A NIGHT PANIC.
Lawrence Peabody's feelings when night approached were not unlike those
of a prisoner under sentence of death. He was timid, nervous, and gifted
with a lively imagination. His fears were heightened by the sad
spectacle that he had recently witnessed. His depression was apparent to
all; but I regret to say that it inspired more amusement than sympathy.
Men winked at each other as they saw him pass; and, with the exception
of Tom and his Scotch friend, probably nobody pitied the poor fellow.
"He's a poor creature, Tom," said Donald Ferguson; "but I pity him. We
wouldn't mind watching to-night; but I doubt it's a terrible thing to
him."
"I would volunteer in his place, but Mr. Fletcher won't agree to it,"
said Tom.
"He is right. The young man must take his turn. He won't dread it so
much a second time."
"What would the poor fellow do if he should see an Indian?"
"Faint, likely; but that is not probable."
"Mr. Fletcher thinks there are some not far off."
"They don't attack in the night, so I hear."
"That seems strange to me. I should think the night would be most
favorable for them."
"It's their way. Perhaps they have some superstition that hinders."
"I am glad of it, at any rate. I can sleep with greater comfort."
The rest were not as considerate as Tom and Ferguson. They tried,
indeed, to excite still further the fears of the young Bostonian.
"Peabody," said Miles, "have you made your will?"
"No," answered Peabody nervously. "Why should I?"
"Oh, I was thinking that if anything happened to you to-night you might
like to say how your things are to be disposed of. You've got a gold
watch, haven't you?"
"Yes," said Peabody nervously.
"And a little money, I suppose."
"Not very much, Mr. Miles."
"No matter about that. Of course if you are killed you won't have
occasion for it," said Miles, in a matter-of-fact tone.
"I wish you wouldn't talk that way," said Peabody irritably. "It makes
me nervous."
"What's the use of being nervous? It won't do any good."
"Do you really think, Mr. Miles, there is much danger?" faltered
Peabody.
"Of course there is danger. But the post of danger is the post of honor.
Now, Peabody, I want to give you a piece of advice. If you spy one of
those red devils crouching in the grass, don't stop to parley, but up
with your revolver, and let him have it in the head. If you can't hit
him in the head, hit him where you can."
"Wouldn't it be better," suggested Peabody, in a tremulous voice, "to
wake you up, or Mr. Fletcher?"
"While you were doing it the savage would make mince-meat of you. No,
Peabody, fire at once. This would wake us all up, and if you didn't kill
the reptile we would do it for you."
"Perhaps he would see me first," suggested Peabody, in a troubled tone.
"You mustn't let him. You must have your eyes all about you. You are not
near-sighted, are you?"
"I believe I am--a little," said Peabody eagerly, thinking that this
might be esteemed a disqualification for the position he dreaded.
"Oh, well, I guess it won't make any difference, only you will need to
be more vigilant."
"I wish I was blind; just for to-night," thought Peabody to himself,
with an inward sigh. "Then they would have to excuse me."
John Miles overtook Fletcher, who was with the head wagon.
"Captain Fletcher," he said, "I am afraid Peabody will make a mighty
poor watch."
"Just my opinion."
"He is more timid than the average woman. I've got a sister at home that
has ten times his courage. If she hadn't I wouldn't own the
relationship."
"I am not willing to excuse him."
"Of course not; but I'll tell you what I'll do. I'll keep an eye open
myself, so that we sha'n't wholly depend on him."
"If you are willing to do it, Miles, we shall all be indebted to you.
Don't let him know it, though."
"I don't mean to. He shall suppose he is the only man awake in camp."
At a comparatively early hour the party stretched themselves out upon
the ground, inviting sleep. Generally they did not have to wait long.
The day's march brought with it considerable physical fatigue. Even
those who were light sleepers at home slept well on the trip across the
plains. Few or none remained awake half an hour after lying down. So
Peabody knew that he would soon be practically alone.
With a heavy heart he began to pace slowly forward and back. He came to
where Tom lay.
"Tom--Tom Nelson," he called, in a low voice.
"What's the matter?" asked Tom, in a sleepy tone.
"Are you asleep?"
"No; but I soon shall be."
"Won't you try to keep awake a little while? It won't seem so lonesome."
"Sorry I can't accommodate you, Mr. Peabody; but I'm awfully tired and
sleepy."
"Who's that talking there?" drowsily demanded the nearest emigrant.
"Can't you keep quiet, and let a fellow sleep?"
"Good night, Mr. Peabody," said Tom, by way of putting an end to the
conversation.
"Good night," returned the sentinel disconsolately.
The hours passed on, and Lawrence Peabody maintained his watch. He was
in no danger of going to sleep, feeling too timid and nervous. He began
to feel a little more comfortable. He could see nothing suspicious, and
hear nothing except the deep breathing of his sleeping comrades.
"It is not so bad as I expected," he muttered to himself.
He began to feel a little self-complacent, and to reflect that he had
underrated his own courage. He privately reflected that he was doing as
well as any of his predecessors in duty. He began to think that after he
had got back to Boston with a fortune, gained in California, he could
impress his friends with a narrative of his night-watch on the distant
prairies. But his courage had not yet been tested.
He took out his watch to see how time was passing.
It pointed to twelve o'clock.
Why there should be anything more alarming in twelve o'clock than in any
other hour I can't pretend to say, but the fact none will question. Mr.
Peabody felt a nervous thrill when his eyes rested on the dial. He
looked about him, and the darkness seemed blacker and more awe-inspiring
than ever, now that he knew it to be midnight.
"Will it ever be morning?" he groaned. "Four long hours at least before
there will be light. I don't know how I am going to stand it."
Now, there was attached to the wagon-train one of those universally
despised but useful animals, a donkey, the private property of a man
from Iowa, who expected to make it of service in California. The animal
was tethered near the camp, and was generally quiet. But to-night he was
wakeful, and managed about midnight to slip his tether, and wandered
off. Peabody did not observe his escape. His vigilance was somewhat
relaxed, and with his head down he gave way to mournful reflection.
Suddenly the donkey, who was now but a few rods distant, uplifted his
voice in a roar which the night stillness made louder than usual. It was
too much for the overwrought nerves of the sentinel. He gave a shriek of
terror, fired wildly in the air, and sank fainting to the ground. Of
course the camp was roused. Men jumped to their feet, and, rubbing their
eyes, gazed around them in bewilderment.
It was not long before the truth dawned upon them. There lay the
sentinel, insensible from fright, his discharged weapon at his feet, and
the almost equally terrified donkey was in active flight, making the air
vocal with his peculiar cries.
There was a great shout of laughter, in the midst of which Peabody
recovered consciousness.
"Where am I?" he asked, looking about him wildly, and he instinctively
felt for his scalp, which he was relieved to find still in its place.
"What's the matter?" asked the leader. "What made you fire?"
"I--I thought it was the Indians," faltered Peabody. "I thought I heard
their horrid war-whoop."
"Not very complimentary to the Indians to compare them with donkeys,"
said Miles.
Lawrence Peabody was excused from duty for the remainder of the night,
his place being taken by Miles and Tom in turn.
It was a long time before he heard the last of his ridiculous panic, but
he was not sensitive as to his reputation for courage, and he bore it,
on the whole, pretty well.