She repeated in a low voice: "To get away from you as far as I could."

He laughed out again, this time in boyish satisfaction. "Well, you see

it's no use. I may as well tell you," he added, "that the business I

came here for was just to find you. But, look here, we must start or we

shall miss our boat."

"Our boat?" She frowned perplexedly, and then smiled. "Oh, but I must

go back to the hotel first: I must leave a note--"

"As many notes as you please. You can write here." He drew out a

note-case and one of the new stylographic pens. "I've even got an

envelope--you see how everything's predestined! There--steady the thing

on your knee, and I'll get the pen going in a second. They have to be

humoured; wait--" He banged the hand that held the pen against the back

of the bench. "It's like jerking down the mercury in a thermometer:

just a trick. Now try--"

She laughed, and bending over the sheet of paper which he had laid on

his note-case, began to write. Archer walked away a few steps, staring

with radiant unseeing eyes at the passersby, who, in their turn, paused

to stare at the unwonted sight of a fashionably-dressed lady writing a

note on her knee on a bench in the Common.

Madame Olenska slipped the sheet into the envelope, wrote a name on it,

and put it into her pocket. Then she too stood up.

They walked back toward Beacon Street, and near the club Archer caught

sight of the plush-lined "herdic" which had carried his note to the

Parker House, and whose driver was reposing from this effort by bathing

his brow at the corner hydrant.

"I told you everything was predestined! Here's a cab for us. You

see!" They laughed, astonished at the miracle of picking up a public

conveyance at that hour, and in that unlikely spot, in a city where

cab-stands were still a "foreign" novelty.

Archer, looking at his watch, saw that there was time to drive to

the Parker House before going to the steamboat landing. They rattled

through the hot streets and drew up at the door of the hotel.

Archer held out his hand for the letter. "Shall I take it in?" he

asked; but Madame Olenska, shaking her head, sprang out and disappeared

through the glazed doors. It was barely half-past ten; but what if the

emissary, impatient for her reply, and not knowing how else to employ

his time, were already seated among the travellers with cooling drinks

at their elbows of whom Archer had caught a glimpse as she went in?

He waited, pacing up and down before the herdic. A Sicilian youth with

eyes like Nastasia's offered to shine his boots, and an Irish matron

to sell him peaches; and every few moments the doors opened to let out

hot men with straw hats tilted far back, who glanced at him as they

went by. He marvelled that the door should open so often, and that all

the people it let out should look so like each other, and so like all

the other hot men who, at that hour, through the length and breadth of

the land, were passing continuously in and out of the swinging doors of

hotels.

And then, suddenly, came a face that he could not relate to the other

faces. He caught but a flash of it, for his pacings had carried him

to the farthest point of his beat, and it was in turning back to the

hotel that he saw, in a group of typical countenances--the lank and

weary, the round and surprised, the lantern-jawed and mild--this other

face that was so many more things at once, and things so different. It

was that of a young man, pale too, and half-extinguished by the heat,

or worry, or both, but somehow, quicker, vivider, more conscious; or

perhaps seeming so because he was so different. Archer hung a moment

on a thin thread of memory, but it snapped and floated off with the

disappearing face--apparently that of some foreign business man,

looking doubly foreign in such a setting. He vanished in the stream of

passersby, and Archer resumed his patrol.

He did not care to be seen watch in hand within view of the hotel, and

his unaided reckoning of the lapse of time led him to conclude that, if

Madame Olenska was so long in reappearing, it could only be because she

had met the emissary and been waylaid by him. At the thought Archer's

apprehension rose to anguish.

"If she doesn't come soon I'll go in and find her," he said.

The doors swung open again and she was at his side. They got into the

herdic, and as it drove off he took out his watch and saw that she had

been absent just three minutes. In the clatter of loose windows that

made talk impossible they bumped over the disjointed cobblestones to

the wharf.

Seated side by side on a bench of the half-empty boat they found that

they had hardly anything to say to each other, or rather that what they

had to say communicated itself best in the blessed silence of their

release and their isolation.

As the paddle-wheels began to turn, and wharves and shipping to recede

through the veil of heat, it seemed to Archer that everything in the

old familiar world of habit was receding also. He longed to ask Madame

Olenska if she did not have the same feeling: the feeling that they

were starting on some long voyage from which they might never return.

But he was afraid to say it, or anything else that might disturb the

delicate balance of her trust in him. In reality he had no wish to

betray that trust. There had been days and nights when the memory of

their kiss had burned and burned on his lips; the day before even, on

the drive to Portsmouth, the thought of her had run through him like

fire; but now that she was beside him, and they were drifting forth

into this unknown world, they seemed to have reached the kind of deeper

nearness that a touch may sunder.

As the boat left the harbour and turned seaward a breeze stirred about

them and the bay broke up into long oily undulations, then into ripples

tipped with spray. The fog of sultriness still hung over the city, but

ahead lay a fresh world of ruffled waters, and distant promontories

with light-houses in the sun. Madame Olenska, leaning back against the

boat-rail, drank in the coolness between parted lips. She had wound a

long veil about her hat, but it left her face uncovered, and Archer

was struck by the tranquil gaiety of her expression. She seemed to

take their adventure as a matter of course, and to be neither in fear

of unexpected encounters, nor (what was worse) unduly elated by their

possibility.

In the bare dining-room of the inn, which he had hoped they would

have to themselves, they found a strident party of innocent-looking

young men and women--school-teachers on a holiday, the landlord told

them--and Archer's heart sank at the idea of having to talk through

their noise.

"This is hopeless--I'll ask for a private room," he said; and Madame

Olenska, without offering any objection, waited while he went in

search of it. The room opened on a long wooden verandah, with the sea

coming in at the windows. It was bare and cool, with a table covered

with a coarse checkered cloth and adorned by a bottle of pickles

and a blueberry pie under a cage. No more guileless-looking _cabinet

particulier_ ever offered its shelter to a clandestine couple: Archer

fancied he saw the sense of its reassurance in the faintly amused smile

with which Madame Olenska sat down opposite to him. A woman who had run

away from her husband--and reputedly with another man--was likely to

have mastered the art of taking things for granted; but something in

the quality of her composure took the edge from his irony. By being so

quiet, so unsurprised and so simple she had managed to brush away the

conventions and make him feel that to seek to be alone was the natural

thing for two old friends who had so much to say to each other....

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