But a vision haunted him as he took hurdles with his arms crossed,

and made flying leaps over his horse galloping down the tan-bark. It

was the vision of a slim figure in a tailor-gown, a glory of red-gold

hair gleaming under the black of her hat. That was all he had seen

as she talked to Wipes, but he knew the details, the laughing

face, the brilliant white, small teeth almost always showing, and

the mischievous eyes with tawny lashes. A fascinating face, full

of charm; and the drowsy voice, with a reedy note, like a child’s

voice just awakened, the quick wit, and innocently naughty ways—he

remembered all that, too.

In and out through the strenuous mazes of cavalry-drill went the

glint of red hair and the shine of white teeth, and the echo of her

laugh. The evening was his own till nine o’clock, and “a spirit in

his feet” led him to the house where she stayed, Colonel Emerson’s

house, looking up the river.

“What were you talking to Wipes about, on the Parade this afternoon?”

“Who is Wipes?” demanded the laughing, slow voice, and Fitzhugh

thought how pleasant a thing it was to realize a vision and an echo.

“Why, Wipes—our policeman. You oughtn’t to talk to the men; they’re

not allowed luxuries reserved for the corps.”

“Oh, you mean that bright-red soldier, Weiber—I forgot Jack called

him Wipes. Why, I know him. Fascinating man! I know his wife, too.

She’s not just fascinating; she’s always scrubbing the children, and

I’m sure she’s right, for they never look finished. I go to see her

sometimes. That is, I went yesterday.” And Fitzhugh reflected how

nice it was in girls to go to see poor soldiers’ families. It flashed

across him that perhaps he would stroll down to visit the Wipeses

some day himself, when he knew she was to be there.

Nine o’clock was removed from eight by about five minutes that

evening, and his dreams afterward were empty of little Marcus and

filled with a bewitching, mischievous personality. But a shock was in

store for him. The next day when Wipes appeared, his vermilion face

seemed longer. Fitzhugh had waited for him feverishly.

“Is it all right, Wipesy? Did you get him off without trouble? How

much do I owe you?”

“F’r me to sind in th’ bill whin th’ job’s done,” gulped Wipes.

“Isn’t it done? What do you mean? Why isn’t it done?”

Wipes, in throaty gurgles, told his tale. The attendant had thrust

the child into the soldier’s arms and jumped back on the train,

refusing to listen to reason. She was not going back to New York, she

was going up the river to visit her cousin—she had no further concern

with the baby than to deliver him at West Point. She laughed at the

idea of taking him back to the city. The train went on, and Wipes was

left standing with little Marcus howling in his arms.

Such was the tale. Fitzhugh stared in horror. He gasped before he

could speak.

“Wipes,” he whispered, “where is it? Here?”

“Yis, sorr—me wife’s got it.”

Fitzhugh breathed again—how good, how thoughtful of Wipes—and he had

never dreamed of this obvious plan, either. Mrs. Wipes—of course—what

more natural?

“Wipes, you’re a fine fellow—you’re glorious, old Wipesy!” he

exploded. “Tell your wife I’ll pay anything she wants—anything. Only

keep it. Will she keep it? It’s only a week. She will, won’t she? You

tell her to keep it, Wipesy.”

“Very good, sorr. I’ll tell ’r. She’ll keep ’t,” the soldier answered

in vocal shorthand, and Fitzhugh, trembling still, shaken with

emotion, was yet relieved and grateful. Wipes turned to go, then

wheeled. “Miss Duncan, sorr.”

Fitzhugh opened startled eyes at him. “What about Miss Duncan?” he

demanded, with dignity.

“Oi met ’r with th’ kid ’n me arrms.”

“Well? She knows you have children, doesn’t she?”

Wipes shook his head. “’Twas tagged.”

“Tagged?”

“‘To Cadet The’dore Fitz’ugh.’” The name sounded like a sneeze.

“Oh!” The boy fell back in his chair. “And she read it, of course.

What did you tell her?”

“Oi said ’twas yer pa’s coachman’s kid, sorr, th’t’d need of air.”

Fitzhugh’s people lived in New York. It was far-fetched, but yet the

gods were good, for they might have lived in San Francisco. Fitzhugh

blessed the soldier again. “Wipes, you’re a lot brighter than you

look. What did she say?”

“She said how good ’twas ’f ye, sorr, t’ remimber th’ poor.”

Fitzhugh smiled placidly and was aware of a warm feeling around his

heart.

“Oi told ’r ye’d not like ut mintioned outside, sorr.”

“Wipes,” said Fitzhugh, “you’re a born gentleman, you certainly are.

Your tact is remarkable. I’ll make this up to you somehow, Wipesy.”

“F’r me to sind in th’ bill whin th’ job’s done,” repeated Wipes

oracularly, and went.

To the nervous and lonely cadet it was a godsend that he could even

partly discuss his dilemma with Julia Duncan. He longed to tell her

the whole situation, but feared her teasing spirit. She would worry

him unmercifully, and it might make him ridiculous in her eyes—he

dared not risk that. It was not so bad to pose as a philanthropist,

unintentionally of course. He chuckled with satisfaction at the

accidental air of the discovery—of how he appeared not to let his

right hand know the good his left was doing. But he must see her and

talk to her about it.

The next day was Sunday, and when the cadets had formed and marched

away after service, a gallant and soldierly sight, he dashed back

from his quarters to the chapel door, and walked home with her. He

blessed Colonel Emerson for living far around the turn, beyond the

Parade—a quarter of a mile more with her was worth while.

She began talking about the leaves that were coming on the trees, the

spring in the air, the misty look over the piled hills beyond the

river, and Fitzhugh fairly jumped with nervousness. It would seem

like ostentation to lug in the coachman’s baby before she spoke of

it; but here they were half-way around the square, and she was still

going on about springtime! And her eyes were dancing as if it were

the best joke in the world. He wrenched the conversation off by main

force.

“How is Jack, Miss Julia? Does he write you at all?”

“Every day.” She glanced up at him. “Every morning I get a nasty

letter that smells like a drug-store, and every afternoon I send him

a nice, clean one. I shall write him something about you to-day.”

“About me?” Fitzhugh tried to be careless. “Is there anything

interesting enough about me to put in writing?”

The girl’s glancing eyes seemed to watch him. “Yes, indeed. I’m going

to tell him how good you are.” The cadet felt a dash of discomfort,

and the drawling, soft voice went on. “I think he’ll be surprised.

Isn’t it a new thing, this Coachman’s Babies’ Fresh Air Society of

yours and Mr. Wipes?”

The cadet stammered. “I—it was an accident—I—I didn’t mean any one to

know about it.”

“That makes it twice as good. It’s wonderful that a young man

should take such an interest in the poor and in children, but that

you should go to the trouble of getting one up here and keeping it

for—a week, didn’t Weiber say? And then to be so modest about any

one’s knowing it! Really, that’s perfectly fine of you! Shows so

much generosity and thoughtfulness, and at the same time such an

unostentatious sort of character!”

Fitzhugh wondered afterward if there was a touch of mockery in the

grave interest of her tone, but at the moment he felt that he was all

of that and more, and the feeling was agreeable.

“Don’t,” he said. “You praise me too much.” And he almost forgot, in

his satisfaction, the true history of that baby.

“Not a bit. I’d enjoy praising you more.” Fitzhugh jumped, for a

laugh came running over the edge of the sentence. “It’s nothing—only

a joke I thought of,” she went on quickly, and so easy was her

laughter always that he only smiled in approval. “I called on little

Marcus yesterday afternoon, and found him a cunning rat. Don’t you

want Mrs. Weiber to bring him up to see you some day?”

“No—Heavens, no!” said Fitzhugh promptly, in alarm, and again the

laughter bubbled over.

“You’re not half properly interested in him; you ought to be

trundling him about the Parade in the Weibers’s baby-carriage every

afternoon. You know you’re responsible for that child every minute he

is here—do you know that? You are. If he gets health and strength

out of his visit, it’s to your credit; but if he falls ill and

dies—that’s your fault, just the same.”

“Oh, don’t,” groaned Fitzhugh. “What a thing to say! Don’t say it.”

“Oh, I have to—it’s true,” Miss Duncan responded firmly. “He doesn’t

look strong. But it was very good of you to have him up, and I’m sure

I hope he won’t die or anything.”

Dancing eyes and white teeth joined in the smile that softened this

ominous last speech, and Fitzhugh swung away down the shaded country

street with a cold dislike of the innocent little Marcus in the

bottom of his heart, but a very warm feeling for the innocent-seeming

Miss Duncan filling all other space.

Neither Miss Duncan nor Wipes could persuade the cadet to see his

charge. There he drew the line. But the horrid fact of its presence

in the post weighed less and less upon him, and the daily accounts

from the girl and the soldier began even to amuse him. He was

planning how he could boast to the three lads of his skilfulness in

putting the affair through by his unaided intellect. It grew to be a

habit to expect, as the carpentered visage of Wipes appeared in his

doorway, the report of:

“F’r me to say from th’ missis, sorr, ’s how’s the kid’s hearty.”

A habit of a few days, for one morning there was silence, and Wipes’s

head wobbled solemnly. Fitzhugh did not pay much attention. Wipes’s

manner was not dramatic enough in its shading to convey a very

instant impression.

“Kid all right?” asked the boy cheerfully.

“F’r me to say from th’ missis, sorr, as how’s the kid’s awful sick.”

Fitzhugh dropped his book on the floor, and the front legs of his

chair came down with a crash.

“What the deuce do you mean, Wipes?”

“Croup, sorr. Crowed awful all last night. Throat’s all full up.

Ain’t no better th’s mornin’.”

“Have you had a doctor?” asked Fitzhugh, with the solicitude of a

fond parent.

And all that day as he went about his regulated succession of duties,

the thought went with him like a weight of cold lead of little

Marcus crowing mirthlessly on a sick-bed, and of Julia Duncan’s firm

dictum: “If he falls ill and dies that’s your fault.”

He had an engagement to walk with the girl in the afternoon, and he

kept the appointment with eagerness, but for the first time failed

to forget everything else in the charm of her presence. There was an

impressiveness about her manner.

“He’s a pretty ill baby.” Her lips closed tight and the bright head

nodded. “I was there this afternoon.”

But she would not discuss the situation with the miserable cadet, who

went back again and again from her sunshine to the cloud that hung

over him.

“Don’t talk any more about that wretched young coachman,” she

pleaded. “There are so many jolly things; what is the use of dwelling

on the bad ones?”

And Fitzhugh, for all his admiration, could not help wondering if she

were a little heartless. He had the latest Wipes’s bulletin before

he went to bed, and it was unfavorable. Little Marcus was distinctly

worse. The young man lay awake with pangs of remorse and fear of

retribution gnawing at him. When he slept, the haggard face of an

unknown child and its ghastly, hoarse crowing—Wipes’s word had taken

disagreeable hold on his imagination—haunted him. He waited for the

soldier with sick impatience, and the first glimpse of the man’s face

was enough.

“Wipes! Don’t tell me—” His voice failed.

“Kid’s dead, sorr,” was Wipes’s terse response, and Fitzhugh fell in

his chair as if struck there by a blow.

The worst had come, probably exposure, expulsion from the academy,

the shame and disappointment of his people, his career ruined before

its beginning, and, worst of all, a life lost by his silly play.

There seemed to be no crack in the blackness that descended upon him.

Wipes was vague and unsatisfactory about arrangements.

“F’r me t’ look afther th’ job to-day, sorr. Don’t think of ut till

t’morr’r,” was all he would say, and the boy was too sick at heart to

press the point.

It was all he could do to crawl about from one recitation, one drill

to another, and as to not thinking of it “till to-morrow,” as Wipes

suggested—he thought of nothing else. It was a Wednesday, and that

night he was to dine at the Emersons with Miss Duncan. Only one other

cadet was there, and while he sang rag-time songs with Mrs. Emerson,

Fitzhugh and the girl went outside, where the spring twilight was

dying across river and hills and filtering through the sweeping elms

which stand, like stately old officers, all along the gravelled

driveways.

Little Julia Duncan looked up at the tall cadet, his white face

towering above her grim and miserable in the dull light. “What is it?

You look desperately ill. You hardly spoke at the table. Is anything

wrong?”

“Wrong?” His voice was full of reproach. “Don’t you know that child

is dead—little Marcus?”

The girl dropped into a chair and put her head on her hands against

the piazza-railing. Her shoulders were shaking a little. That was

too much for Fitzhugh in his overwrought condition. He put his

hand tremblingly against the ribbons and lace on her shoulder and

it slipped down, past the short sleeve, over the warm arm, to her

fingers.

“Dear—don’t cry,” he said. “Are you crying for me?”

Swiftly her face lifted and a shock caught the boy as he saw the

blue-green eyes full of the well-known laughter. His hand left hers

with a start, and he drew himself up.

“I beg your pardon,” he said. “I made a great mistake. I thought you

were gentle—” The rush of his feelings drowned the sentence that

tried to be restrained. “I didn’t know before how cold-blooded a

girl could be,” he cried roughly. “I thought you everything that was

womanly. I gave you credit for being sorry for a chap in trouble.

But I was wrong. You’re no friend to me; you’re amused because

I’m wretched; you think it’s a joke that a poor little child has

died from my fault; I don’t believe you have any heart.” The boy’s

bitterly wounded feeling was in his shaking voice.

Then looking down at her, she lifted her face to his and he saw an

astonishing sight. The bright eyes, their mischievous dancing all

quiet, were filling slowly with tears.

“I’m sorry you think so badly of me,” she said, and her voice broke

in the words. Then: “I’m going to tell you—Jack may kill me, but

it has gone on long enough. I won’t have you tortured for Jack or

anybody. It’s all—one—big—lie!”

Fitzhugh gasped, shivered with hope. “Lie! Little Marcus isn’t dead?”

Then the laughter broke through the tears softly for a moment, and

her voice was sweet as a child’s as it trembled between the two.

“Dead, no! Nor alive either! He’s just as dead as he is alive. There

isn’t any little Marcus—there never was. It’s all a joke of those

wretched boys in the infirmary. They cooked it up among them there,

and Mr. Carruthers did the letter. Jack wrote me, and I coached

Wipes, and kept them posted every day. I thought it was so good

for Jack to be amused. But I didn’t know it would make you really

unhappy. They were going further, they were going to have a mock

funeral and make you come, but I told them I wouldn’t help in that.

And Jack said then I must keep still and not tell you. It was to be

to-morrow. Will you forgive me? Will you take back those bad names?”

I think Fitzhugh, the cadet, must have interrupted Miss Duncan

rudely then, for Captain Fitzhugh, the officer, stopped and laughed

and would not tell me what happened next.

The Empire State Express, leaving the shining Hudson forgotten in the

background, rolled into Albany as he finished the tale. He stood up

to put on his overcoat, but bent from his erect six feet in air to

stare outside, as the train stopped slowly.

“I should think you’d have gotten even with that girl,” I reflected

aloud, my mind still on the story.

Captain Fitzhugh smiled and nodded at a charming woman with beautiful

bright hair who looked up eagerly at the car windows.

“I did,” he said as he held out his hand to me for good-by. “I did. I

married her.”

Transcriber’s Notes

pg 67 Changed: You! Hoorray! Glory has come upon us

to: You! Hooray! Glory has come upon us

pg 261 Changed: though I can’t imgine

to: though I can’t imagine

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