CHAPTER XXVII

For days after the foregoing scene, Brookfield was unconscious of what

had befallen it. Wilfrid was trying his yacht, the ladies were preparing

for the great pleasure-gathering on Besworth lawn, and shaping astute

designs to exclude the presence of Mrs. Chump, for which they partly

condemned themselves; but, as they said, "Only hear her!" The excitable

woman was swelling from conjecture to certainty on a continuous public

cry of, "'Pon my hon'r!--d'ye think little Belloni's gone and marrud

Pole?"

Emilia's supposed flight had deeply grieved the ladies, when alarm and

suspicion had subsided. Fear of some wretched male baseness on the part

of their brother was happily diverted by a letter, wherein he desired

them to come to him speedily. They attributed her conduct to dread of

Mr. Pericles. That fervid devotee of Euterpe received the tidings with

an obnoxious outburst, which made them seriously ask themselves

(individually and in secret) whether he was not a moneyed brute, and

nothing more. Nor could they satisfactorily answer the question. He

raved: "You let her go. Ha! what creatures you are--hein? But you find

not anozer in fifty years, I say; and here you stop, and forty hours pass

by, and not a sing in motion. What blood you have! It is water--not

blood. Such a voice, a verve, a style, an eye, a devil, zat girl! and

all drawn up and out before ze time by a man: she is spoilt!"

He exhibited an anguish that they were not able to commiserate. Certain

expressions falling from him led them to guess that he had set some plot

in motion, which Emilia's flight had arrested; but his tragic outcries

were all on the higher ground of the loss to Art. They were glad to see

him go from the house. Soon he returned to demand Wilfrid's address.

Arabella wrote it out for him with rebuking composure. Then he insisted

upon having Captain Gambier's, whom he described as "ce nonchalant

dandy."

"Him you will have a better opportunity of seeing by waiting here," said

Adela; and the captain came before Mr. Pericles had retreated. "Ce

nonchalant" was not quite true to his title, when he heard that Emilia

had flown. He did not say much, but iterated "Gone!" with an elegant

frown, adding, "She must come back, you know!" and was evidently more

than commonly puzzled and vexed, pursuing the strain in a way that

satisfied Mr. Pericles more thoroughly than Adela.

"She shall come back as soon as she has a collar," growled Mr. Pericles,

meaning captivity.

"If she'd only come back with her own maiden name," interjected Mrs.

Chump, "I'll give her a character; but, upon my hon'r--d'ye think ut

possible, now...?"

Arabella talked over her, and rescued her father's name.

The noisy sympathy and wild speculations of the Tinleys and Copleys had

to be endured. On the whole, the feeling toward Emilia was kind, and the

hope that she would come to no harm was fervently expressed by all the

ladies; frequently enough, also, to show the opinion that it might easily

happen. On such points Mrs. Chump never failed to bring the conversation

to a block. Supported as they were by Captain Gambier, Edward Buxley,

Freshfield Sumner, and more than once by Sir Twickenham (whom Freshfield,

launching angry shafts, now called the semi-betrothed, the statistical

cripple, and other strong things that show a developing genius for

street-cries and hustings--epithets in every member of the lists of the

great Rejected, or of the jilted who can affect to be philosophical),

notwithstanding these aids, the ladies of Brookfield were crushed by Mrs.

Chump. Her main offence was, that she revived for them so much of

themselves that they had buried. "Oh! the unutterably sordid City life!"

It hung about her like a smell of London smoke. As a mere animal, they

passed her by, and had almost come to a state of mind to pass her off.

It was the phantom, or rather the embodiment of their First Circle, that

they hated in the woman. She took heroes from the journals read by

servant-maids; she thought highly of the Court of Aldermen; she went on

public knees to the aristocracy; she was proud, in fact, of all City

appetites. What, though none saw the peculiar sting? They felt it; and

one virtue in possessing an 'ideal' is that, lodging in you as it does,

it insists upon the interior being furnished by your personal

satisfaction, and not by the blindness or stupidity of the outer world.

Thus, in one direction, an ideal precludes humbug. The ladies might

desire to cloak facts, but they had no pleasure in deception. They had

the feminine power of extinguishing things disagreeable, so long as

nature or the fates did them no violence. When these forces sent an

emissary to confound them, as was clearly the case with Mrs. Chump, they

fought. The dreadful creature insisted upon shows of maudlin affection

that could not be accorded to her, so that she existed in a condition of

preternatural sensitiveness. Among ladies pretending to dignity of life,

the horror of acrid complaints alternating with public offers of love

from a gross woman, may be pictured in the mind's eye. The absence of

Mr. Pole and Wilfrid, which caused Mrs. Chump to chafe at the restraint

imposed by the presence of males to whom she might not speak endearingly,

and deprived the ladies of proper counsel, and what good may be at times

in masculine authority, led to one fierce battle, wherein the great shot

was fired on both sides. Mrs. Chump was requested to leave the house:

she declined. Interrogated as to whether she remained as an enemy,

knowing herself to be so looked upon, she said that she remained to save

them from the dangers they invited. Those dangers she named, observing

that Mrs. Lupin, their aunt, might know them, but was as liable to be

sent to sleep by a fellow with a bag of jokes as a watchdog to be quieted

by a bone. The allusion here was to Mrs. Lupin's painful, partially

inexcusable, incurable sense of humour, especially when a gleam of it led

to the prohibited passages of life. The poor lady was afflicted so

keenly that, in instances where one of her sex and position in the social

scale is bound to perish rather than let even the shadow of a laugh

appear, or any sign of fleshly perception or sympathy peep out, she was

seen to be mutely, shockingly, penitentially convulsed: a degrading

sight. And albeit repeatedly remonstrated with, she, upon such

occasions, invariably turned imploring glances--a sort of frowning

entreaty--to the ladies, or to any of her sex present. "Did you not see

that? Oh! can you resist it?" she seemed to gasp, as she made those

fruitless efforts to drag them to her conscious level. "Sink thou, if

thou wilt," was the phrase indicated to her. She had once thought her

propensity innocent enough, and enjoyable. Her nieces had almost cured

her, by sitting on her, until Mrs. Chump came to make her worst than

ever. It is to be feared that Mrs. Chump was beginning to abuse her

power over the little colourless lady. We cannot, when we find ourselves

possessed of the gift of sending a creature into convulsions, avoid

exercising it. Mrs. Lupin was one of the victims of the modern feminine

'ideal.' She was in mind merely a woman; devout and charitable, as her

nieces admitted; but radically--what? They did not like to think, or to

say, what;--repugnant, seemed to be the word. A woman who consented to

perceive the double-meaning, who acknowledged its suggestions of a

violation of decency laughable, and who could not restrain laughter, was,

in their judgement, righteously a victim. After signal efforts to lift

her up, the verdict was that their Aunt Lupin did no credit to her sex.

If we conceive a timorous little body of finely-strung nerves, inclined

to be gay, and shrewdly apprehensive, but depending for her opinion of

herself upon those about her, we shall see that Mrs. Lupin's life was one

of sorrow and scourges in the atmosphere of the 'ideal.' Never did nun

of the cloister fight such a fight with the flesh, as this poor little

woman, that she might not give offence to the Tribunal of the Nice

Feelings which leads us to ask, "Is sentimentalism in our modern days

taking the place of monasticism to mortify our poor humanity?" The

sufferings of the Three of Brookfield under Mrs. Chump was not comparable

to Mrs. Lupin's. The good little woman's soul withered at the self-

contempt to which her nieces helped her daily. Laughter, far from

expanding her heart and invigorating her frame, was a thing that she felt

herself to be nourishing as a traitor in her bosom: and the worst was,

that it came upon her like a reckless intoxication at times, possessing

her as a devil might; and justifying itself, too, and daring to say, "Am

I not Nature?" Mrs. Lupin shrank from the remembrance of those moments.

In another age, the scenes between Mrs. Lupin and Mrs. Chump, greatly

significant for humanity as they are, will be given without offence on

one side or martyrdom on the other. At present, and before our

sentimentalists are a concrete, it would be profitless rashness to depict

them. When the great shots were fired off (Mrs. Chump being requested to

depart, and refusing) Mrs. Lupin fluttered between the belligerents,

doing her best to be a medium for the restoration of peace. In repeating

Mrs. Chump's remarks, which were rendered purposely strong with Irish

spice by that woman, she choked; and when she conveyed to Mrs. Chump the

counter-remarks of the ladies, she provoked utterances that almost killed

her. A sadder life is not to be imagined. The perpetual irritation of a

desire to indulge in her mortal weakness, and listening to the sleepless

conscience that kept watch over it; her certainty that it would be better

for her to laugh right out, and yet her incapacity to contest the justice

of her nieces' rebuke; her struggle to resist Mrs. Chump, which ended in

a sensation of secret shameful liking for her--all these warring

influences within were seen in her behaviour.

"I have always said," observed Cornelia, "that she labours under a

disease." What is more, she had always told Mrs. Lupin as much, and her

sisters had echoed her. Three to one in such a case is a severe trial to

the reason of solitary one. And Mrs. Lupin's case was peculiar, inasmuch

as the more she yielded to Chump-temptation and eased her heart of its

load of laughter, the more her heart cried out against her and subscribed

to the scorn of her nieces. Mrs. Chump acted a demon's part; she

thirsted for Mrs. Lupin that she might worry her. Hitherto she had not

known that anything peculiar lodged in her tongue, and with no other

person did she think of using it to produce a desired effect; but now the

scenes in Brookfield became hideous to the ladies, and not wanting in

their trials to the facial muscles of the gentlemen. A significant sign

of what the ladies were enduring was, that they ceased to speak of it in

their consultations. It is a blank period in the career of young

creatures when a fretting wretchedness forces them out of their dreams to

action; and it is then that they will do things that, seen from the

outside (i.e. in the conduct of others), they would hold to be monstrous,

all but impossible. Or how could Cornelia persuade herself, as she

certainly persuaded Sir Twickenham and the world about her, that she had

a contemplative pleasure in his society? Arabella drew nearer to Edward

Buxley, whom she had not treated well, and who, as she might have

guessed, had turned his thoughts toward Adela; though clearly without

encouragement. Adela indeed said openly to her sisters, with a Gallic

ejaculation, "Edward follows me, do you know; and he has adopted a sort

of Sicilian-vespers look whenever he meets me with Captain Gambier. I

could forgive him if he would draw out a dagger and be quite theatrical;

but, behold, we meet, and my bourgeois grunts and stammers, and seems to

beg us to believe that he means nothing whatever by his behaviour. Can

you convey to his City-intelligence that he is just a trifle ill-bred?"

Now, Arabella had always seen Edward as a thing that was her own, which

accounts for the treatment to which, he had been subjected. A quick spur

of jealousy--a new sensation--was the origin of her leaning toward

Edward; and the plea of saving Adela from annoyance excused and covered

it. He, for his part, scarcely concealed his irritation, until a little

scented twisted note was put in his hand, which said, "You are as anxious

as I can be about our sweet lost Emilia! We believe ourselves to be on

her traces." This gave him wonderful comfort. It put Adela in a

beautiful fresh light as a devoted benefactress and delicious

intriguante. He threw off some of his most telling caricatures at this

period. Adela had divined that Captain Gambier suspected his cousin

Merthyr Powys of abstracting Emilia, that he might shield her from Mr.

Pericles. The Captain confessed it, calmly blushing, and that he was in

communication with Miss Georgiana Ford, Mr. Powys's half-sister; about

whom Adela was curious, until the Captain ejaculated, "A saint!"--whereat

she was satisfied, knowing by instinct that the preference is for

sinners. Their meetings usually referred to Emilia; and it was

astonishing how willingly the Captain would talk of her. Adela repeated

to herself, "This is our mask," and thus she made it the Captain's; for

it must be said that the conquering Captain had never felt so full of

pity to any girl or woman to whom he fancied he had done damage, as to

Emilia. He enjoyed a most thorough belief that she was growing up to

perplex him with her love, and he had not consequently attempted to

precipitate the measure; but her flight had prematurely perplexed him.

In grave debate with the ends of his moustache for a term, he concluded

by accusing Merthyr Powys; and with a little feeling of spite not unknown

to masculine dignity, he wrote to Merthyr's half-sister--"merely to

inquire, being aware that whatever he does you have been consulted on,

and the friends of this Miss Belloni are distressed by her absence."

The ladies of Brookfield were accustomed to their father's occasional

unpremeditated absences, and neither of them had felt an apprehension

which she could not dismiss, until one morning Mr. Powys sent up his card

to Arabella, requesting permission to speak with her alone.

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