CHAPTER I

CYNTHIA

By

LEONARD MERRICK

WITH AN INTRODUCTION BY

MAURICE HEWLETT

NEW YORK

E.P. DUTTON AND COMPANY

1919

INTRODUCTION

My first acquaintance with Mr. Merrick's engaging and stimulating

muse was made in the pages of _Violet Moses_, an early work, which

appeared, I remember, in three volumes. Reading it again in the light

of my appreciation of what its author has done since, I think of it

now as I felt of it then. It has great promise, and though its texture

is slight its fibres are of steel. It shows the light hand, which has

grown no heavier, though it has grown surer, the little effervescence

of cynicism, with never a hiccough in it, the underlying, deeply-funded

sympathy with real things, great things and fine things, and the

seriousness of aim which, tantalisingly, stops short just where you

want it to go on, and provokes the reader to get every book of Mr.

Merrick's as it appears, just to see him let himself go--which he never

does. He is one of the most discreet dissectors of the human heart we

have.

In _Violet Moses_ Mr. Merrick avoided the great issue after coming

up against it more than once. So did he in The Quaint Companions, a

maturer but less ambitious study. I don't know why he avoided it in

_Violet's_ case, unless it was because he found it too big a matter for

his light battery. In the _Companions'_ case I do know. It was because

he came upon another problem which interested him more, a problem with

a sentimental attraction far more potent than any he could have got out

of miscegenation. The result was the growth, out of a rather ugly root,

of a charming and tender idyll of two poets, an idyll, nevertheless,

with a psychological _crux_ involved in its delicate tracery. All this

seems a long way from _Cynthia_, which is my immediate business, but

is not so in truth. In _Cynthia_ (which, I believe, followed _Violet_)

you have a problem of psychology laid out before you, and again Mr.

Merrick does not, I think, fairly tackle it. But he fails to tackle

it, not because it is too big for his guns, as _Violet's_ was, and not

because he finds another which he likes better, as he did when he was

upon _The Companions_, but because, I am going to suggest, he found it

too small. He took up his positions, opened his attack, and the enemy

in his trenches dissolved in mist.

The problem with which _Cynthia_ opens is the familiar one of the

novelist, considered as such, and as lover, husband, father and

citizen. Now it's an odd thing, but not so odd as it seems at first

blush, that while you may conceive a poet in these relations and

succeed in interesting your readers, you will fail with a novelist.

I cannot now remember a single interesting novel about a novelist.

There is _Pendennis_ of course; but who believes that Pen was a great

novelist, or cares what kind of a novelist he was? Who cares about

_Walter Lorraine_? Would anybody give twopence to read it? The reason

is that in the poet the manifestations of literary genius are direct

and explicit--some are susceptible of quotation, some may be cut out

with the scissors--while in the novelist they are oblique and implied.

Humphrey Kent in _Cynthia_ is in no sense an explicit genius; we are

not, in fact, told that he was a genius at all. His technique seems to

have been that of Mr. George Moore, then rather fashionable. The book

puts it no higher than this, that the hero, with an obvious bent for

writing, marries in a hurry and then finds out that he cannot be an

honest man and support his wife and child by the same stroke. It is not

whether he can be a good novelist and a good lover too, but whether he

can be a good novelist and pay his bills. That's not very exciting,

though George Gissing in _New Grub Street_ drew out of it a squalid

and miserable tale which, once begun, had to be finished. Luckily,

in _Cynthia_, Mr. Merrick finds a secondary theme, and handles it so

delicately and so tenderly that the book has an abiding charm because

of it. That theme is the growth of Cynthia's soul.

I myself am one of Cynthia's victims, and I am sure that Mr. Merrick

is another. He sketches her with admirable reticence in the beginning,

where she is shown to us as very little more than a pretty girl. His

strokes are few and sure. But she grows from chapter to chapter, and at

the end, after the tragic crisis, she sweeps onward to the sentimental

crisis which crowns the tale of her married life with a dignity and

grave beauty which justify a belief in Hestia, even now, when modern

testimony and practice alike are against such a belief. She justifies

Mr. Merrick's conclusion too. It is seldom enough that we are able to

believe in the happy solution of such troubles as he has traced out

in _Cynthia_. Cynics against inclination, we feel that the dog will

return to his vomit after the easy reconciliation and facile tears upon

Hestia's generous bosom. Not so here. Cynthia has got her Humphrey

for what he is worth, and will hold him. She is one of Mr. Merrick's

loveliest women; and he has made many lovely women.

MAURICE HEWLETT.

CHAPTER I

Two friends were sitting together outside the Café des Tribunaux at

Dieppe. One of them was falling in love; the other, an untidy and

morose little man, was wasting advice. It was the hour of coffee and

liqueurs, on an August evening.

"You are," said the adviser irritably, "at the very beginning of a

career. You have been surprisingly fortunate; there's scarcely a

novelist in England who wouldn't be satisfied with such reviews as

yours, and it's your first book. Think: twelve months ago you were a

clerk in the city, and managed to place about three short stories a

year at a guinea each. Then your aunt what-was-her-name left you the

thousand pounds, and you chucked your berth and sat down to a novel.

'Nothing happens but the unforeseen'--the result justified you. You

sold your novel; you got a hundred quid for it; and _The Saturday_, and

_The Spectator_, and every paper whose opinion is worth a rush, hails

you as a coming light. For you to consider marrying now would be flying

in the face of a special providence."

"Why?" said Humphrey Kent.

"'Why'! Are you serious? Because your income is an unknown quantity.

Because you've had a literary success, not a popular one. Because, if

you keep single, you've a comfortable life in front of you. Because

you'd be a damned fool."

"The climax is comprehensive, if it isn't convincing. But the

discussion is a trifle 'previous,' eh? I can't marry you, my pretty

maid, et cetera."

"You are with her all day," said Turquand--"I conclude she likes you.

And the mother countenances it."

"There's really nothing to countenance; and, remember, they haven't

any idea of my position: they meet me at a fashionable hotel, they had

read the book, and they saw _The Times_ review. What do they know of

literary earnings? the father is on the Stock Exchange, I believe. I am

an impostor!"

"You should have gone to the little show I recommended on the quay,

then. _I_ find it good enough."

Kent laughed and stretched himself.

"I am rewarding industry," he said. "For once I wallow. I came into the

money, and I put it in a bank, and by my pen, which is mightier than

the sword, I've replaced all I drew to live during the year. Ain't I

entitled to a brief month's splash? Besides, I've never said I want to

marry--I don't know what you're hacking at."

"You haven't 'said' it, but the danger is about as plain as pica

to the average intelligence, all the same. My son, how old are

you--twenty-seven, isn't it? Pack your bag, ask for your bill, and go

back with me by the morning boat; and, if you're resolved to make an

ass of yourself over a woman, go and live in gilded infamy and buy

sealskin jackets and jewellery while your legacy lasts. I'll forgive

you that."

"The prescription wouldn't be called orthodox?"

"You'd find it cheaper than matrimony in the long-run, I promise you.

Now and again, when some man plays ducks and drakes with a fortune for

a cocotte there are shrieks enough to wake his ancestors; but marriage

ruins a precious sight more men every year than the demi-monde and the

turf and the tables put together, and nobody shrieks at all--except

the irrepressible children. Did it never occur to you that the price

paid for the virtuous woman is the most exorbitant price known in an

expensive world?"

"No," said Kent shortly, "it never did."

"And they call you 'an acute observer'! Marriage is Man's greatest

extravagance."

"The apothegm excepted. It sounds like a dissipated copybook."

"It's a fact, upon my soul. I tell you, a sensible girl would shudder

at the thought of entrusting her future to a man improvident enough to

propose to her; a fellow capable of marrying a woman is the sport of a

reckless and undisciplined nature that she should beware of."

"The end is curaçoa-and-brandy," said Kent, "and in your best vein.

What else? You'll contradict yourself with brilliance in a moment if

you go on."

The journalist dissembled a grin, and Kent, gazing down the sunny

little street, inhaled his cigarette pleasurably. To suppose that

Miss Walford would ever be his wife looked to him so chimerical that

his companion's warnings did not disturb him, yet he was sufficiently

attracted by her to find it exciting that a third person could think

it likely. He was the son of a man who had once been very wealthy,

and who, having attempted to repair injudicious investments by rasher

speculation, had died owning little more than enough to defray the

cost of his funeral. At the age of nineteen Humphrey had realised

that, with no stock-in-trade beyond an education and a bundle of

rejected manuscripts, it was incumbent on him to fight the world

unassisted, and, suppressing his literary ambitions as likely to tell

against him, he had betaken himself to some connections who throve

in commerce and had been socially agreeable. To be annihilated by a

sense of your own deficiencies, seek an appointment at the hands of

relations. The boy registered the aphorism, and withdrew. When "life"

means merely a struggle to sustain existence, it is not calculated to

foster optimism, and the optimistic point of view is desirable for

the production of popular English fiction. His prospect of achieving

many editions would have been greater if his father had been satisfied

with five per cent. He shifted as best he could, and garnered various

experiences which he would have been sorry to think would be cited

by his biographer, if he ever had one. "Poverty is no disgrace," but

there are few disgraces that cause such keen humiliations. Eventually

he found regular employment in the office of a stranger, and, making

Turquand's acquaintance in the lodging-house at which he obtained

a bedroom, contemplated him with respect and envy. Turquand was

sub-editing _The Outpost_, a hybrid weekly for which he wrote a little

of what he thought and much that he disapproved, in consideration of

a modest salary. The difference in their years was not too great to

preclude confidences. An intimacy grew between the pair over their

evening pipes in the arid enclosure to which the landlady's key gave

them access; and it was transplanted to joint quarters embellished

with their several possessions, chiefly portmanteaus and photographs,

equally battered. The elder man, perceiving that there was distinction

in the unsuccessful stories displayed to him, imparted a good deal

of desultory advice, of which the most effectual part was not the

assurance that the literary temperament was an affliction, and

authorship a synonym for despair. The younger listened, sighed, and

burned. Aching to be famous, and fettered to a clerk's stool, he tugged

at his chains. He had begun to doubt his force to burst them, when

he was apprised, to his unspeakable amazement, that a maternal aunt,

whom he had not seen since he was a school-boy, had bequeathed him a

thousand pounds.

Dieppe had dined, and the Grande Rue was astir. He watched the

passers-by with interest. In the elation of his success he was equal

to tackling another novel on the morrow, and he saw material in

everything: in the chattering party of American girls running across

the road to eat more ices at the pastrycook's; in the coquettish

dealer in rosaries and Lives of the Saints, who had put up her shutters

for the night and was bound for the Opera; in the little boy-soldiers

from the barracks, swaggering everywhere in uniforms several sizes too

big for them. Sentences from the reviews that he was still receiving

bubbled through his consciousness deliciously, and he wished, swelling

with gratitude, that the men who wrote them were beside him, that he

might be introduced, and grip their hands, and try to express the

inexpressible in words.

"I should like to live here, Turk," he remarked: "the atmosphere is

right. It's suggestive, stimulating. When I see a peasant leaning out

of a window in France, I want to write verses about her; when I see the

same thing at home, I only notice she's dirty."

"Ah!" said Turquand, "that's another reason why you had better go back

with me to-morrow. The tendency to write verses leads to the casual

ward. Let us go and watch the Insolent Opulence losing its francs."

The Casino was beginning to refill, and the path and lawn were gay

with the flutter of toilettes when they reached the gates. Two of the

figures approaching the rooms were familiar to the novelist, and he

discovered their presence with a distinct shock, though his gaze had

been scanning the crowd in search of them.

"There are the Walfords," he said.

The other grunted--he also had recognised a girl in mauve; and Kent

watched her silently as long as she remained in view. He knew that

he had nerves when he saw Miss Walford. The sight of her aroused a

feeling of restlessness in him latterly which demanded her society for

its relief; and he had not denied to himself that when a stranger,

sitting behind him yesterday in the salon de lecture, had withdrawn a

handkerchief redolent of the corylopsis which Miss Walford affected, it

had provided him with a sensation profoundly absurd.

If he had nerves, however, there was no occasion to parade the fact,

and he repressed impatience laudably. It was half an hour before the

ladies were met. Objecting to be foolish, he felt, nevertheless,

that Cynthia Walford was an excuse for folly as she turned to him on

the terrace with her faint smile of greeting; felt, with unreasoning

gratification, that Turquand must acknowledge it.

She was a fair, slight girl, with dreamy blue eyes bewitchingly

lashed, and lips so delicately modelled that the faint smile always

appeared a great tribute upon them. She was no less beautiful for

her manifest knowledge that she was a beauty, and though she could

not have been more than twenty-two, she had the air of carrying her

loveliness as indifferently as her frocks--which tempted a literary man

to destruction. She accepted admiration like an entremets at a table

d'hôte--something included in the menu and arriving as a matter of

course; but her acceptance was so graceful that it was delightful to

bend to her and offer it.

Kent asked if they were going in to the concert, and Mrs. Walford said

they were not. It was far too warm to sit indoors to listen to that

kind of music! She found Dieppe insufferably hot, and ridiculously

over-rated. Now, Trouville was really lively; didn't he think so?

He said he did not know Trouville.

"Don't you? Oh, it is ever so much better; very jolly--really most

jolly. We were there last year, and enjoyed it immensely. We--we

had such a time!" She giggled loudly. "How long are you gentlemen

remaining?"

"Mr. Turquand is 'deserting' to-morrow," he said. "I? Oh, I shall have

to leave in about a week, I'm afraid."

"You said that a week ago," murmured Miss Walford.

"I like the place," he confessed; "I find it very pleasant, myself."

Mrs. Walford threw up her hands with a scream of expostulation. Her

face was elderly, despite her attentions to it, but in her manner she

was often a great deal more youthful than her daughter; indeed, while

the girl had already acquired something of the serenity of a woman, the

woman was superficially reverting to the artlessness of a girl.

"What is there to like? Dieppe is the Casino, and the Casino is Dieppe!"

"But the Casino is very agreeable," he said, his glance wandering from

her.

"And the charges are perfectly monstrous. Though, of course, you

extravagant young men don't mind that!"

"A friend might call me young," said Turquand gloomily; "my worst enemy

couldn't call me extravagant."

"Oh, I mind some of the charges," returned Kent. "I hate being 'done.'"

She was pleased to hear him say so. Her chief requirement of a young

man was that he should be well provided for, but if he had the good

feeling to exercise a nice economy till he became engaged, it was an

additional recommendation. Her giggle was as violent as before, though.

"Oh, I daresay!" she exclaimed facetiously; "I'm always being taken

in; I don't believe those stories any longer. Do you remember Willy

Holmes, Cynthia, and the tales he used to tell me? I used to think that

young man was so steady, I was always quoting him! And it turned out he

was a regular scapegrace and everybody knew it all the time, and had

been laughing at me. I've given up believing in any one, Mr. Kent--in

anyone, do you hear?" She shook the splendours of her hat at him, and

gasped and gurgled archly. "I've no doubt you're every bit as bad as

the rest!"

He answered with some inanity. Miss Walford asked him a question,

and he took a seat beside her in replying. Turquand sat down too.

Twilight was falling, and a refreshing breeze began to make itself

felt. A fashionable sea purled on the sand below with elegant decorum.

In the building the concert commenced, and snatches of orchestration

reached them through the chatter of American and English and French

from the occupants of the chairs behind. Presently Mrs. Walford wanted

to go and play petits chevaux. The sub-editor, involuntarily attached

to the party, accompanied her, and Kent and the girl followed. The

crowd round the tables was fairly large, but Turquand prevailed on

the dame to see that there was space for four persons in a group. She

complimented him on his dexterity, but immediately afterwards became

"fatigued," and begged him to take her to the "settee in the corner."

The party was now divided into couples.

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