OR, A YOUNG LADY’S ENTRANCE INTO THE WORLD.

Printed for T. LOWNDES, Fleet-street.

Mrs. Burney, who read this unsuspectingly, went on immediately to other

articles; but, had she lifted her eyes from the paper, something more

than suspicion must have met them, from the conscious colouring of the

scribbler, and the irresistible smiles of the two sisters, Susanna and

Charlotte, who were present.

Dr. Burney probably read the same advertisement the same morning; but

as he knew neither the name of the book, nor of the bookseller, nor the

time of publication, he must have read it without comment, or thought.

In this projected and intended security from public notice, the author

passed two or three months, during which the Doctor asked not a

question; and perhaps had forgotten the secret with which he had been

entrusted; for, besides the multiplicity of his affairs, his mind, just

then, was deeply disturbed by rising dissension, from claims the most

unwarrantable, with Mr. Greville.

And even from her own mind, the book, with all that belonged to it,

was soon afterwards chased, through the absorbent fears of seeing

her father dangerously attacked by an acute fever; from which by

the admirable prescriptions and skill of Sir Richard Jebb, he was

barely recovered, when she herself, who had been incautiously eager

in aiding her mother and sisters in their assiduous attendance upon

the invaluable invalid, was taken ill with strong symptoms of an

inflammation of the lungs: and though, through the sagacious directions

of the same penetrating physician, she was soon pronounced to be out

of immediate danger, she was so shaken in health and strength, that Sir

Richard enjoined her quitting London for the recruit of country air.

She was therefore conveyed to Chesington Hall, where she was received

and cherished by a second father in Mr. Crisp; with whom, and his

associates, the worthy Mrs. Hamilton and Miss Cooke, she remained for a

considerable time.

A few days before she left town, Dr. Burney, in a visit to her bedside,

revealed to her his late painful disagreement with Mr. Greville; but

told her that they had, at length, come to a full explanation, which

had brought Mr. Greville once more to his former and agreeable self;

and had terminated in a complete reconciliation.

He then read to her, in confidence, a poetical epistle,[24] which he

had just composed, and was preparing to send to his restored friend;

but which was expressed in terms so affecting, that they nearly proved

the reverse of restoration, in her then feeble state, to his fondly

attached daughter.

Dr. Burney’s intercourse with Mr. Greville was then again resumed; and

continued with rational, but true regard, on the part of Dr. Burney;

but with an intemperate importunity on that of Mr. Greville, that

claimed time which could not be spared; and leisure which could not be

found.

Evelina had now been published four or five months, though Dr. Burney

still knew nothing of its existence; and the author herself had learnt

it only by the chance-read advertisement already mentioned. Yet had

that little book found its way abroad; fallen into general reading;

gone through three editions, and been named with favour in sundry

Reviews; till, at length, a sort of cry was excited amongst its readers

for discovering its author.

That author, it will naturally be imagined, would repose her secret,

however sacred, in the breast of so confidential a counsellor as Mr.

Crisp.

And not trust, indeed, was there wanting! far otherwise! But as she

required no advice for what she never meant to avow, and had already

done with, she had no motive of sufficient force to give her courage

for encountering his critic eye. She never, therefore, ventured, and

never purposed to venture revealing to him her anonymous exploit.

June came; and a sixth month was elapsing in the same silent

concealment, when early one morning the Doctor, with great eagerness

and hurry, began a search amongst the pamphlets in his study for a

Monthly Review, which he demanded of his daughter Charlotte, who alone

was in the room. After finding it, he earnestly examined its contents,

and then looked out hastily for an article which he read with a

countenance of so much emotion, that Charlotte stole softly behind him,

to peep over his shoulder; and then saw, with surprise and joy, that

he was perusing an account, which she knew to be most favourable, of

Evelina, beginning, ‘A great variety of natural characters—’

When he had finished the article, he put down the Review, and sat

motionless, without raising his eyes, and looking in deep—but charmed

astonishment. Suddenly, then, he again snatched the Review, and again

ran over the article, with an air yet more intensely occupied. Placing

it afterwards on the chimney-piece, he walked about the room, as if to

recover breath, and recollect himself; though always with looks of the

most vivid pleasure.

Some minutes later, holding the Review in his hand, while inspecting

the table of contents, he beckoned to Charlotte to approach; and

pointing to “Evelina,” ‘you know,’ he said, in a whisper, ‘that book?

Send William for it to Lowndes’, as if for yourself; and give it to me

when we are alone.’

Charlotte obeyed; and, joyous in sanguine expectation, delivered to him

the little volumes, tied up in brown paper, in his study, when, late at

night, he came home from some engagement.

He locked them up in his bureau, without speaking, and retired to his

chamber.

The kindly impatient Charlotte was in his study the next morning with

the lark, waiting the descent of the Doctor from his room.

He, also, was early, and went straight to his desk, whence, taking out

and untying the parcel, he opened the first volume upon the little ode

to himself,—“Oh author of my being! far more dear,” &c.

He ejaculated a ‘Good God!’ and his eyes were suffused with tears.

Twice he read it, and then re-committed the book to his writing desk,

as if his mind were too full for further perusal; and dressed, and went

out, without uttering a syllable.

All this the affectionate Charlotte wrote to her sister; who read it

with a perturbation inexpressible. It was clear that the Doctor had

discovered the name of her book; and learned, also, that Charlotte was

one of her cabal: but how, was inexplicable; though what would be his

opinion of the work absorbed now all the thoughts and surmises of the

clandestine author.

From this time, he frequently, though privately and confidentially,

spoke with all the sisters upon the subject; and with the kindliest

approbation.

From this time, also, daily accounts of the progress made by the

Doctor in reading the work; or of the progress made in the world by

the work itself, were transmitted to recreate the Chesington invalid

from the eagerly kind sisters; the eldest of which, soon afterwards,

wrote a proposal to carry to Chesington, for reading to Mr. Crisp, ‘an

anonymous new work that was running about the town, called Evelina.’

She came; and performed her promised office with a warmth of heart

that glowed through every word she read, and gave an interest to every

detail.

With flying colours, therefore, the book went off, not only with the

easy social circle, but with Mr. Crisp himself; and without the most

remote suspicion that the author was in the midst of the audience;

a circumstance that made the whole perusal seem to that author the

most pleasant of comedies, from the innumerable whimsical incidents

to which it gave rise, alike in panegyrics and in criticisms, which

alternately, and most innocently, were often addressed to herself; and

accompanied with demands of her opinions, that forced her to perplexing

evasions, productive of the most ludicrous confusion, though of the

highest inward diversion.

Meanwhile, Dr. Burney, uninformed of this transaction, yet justly

concluding that, whether the book were owned or not, some one of the

little committee would be carrying it to Chesington; sent an injunction

to procrastinate its being produced, as he himself meant to be its

reader to Mr. Crisp.

This touching testimony of his parental interest in its success with

the first and dearest of their friends, came close to the heart

for which it was designed, with feelings of strong—and yet living

gratitude!

Equally unexpected and exhilarating to the invalid were all these

occurrences: but of much deeper marvel still was the narrative which

follows, and which she received about a week after this time.

In a letter written in this month, June, her sister Susanna stated

to her, that just as she had retired to her own room, on the evening

preceding its date, their father returned from his usual weekly visit

to Streatham, and sent for her to his study.

She immediately perceived, by his expanded brow, that he had something

extraordinary, and of high agreeability, to divulge.

As the Memorialist arrives now at the first mention, in this little

transaction, of a name that the public seems to hail with augmenting

eagerness in every trait that comes to light, she will venture to copy

the genuine account in which that honoured name first occurs; and

which was written to her by her sister Susanna, with an unpretending

simplicity that may to some have a certain charm; and that to no one

can be offensive.

After the opening to the business that has just been abridged, Susanna

thus goes on.

* * * * *

“‘Oh my dear girl, how shall I surprise you! Prepare yourself, I

beseech, not to be too much moved.

“‘I have such a thing,’ cried our dear father, ‘to tell you about our

poor Fanny!—’

“‘Dear Sir, what?’ cried I; afraid he had been betraying your secret to

Mrs. Thrale; which I know he longed to do.

“He only smiled—but such a smile of pleasure I never saw! ‘Why to

night at Streatham,’ cried he, while we were sitting at tea, only

Dr. Johnson, Mrs. Thrale, Miss Thrale, and myself. ‘Madam,’ cried

Dr. Johnson, see-sawing on his chair, ‘Mrs. Cholmondeley was talking

to me last night of a new novel, which she says has a very uncommon

share of merit; Evelina. She says she has not been so entertained this

great while as in reading it; and that she shall go all over London to

discover the author.’

“Do you breathe, my dear Fanny?

“‘Odd enough!’ cried Mrs. Thrale; ‘why somebody else mentioned that

book to me t’other day—Lady Westcote it was, I believe. The modest

writer of Evelina, she talked about.’

“‘Mrs. Cholmondeley says,’ answered the Doctor, ‘that she never before

met so much modesty with so much merit in any literary production of

the kind, as is implied by the concealment of the author.’

“‘Well,—’ cried I, continued my father, smiling more and more,

‘somebody recommended that book to me, too; and I read a little of

it—which, indeed—seemed to be above the commonplace works of this

kind.’

“Mrs. Thrale said she would certainly get it.

“‘You _must_ have it, madam!’ cried Johnson, emphatically; ‘Mrs.

Cholmondeley says she shall keep it on her table the whole summer, that

every body that knows her may see it; for she asserts that every body

ought to read it! And she has made Burke get it—and Reynolds.’

“A tolerably agreeable conversation, methinks, my dear Fanny! It took

away my breath, and made me skip about like a mad creature.

“‘And how did you feel, Sir?’ said I to my father, when I could speak.

“‘Feel?—why I liked it of all things! I wanted somebody to introduce

the book at Streatham. ’Twas just what I wished, but could not expect!’

“I could not for my life, my dearest Fanny, help saying that—even if

it should be discovered, shy as you were of being known, it would do

you no discredit. ‘Discredit?’ he repeated; ‘no, indeed!—quite the

reverse! It would be a credit to her—and to me!—and to you—and to

all her family!

“Now, my dearest Fanny—pray how do you do?—”

Vain would be any attempt to depict the astonishment of the author at

this communication—the astonishment, or—the pleasure!

And, in truth, in private life, few small events can possibly have

been attended with more remarkable incidents. That a work, voluntarily

consigned by its humble author, even from its birth, to oblivion,

should rise from her condemnation, and,

“‘Unpatronized, unaided, unknown,’

make its way through the metropolis, in passing from the Monthly Review

into the hands of the beautiful Mrs. Bunbury; and from her’s arriving

at those of the Hon. Mrs. Cholmondeley; whence, triumphantly, it should

be conveyed to Sir Joshua Reynolds; made known to Mr. Burke; be mounted

even to the notice of Dr. Johnson, and reach Streatham;—and that there

its name should first be pronounced by the great lexicographer himself;

and,—by mere chance,—in the presence of Dr. Burney; seemed more like

a romance, even to the Doctor himself, than anything in the book that

was the cause of these coincidences.

Very soon afterwards, another singular circumstance, and one of great

flutter to the spirits of the hidden author, reached her from the kind

sisters. Upon the succeeding excursion of Dr. Burney to Streatham, Mrs.

Thrale, most unconsciously, commissioned him to order Mr. Lowndes to

send her down Evelina.

From this moment, the composure of Chesington was over for the

invalid, though not so the happiness! unequalled, in a short time,

that became—unequalled as it was wonderful. Dr. Burney now, from

his numerous occupations, stole a few hours for a flying visit to

Chesington; where his meeting with his daughter, just rescued from the

grave, and still barely convalescent, at a period of such peculiar

interest to his paternal, and to her filial heart, was of the tenderest

description. Yet, earnestly as she coveted his sight, she felt almost

afraid, and quite ashamed, to be alone with him, from her doubts how he

might accept her versified dedication.

She held back, therefore, from any _tête à tête_ till he sent for her

to his little gallery cabinet; or in Mr. Crisp’s words, conjuring

closet. But there, when he had shut the door, with a significant

smile, that told her what was coming, and gave a glow to her very

forehead from anxious confusion, he gently said, ‘I have read your

book, Fanny!—but you need not blush at it—it is full of merit—it is,

really,—extraordinary!’

She fell upon his neck with heart-throbbing emotion; and he folded

her in his arms so tenderly, that she sobbed upon his shoulder; so

moved was she by his precious approbation. But she soon recovered to

a gayer pleasure—a pleasure more like his own; though the length of

her illness had made her almost too weak for sensations that were

mixed with such excess of amazement. She had written the little book,

like innumerable of its predecessors that she had burnt, simply for

her private recreation. She had printed it for a frolic, to see how a

production of her own would figure in that author-like form. But that

was the whole of her plan. And, in truth, her unlooked for success

evidently surprised her father quite as much as herself.

But what was her start, when he told her that her book was then

actually running the gauntlet at Streatham; and condescended to ask her

leave, if Mrs. Thrale should happen to be pleased with it, to let her

into the secret!

Startled was she indeed, nay, affrighted; for concealment was still her

changeless wish and unalterable purpose. But the words: ‘If Mrs. Thrale

should happen to be pleased with it,’ made her ashamed to demur; and

she could only reply that, upon such a stipulation, she saw no risk of

confidence, for Mrs. Thrale was no partial relative. She besought him,

however, not to betray her to Mr. Crisp, whom she dreaded as a critic

as much as she loved as a friend.

He laughed at her fright, yet forbore agitating her apprehensive

spirits by pressing, at that moment, any abrupt disclosure; and, having

gained his immediate point with regard to Mrs. Thrale, he drove off

eagerly and instantly to Streatham.

And his eagerness there received no check; he found not only Mrs.

Thrale, but her daughter, and sundry visitors, so occupied by Evelina,

that some quotation from it was apropos to whatever was said or done.

An enquiry was promptly made, whether Mrs. Cholmondeley had yet found

out the author of Evelina?—‘because,’ said Mrs. Thrale, ‘I long to

know him of all things.’

The Him produced a smile that, as soon as they were alone, elicited

an explanation; and the kind civilities that ensued may easily be

conceived.

Every word of them was forwarded to Chesington by the participating

sisters, as so many salutary medicines, they said, for returning

health and strength. And, speedily after, they were followed by a

prescription of the same character, so potent, so superlative, as to

take place of all other mental medicine.

This was conveyed in a packet from Susanna, containing the ensuing

letter from Mrs. Thrale to Dr. Burney; written two days after she had

put the first volume of Evelina into her coach, as Dr. Johnson was

quitting Streatham for a day’s residence in Bolt Court.

“‘Dear Doctor Burney,

“‘Doctor Johnson returned home last night full of the praises of the

book I had lent him; protesting there were passages in it that might do

honour to Richardson. We talk of it for ever; and he, Doctor Johnson,

feels ardent after the denouement. _He could not get rid of the Rogue!_

he said. I then lent him the second volume, which he instantly read;

and he is, even now, busy with the third.

“‘You must be more a philosopher, and less a father than I wish you,

not to be pleased with this letter; and the giving such pleasure yields

to nothing but receiving it. Long, my dear Sir, may you live to enjoy

the just praises of your children! And long may they live to

deserve and delight such a parent!’”

This packet was accompanied by intelligence, that Sir Joshua Reynolds

had been fed while reading the little work, from refusing to quit it

at table! and that Edmund Burke had sat up a whole night to finish

it!!! It was accompanied, also, by a letter from Dr. Burney, that

almost dissolved the happy scribbler with touching delight, by its

avowal of his increased approbation upon a second reading: “Thou hast

made,” he says, “thy old father laugh and cry at thy pleasure.... I

never yet heard of a novel writer’s statue;[25]—yet who knows?—above

all things, then, take care of thy head, for if that should be at all

turned out of its place by all this intoxicating success, what sort of

figure wouldst thou cut upon a pedestal? _Prens y bien garde!_’

This playful goodness, with the wondrous news that Doctor Johnson

himself had deigned to read the little book, so struck, so nearly

bewildered the author, that, seized with a fit of wild spirits, and not

knowing how to account for the vivacity of her emotion to Mr. Crisp, she

darted out of the room in which she had read the tidings by his side,

to a small lawn before the window, where she danced, lightly, blithely,

gaily, around a large old mulberry tree, as impulsively and airily as

she had often done in her days of adolescence: and Mr. Crisp, though

he looked on with some surprise, wore a smile of the most expressive

kindness, that seemed rejoicing in the sudden resumption of that buoyant

spirit of springing felicity, which, in her first visits to Liberty

Hall—Chesington,—had made the mulberry tree the favourite site of her

juvenile vagaries.

Dr. Burney sent, also, a packet from Mr. Lowndes, containing ten sets

of Evelina very handsomely bound: and the scribbler had the extreme

satisfaction to see that Mr. Lowndes was still in the dark as to his

correspondent, the address being the same as the last;—

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