CHAPTER XVIII.

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But the moons waxed and waned and the months lapsed into years and

Seth grew hopeless, more and more hopeless, so hopeless that at last

he began to lose faith in the Magic City, and to fear for the

realization of his fantastic will-o'-the-wisp of a beautiful house.

Would the Wise Men never come out of the East to buy up his land and

build that magnificent city of his dreams at the forks of the river

where the cyclones never came, so that he could build his beautiful

house for Celia? Or would they always stop just short of it?

Already that little town on the edge of the State called Kansas City

because it was in Missouri, had boomed itself into a city and, being

just outside the cyclone belt, had not been blown away. In spite of

the fact that it had been set high on a hill it had not been blown

away.

The Wise Men had built that town.

Also, there was another town they had built within the belt which

promised to thrive, a town where the people had so arranged it that

the coming of a cyclone could be telegraphed to them, where signs like

this were posted, "A cyclone due at three o'clock," and they had ample

time to shut up shop and school and prepare for it, going down into

their cyclone cellars, shutting fast the doors and staying there until

it was over.

True, a cyclone or two had grazed this town.

One had even taken off a wing. But, though a trifle disabled by each,

it had continued to thrive, showing such evident and robust signs of

life and strength that the cyclones, presently giving up in despair of

making a wreck of it, had gone on by as Seth has said they would do

once they found their master.

Then this town had been by way of premium for stanchness and courage

made the capital of this State of tornadoes and whirlwinds.

But this was as far as it went or seemed to intend to go. Further

south and west an attempt or two had been made to plant towns, but

their cellars had not been dug deep enough or their foundations had

not been sufficiently firm, or the cyclones had not yet become

reconciled to the sight of them. At any rate, the cyclones had come

along and swept them away without a word of warning, and they had not

been heard of since, neither cyclone nor town.

And so, altogether, Seth lost heart and came to the conclusion that

his Magic City, if it was ever to be built would be built after his

time and he would never have the happiness of gazing upon it. The hope

of seeing it was all that had kept him in the West. Now that he had

lost it, an uncontrollable longing came over him to go back home, to

see the wife who had deserted him, throw himself at her feet and beg

her forgiveness for his madness which had resulted in their

separation.

From dreaming dreams of the Magic City he took to dreaming dreams of

her.

It was years since he had seen her, but the absent, like the dead,

remain unchanged to us. To him she was the same as when last he saw

her.

How beautiful she had been with her great blue eyes and her hair the

color of Charlie's, tawny, like sunshine! And right, too, in her

scorn of his visions. And how foolish he had been to dream of training

the wind-blown West into a fit place for human beings to inhabit, or

for great cities to be built! It would take a stronger hand than his

to do that, he had come to believe. It would take the hand of God.

He had tried to find a tree that would grow so swiftly that the wind

could have no effect upon it. He had planted slim switches of one kind

after another and the wind had blown each to leaflessness, until now

there stood a slim row of cottonwoods that he had tried as a last

resort, but the same thing would happen to them, perhaps. He had lost

faith in trees. But he would not say yet that he had lost faith in

God.

He watched the same train trailing so far away as to seem a toy train

and longed as she had done to take it and go back home.

At last he understood the look in her eyes as she watched it and the

thoughts that enthralled her.

Sometimes when we strive for a thing and set our hearts on it, it

holds itself aloof from us. When we cease to strive, it comes.

But that is among the many strange ways of Providence which seems to

rule us blindly, but which is not so blind, perhaps, after all, as it

seems.

Another of its ways most incomprehensible is to bring us what we have

longed for a little too late sometimes.

But this is the story of Seth, and this is the way of its happening:

It was early in a mild and beautiful spring when the corn was young.

It stood shoulder high, lusty and strong and green. What with the

unwonted mildness of the weather and the absence of the usual storms

and the proneness of the clouds to deposit themselves about in gentle

showers, the crop promised fair to rival any crop that Seth had ever

raised on the Kansas prairies.

He hoed and toiled and smiled and listened to the rustling of the

corn, for he had made up his mind.

When the harvest was at an end he would sell the crop and the place

for what it would bring, and go back home. He would go back to his

wife and home!

The rustling of the corn was music in his ears. It was more. It was

like the glad hand of young Love; for with the crops so fine and the

harvest so rich, when he went back home to her, he would not go

empty-handed and unwelcome.

He was going back once more to his Kentucky home.

No hills seemed so green as those Kentucky hills and no skies so blue

as those skies that vaulted above the green, green hills of his native

land.

It had been longer than he cared to count since he had seen the blue

grass waving about in the wind there, not such wind as swept the

Kansas prairies, but gentle zephyrs almost breathless that rustled

softly and musically through the little blades of grass just as the

wind was rustling through the stalks now as he walked slowly with the

heavy stride of the clumsy farmer, hoeing the corn.

And he had not heard the whip-poor-will, nor sat under the shade of

the wide spreading oaks, nor listened to the soft Southern talk of his

and her people, not since he had come to Kansas with those other

foolish folk to brave the dangers of the strange new country in the

search of homes.

Homes!

He could point out the graves of some of them here and there about the

vastness of the level prairies, though more often he wandered across

the vast level wastes, looking for the places where they should be and

found them not, because of the buffaloes that had long ago trampled

out the shape of them, or because of the corn that had been planted in

furrows above their mounds, the serried ranks through which the wind

sang requiems, chanting, whispering, moaning and sighing in the balmy

springtime and through the heat of the long summer days until in the

chill of the autumn the farmers cut the stalks and stacked them

evenly, leaving no dangling leaves to sigh through nor tassels to

flout.

Now that he had made up his mind, the roughness of his life bore in

upon him.

He thought with Celia that it would be good to live again in a land

where people led soft, easy lives. She was not to be blamed. She was

right with that strange animal instinct which leads some women blindly

to the truth, and he had wasted the best years of his life and all of

the boy's in this terrible land of whirlwinds and coyotes and wide,

thirsty plains stretching to meet the blazing skies of noonday or the

star-gemmed dome of the purple night.

For the plains in some strange and mysterious way took vengeance upon

many of those who dared upturn with hoe and plough the fresh new

malarial soil, inserting germs of disease and death which soon

stretched them beneath.

Some lives must invariably be sacrificed to the upbuilding of any new

country, but why so many? And, sadder still, minds had been

sacrificed. The asylums, such as they were, were filled with those

whose minds in the ghastly loneliness of the desert had been torn and

turned and twisted by the incessant whirl and shirr and swish and

force of the pitiless winds.

He himself loved the wind, but there were times when he was afraid of

it, when it got in his brain and whirled and caused him to see things

in strange lights and weird, things fantastically colored,

kaleidoscopic and upside down.

When the day's work was done he sat outside the dugout talking

sometimes to himself, sometimes to Cyclona, telling of how when the

harvest was over and gathered he would go back home.

His plan must succeed, he sighed, to himself sometimes, sometimes to

Cyclona, who would sit listening, her great eyes on the limit of the

horizon, deep, dark, troubled as she brooded upon what her life would

be when he was gone; and as he talked he panted in the deep

earnestness of his insistence that the crops must succeed.

Other plans had failed, but not this. Not this! It must not!

Resolutely he put away from him all thought of failure. It must

succeed. He must go home!

He must ease this longing for the sight of Celia and her people which

had come to him of late to stay with him through seed-time and

harvest, through the early spring when the corn was young, and later

when it rose to heights unheard of, and later still through those

bitter days of grasshoppers and chinch bugs and hot winds and other

blightful things that haunt the Kansas cornfield to their ruin.

He must go home.

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