

decline Copley's offer. But more prudent thoughts prevailed. It would be

as well to be as near Copley as possible, to be on the spot, to act when

disaster threatened. Besides, Fielden, to some extent, was in league

with Aaron Phillips, and if there was anything in the way of rascality

afoot, it might be possible to detect it. It would be a fine thing to go

to Copley with the evidence of his rascality in plain black and white,

and agree to silence on the condition that this persecution of Miss

Haredale ceased.

"Ah! you have come," Copley said in his blunt way. "Well, I have

arranged everything for you. I want you to take over the entire

management of my stable. The last man had four hundred a year and the

run of the house, and I am prepared to offer you the same terms.

Everything will be left in your hands. As I told you last night, my

racing stable is only a side-show, and I don't want to be bothered with

it. You can make a start next week at Mirst Park. I have horses running

in races both days, and I shall probably run down myself. But you know

the ropes well enough."

"I think you can leave it to me," Fielden remarked.

"Very well, then, that's settled. You can ask the housekeeper to give

you a room. You can have all the meals you want, and the horses will be

yours to handle as you like. I must wish you good morning, for I have a

score of things to occupy my attention before I motor to town at six

o'clock. I think that will do. Good day."

Fielden took his leave, hardly knowing whether to be pleased or not. He

spent the next hour or so in the stables, interviewing the stud groom

and the helpers, who seemed to know all about the new arrangement. He

said little or nothing about it, but was somewhat surprised to find what

a poor set of horses Copley owned. For the most part they were little

better than platers. There might be a racer or two amongst them, but

only for small meetings. The groom was quite open in his comments, and

to these Fielden listened discreetly. He was free, presently, to go over

to Haredale Park and get his belongings together. He strode across the

Downs and passed the wide stretch of turf where the trial of the

Blenheim colt had taken place. He was hurrying down the slope when he

came face to face with Aaron Phillips.

"I was looking for you," the latter said. "I haven't been letting the

grass grow under my feet since we met last. I am beginning to get a hold

of the game. We shall be able to make those fellows sit up before long.

I suppose you couldn't manage to get away on Friday and Saturday next

for the two days' racing at Mirst Park? If you can, I shall show you

something that will open your eyes."

"As it happens," Fielden explained, "I am going there. I have just been

appointed a kind of general manager to Mr. Copley. I have to thank Sir

George Haredale for this. As you can imagine, Phillips, it is not a

congenial occupation. But there are urgent reasons why I ought to accept

it. We have a horse or two entered for the Mirst Park meeting, and I

shall go with them. Now, then, what is it?"

Aaron Phillips' face lightened.

"What a stroke of luck!" he exclaimed. "In that case, I need not detain

you now. But I'll contrive to see you on the course, and then I think it

will be our turn."

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