III

One evening, a week later, Valentine came quietly into my room. I had

not seen him in the interval, and was immediately struck, though it

was semi-dusk, by the expression on his face. It was white and

smiling, and the eyes more brightly inscrutable than ever.

A storm had just crashed across the town, and left everything dripping

in a liquid fog. Looking down, one could see the house-fronts,

submerged in the running pavements, become the very “baseless fabrics

of a vision.” The hansom-drivers, bent over their glazed roofs, rode

each with a shadowy phantom of himself reversed, like an oilskin Jack

of Spades. No pedestrian but, like Hamlet, had his “fellow in the

cellarage” keeping pace with him. The solid ground seemed melted, and

the unsubstantial workings of the world revealed. To souls hemmed in

by bricks, there are more commonplace, less depressing sights than a

wet London viewed from a third story.

There was a box in my window, with some marguerites in it, the sickly

pledges of a rather jocund spring. Valentine, joining me as I leaned

out, handled a half-broken stem very tenderly.

“It has been beaten down, _like poor Nanny_, by the storm,” he said.

“We must tie it to a stick.”

I did not answer for a minute. Then very deliberately I drew in my

head and sat down. Again like my shadow, in this city of shadows,

Valentine did the same. For some five minutes we must have remained

opposite one another without speaking. Then sudden and grim I set my

lips, and asked the question he seemed to invite.

“Are you the stick?”

He nodded, with a smile, which I could hardly see now, on his face.

“You speak figuratively, of course,” I said, “in talking of _tying_

her to you?”

“No,” he said. “I talk of the real bond.”

“Of matrimony?”

“Certainly.”

With a naughty word, I jumped to my feet, strode the round of the

room, sat down flop on the table, put my hands in my pockets, tried to

whistle, laughed, and burst out—“I suppose you intend this, in a

manner, for a confidence? I suppose you are taking straight up the

tale of a week ago? Well, _I_ haven’t lost the impression of that

moment, or gone mad in the interval. Do you want me to sympathize with

_your_ insanity, or to argue you out of it—which?”

He did not answer. Indeed, the offensiveness of my tone was not

winning.

“I am perfectly aware,” I went on, “that the melodramatic unities

demand an espousal with the interesting spirit we have called back to

life. They have a way, at the same time, of ignoring Aunt Mims. You

will, I am sure, forgive me if I say that it is the figure of that

good lady which sticks last in _my_ memory.”

Still he did not answer.

“I will put my point,” I continued, growing a little angry—“I will

put my point, as you seem to ask it, with all the delicacy I can. You

drew an analogy between—between some one and that broken cabbage

yonder. The sentiment is unexceptionable; only in France they consider

those things weeds.”

“Do they?” he said coolly. “We don’t.”

“No; because we must justify ourselves for exalting ’em out of their

proper sphere. They’ll not cease to smell rank, though, however you

give ’em the middle place in your greenhouse.”

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