She sat motionless, with lowered lids. "Oh--I shan't go yet!"

"Not yet? Some time, then? Some time that you already foresee?"

At that she raised her clearest eyes. "I promise you: not as long as

you hold out. Not as long as we can look straight at each other like

this."

He dropped into his chair. What her answer really said was: "If you

lift a finger you'll drive me back: back to all the abominations

you know of, and all the temptations you half guess." He understood

it as clearly as if she had uttered the words, and the thought kept

him anchored to his side of the table in a kind of moved and sacred

submission.

"What a life for you!--" he groaned.

"Oh--as long as it's a part of yours."

"And mine a part of yours?"

She nodded.

"And that's to be all--for either of us?"

"Well; it _is_ all, isn't it?"

At that he sprang up, forgetting everything but the sweetness of her

face. She rose too, not as if to meet him or to flee from him, but

quietly, as though the worst of the task were done and she had only

to wait; so quietly that, as he came close, her outstretched hands

acted not as a check but as a guide to him. They fell into his, while

her arms, extended but not rigid, kept him far enough off to let her

surrendered face say the rest.

They may have stood in that way for a long time, or only for a few

moments; but it was long enough for her silence to communicate all she

had to say, and for him to feel that only one thing mattered. He must

do nothing to make this meeting their last; he must leave their future

in her care, asking only that she should keep fast hold of it.

"Don't--don't be unhappy," she said, with a break in her voice, as she

drew her hands away; and he answered: "You won't go back--you won't go

back?" as if it were the one possibility he could not bear.

"I won't go back," she said; and turning away she opened the door and

led the way into the public dining-room.

The strident school-teachers were gathering up their possessions

preparatory to a straggling flight to the wharf; across the beach lay

the white steam-boat at the pier; and over the sunlit waters Boston

loomed in a line of haze.

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