CHAPTER XIX

"Good-morning, monsieur. Here is the chocolate."

"Good-morning. And madame, has hers been taken in?"

"Ah, three hours ago!... Look, it is a beautiful day, monsieur!"

Then, when the waiter had let in the sunshine and gone, Kent would

rise, and find Cynthia either busily stirring more food over the fire,

or preparing the boy's bath. Afterwards she would carry him into the

little enclosure opposite, and, what with her unfamiliarity with a

nurse's duties and the makeshifts that she was put to, it often seemed

to her that this was the only time during the day that she was free to

sit down.

Their meals were all served in Kent's bedroom; but just as the luncheon

appeared, the baby, who was feverish and fretful, would surely cry,

and she would be obliged to call out that Kent was not to wait for

her. "Begin!" For dinner, she made desperate efforts. By this time the

child, bathed once more, was supposed to be already asleep; and more

oatmeal had to be stirred and carefully watched for five-and-twenty

minutes, an operation that entailed burning cheeks and occasionally

despair, since the saucepan had a habit of boiling over without warning

and requiring to be filled and stirred for twenty-five minutes again.

When the task was achieved, there followed a hurried attempt to make

herself look cool and nice before the soup arrived--Kent was apt to be

irritable if she was not ready--and providing the baby did not wake at

the last moment and prevent her going in after all, the dinner-hour was

very agreeable.

Thanks to the chambermaid, they had been able to dispense with the

tallow candles at sixpence each, and had obtained a lamp, which was

much more cheerful. The _vin compris_ had turned out to be rather good,

too, and after the appalling meals at the Garins' the cuisine struck

them as quite first-rate. Not infrequently, when the coffee was brought

in, they sent down for liqueurs, and their evenings, despite the worry

of the day, and their ignorance where the money was coming from to pay

the bill, were very jolly.

Beaufort's expectations were still unrealised. On Tuesday he was

certain "Things would be right on Thursday," and on Thursday, with

undiminished confidence, he repeated, "Early in the week." The

proprietress of the hotel was a huge red woman, who had been a

low-class domestic servant. The "gracious service unexpressed" by which

she had attained her present prosperity, the squinting chambermaid

did not know, and she added, with a grin and a grimace, that it was

really very difficult to conjecture it. The flaming countenance and

belligerent eye of the proprietress would, in the circumstances, have

scared Kent from the door, had she been visible when he came there to

arrange, and on Friday night he slept uneasily. She presented the bill

next morning at nine o'clock, and at twelve sent him a message that she

wished it to be settled at once. His interview with her was eminently

unpleasant, and on Monday, when the fire for the child was not laid and

Cynthia inquired the reason, she learnt that the woman had forbidden

the servant to take up any fuel.

But for Nanette, their position would now have been untenable. She

smuggled wood to the room; pacified her mistress by the recital of

imaginary telegrams picked up on monsieur Kent's floor; and finally,

squeezing Cynthia's hand one afternoon, offered to bring down some

money that she had saved out of her wages. This was the last straw.

Cynthia put her arms round her neck and kissed her; and when Humphrey

came home and she told him what had happened, they both felt that to

have to decline such a loan and wish that it could be accepted, was

about the deepest humiliation to which it was possible for people to

sink.

They were mistaken, but it was the lowest point that they themselves

were called upon to touch. The day following, Beaufort telegraphed,

asking Humphrey to meet him at the Cabaret Lyonnais, where, at a

moderate price, he ordered a little dinner of supreme excellence. Billy

had not had his loan made yet--that, he said buoyantly, was "certain

for next week"--but he had had a lucky night at baccarat. And after

the benedictine he pulled out a bundle of notes on to the table of the

shabby restaurant and, beaming with rectitude, paid his debt in full.

With a cigar in his mouth and delight bubbling in his veins, Kent

jumped into a cab, and, having rattled to the rue des Soeurs

Filandières, threw their receipt and the remainder of the money

into Cynthia's lap. She nearly dropped the baby with astonishment,

and though they were unable to go out anywhere, it was perhaps the

liveliest night that they had spent in Paris. After adding the Garins'

account, and the cost of their return, and a present to Nanette, it was

momentarily disconcerting to perceive how few of the notes would be

left; but the relief was so enormous that their spirits speedily arose

again, and, extravagant as it was, they ordered champagne, and invited

Nanette to share it.

Kent recovered their luggage the next morning, and the morning after

that they departed for London. They had heard in the meanwhile that the

Walfords could easily put them up until No. 64 was ready for them. The

journey without a nurse was awkward, and though it had been essential

to go to the Walfords', Kent was chagrined to reflect that her absence

would have to be explained. Compared with the crossing from Newhaven,

this passage was, to Cynthia, who had to remain below all the time,

a long voyage; when they reached Victoria at last, she felt that she

would have given a good deal to be going to the Grosvenor Hotel.

Strawberry Hill was gained about nine o'clock, and Kent found the house

a pathetic descent from The Hawthorns. Mr. and Mrs. Walford, however,

were not unamiable, and as they did not refer to the absence of the

nurse otherwise than by inquiring how soon he expected to replace

her; he concluded that his wife had anticipated their surprise and

discounted it more or less dexterously in her letters.

"So the paper was a failure?" said Walford, when the excitement of the

entrance had subsided. "Oh, well, you will be able to get something to

do here, I dare say, before long. What do you think of the house? Not

so bad, eh?"

"Not bad at all," said Kent--"very pretty! That was awful news, sir! I

was infernally sorry to hear about it. Might have been worse, though

--a good deal."

"Ups and downs," said the jobber; "we'll get square at the finish. Grin

and bear it, Louisa, old girl! You'll always have enough to eat."

Mrs. Walford laughed constrainedly. She did not relish allusion to

their reverses; it appeared to her insult added to injury.

"I don't think we've either of us much cause to grieve," she answered.

"We're very comfortable here, don't you think so, Humphrey? There are

such nice people in the neighbourhood, Cynthia--people who move in the

best society, and--hee, hee, hee!--we are making quite a fashionable

circle; we are out almost every night. Well, I don't hear much about

Paris? Did you have a jolly time?"

"We went everywhere and saw everything," said Cynthia. "Humphrey got no

end of tickets, and--well, yes, Paris is lovely!"

"Why 'well, yes'?"

"Well, of course, the paper's stopping was an anxiety to us, mamma.

Naturally. How's Aunt Emily?"

"Emily writes us once a week, acknowledging the receipt of her

allowance. How she is I really can't tell you; she says very little

more than that she has 'received the money.' She's living in apartments

in Brunswick Square, and I believe she is very glad she is alone. _I_

am, I can tell you! She has become very sour, Emily has."

"Apartments in Brunswick Square aren't so remarkably cheap," said Kent.

"Aunt Emily must be expensive, mater?"

"Well, she has--er--one room. It's a nice large room, I understand, and

quite enough for one person, I'm sure! There was no occasion for her to

take a suite, she isn't going to give any parties."

"No occasion whatever. A bedroom can be very cosy when the lamp's

lighted and there's a bottle of wine on the table, can't it, Cynthia?"

"She won't have any bottles of wine. What are you thinking of?" said

Mrs. Walford. "Not but what she could afford wine," she added hastily;

"but it doesn't agree with her; it never did! I suppose you know that

Cæsar is still in Germany? He has settled there. If there are moments

when I feel out of it in spite of the company we see at Strawberry

Hill, it's when I read of the life that boy leads in Berlin. He is in

a brilliant circle--most brilliant!"

"Cynthia told me he had a first-rate thing."

"Capital thing!" affirmed Sam briskly. "I tell you, he's going to the

top of the tree. When he's my age Cæsar will be a big figure in Europe."

Kent thought he was a fair size already, but replied briefly that he

had been "very fortunate."

"Ability, my lad! He's got the brains! Do you know, Louisa, it was damn

foolishness of us ever to persuade that boy to go on the stage? He was

meant for what he is--we'd no right to divert his natural bent. He's

in the proper groove because his tendency was too strong for us. But

we were wrong--I say we did very wrong! By George! he might never have

made more than a couple of hundred a week among greasy opera-singers

all his life. What a thing!" By dint of many midnight conferences with

Louisa, he had almost succeeded in believing that he meant part of what

he said.

"Are his prospects so very wonderful, then?" asked Cynthia, surprised.

"What is it he _is_ doing? It is only a sort of clerkship, isn't it?"

"A clerkship?" shrieked her mother. "How can you talk such ridic'lous

nonsense? A clerkship? Absurd! He's McCullough's right hand--quite

his right hand! McCullough says he would be worth twice as much as he

is to-day if he had met Cæsar five years ago. He told your papa so last

week--didn't he, Sam?"

"He did," said the jobber. But there was less conviction in his tone.

This was new, and he hadn't taught himself to try to credit it yet.

"He told your papa that Cæsar's power of--er--of gripping a subject

was immense; he had never met anything like it. He consults him in

everything; he doesn't take a step without asking Cæsar's opinion

first; I don't suppose a young man ever had such an extraordinary

position before. Clerkship? Ho, you don't know what you're talking

about!"

Kent gave the conversation a twist by inquiring Miss Wix's number, as

he and Cynthia would have to pay her a visit; and, on searching for her

address, Mrs. Walford discovered, with much surprise, that she was not

in Brunswick Square, after all, but that her one room was in a street

leading out of it.

The mistake was unimportant. Moreover, his mind was too much occupied

for him really to think of making social calls on any one but Turquand.

To the office of _The Outpost_ he betook himself next morning, and

learnt that his friend was at Brighton until Monday. This did not look

as if he had been pressed for his six pounds, but in other respects it

was disappointing. Kent proceeded from _The Outpost_ to the offices

of two other papers, where he left advertisements, and after that he

had only to stroll back through the streets, which looked very ugly

and depressing after Paris, to Ludgate Hill. Luncheon was over when he

re-entered the villa, but it had not been cleared away, and he found

Cynthia in the dining-room alone, reading a novel. He noted, with as

agreeable surprise as she could have afforded him, that it was the copy

of his own book that he had given to Mrs. Walford on their return from

Dieppe. He looked at his wife kindly.

"Turk's not in town," he said, helping himself to cold sirloin

and salad; "gone to Brighton for a day or two. I've paid for my

advertisements. Have you sent off yours yet, to try to induce a general

servant to accept a situation?"

Cynthia shook her head meaningly, and came across and took a chair

beside him.

"Kemp is awfully nice with Baby," she said; "she is upstairs with him

now, and on the whole I've been thinking that we had better not hurry

to get home again; we had better be a long time arranging matters,

Humphrey! While we are here we haven't any expenses."

Kent stared, and then smiled.

"This is abominable morality," he said. "Paris has certainly corrupted

you, young woman. And, besides, your people would worry my life out

with questions. Nothing puts me in a worse temper than being asked what

my news is when I haven't any."

"That's all very well, my dear boy, but we have no money. There's a

quarter's rent overdue now, isn't there? and we should only have a

month's peace before the tradespeople began to bother. I really think

we ought to take two or three weeks, at all events, finding a girl;

I do indeed. Mamma and papa would beg us to stop if they knew what a

state we were in; it seems to me we ought to do it without giving them

the--ahem--needless pain of listening to our confession."

"You're very specious," laughed Kent. The semi-serious conclusion

might have been uttered by himself, and he approved the tone without

recognising the model. "Has your mother noticed that you haven't got

your ring on?"

"No. I couldn't tell her a story about it, and I'm praying that she

won't. I've been envying you your trouser-pockets ever since we

arrived. Don't take ale, Humphrey--have some claret, it will do you

more good. If we sold our furniture----"

"What would it fetch at a sale? And apartments would cost us more than

the house! No ... we'll make ourselves welcome here for a week or so.

And--well, let's hope the advertisements will turn up trumps! Then we

shall be independent."

One of the advertisements was to appear on Monday.

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