Rosanna found him again after luncheon shaking his little foot from the
depths of a piazza chair, but now on their own scene and at a point
where this particular feature of it, the cool spreading verandah,
commanded the low green cliff and a part of the immediate approach to
the house from the seaward side. She left him to the only range of
thought of which he was at present capable--she was so perfectly able to
follow it; and it had become for that matter an old story that as he
never opened a book, nor sought a chance for talk, nor took a step of
exercise, nor gave in any manner a sign of an unsatisfied want, the
extent of his vacancy, a detachment in which there just breathed a hint
of the dryly invidious, might thus remain unbroken for hours. She knew
what he was waiting for, and that if she hadn't been there to see him he
would take his way across to the other house again, where the plea of
solicitude for his old friend's state put him at his ease and where,
moreover, as she now felt, the possibility of a sight of Graham Fielder
might reward him. It was disagreeable to her that he should have such a
sight while she denied it to her own eyes; but the sense of their common
want of application for their faculties was a thing that repeatedly
checked in her the expression of judgments. Their idleness was as mean
and bare on her own side, she too much felt, as on his; and heaven knew
that if he could sit with screwed-up eyes for hours the case was as
flagrant in her aimless driftings, her incurable restless revolutions,
as a pretence of "interests" could consort with.
She revolved and drifted then, out of his sight and in another quarter
of the place, till four o'clock had passed; when on returning to him she
found his chair empty and was sure of what had become of him. There was
nothing else in fact for his Sunday, as he on that day denied himself
the resource of driving, or rather of being driven, from which the claim
of the mechanical car had not, in the Newport connection, won him, and
which, deep in his barouche, behind his own admirable horses, could
maintain him in meditation for meditation's sake quite as well as a
poised rocking-chair. Left thus to herself, though conscious she well
might have visitors, she circled slowly and repeatedly round the
gallery, only pausing at last on sight of a gentleman who had come into
view by a path from the cliff. He presented himself in a minute as Davey
Bradham, and on drawing nearer called across to her without other
greeting: "Won't you walk back with me to tea? Gussy has sent me to
bring you."
"Why yes, of course I will--that's nice of Gussy," she replied; adding
moreover that she wanted a walk, and feeling in the prospect, though she
didn't express this, a relief to her tension and a sanction for what she
called to herself her tact. She might without the diversion not quite
have trusted herself not to emulate, and even with the last crudity, her
father's proceeding; which she knew she should afterwards be ashamed of.
"Anyone that comes here," she said, "must come on to you--they'll know;"
and when Davey had replied that there wasn't the least chance of
anyone's not coming on she moved with him down the path, at the end of
which they entered upon the charming cliff walk, a vast carpet of
undivided lawns, kept in wondrous condition, with a meandering
right-of-way for a seaward fringe and bristling wide-winged villas that
spoke of a seated colony; many of these huge presences reducing to
marginal meanness their strip of the carpet.
Davey was, like herself, richly and healthily replete, though with less
of his substance in stature; a frankly fat gentleman, blooming still at
eight-and-forty, with a large smooth shining face, void of a sign of
moustache or whisker and crowned with dense dark hair cropped close to
his head after the fashion of a French schoolboy or the inmate of a
jail. But for his half-a-dozen fixed wrinkles, as marked as the great
rivers of a continent on a map, and his thick and arched and active
eyebrows, which left almost nothing over for his forehead, he would have
scarce exhibited features--in spite of the absence of which, however, he
could look in alternation the most portentous things and the most
ridiculous. He would hang up a meaning in his large empty face as if he
had swung an awful example on a gibbet, or would let loose there a great
grin that you somehow couldn't catch in the fact but that pervaded his
expanses of cheek as poured wine pervades water. He differed certainly
from Rosanna in that he enjoyed, visibly, all he carnally
possessed--whereas you could see in a moment that she, poor young woman,
would have been content with, would have been glad of, a scantier
allowance. "You'll find Cissy Foy, to begin with," he said as they went;
"she arrived last night and told me to tell you she'd have walked over
with me but that Gussy wants her for something. However, as you know,
Gussy always wants her for something--she wants everyone for something
so much more than something for everyone--and there are none of us that
are not worked hard, even though we mayn't bloom on it like Cissy, who,
by the way, is looking a perfect vision."
"Awfully lovely?"--Rosanna clearly saw as she asked.
"Prettier than at any time yet, and wanting tremendously to hear from
you, you know, about your protégé--what's the fellow's name? Graham
Fielder?--whose arrival we're all agog about."
Rosanna pulled up in the path; she somehow at once felt her possession
of this interest clouded--shared as yet as it had been only with her
father, whose share she could control. It then and there came to her in
one of the waves of disproportionate despair in which she felt half the
impressions of life break, that she wasn't going to be able to control
at all the great participations. She had a moment of reaction against
what she had done; she liked Gray to be called her protégé--forced
upon her as endless numbers of such were, he would be the only one in
the whole collection who hadn't himself pushed at her; but with the big
bright picture of the villas, the palaces, the lawns and the luxuries in
her eyes, and with something like the chink of money itself in the
murmur of the breezy little waves at the foot of the cliff, she felt
that, without her having thought of it enough in advance, she had handed
him over to complications and relations. These things shimmered in the
silver air of the wondrous perspective ahead, the region off there that
awaited her present approach and where Gussy hovered like a bustling
goddess in the enveloping cloud of her court. The man beside her was the
massive Mercury of this urgent Juno; but--without mythological
comparisons, which we make for her under no hint that she could herself
have dreamed of one--she found herself glad just then that she liked
Davey Bradham, and much less sorry than usual that she didn't respect
him. An extraordinary thing happened, and all in the instant before she
spoke again. It was very strange, and it made him look at her as if he
wondered that his words should have had so great an effect as even her
still face showed. There was absolutely no one, roundabout and far and
wide, whom she positively wanted Graham to know; no not one creature of
them all--"all" figuring for her, while she stood, the great collection
at the Bradhams'. She hadn't thought of this before in the least as it
came to her now; yet no more had she time to be sure that even with the
sharper consciousness she would, as her father was apt to say, have
acted different. So much was true, yet while she still a moment longer
hung fire Davey rounded himself there like something she could
comparatively rest on. "How in the world," she put to him then, "do you
know anything away off there--? He _has_ come to his uncle, but so
quietly that I haven't yet seen him."
"Why, my dear thing, is it new to you that we're up and doing--bright
and lively? We're the most intelligent community on all this great
coast, and when precious knowledge is in the air we're not to be kept
from it. We knew at breakfast that the New York boat had brought him,
and Gussy of course wants him up to dinner tonight. Only Cissy claims,
you see, that she has rights in him first--rights beyond Gussy's, I
mean," Davey went on; "I don't know that she claims them beyond yours."
She looked abroad again, his companion, to earth and sea and sky; she
wondered and felt threatened, yet knowing herself at the same time a
long way off from the point at which menace roused her to passion. She
had always to suffer so much before that, and was for the present in the
phase of feeling but weak and a little sick. But there was always Davey.
She started their walk again before saying more, while he himself said
things that she didn't heed. "I can't for the life of me imagine," she
nevertheless at last declared, "what Cissy has to do with him. When and
where has she ever seen him?"
Davey did as always his best to oblige. "Somewhere abroad, some time
back, when she was with her mother at some baths or some cure-place.
Though when I think of it," he added, "it wasn't with the man
himself--it was with some relation: hasn't he an uncle, or perhaps a
stepfather? Cissy seems to know all about him, and he takes a great
interest in her."
It again all but stopped Rosanna. "Gray Fielder an interest in
Cissy----?"
"Let me not," laughed Davey, "sow any seed of trouble or engage for more
than I can stand to. She'll tell you all about it, she'll clothe it in
every grace. Only I assure you I myself am as much interested as
anyone," he added--"interested, I mean, in the question of whether the
old man there has really brought him out at the last gasp this way to do
some decent thing about him. An impression prevails," he further
explained, "that you're in some wonderful way in the old wretch's
confidence, and I therefore make no bones of telling you that your
arrival on our scene there, since you're so good as to consent to come,
has created an impatience beyond even what your appearances naturally
everywhere create. I give you warning that there's no limit to what we
want to know."
Rosanna took this in now as she so often took things--working it down in
silence at first: it shared in the general weight of all direct
contributions to her consciousness. It might then, when she spoke, have
sunk deep. She looked about again, in her way, as if under her constant
oppression, and seeing, a little off from their gravelled walk, a public
bench to which a possible path branched down, she said, on a visibly
grave decision: "Look here, I want to talk to _you_--you're one of the
few people in all your crowd to whom I really can. So come and sit
down."
Davey Bradham, arrested before her, had an air for his responsibilities
that quite matched her own. "Then what becomes of them all there?"
"I don't care a hang what becomes of them. But if you want to know,"
Rosanna said, "I do care what becomes of Mr. Fielder, and I trust you
enough, being as you are the only one of your lot I do trust, to help me
perhaps a little to do something about it."
"Oh, my dear lady, I'm not a bit discreet, you know," Mr. Bradham
amusedly protested; "I'm perfectly unprincipled and utterly indelicate.
How can a fellow not be who likes as much as I do at all times to make
the kettle boil and the plot thicken? I've only got my beautiful
intelligence, though, as I say, I don't in the least _want_ to embroil
you. Therefore if I can really help you as the biggest babbler
alive----!"
She waited again a little, but this time with her eyes on his good worn
worldly face, superficially so smooth, but with the sense of it lined
and scratched and hacked across much in the manner of the hard ice of a
large pond at the end of a long day's skating. The amount of
obstreperous exercise that had been taken on that recording field! The
difference between our pair, thus confronted, might have been felt as
the greater by the very fact of their outward likeness as creatures so
materially weighted; it would have been written all over Rosanna for the
considering eye that every grain of her load, from innermost soul to
outermost sense, was that of reality and sincerity; whereas it might by
the same token have been felt of Davey that in the temperature of life
as he knew it his personal identity had been, save for perhaps some
small tough lurking residuum, long since puffed away in pleasant spirals
of vapour. Our young woman was at this moment, however, less interested
in quantities than in qualities of candour; she could get what passed
for it by the bushel, by the ton, whenever, right or left, she chose to
chink her pocket. Her requirement for actual use was such a glimmer from
the candle of truth as a mere poor woman might have managed to kindle.
What was left of precious in Davey might thus have figured but as a
candle-end; yet for the lack of it she should perhaps move in darkness.
And her brief intensity of watch was in a moment rewarded; her
companion's candle-end was his not quite burnt-out value as a gentleman.
This was enough for her, and she seemed to see her way. "If I don't
trust you there's nobody else in all the wide world I can. So you've got
to know, and you've got to be good to me."
"Then what awful thing _have_ you done?" he was saying to her three
minutes after they had taken their place temporarily on the bench.
"Well, I got at Mr. Betterman," she said, "in spite of all the
difficulty. Father and he hadn't spoken for years--had had long ago the
blackest, ugliest difference; believing apparently the horridest things
of each other. Nevertheless it was as father's daughter that I went to
him--though after a little, I think, it was simply for the worth itself
of what I had to tell him that he listened to me."
"And what you had to tell him," Davey asked while she kept her eyes on
the far horizon, "_was_ then that you take this tender interest in Mr.
Fielder?"
"You may make my interest as ridiculous as you like----!"
"Ah, my dear thing," Davey pleadingly protested, "don't deprive me,
please, of _anything_ nice there is to know!"
"There was something that had happened years ago--a wrong I perhaps had
done him, though in perfect good faith. I thought I saw my way to make
up for it, and I seem to have succeeded beyond even what I hoped."
"Then what have you to worry about?" said Davey.
"Just my success," she answered simply. "Here he is and I've done it."
"Made his rich uncle want him--who hadn't wanted him before? Is that
it?"
"Yes, interfered afresh in his behalf--as I had interfered long ago.
When one has interfered one can't help wondering," she gravely
explained.
"But dear lady, ever for his benefit of course," Davey extemporised.
"Yes--except for the uncertainty of what is for a person's benefit. It's
hard enough to know," said Rosanna, "what's for one's own."
"Oh, as to that," Davey joked, "I don't think that where mine's
concerned I've ever a doubt! But is the point that the old man had
quarrelled with him and that you've brought about a reconciliation?"
She considered again with her far-wandering eyes; as if both moved by
her impulse to confidence and weighted with the sense of how much of it
there all was. "Well, in as few words as possible, it was like this.
He's the son but of a half-sister, the daughter of Mr. Betterman's
father by a second marriage which he in his youth hadn't at all liked,
and who made her case worse with him, as time went on, by marrying a
man, Graham's father, whom he had also some strong objection to. Yes,"
she summarized, "he seems to have been difficult to please, but he's
making up for it now. His brother-in-law didn't live long to suffer from
the objection, and the sister, Mrs. Fielder, left a widow badly provided
for, went off with her boy, then very young, to Europe. There, later on,
during a couple of years that I spent abroad with my mother, we met them
and for the time saw much of them; she and my dear mother greatly took
to each other, they formed the friendliest relation, and we had in
common that my father's business association with Mr. Betterman still at
that time subsisted, though the terrible man--as he then was--hadn't at
all made it up with our friend. It was while we were with her in
Dresden, however, that something happened which brought about, by
correspondence, some renewal of intercourse. This was a matter on which
we were in her confidence and in which we took the greatest interest,
for we liked also the other person concerned in it. An opportunity had
come up for her to marry again, she had practically decided to embrace
it, and of this, though everything between them had broken off so short,
her unforgiving brother had heard, indirectly, in New York."
Davey Bradham, lighting cigarettes, and having originally placed his
case, in a manner promptly appreciated, at his companion's disposal,
crowned this now adjusted relation with a pertinence of comment. "And
only again of course to be as horrid as possible about it! He hated
husbands in general."
"Well, he himself, it was to be said, had been but little of one. He had
lost his own wife early and hadn't married again--though he was to lose
early also the two children born to him. The second of these deaths was
recent at the time I speak of, and had had to do, I imagine, with his
sudden overture to his absent relations. He let his sister know that he
had learnt her intention and thought very ill of it, but also that if
she would get rid of her low foreigner and come back with the boy he
would be happy to see what could be done for them."
"What a jolly situation!"--Davey exhaled fine puffs. "Her second choice
then--at Dresden--was a German adventurer?"
"No, an English one, Mr. Northover; an adventurer only as a man in love
is always one, I suppose, and who was there for us to see and extremely
to approve. He had nothing to do with Dresden beyond having come on to
join her; they had met elsewhere, in Switzerland or the Tyrol, and he
had shown an interest in her, and had made his own impression, from the
first. She answered her brother that his demand of her was excessive in
the absence of anything she could recognise that she owed him. To this
he replied that she might marry then whom she liked, but that if she
would give up her boy and send him home, where he would take charge of
him and bring him up to prospects she would be a fool not to appreciate,
there need be no more talk and she could lead her life as she perversely
preferred. This crisis came up during our winter with her--it was a very
cruel one, and my mother, as I have said, was all in her confidence."
"Of course"--Davey Bradham abounded; "and you were all in your
mother's!"
Rosanna leaned back on the bench, her cigarette between her strong and
rounded fingers; she sat at her ease now, this chapter of history
filling, under her view, the soft lap of space and the comfort of having
it well out, and yet of keeping it, as her friend somehow helped her to
do, well within her control, more and more operative. "Well, I was
sixteen years old, and Gray at that time fourteen. I was huge and
hideous and began then to enjoy the advantage--if advantage it was--of
its seeming so ridiculous to treat the monster I had grown as negligible
that I _had_ to be treated as important. I wasn't a bit stupider than I
am now--in fact I saw things much more sharply and simply and knew ever
so much better what I wanted and didn't. Gray and I had become excellent
friends--if you want to think of him as my 'first passion' you are
welcome to, unless you want to think of him rather as my fifth! He was a
charming little boy, much nicer than any I had ever seen; he didn't come
up higher than my shoulder, and, to tell you all, I remember how once,
in some game with a party of English and American children whom my
mother had got together for Christmas, I tried to be amusing by carrying
half-a-dozen of them successively on my back--all in order to have the
pleasure of carrying _him_, whom I felt, I remember, but as a
featherweight compared with most of the others. Such a romp was I--as
you can of course see I must have been, and at the same time so horridly
artful; which is doubtless now not so easy for you to believe of me. But
the point," Rosanna developed, "is that I entered all the way into our
friends' situation and that when I was with my mother alone we talked
for the time of nothing else. The strange, or at least the certain,
thing was that though we should have liked so to have them over here, we
hated to see them hustled even by a rich relative: we were rich
ourselves, though we rather hated that too, and there was no romance for
us in being so stuffed up. We liked Mr. Northover, their so devoted
friend, we saw how they cared for him, how even Graham did, and what an
interest he took in the boy, for whom we felt that a happy association
with him, each of them so open to it, would be a great thing; we threw
ourselves in short, and I dare say to extravagance, into the idea of the
success of Mr. Northover's suit. She was the charmingest little woman,
very pretty, very lonely, very vague, but very sympathetic, and we
perfectly understood that the pleasant Englishman, of great taste and
thoroughly a gentleman, should have felt encouraged. We didn't in the
least adore Mr. Betterman, between whom and my father the differences
that afterwards became so bad were already threatening, and when I saw
for myself how the life that might thus be opened to him where they
were, with his mother's marriage and a further good influence crowning
it, would compare with the awful game of grab, to express it mildly, for
which I was sure his uncle proposed to train him, I took upon myself to
get more roused and wound-up than I had doubtless any real right to, and
to wonder what I might really do to promote the benefit that struck me
as the greater and defeat the one against which my prejudice was
strong."
She had drawn up a moment as if what was to come required her to gather
herself, while her companion seemed to assure her by the backward set of
his head, that of a man drinking at a cool spout, how little his
attention had lapsed. "I see at once, you dear grand creature, that you
were from that moment at the bottom of everything that was to happen;
and without knowing yet what these things were I back you for it now up
to the hilt."
"Well," she said, "I'm much obliged, and you're never for an instant,
mind, to fail me; but I needed no backing then--I didn't even need my
mother's: I took on myself so much from the moment my chance turned up."
"You just walked in and settled the whole question, of course." He quite
flaunted the luxury of his interest. "Clearly what moved you _was_ one
of those crowning passions of infancy."
"Then why didn't I want, on the contrary, to have him, poor boy, where
his presence would feed my flame?" Rosanna at once inquired. "Why didn't
I obtain of my mother to say to his--for she would have said anything in
the world I wanted: 'You just quietly get married, don't disappoint this
delightful man; while we take Gray back to his uncle, which will be
awfully good for him, and let him learn to make his fortune, the decent
women that we are fondly befriending him and you and your husband coming
over whenever you like, to see how beautifully it answers.' Why if I was
so infatuated didn't I do _that?_" she repeated.
He kept her waiting not a moment. "Just because you _were_ so
infatuated. Just because when you're infatuated you're sublime." She had
turned her eyes on him, facing his gorgeous hospitality, but facing it
with a visible flush. "Rosanna Gaw"--he took undisguised advantage of
her--"you're sublime now, just as sublime as you can be, and it's what
you want to be. You liked your young man so much that you were really
capable----!"
He let it go at that, for even with his drop she had not completed his
sense. But the next thing, practically, she did so. "I've been capable
ever since--that's the point: of feeling that I did act upon him, that,
young and accessible as I found him, I gave a turn to his life."
"Well," Davey continued to comment, "he's not so young now, and no more,
naturally, are you; but I guess, all the same, you'll give many
another." And then, as facing him altogether more now, she seemed to ask
how he could be so sure: "Why, if _I'm_ so accessible, through my tough
old hide, how is the exquisite creature formed to all the sensibilities
for which you sought to provide going in the least to hold out? He owes
you clearly everything he has become, and how can he decently not want
you should know he feels it? All's well that ends well: that at least I
foresee I shall want to say when I've had more of the beginning. You
were going to tell me how it was in particular that you got your pull."
She puffed and puffed again, letting her eyes once more wander and rest;
after which, through her smoke, she recovered the sense of the past.
"One Sunday morning we went together to the great Gallery--it had been
between us for weeks that he was some day to take me and show me the
things he most admired: that wasn't at all what would have been my line
with _him._ The extent to which he was 'cleverer' than I and knew about
the things I didn't, and don't know even now----!" Greatly she made this
point. "And yet the beauty was that I felt there were ways I could help
him, all the same--I knew _that_ even with all the things I didn't know,
so that they remained ignorances of which I think I wasn't a bit
ashamed: any more in fact than I am now, there being too many things
else to be ashamed of. Never so much as that day, at any rate, had I
felt ready for my part--yes, it came to me there as my part; for after
he had called for me at our hotel and we had started together I knew
something particular was the matter and that he of a sudden didn't care
for what we were doing, though we had planned it as a great occasion
much before; that in short his thoughts were elsewhere and that I could
have made out the trouble in his face if I hadn't wished not to seem to
look for it. I hated that he should have it, whatever it was--just how I
hated it comes back to me as if from yesterday; and also how at the same
time I pretended not to notice, and he attempted not to show he did, but
to introduce me, in the rooms, to what we had come for instead--which
gave us half-an-hour that I recover vividly, recover, I assure you,
quite painfully still, as a conscious, solemn little farce. What put an
end to it was that we at last wandered away from the great things, the
famous Madonna, the Correggio, the Paul Veroneses, which he had quavered
out the properest remarks about, and got off into a small room of little
Dutch and other later masters, things that didn't matter and that we
couldn't pretend to go into, but where the German sunshine of a bright
winter day came down through some upper light and played on all the rich
little old colour and old gilding after a fashion that of a sudden
decided me. 'I don't care a hang for anything!' I stood before him and
boldly spoke out: 'I haven't cared a hang since we came in, if you want
to know--I care only for what you're worried about, and what must be
pretty bad, since I can see, if you don't mind my saying it, that it has
made you cry at home.'"
"He can hardly have thanked you for _that!_" Davey's competence threw
off.
"No, he didn't pretend to, and I had known he wouldn't; he hadn't to
tell me how a boy feels in taking such a charge from a girl. But there
he was on a small divan, swinging his legs a little and with his
head--he had taken his hat off--back against the top of the seat and the
queerest look in his flushed face. For a moment he stared hard, and
_then_ at least, I said to myself, his tears were coming up. They didn't
come, however--he only kept glaring as in fever; from which I presently
saw that I had said not a bit the wrong thing, but exactly the very
best. 'Oh if I were some good to you!' I went on--and with the sense the
next moment, ever so happily, that that was really what I was being.
'She has put it upon me to choose for myself--to think, to decide and to
settle it that way for both of us. She has put it _all_ upon me,' he
said--'and how can I choose, in such a difficulty,' he asked, 'when she
tells me, and when I believe, that she'll do exactly as I say?' 'You
mean your mother will marry Mr. Northover or give him up according as
you prefer?'--but of course I knew what he meant. It was a joy to me to
feel it clear up--with the good I had already done him, at a touch, by
making him speak. I saw how this relieved him even when he practically
spoke of his question as too frightful for his young intelligence, his
young conscience--literally his young nerves. It was as if he had
appealed to me to pronounce it positively cruel--while I had felt at the
first word that I really but blessed it. It wasn't too much for _my_
young nerves--extraordinary as it may seem to you," Rosanna pursued,
"that I should but have wished to undertake at a jump such a very large
order. I wonder now from where my lucidity came, but just as I stood
there I saw some things in a light in which, even with still better
opportunities, I've never so _much_ seen them since. It was as if I took
everything in--and what everything meant; and, flopped there on his seat
and always staring up at me, he understood that I was somehow inspired
for him."
"My dear child, you're inspired at this moment!"--Davey Bradham rendered
the tribute. "It's too splendid to hear of amid our greedy wants, our
timid ideas and our fishy passions. You ring out like Brünnhilde at the
opera. How jolly to have pronounced his doom!"
"Yes," she gravely said, "and you see how jolly I now find it. I settled
it. I was fate," Rosanna puffed. "He recognised fate--all the more that
he really wanted to; and you see therefore," she went on, "how it was to
be in every single thing that has happened since."
"You stuck him fast there"--Mr. Bradham filled in the picture. "Yet not
so fast after all," he understandingly added, "but that you've been able
to handle him again as you like. He does in other words whatever you
prescribe."
"If he did it then I don't know what I should have done had he refused
to do it now. For now everything's changed. Everyone's dead or dying.
And I believe," she wound up, "that I was quite right then, that he has
led his life and been happy."
"I see. If he hadn't been----!" Her companion's free glance ranged.
"He would have had me to thank, yes. And at the best I should have cost
him much!"
"Everything, you mean, that the old man had more or less from the first
in mind?"
Davey had taken her up; but the next moment, without direct reply, she
was on her feet. "At any rate you see!" she said to finish with it.
"Oh I see a lot! And if there's more in it than meets the eye I think I
see that too," her friend declared. "I want to see it all at any
rate--and just as you've started it. But what I want most naturally is
to see your little darling himself."
"Well, if I had been afraid of you I wouldn't have spoken. You won't
hurt him," Rosanna said as they got back to the cliff walk.
"Hurt him? Why I shall be his great warning light--or at least I shall
be yours, which is better still." To this, however, always pondering,
she answered nothing, but stood as if spent by her effort and half
disposed in consequence to retrace her steps; against which possibility
he at once protested. "You don't mean you're not coming on?"
She thought another instant; then her eyes overreached the long smooth
interval beyond which the nondescript excrescences of Gussy's "cottage,"
vast and florid, and in a kindred company of hunches and gables and
pinnacles confessed, even if in confused accents, to its monstrous
identity. The sight itself seemed after all to give her resolution.
"Yes, now for Cissy!" she said and braved the prospect.