A DISAGREEABLE EXPEDITION.
It was Monday morning. Charles Cleveland sat on his iron bedstead in
his dreary cell in Newgate: of which cell he had become heartily tired
by this time: chewing there in solitude the cud of his reflections,
which came crowding one upon another. None of them were agreeable, as
may be imagined, but pressing itself upon him more keenly than all,
was the sensation of deep, dark disappointment. Above the discomfort
of his present position, above the sense of shame endured, above the
hard, degrading life that loomed for him in the future, he felt the
neglect of Lady Adela. She, for whom he was bearing all the misery and
disgrace in this dreadful dungeon, had never, by letter or by message,
sought to convey a ray of sympathy to cheer him. The neglect, the
indifference may have been unavoidable, but it told not the less
bitterly on the spirit of the prisoner.
A noise at his cell door. The heavy key was turning in the lock, and
the prisoner looked up eagerly--a visit was such a break in his dreary
day. Two ladies were entering, and his heart beat wildly--wildly; for
in the appearance of one he discerned some resemblance to Lady
Adela's. _Had_ she come to see him! and he had been so ungratefully
blaming her! But the lady raised her veil, and he was recalled to his
sober senses. It was only Grace Chenevix.
"So, Charles, an awful scrape you have brought yourself into, through
your flirting nonsense with Adela!" began the Countess of Acorn, as
she followed her daughter in.
"Now, mamma, dear mamma," implored Grace, in a whisper, "if you
interfere, you will ruin all."
"Ruin all! much obliged to you, Grace! I think he has ruined himself,"
retorted the countess, in a shrill tone. Never famous for a sweet
temper or a silent tongue, Lady Acorn was not improved by the trouble
that had fallen on them, or by this distasteful expedition which she
had been forced, so to say, to take this morning, for she could not
allow Grace to come alone. The unhappy prisoner would reap the full
benefit of her acrimony.
"I wonder you can look us in the face," she went on to him. "Had any
one told me I should sometime walk through Newgate attended by
turnkeys, I should have said it was a libel. We came down in a hack
cab. I wouldn't have brought the servants here for the world."
"I shall ever feel grateful to you," breathed Charles.
"Oh, never mind about gratitude," unceremoniously interrupted Lady
Acorn; "there's no time for it. Let us say what we have to say, Grace,
and be gone. I'm all in a tremor, lest those men with keys should come
and lock me up. Of course, Charles, you know it has all come out."
Charles looked up sharply.
"Which is more luck than you could have expected," added the countess,
while Grace sat on thorns, lest some unlucky admission of her mother's
should ruin all, as she had just phrased it, and unable to get a word
in edgeways. "Of all brainless simpletons you are the worst. If Adela
chose (like the thoughtless, wicked girl she is, though she is my
daughter) to write her husband's name to a cheque, was that any reason
why you should go hotheaded to work, and make believe you did it? Mr.
Grubb is not your husband, and you have no right to his money. Things
that the law will permit a wife to do with impunity, you might be run
up to the drop for."
"Who has been saying this?" breathed the prisoner, bewildered with the
torrent of words, and their signification. "Surely not Lady Adela."
"Charles," interposed Grace, and her quiet tones, after those of the
countess, sounded like the lulling of a storm, "there is no necessity
for further mystery, or for your continuing to assume the guilt;
which, as my mother says, was an unwise step on your part----"
"I did not say unwise," sharply interrupted the countess; "call things
by their right names, Lady Grace. It was insanity, and nobody but an
idiot would have done it. That's what I said."
"The circumstances are known to us now," went on Grace, speaking
quietly. "Poor Adela, at her wits' end for money, drew the cheque, and
sent you to cash it. And then, terrified at what she had done,
persuaded you to assume the responsibility."
"She did not persuade me," explained Charles, falling completely into
the snare, and believing every word that was spoken, yet still anxious
to excuse Lady Adela. "I volunteered to bear it. And I would do as
much again."
"Charles--mamma, pray let me speak for a minute--had you been present
when Adela wrote the cheque, you would been doubly to blame. She----"
Charles shook his head. "I was not present."
"She, poor thing, was excited at the moment, and incapable of
reflection, but you ought to have recalled her to reason, and refused
to aid in it--for her own sake."
"And of course I should," eagerly answered Mr. Charles, "had I known
there was anything wrong about it. She brought me the cheque, ready
filled in----"
"When you went up from the City for the cheque-book, on the Saturday
morning. Yes, we know all."
"I declare I thought it was Mr. Grubb's writing, if ever I saw his
writing in my life. I was not likely to have any other thought--how
could I have? And I never recalled the matter to my mind, or knew
anything more about it, till the Monday night, when I came up from
Netherleigh: as I suppose Lady Adela has told you, if she has told you
the rest."
"And then you undertook to shield her," interposed Lady Acorn, "and a
glorious mess you have made of it between you. Grace, how you worry!
you can speak when I have done. What she did would have been hushed up
by her husband for all our sakes, but what you did was a very
different matter. And the disgrace you have gratuitously brought upon
yourself may yet be blazoned forth to every corner of the United
Kingdom."
"And these are all the thanks I get," remarked Charles, striving to
speak lightly.
"What other thanks would you like?" remarked the countess. "A service
of plate presented to you? You deserve a testimonial, don't you, for
having run your head into a noose of this dangerous kind for any woman!
And for Adela, of all others, who cares for no one on earth but her
blessed self. Not she."
"My mother is right," said Lady Grace, "and it may be as well,
Charles, that you should know it. Adela has never cared for you in any
way, except as an amusing boy, who could talk nonsense to her when she
chose to condescend to listen. If you have thought anything else----"
"I never had a disloyal thought to Lady Adela," interrupted Charles,
warmly. "Or to her husband--who has always been so kind to me. I would
have warded all such--all ill--from her with my life."
"And nicely she has repaid you!" commented Lady Acorn. "Do you suppose
she would have confessed this herself?--no, we found it out. She would
have let you suffer, and never said 'Thank you.' I tell you this,
Master Charley; and I hope you will let it prove to you what the
smiles of a heartless butterfly of a married woman are worth."
He bit his dry and fevered lips with mortification--fevered for _her_.
And Lady Acorn, after bestowing a few more unpalatable truths upon the
unhappy prisoner, took her daughter's arm and hurried away, glad to
escape from the place and the interview.
"A capital success we have had, Gracie," she cried, when they were
outside the stone walls, "but it is all thanks to me. You would have
beat about the bush, and palavered, and hesitated, and done no good. I
got it out of him nicely--like the green sea-gull that the boy is.
But, Grace, my child"--and Lady Acorn's voice for once grew hushed and
solemn--"what in the world will be done with Adela?"
It was a painful scene, that in which they brought it home to Lady
Adela. When Lady Acorn carried to her husband the news of Charles's
unconscious avowal, he was struck almost dumb with consternation. The
worst conclusion he had come to, in regard to some of the notes being
traced to his daughter, was that she had but borrowed money from
Charles Cleveland. Innocently? Yes; he could not and would not think
she had any knowledge of how Charles became possessed of the notes.
Lord Acorn, in spite of his perpetual embarrassments, and his not
altogether straightforward shifts to evade them, possessed the true
sense of honour that generally belongs to his order. He possessed it
especially in regard to woman; and to find that his most favoured and
favourite daughter had been guilty of theft; of--of---- He could not
pursue the thought, as he sank down with his pain.
"We had better go to her, and hear what she has to plead in excuse,
and--and--ascertain how far her peculations have gone," he said
presently to his wife. "Perhaps there are more of them. Poor Grubb!"
So they went to Grosvenor Square, arm-in-arm, but sick at heart, and
found Lady Adela alone. She was toying with a golden bird in a golden
cage; gold at any rate in colour; a recent purchase. Her afternoon
dress of muslin had golden-hued sprigs upon it, and there was much
gilding of mirrors and other ornaments in the room, the taste of that
day. A gay scene altogether, and Adela the gayest and prettiest object
in it.
She was not quite as heartless, though, as appeared on the surface, or
as Lady Acorn judged her to be. Adela was growing frightened. She was
beginning to realize what it was she had done, and to wonder, in much
self-torment, what would come of it. That Mr. Grubb would release
Charles Cleveland she had not at first entertained the smallest doubt,
or that the affair would be entirely hushed up. Charles would be true
to her, never disclose her name, and there it would end. With this
fond expectation she had buoyed herself up. But as the days went on,
and Charles was still kept in Newgate, soon to be brought up for
another examination preparatory to committal for trial, she grew
alarmed. For the past day or two her uneasiness had been intolerable.
Could she have saved Charles and his good name by confessing the
truth, and run away for ever from the sight of men, she would have
done it thankfully; but to take the guilt upon herself, and such
debasing guilt, _and_ remain before the world!--this was utterly
repugnant, not to say impossible, to the proud heart of Lady Adela.
It was so unusual to see her father and mother come in together, and
to see them both with solemn faces, that Adela's heart leaped, as the
saying runs, into her mouth. Still, it _might_ not portend any adverse
meaning, and she rallied her courage.
"I want to make him sing," she cried, turning on them her bright and
smiling face. "Did you ever see so beautiful a colour, papa? I _hope_
he is not too beautiful to sing."
But there was no answering smile on the faces of either father or
mother, only an increased solemnity. Lord Acorn, waving his hand
towards the bird as if he would, wave off a too frivolous toy, touched
her arm and pointed to a chair.
"Sit down, Adela."
She turned as white as death. Lady Acorn opened her lips to begin, a
great wrath evidently upon them, but her lord and master imperatively
waved his hand to her for silence, as he had just waved away the
frivolous bird, and addressed his daughter.
"What is to become of you, Adela?"
She neither spoke nor moved. She sat back in an armchair, with her
white and terror-stricken face. Her teeth began to chatter.
"How came you to do it?" he continued.
"To--to--do what?" she gasped.
"To do what!" screamed out Lady Acorn, utterly unable to control her
tongue and her reproaches longer--"why, to rifle your husband's
cheque-book of a cheque, and fill it in, and forge the firm's
signature, and despatch that unsuspicious baby, Charles Cleveland, to
cash it."
"Who--who says I did that?" asked Adela, making one last, hopeless,
desperate effort to defend herself.
"Who----"
"Betsy, if you can't let me speak, you had better go away for a few
minutes," cried Lord Acorn, arresting a fresh burst of eloquence from
his wife. "That you did do this thing, Adela, is known now; some of
the notes have been traced to you, all the particulars have been
traced, and Charles Cleveland has confessed to them. Any denial you
could attempt would be more idle than the chirping of that bird."
"Charles has confessed to them?" she whispered, taken aback by this
blow. Nothing, save his confession, could have brought it absolutely
home to her.
"Did you set up a fantastic hope that he would keep silence to the
end, and go to his hanging to save you?" demanded Lady Acorn, defying
her lord's wish to have the whole ball to himself. "Proofs came out
against you, Madam Adela, as your father says; they were carried to
Charles Cleveland, and he could but admit the truth."
"_Why_ did you do this terrible thing? That my daughter whom I have so
loved, should be capable of sullying herself with such disgrace!"
broke off Lord Acorn, with a wail. In good truth, it had been a blow
to him, and one he had never bargained for. To play a little at Lady
Sanely's for amusement, was one thing; he had, so to say, winked at
that; but to _gamble_ and to steal money to pay her gambling debts,
was quite another. "Adela, I could almost wish I had died before
hearing of it."
Adela burst into tears. "I wanted the money so badly," she sobbed,
hiding her face with her trembling hands. "I owed it--a great deal--to
people at Lady Sanely's. I was at my wits' end, and Mr. Grubb would
not give me any more. Oh, papa, forgive me! Can't it be hushed up?"
"Did you help yourself to more than that?" asked Lord Acorn.
"I do not understand," she faltered, not catching his meaning.
"Have you drawn or used any other false cheque?"
"Oh no, no; only that. Papa, _won't_ you forgive me?"
He shook his head. No, he felt that he could not. "My forgiveness may
not be of vital consequence to you, one way or the other, Adela," he
remarked, with a groan, that he drowned by coughing. "The termination
of this affair does not lie with me."
"It lies with my husband," she said in a low tone. "He will hush it
up."
"It does not lie with him, Adela," sternly spoke Lord Acorn. "Had it
been one of his private cheques, had you used his name only, it might
in a great degree have rested with him--unless the bankers had taken
it up."
"But you borrowed old Mr. Howard's name as well," struck in Lady
Acorn; "and, if he pleases to be stern and obstinate, he can just
place you where Charles Cleveland is, and you would have to stand your
trial in the face and eyes of the world. A pretty disgrace for us all!
A frightful calamity!"
Adela looked from one to the other, her face changing pitiably; now
white as snow with fear, now hectic with emotion and shame.
"Mr. Grubb has full power in Leadenhall Street," she pleaded. "He will
take care to shield _me_."
"Are you sure of that?" quietly asked her father. "Has your conduct to
him been such--I don't allude to this one pitiable instance, I speak
of your treatment of him generally--has it been such that you can
assume he will inevitably go out of his way to shield you, right or
wrong?"
In spite of the miserable shame that filled her, a passing flush of
triumph crossed her face. Ay! and her heart. What though she _had_
persistently done her best to estrange her husband, with her provoking
ways and her scornful contumely, very conscious felt she that she was
all in all to him still. Why, had he not begged of her to confide this
thing to him, and he would make it straight and guard her from
exposure?
"I have nothing to fear from him, papa; I know it. It will be all
right."
"How can you assert this in barefaced confidence, you wicked child?"
groaned Lady Acorn. "I would not--no, I would not be so brazen for the
world."
"Adela, don't deceive yourself with vain expectations; it may be
harder for you in the end," interposed her father, once more making a
deprecatory motion towards the place where his wife's tongue lay. "You
are assuming a surety which you have no right to feel; better look the
truth sternly in the face."
"I am his wife, papa," she faintly urged. "He will be _sure_ to
shelter me."
"He may be able to shelter you from exposure; I doubt not but that he
will do it, so far as he can, for his own sake as well as for yours;
for all our sakes, indeed. But----"
"A few years ago you might have been hanged," struck in Lady Acorn.
"Hanged outside Newgate. I can remember the time when death was the
penalty for forgery. Dr. Dodd was hung for it. How would you have
liked that?"
Adela did not say how she would have liked it. She was passing her
hands nervously across her face, as if to keep down its pallor. As to
Lord Acorn, he despaired of being allowed to finish any argument he
might begin, and paced the room restlessly.
"But, though your husband may shield you from public exposure, it is
too much to hope that he will absolve you from consequences, and I
think you will have to face and bear them," recommenced Lord Acorn,
talking while he walked. "Had my wife served me as you have served
Grubb, I should have put her away from me for ever; and I tell it you,
Adela, before her as she stands there, though she is your mother."
"And served me right, too," commented Lady Acorn.
"How do you mean, papa?" gasped Adela.
"My meaning ought to be plain enough," was Lord Acorn's angry reproof.
"Are you wilfully shutting your eyes to the nature of the offence you
have sullied yourself with?--its degradation?--its sin?" he sharply
questioned. "There's hardly a worse in our criminal code, that I know
of, except murder."
"But I do not understand," she faintly reiterated. "If my husband
absolves me, who else----"
"He may absolve you so far as the general public goes, shield you from
that penalty," was the impatient interruption; "but not from your
offence to himself. In my judgment, you must not look for that."
Adela did not answer. She glanced at her father questioningly, with an
imploring look.
"A man has put his wife away from him for a much less cause than
this," continued Lord Acorn. "And your husband, I fancy, must have
been already pretty nigh tired out. What has your conduct been to him,
Adela, ever since your marriage?"
She bent her head, her face flushing. To be taken to task by her
father was a bitter pill, in addition to all the other discomfort.
"_It has been shameful!_" emphatically pronounced Lord Acorn. "For my
part, I marvel that Grubb has borne it. But that I make it a rule not
to interfere with my daughters, once they have left my roof for that
of a husband, I should not have borne it tamely for him; and that I
now tell you, Adela. One or two hints that I have given you from time
to time you have disregarded."
"He has borne with her and indulged her to the top of her bent, when
he ought to have taken her by the shoulders and shaken her insolence
out of her," nodded the mother.
"Had you been a loving wife, Adela, things might have a better chance
of going well with you," pursued her father, with another motion of
the hand. "But, remembering what your treatment of your husband has
persistently been, you can have no plea for praying leniency of him
now, or he much inclination to accord it."
Lady Adela would have liked to give her head a saucy toss. She knew
better; her father could not judge of her husband as she could.
"Francis can't beat me," she thought. "He can lecture me, and _will_;
and I must bear it meekly for once, under the circumstances."
She looked up at her father.
"My husband is very fond of me, in spite of all," she whispered.
"Yes; he is fond of you," returned Lord Acorn, with emotion. "Too
fond. His behaviour to you proves that. Why, how much money have you
had of him, drawn from him by your wiles, beyond your large legitimate
allowance?"
Adela did not answer. "Has he spoken of it?" she asked, the question
occurring to her.
"No, he has not spoken of it; he is not the man to speak of it. I
gather so much from your sisters: they talk of it among themselves.
One might have thought that your husband's kindness to you would have
won your regard, had nothing else done it. It strikes me all that will
be over now," concluded Lord Acorn.
Adela answered by a sobbing sigh.
"You have been on the wrong tack for some time now," he resumed, as an
afterthought. "Who but a silly-minded woman would have made herself
ridiculous, as you have, by flirting with a boy like Charles
Cleveland? Do----"
"Oh, papa! You cannot think for a moment I meant anything!" she
exclaimed, her cheeks flushing hotly.
"Except to vex your husband. Do you think your foolishness--I could
call it by a harsher name--did not give sorrow to myself and your
mother? We had deemed you sensible, honourable, open as the day: not
the hard-hearted, frivolous woman you have turned out to be. Well,
Adela, people generally have to reap what they sow: and I fear your
harvest will not be a pleasant one."
She pressed her trembling hands together.
"Where are you going?" inquired Lady Acorn, as her husband took his
hat up.
"To Leadenhall Street--to Grubb. Some one must apprise him of this
dreadful truth; and I suppose it falls to me to do it--and a most
distressing task it is. Would you have allowed young Cleveland to
stand his trial?--to have suffered the penalty of the crime?" broke
off Lord Acorn to his daughter.
"It would never have come to that, papa."
"But it would have come to that; it was coming to it. I ask, would you
have allowed an innocent lad to be sent over the seas for you?"
Adela shuddered. "I must have spoken then," was her faint answer.
Lord Acorn, jumping into a cab, proceeded to Leadenhall Street, to
make this wretched confession to his son-in-law. Had he been making it
of himself, he would have felt it less. He was, however, spared the
task. Mr. Grubb was not in the City, and Mr. Grubb already knew the
truth.
It chanced that, close upon the departure of Lady Acorn and her
daughter Grace from Charles Cleveland's cell that morning, Serjeant
Mowham was shown into it: and the reader may as well be reminded that
the learned serjeant had not taken up Charles's case in his
professional capacity, but simply as an anxious friend. Without going
into details, Charles told him that the truth had now come out, his
innocence was made apparent to those concerned, and he hoped he should
soon see the last of the precious walls he was incarcerated within.
Away rushed Serjeant Mowham to Leadenhall Street, asking an
explanation of Messrs. Grubb and Howard; and very much surprised did
he feel at finding those gentlemen knew nothing.
"I am positive it is a fact," persisted the serjeant to them. "One
cannot mistake Charley's changed tones and looks. Some evidence that
exculpates him has turned up, rely upon it, and I thought, of course,
you must know what it was. Lady Acorn and one of her daughters went
out from him just before I got there."
Mr. Grubb felt curious; rather uneasy. If Charles Cleveland was
exonerated, who had been the culprit?
"I shall go and see him at once," he said to Mr. Howard.
And now Charles Cleveland fell into another error. Never supposing but
that Mr. Grubb must know at least as much as Lady Acorn knew, he
unconsciously betrayed all. In his eagerness to show his kind patron
he was not quite the ungrateful wretch he appeared to be, he betrayed
it.
"I never thought of such a thing, sir, as that it was not your
cheque--I mean your own signature," he pleaded. "I wouldn't have done
such a thing for all the world--and after all your goodness to me for
so many months! It was only when I came up from Netherleigh on the
Monday evening I found there was something wrong with it."
"You heard it from Lady Adela," spoke Mr. Grubb, quietly accepting the
mistake.
"Yes. She told me how it was. Mr. Howard was with you then in the
dining-room, and his coming had frightened her. She seemed in dreadful
distress, and I promised to shield her as far as I could."
"You should have confided the truth to me," interrupted Mr. Grubb.
"All trouble might have been avoided."
"But how could I?--and after my voluntary promise to Lady Adela! What
would you have thought of me, sir, had I shifted the blame from myself
to lay it upon her?" added Charley, lifting his ingenuous, honest eyes
to his master's.
Mr. Grubb did not say what he should have thought. Charles rather
misinterpreted the silence: he fancied Mr. Grubb must be angry with
him.
"Of course it has been a heavy blow to me, the being accused of such a
thing, and to have had to accept the accusation, and to lie here in
Newgate, with no prospect before me but transportation; but I ask you
what else I could do, sir? I could not clear myself at the expense of
Lady Adela."
Mr. Grubb did not answer this appeal. Telling Charles that steps
should be taken for his release, and enjoining him to absolute silence
as regarded Lady Adela's name, he returned to Leadenhall Street, and
held a private conference with his partner.
What passed at it was known only to themselves, or how far Francis
Grubb found it necessary to speak of his wife. Mr. Howard noticed one
thing--that the young man (young, as compared with himself) looked at
moments utterly bewildered; once or twice he talked at random. The
following morning was the one fixed for Charles's second examination
before Sir Turtle Kite, when, that worthy alderman being satisfied, he
must of course be released.
Barely was the conference over and this resolution fixed upon, when a
most urgent summons came to Mr. Grubb from Blackheath--his mother was
supposed to be dying. He started off without the loss of a moment. And
when, some time later, the Earl of Acorn arrived, he found only Mr.
Howard, and learnt from him that Charles would be discharged on the
following morning.
Just for a moment we must return to Adela. When Lady Acorn left
her--after exhausting her whole vocabulary in the art of scolding,
and waiting to drink some tea she asked for, for her lips were
parched--Adela buried her face on the gold-coloured satin
sofa-cushion, and indulged her repentance to her heart's content. It
was sincere--and bitter. Were the time to come over again--oh, that it
could!--far rather would she cut off her right hand than do what she
had done; she would die, rather than do such a thing again. It was
altogether a dreadful prospect yet--at least, it might be. What if
they would not exonerate Charley without inculpating her? Not her
husband; she did not fear him; old Howard, and the bankers, and those
aldermen on the bench? How should she meet it? where should she run
to? what would the world say of her? Lady Adela started from the
cushion affrighted. Her lips were more parched than her mother's had
been, and she rang for some tea on her own score.
She sat back in her chair after drinking it, her pretty hands lying
listless on her pretty dress, and tried to think matters out. As soon
as her husband came home she would throw herself upon his bosom and
confess all, and plead for mercy with tears and kisses as she had
never pleaded before, and give him her word never to touch another
card, and whisper that in future she would be his dear wife. He would
not refuse to forgive her; no fear of that; he would tell her not to
be naughty again, and make all things right. She would tell him that
she might have loved him from the first, for it was the truth, but
that she steeled her heart and her temper against him, because of his
name and of his being a City man; and she would tell him that she
could and should love him from henceforth, that the past was past, and
they would be as happy together as the day was long.
A yearning impatience grew upon her for his return as she sat and
thought thus. What hour was it? Surely he was at home sometimes
earlier than this!
As she turned her head to look at the timepiece on the marble console,
Hilson came in, a note on his small silver salver.
"One of the clerks brought it up from Leadenhall Street, my lady," he
remarked, as he held it out to her. "He said there was no answer."
It was not her husband's writing, and Lady Adela opened it with
trembling fingers. Had some now and dreadful phase turned up in this
unhappy business? The fear, that it had, flashed through her.
"DEAR MADAM,
"Mr. Grubb has been sent for to his mother, who is dangerously ill. He
requested me to drop you a line to say he should probably remain at
Blackheath for the night. I therefore do so, and despatch it to you by
a clerk.
"Your obedient servant,
"JAMES HOWARD."
"So I can't do it," she cried, thinking of all she had been planning
out, something like resentment making itself heard in her disappointed
heart. "What a wretched evening it will be!"
Wretched enough. She did not venture to go to Chenevix House whilst
lying under its wrathful displeasure; she had not the face to show
herself elsewhere in this uncertainty and trouble.
"I wish," she burst forth, with a petulant tap of her black satin
slipper on the carpet, "I wish that tiresome Mrs. Lynn would get well!
Or else die, and have done with it."
The Lady Adela was not altogether in an entirely penitential frame of
mind yet.