XXXIV.

Newland Archer sat at the writing-table in his library in East

Thirty-ninth Street.

He had just got back from a big official reception for the inauguration

of the new galleries at the Metropolitan Museum, and the spectacle

of those great spaces crowded with the spoils of the ages, where

the throng of fashion circulated through a series of scientifically

catalogued treasures, had suddenly pressed on a rusted spring of memory.

"Why, this used to be one of the old Cesnola rooms," he heard some one

say; and instantly everything about him vanished, and he was sitting

alone on a hard leather divan against a radiator, while a slight figure

in a long sealskin cloak moved away down the meagrely-fitted vista of

the old Museum.

The vision had roused a host of other associations, and he sat looking

with new eyes at the library which, for over thirty years, had been the

scene of his solitary musings and of all the family confabulations.

It was the room in which most of the real things of his life had

happened. There his wife, nearly twenty-six years ago, had broken to

him, with a blushing circumlocution that would have caused the young

women of the new generation to smile, the news that she was to have a

child; and there their eldest boy, Dallas, too delicate to be taken

to church in midwinter, had been christened by their old friend the

Bishop of New York, the ample magnificent irreplaceable Bishop, so

long the pride and ornament of his diocese. There Dallas had first

staggered across the floor shouting "Dad," while May and the nurse

laughed behind the door; there their second child, Mary (who was so

like her mother), had announced her engagement to the dullest and most

reliable of Reggie Chivers's many sons; and there Archer had kissed her

through her wedding veil before they went down to the motor which was

to carry them to Grace Church--for in a world where all else had reeled

on its foundations the "Grace Church wedding" remained an unchanged

institution.

It was in the library that he and May had always discussed the future

of the children: the studies of Dallas and his young brother Bill,

Mary's incurable indifference to "accomplishments," and passion for

sport and philanthropy, and the vague leanings toward "art" which had

finally landed the restless and curious Dallas in the office of a

rising New York architect.

The young men nowadays were emancipating themselves from the law and

business and taking up all sorts of new things. If they were not

absorbed in state politics or municipal reform, the chances were that

they were going in for Central American archæology, for architecture

or landscape-engineering; taking a keen and learned interest in

the prerevolutionary buildings of their own country, studying and

adapting Georgian types, and protesting at the meaningless use of the

word "Colonial." Nobody nowadays had "Colonial" houses except the

millionaire grocers of the suburbs.

But above all--sometimes Archer put it above all--it was in that

library that the Governor of New York, coming down from Albany one

evening to dine and spend the night, had turned to his host, and said,

banging his clenched fist on the table and gnashing his eye-glasses:

"Hang the professional politician! You're the kind of man the country

wants, Archer. If the stable's ever to be cleaned out, men like you

have got to lend a hand in the cleaning."

"Men like you--" how Archer had glowed at the phrase! How eagerly he

had risen up at the call! It was an echo of Ned Winsett's old appeal

to roll his sleeves up and get down into the muck; but spoken by a man

who set the example of the gesture, and whose summons to follow him was

irresistible.

Archer, as he looked back, was not sure that men like himself _were_ what

his country needed, at least in the active service to which Theodore

Roosevelt had pointed; in fact, there was reason to think it did not,

for after a year in the State Assembly he had not been re-elected, and

had dropped back thankfully into obscure if useful municipal work, and

from that again to the writing of occasional articles in one of the

reforming weeklies that were trying to shake the country out of its

apathy. It was little enough to look back on; but when he remembered

to what the young men of his generation and his set had looked

forward--the narrow groove of money-making, sport and society to which

their vision had been limited--even his small contribution to the new

state of things seemed to count, as each brick counts in a well-built

wall. He had done little in public life; he would always be by nature

a contemplative and a dilettante; but he had had high things to

contemplate, great things to delight in; and one great man's friendship

to be his strength and pride.

He had been, in short, what people were beginning to call "a good

citizen." In New York, for many years past, every new movement,

philanthropic, municipal or artistic, had taken account of his

opinion and wanted his name. People said: "Ask Archer" when there

was a question of starting the first school for crippled children,

reorganising the Museum of Art, founding the Grolier Club, inaugurating

the new Library, or getting up a new society of chamber music. His days

were full, and they were filled decently. He supposed it was all a man

ought to ask.

Something he knew he had missed: the flower of life. But he thought

of it now as a thing so unattainable and improbable that to have

repined would have been like despairing because one had not drawn

the first prize in a lottery. There were a hundred million tickets

in _his_ lottery, and there was only one prize; the chances had been

too decidedly against him. When he thought of Ellen Olenska it was

abstractly, serenely, as one might think of some imaginary beloved in

a book or a picture: she had become the composite vision of all that

he had missed. That vision, faint and tenuous as it was, had kept him

from thinking of other women. He had been what was called a faithful

husband; and when May had suddenly died--carried off by the infectious

pneumonia through which she had nursed their youngest child--he had

honestly mourned her. Their long years together had shown him that

it did not so much matter if marriage was a dull duty, as long as it

kept the dignity of a duty: lapsing from that, it became a mere battle

of ugly appetites. Looking about him, he honoured his own past, and

mourned for it. After all, there was good in the old ways.

His eyes, making the round of the room--done over by Dallas with

English mezzotints, Chippendale cabinets, bits of chosen blue-and-white

and pleasantly shaded electric lamps--came back to the old Eastlake

writing-table that he had never been willing to banish, and to his

first photograph of May, which still kept its place beside his inkstand.

There she was, tall, round-bosomed and willowy, in her starched muslin

and flapping Leghorn, as he had seen her under the orange-trees in the

Mission garden. And as he had seen her that day, so she had remained;

never quite at the same height, yet never far below it: generous,

faithful, unwearied; but so lacking in imagination, so incapable of

growth, that the world of her youth had fallen into pieces and rebuilt

itself without her ever being conscious of the change. This hard bright

blindness had kept her immediate horizon apparently unaltered. Her

incapacity to recognise change made her children conceal their views

from her as Archer concealed his; there had been, from the first, a

joint pretence of sameness, a kind of innocent family hypocrisy, in

which father and children had unconsciously collaborated. And she had

died thinking the world a good place, full of loving and harmonious

households like her own, and resigned to leave it because she was

convinced that, whatever happened, Newland would continue to inculcate

in Dallas the same principles and prejudices which had shaped his

parents' lives, and that Dallas in turn (when Newland followed her)

would transmit the sacred trust to little Bill. And of Mary she was

sure as of her own self. So, having snatched little Bill from the

grave, and given her life in the effort, she went contentedly to her

place in the Archer vault in St. Mark's, where Mrs. Archer already lay

safe from the terrifying "trend" which her daughter-in-law had never

even become aware of.

Opposite May's portrait stood one of her daughter. Mary Chivers was

as tall and fair as her mother, but large-waisted, flat-chested and

slightly slouching, as the altered fashion required. Mary Chivers's

mighty feats of athleticism could not have been performed with the

twenty-inch waist that May Archer's azure sash so easily spanned. And

the difference seemed symbolic; the mother's life had been as closely

girt as her figure. Mary, who was no less conventional, and no more

intelligent, yet led a larger life and held more tolerant views. There

was good in the new order too.

The telephone clicked, and Archer, turning from the photographs,

unhooked the transmitter at his elbow. How far they were from the days

when the legs of the brass-buttoned messenger boy had been New York's

only means of quick communication!

"Chicago wants you."

Ah--it must be a long-distance from Dallas, who had been sent to

Chicago by his firm to talk over the plan of the Lakeside palace they

were to build for a young millionaire with ideas. The firm always sent

Dallas on such errands.

"Hallo, Dad--Yes: Dallas. I say--how do you feel about sailing on

Wednesday? Mauretania: Yes, next Wednesday as ever is. Our client wants

me to look at some Italian gardens before we settle anything, and has

asked me to nip over on the next boat. I've got to be back on the first

of June--" the voice broke into a joyful conscious laugh--"so we must

look alive. I say, Dad, I want your help: do come."

Dallas seemed to be speaking in the room: the voice was as near by

and natural as if he had been lounging in his favourite arm-chair by

the fire. The fact would not ordinarily have surprised Archer, for

long-distance telephoning had become as much a matter of course as

electric lighting and five-day Atlantic voyages. But the laugh did

startle him; it still seemed wonderful that across all those miles and

miles of country--forest, river, mountain, prairie, roaring cities and

busy indifferent millions--Dallas's laugh should be able to say: "Of

course, whatever happens, I must get back on the first, because Fanny

Beaufort and I are to be married on the fifth."

The voice began again: "Think it over? No, sir: not a minute. You've

got to say yes now. Why not, I'd like to know? If you can allege a

single reason--No; I knew it. Then it's a go, eh? Because I count on

you to ring up the Cunard office first thing tomorrow; and you'd better

book a return on a boat from Marseilles. I say, Dad; it'll be our last

time together, in this kind of way--. Oh, good! I knew you would."

Chicago rang off, and Archer rose and began to pace up and down the

room.

It would be their last time together in this kind of way: the boy

was right. They would have lots of other "times" after Dallas's

marriage, his father was sure; for the two were born comrades, and

Fanny Beaufort, whatever one might think of her, did not seem likely

to interfere with their intimacy. On the contrary, from what he had

seen of her, he thought she would be naturally included in it. Still,

change was change, and differences were differences, and much as he

felt himself drawn toward his future daughter-in-law, it was tempting

to seize this last chance of being alone with his boy.

There was no reason why he should not seize it, except the profound

one that he had lost the habit of travel. May had disliked to move

except for valid reasons, such as taking the children to the sea

or in the mountains: she could imagine no other motive for leaving

the house in Thirty-ninth Street or their comfortable quarters at

the Wellands' in Newport. After Dallas had taken his degree she had

thought it her duty to travel for six months; and the whole family

had made the old-fashioned tour through England, Switzerland and

Italy. Their time being limited (no one knew why) they had omitted

France. Archer remembered Dallas's wrath at being asked to contemplate

Mont Blanc instead of Rheims and Chartres. But Mary and Bill wanted

mountain-climbing, and had already yawned their way in Dallas's wake

through the English cathedrals; and May, always fair to her children,

had insisted on holding the balance evenly between their athletic and

artistic proclivities. She had indeed proposed that her husband should

go to Paris for a fortnight, and join them on the Italian lakes after

they had "done" Switzerland; but Archer had declined. "We'll stick

together," he said; and May's face had brightened at his setting such a

good example to Dallas.

Since her death, nearly two years before, there had been no reason

for his continuing in the same routine. His children had urged him to

travel: Mary Chivers had felt sure it would do him good to go abroad

and "see the galleries." The very mysteriousness of such a cure made

her the more confident of its efficacy. But Archer had found himself

held fast by habit, by memories, by a sudden startled shrinking from

new things.

Now, as he reviewed his past, he saw into what a deep rut he had sunk.

The worst of doing one's duty was that it apparently unfitted one for

doing anything else. At least that was the view that the men of his

generation had taken. The trenchant divisions between right and wrong,

honest and dishonest, respectable and the reverse, had left so little

scope for the unforeseen. There are moments when a man's imagination,

so easily subdued to what it lives in, suddenly rises above its daily

level, and surveys the long windings of destiny. Archer hung there and

wondered....

What was left of the little world he had grown up in, and whose

standards had bent and bound him? He remembered a sneering prophecy

of poor Lawrence Lefferts's, uttered years ago in that very room: "If

things go on at this rate, our children will be marrying Beaufort's

bastards."

It was just what Archer's eldest son, the pride of his life, was doing;

and nobody wondered or reproved. Even the boy's Aunt Janey, who still

looked so exactly as she used to in her elderly youth, had taken her

mother's emeralds and seed-pearls out of their pink cotton-wool, and

carried them with her own twitching hands to the future bride; and

Fanny Beaufort, instead of looking disappointed at not receiving a

"set" from a Paris jeweller, had exclaimed at their old-fashioned

beauty, and declared that when she wore them she should feel like an

Isabey miniature.

Fanny Beaufort, who had appeared in New York at eighteen, after the

death of her parents, had won its heart much as Madame Olenska had won

it thirty years earlier; only instead of being distrustful and afraid

of her, society took her joyfully for granted. She was pretty, amusing

and accomplished: what more did any one want? Nobody was narrow-minded

enough to rake up against her the half-forgotten facts of her father's

past and her own origin. Only the older people remembered so obscure

an incident in the business life of New York as Beaufort's failure, or

the fact that after his wife's death he had been quietly married to

the notorious Fanny Ring, and had left the country with his new wife,

and a little girl who inherited her beauty. He was subsequently heard

of in Constantinople, then in Russia; and a dozen years later American

travellers were handsomely entertained by him in Buenos Ayres, where he

represented a large insurance agency. He and his wife died there in the

odour of prosperity; and one day their orphaned daughter had appeared

in New York in charge of May Archer's sister-in-law, Mrs. Jack Welland,

whose husband had been appointed the girl's guardian. The fact threw

her into almost cousinly relationship with Newland Archer's children,

and nobody was surprised when Dallas's engagement was announced.

Nothing could more clearly give the measure of the distance that the

world had travelled. People nowadays were too busy--busy with reforms

and "movements," with fads and fetishes and frivolities--to bother much

about their neighbours. And of what account was anybody's past, in the

huge kaleidoscope where all the social atoms spun around on the same

plane?

Newland Archer, looking out of his hotel window at the stately gaiety

of the Paris streets, felt his heart beating with the confusion and

eagerness of youth.

It was long since it had thus plunged and reared under his widening

waistcoat, leaving him, the next minute, with an empty breast and hot

temples. He wondered if it was thus that his son's conducted itself

in the presence of Miss Fanny Beaufort--and decided that it was not.

"It functions as actively, no doubt, but the rhythm is different," he

reflected, recalling the cool composure with which the young man had

announced his engagement, and taken for granted that his family would

approve.

"The difference is that these young people take it for granted that

they're going to get whatever they want, and that we almost always took

it for granted that we shouldn't. Only, I wonder--the thing one's so

certain of in advance: can it ever make one's heart beat as wildly?"

It was the day after their arrival in Paris, and the spring sunshine

held Archer in his open window, above the wide silvery prospect of the

Place Vendôme. One of the things he had stipulated--almost the only

one--when he had agreed to come abroad with Dallas, was that, in Paris,

he shouldn't be made to go to one of the newfangled "palaces."

"Oh, all right--of course," Dallas good-naturedly agreed. "I'll take

you to some jolly old-fashioned place--the Bristol say--" leaving his

father speechless at hearing that the century-long home of kings and

emperors was now spoken of as an old-fashioned inn, where one went for

its quaint inconveniences and lingering local colour.

Archer had pictured often enough, in the first impatient years, the

scene of his return to Paris; then the personal vision had faded, and

he had simply tried to see the city as the setting of Madame Olenska's

life. Sitting alone at night in his library, after the household had

gone to bed, he had evoked the radiant outbreak of spring down the

avenues of horse-chestnuts, the flowers and statues in the public

gardens, the whiff of lilacs from the flower-carts, the majestic roll

of the river under the great bridges, and the life of art and study and

pleasure that filled each mighty artery to bursting. Now the spectacle

was before him in its glory, and as he looked out on it he felt shy,

old-fashioned, inadequate: a mere grey speck of a man compared with the

ruthless magnificent fellow he had dreamed of being....

Dallas's hand came down cheerily on his shoulder. "Hullo, father:

this is something like, isn't it?" They stood for a while looking out

in silence, and then the young man continued: "By the way, I've got

a message for you: the Countess Olenska expects us both at half-past

five."

He said it lightly, carelessly, as he might have imparted any casual

item of information, such as the hour at which their train was to leave

for Florence the next evening. Archer looked at him, and thought he saw

in his gay young eyes a gleam of his great-grandmother Mingott's malice.

"Oh, didn't I tell you?" Dallas pursued. "Fanny made me swear to do

three things while I was in Paris: get her the score of the last

Debussy songs, go to the Grand-Guignol and see Madame Olenska. You know

she was awfully good to Fanny when Mr. Beaufort sent her over from

Buenos Ayres to the Assomption. Fanny hadn't any friends in Paris, and

Madame Olenska used to be kind to her and trot her about on holidays. I

believe she was a great friend of the first Mrs. Beaufort's. And she's

our cousin, of course. So I rang her up this morning, before I went

out, and told her you and I were here for two days and wanted to see

her."

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