XXVII

A WEEK went by. To Cynthia its days were veritable months of mental

torture. Porter came in one day at sundown from the village. As usual,

he had something to say regarding the all-absorbing topic of Nelson

Floyd's mysterious disappearance. Through the day neighbors had been

in with many vague and groundless rumors, all of which were later

discredited, but Nathan Porter, sardonic old observer that hie was,

usually got nearer the facts than any one else, and in consequence he

was always listened to.

“What's anybody heard now?” his wife asked him, as he came through the

gate to where she and Cynthia sat on the porch.

“They've heard a lots,” he said. “Among other things, it's finally

leaked out that Lee's surrendered an' the niggers is all declared

free. Some say George Washington has jest crossed the Delaware in a

tippy-canoe, an' that Napoleon discovered America, but I doubt it. What

I want to know is whether supper is ready or not.”

“No, it isn't,” Mrs. Porter made haste to inform him, “but it will be in

a few minutes. The table's set an' all is ready, except the bread isn't

quite done. Now, what have you heard in town?”

“A body kin hear a lots,” Porter drawled out. “The trouble is to keep

from listenin' to so much. People are standin' as thick about Mayhew &

Floyd's shebang as flies over a fresh ginger-cake. You two are the

only women in the county that hain't been thar, an' I'm proud of the

distinction. Old Mrs. Snodgrass mighty nigh had a fisticuff fight to

retain her corner in the store, whar she's had 'er distributin' office

fer the last week. Joe Peters needed the space. He tried to put a coop

o' chickens thar, but you bet the chickens had to go some'rs else. Mrs.

Snod' said she was gittin' hard o' hearin', an' ef she wasn't right thar

in the front she wouldn't git a thing till it was second-handed.”

“Oh, I get out of all patience with you,” cried Mrs. Porter. “Why does

it take you so long to get to a point?”

“The truth is, thar ain't any rale developments as I kin see,” Porter

gave in, reluctantly. “Old Mayhew, though, is back from Atlanta. He sets

thar, as yaller as a pumpkin, without much to say. He's got a rope tied

to every nickel he owns, an' he sees absolute ruin ahead o' the firm.

He's depended on Nelson Floyd's popularity an' brains to keep things

a-goin' so long that now he's like a loaded wagon runnin' downhill

without a tongue, swingle-tree, or hold-back strop. You see, ef Nelson

Floyd is dead, or put out o' the way--accordin' to Mrs. Snodgrass,

who heard a Darley lawyer say it--why the young man's interest in the

business will slide over to his new kin--a receiver will have to

be appointed an' Mayhew closed up. Mrs. Snod' is authority fer the

statement that Floyd's uncle has connived agin the boy to git his pile,

an' bliffed 'im in the head with a sock full o' sand or some'n' equally

as deadly. I dunno. I never knowed her to be right about anything, an'

I hain't a-goin' to believe Floyd's dead till the report comes from some

other direction. But this much seems to have foundation in fact:

Mayhew _did_ go down; he _did_ make inquiries of the police; an' some

_say_--now, mind you, I hain't a-standin' fer this--some say he paid out

solid coin to git expert detectives a-holt o' the matter. They say the

detectives run across a low-class hotel out in the edge o' town whar a

feller answerin' Floyd's description had come in the night after the boy

left here an' axed fer a room. They say he was lookin' awful--like he

had been on a big jag, an' when they give 'im the pen to register he

studied a minute an' then thro wed it at the clerk, an' told 'im he

didn't have no name to sign, an' turned an' stalked out. That was the

last seed of 'im.”

“An' that's all you heard,” said Mrs. Porter, in disgust.

“All but one thing more,” Porter replied. “Folks about here that has

missed Pole Baker fer the last three days 'lowed he was off on another

bender, but he was down thar in Atlanta nosin' around tryin' to find

Floyd. Old Mayhew paid his expenses. He said Pole had a longer head on

'im than any detective in the bunch. Pole got back about two hours ago,

but what he discovered not even Mrs. Snod' knows. Him an' Mayhew had

the'r heads clamped together in the rear end o' the store fer an hour,

but Joe Peters helt the crowd back, an' thar it stands.”

“Pig-oop-pig-oo! Pig-oop-pig-oo!” The mellow, resonant sound floated to

them on the still air. Porter smiled.

“That's Pole now callin' his hogs,” he said, laconically. “The blamed

fool told me t'other day he was goin' to fatten them pigs on buttermilk,

but that sort o' fat won't stick any more'n whiskey bloat on a reformed

drunkard. By the time he drives 'em to market they'll look as flabby

as a ripe tomato with the inside squashed out. Speakin' o' hogs, I want

you-uns to fry me a piece o' that shuck-sausage on the top shelf in the

smoke-house. You'd better go git it now. Swallowin' all that gush in

town has made me want some'n' solid.”

When her mother and father had gone into the house Cynthia hastened

across the fields through the gathering dusk in the direction of

Pole Baker's voice. He would tell her, she was sure, if anything of

importance had turned up concerning Floyd, and she could not bear the

thought of another night of suspense.

Presently, through the dusk, she saw Pole at his hog-pen in the edge of

a little thicket behind his cottage.

“Pig-oop-pig-oo!” she heard him calling. “Dem yore lazy hides, ef you

don't come on I'll empty this bucket o' slop on the ground an' you kin

root fer it. I've mighty nigh ripped the linin' out o' my throat on yore

account.” Then he descried Cynthia coming towards him over the dew-damp

grass and he paused, leaning on the rail-fence, his eyes resting

expectantly on her.

“Oh, it's you, little sister!” he exclaimed, pleasantly. “That's sorter

foolish o' you gittin' them little feet o' yore'n wet in this dew.

It may settle on yore lungs an' keep you from j'inin' in the singin'

Sunday.”

“I want to see you,” Cynthia said, in a voice that shook. “I heard you

calling your hogs, and thought I'd catch you here.”

“Well, little sister, I hain't very nice-lookin' in this old shirt an'

pants of many colors, like Joseph's coat, but every patch was sewed on

by the fingers o' the sweetest, most patient little woman God ever made,

an' I hain't ashamed of 'em; but she is--God bless 'er!--an' she'd have

a spasm ef she knowed I talked to you in 'em.”

“My father says you went down to Atlanta,” Cynthia said, falteringly,

“and I thought--”

“Yes, I went down.” Pole avoided her fixed stare.

“You went to see if you could learn anything of Mr. Floyd's whereabouts,

didn't you?”

“Yes, I did, little sister. I hain't a-talkin' much. Mayhew says it's

best to sorter lie low until some'n' accurate is found out, an' while I

did my level best down thar, I've got to acknowledge I'm as much in the

dark as anybody else. In fact, I'm mighty nigh bothered to death over

it. Nelson, poor boy, seems to have disappeared clean off'n the face

o' the earth. The only thing I have to build on is the fact that--an' I

hate to say it, little sister--the fact that he evidently _did_ start

to drinkin' again. He told me once that he wasn't plumb sure o' hisse'f,

an' that any big trouble or despair might overthrow his resolutions.

Now, he's been drinkin', I reckon--an' what could 'a' been his trouble?

I went three times to his uncle's, but the doctors wouldn't let me see

'im. The old man's broke down with nervous prostration from business

troubles, an' they are afeard he's goin' to kick the bucket. Comin' back

on the cars--”

Pole's voice died away. He crossed and recrossed his hands on the fence.

He avoided her steady stare. His massive eyebrows met on his wrinkled

forehead. It was as if he were suffering inward pain. “I say--as I set

in the train on the way back tryin' an' tryin' to find some explanation,

the idea come to me that--since trouble was evidently what upset

Nelson--that maybe you mought be able to throw some light on it.”

“_Me_, Mr. Baker?”

Pole hung his head; he spat slowly. Was she mistaken, or had he

actually turned pale? Was it that, or a trick of her vision in the vague

starlight?

“Little sister,” he said, huskily, “you could trust me with yore life.

I'd die rather than--than not stand to you in anything on earth. You

see, if you happened to know any reason why Nelson Floyd--” Pole was

interrupted by the loud grunting and squealing of his drove of hogs as

they rushed round the fence-corner towards him. “Wait,” he said--“wait

till I pour the'r feed in the trough.”

He took up the pail and disappeared for a moment behind the cow-house.

Cynthia felt a great lump of wondering suspense in her throat. What

could he mean? What was coming? She had never seen Pole act so strangely

before. Presently he came back to her, holding the dripping paddle with

which he had stirred the dregs in the bottom of his slop-bucket. He

leaned over the fence again.

“You see, it's this away, little sister,” he began, lamely. “You an'

Nelson--that is, you an' him was sorter runnin' together. He went with

you, I reckon, more, on the whole, than with any other young lady in

this section, an', you see, ef anybody was in a position to know any

particular trouble or worry he had, you mought be that one.”

“But I'm afraid I don't know anything of the kind,” she said,

wonderingly, her frank eyes resting blankly on his face.

“I see you don't understand me,” he went on. “The God's truth is that

I hain't no hand to talk about delicate matters to a young gal, an' you

above all, but I want to _know_--I want _some'n'_ to build on. I don't

know how to put what I want to ax. Maybe I'm away--away off, an' will

want to kill myse'f fer even dreamin' that--but--well, maybe you'll git

at what I mean from this. You see, I run in the room on you an' my wife

not long ago an' ketched Sally an' you a-cryin' over some'n' or other

you'd confided to 'er, an' then other things of a like nature has

crapped up lately, an'--”

“I don't understand you, Mr. Baker,” said Cynthia, anxiously, when she

saw he was going no further. “I really don't. But I assure you, I'm

ready to tell you anything.”

“Ah! Are you? Well, I started to say Sally don't cry over other folks'

matters unless they are purty sad, an' you know at the time you refused

to tell me what yore trouble was. Maybe you ain't ready yet, little

sister. But could you tell me, right out plain, what ailed you that

day?”

Cynthia stared and then dropped her glance to the ground.

“I don't see that it would help in the matter,” she said, awkwardly.

“Well, maybe it wouldn't,” he declared, in despair; “an' I reckon thar

are things one woman would tell another woman that she wouldn't speak of

to a man.”

“I guess that's so,” said Cynthia, still perplexed over the turn the

conversation had taken and yet firm in her determination to say nothing

that would involve Mrs. Baker's secret.

“Well, maybe you won't mind it much ef I put it this away,” Pole

continued. “Now, remember, you don't have to say yes or no unless you

want to. Little sister, I'll put it this away: ef Nelson Floyd was to

never come back here again, could you, as--as a good, true woman--could

you conscientiously marry another man? Could you with a clear

conscience, I mean, before God, ever marry another man? Thar, it's out!

Could you?”

Cynthia started. She looked down. She was silent. Her color rose.

“Now, mind,” Pole said, suddenly, “you don't _have_ to answer unless

you want to. No man's got a right to hem a weak, excited woman up in a

corner and get at her heart's secrets.”

“Would it do any good for you to know that, Mr. Baker?” the girl said,

in a low voice.

“I think so, little sister.”

“Well, then”--she turned her face away--“I don't think I'd ever want to

marry any other living man.”

“Oh, my God!” Pole averted his face, but not before she had seen its

writhing torture. She stared at him in astonishment, and, to avoid her

eyes, he lowered his head to his arms, which were folded on the top rail

of the fence. Fully a minute passed; still he did not look up. She saw

his broad shoulders rising and falling as if he were trying to subdue a

torrent of emotion. She laid her hand firmly on his arm.

“Tell me what you mean,” she suddenly demanded. “I want to know. This

has gone far enough. What do you mean?”

He raised a pair of great, blearing eyes to hers. He started to speak,

but his voice hung in his throat. Tightening her clasp on his arm she

repeated her demand.

“I see through it now,” he found voice to say, huskily. “I don't mean to

say Nelson Floyd is afeard o' man, beast, nor devil when it comes to a

_just_ encounter, but he knows now that ef me an' him was to come face

to face one of us ud have to die, an' he's man enough not to want to

kill me in sech a cause. I gave 'im due warnin'. I told 'im the day he

drove you to bush-arbor meetin' that ef he tuck advantage o' you I'd

kill 'im as shore as God give me the strength. I knowed whar that stormy

night was spent, but I refused to believe the wust. I give 'im the

benefit o' that doubt, but now since you tell me with your own lips

that--”

“Oh! Oh! _Oh!_” The cry burst from her lips as if she were in sudden

pain. “I don't mean _that_. Why, I'm a _good_ girl, Mr. Baker! I'm a

good girl!”

Pole leaned over the fence and laid his big, quivering hands on her

shoulders. “Thank God!” he gulped, his eyes flashing with joy. “Then

I've still got my little sister an' I've got my friend. Thank God! thank

God!”

Cynthia stood for a moment with hanging head, and then with a deep sigh

she turned to go away. He climbed over the fence and caught up with

her, the light of a new fear now in his eyes, its fire in his quickened

pulse.

“I see you ain't never goin' to forgive me in the world fer sayin' what

I did,” he said, humbly; “but God knows I wasn't thinkin' wrong o'

you. It was him, damn 'im!--his hot-blooded natur', an' a lots o'

circumstances that p'inted jest one way. I ain't more'n human, little

sister, an' through that I've offended you beyond forgiveness.”

“A woman learns to bear a great many things,” Cynthia said. “My mother

and others have hardened me so that I scarcely feel what you said as any

other pure-minded woman might. Then--then--” She faced him squarely,

and her voice rang out sharply. “We don't know--you don't--I don't know

whether he is alive or--” Her words failed her, a sob, dry and deep,

shook her from head to foot. “Don't curse him as you did just now, Mr.

Baker; you may be cursing a dead man who, himself, was only human. But I

know what he was--I saw his real and higher nature, and, as it struggled

for growth in good and bad soil, it was the most beautiful flower God

ever made. He can't be dead--he _must_ not be dead. I--I could not bear

that. Do you hear me? Call me what you will for my imprudent conduct

with him, but don't admit that bare possibility for one instant--even in

your thoughts. Don't do it, I say!”

Pole gulped down his tense emotion. “I'll tell you what I'll do, little

sister,” he proposed. “Promise me you'll overlook what I said just now,

an' I'll work these here hands”--he held them up in the starlight--“to

the naked bone; I'll use this here brain”--he struck his broad brow with

a resounding slap--“till it withers in the endeavor to fetch 'im back

safe an' sound, ef you'll jest forgive me.”

“Forgive you!” She laughed harshly and tossed her head. “That's already

done. More than that, I want to tell you that I've always looked on you

as a brother. You made me love you a long time ago by your gentleness

and respect for women.”

“Oh, little sister,” Pole cried, “I don't deserve that!”

“Yes, you do; but find him--find him, and bring him back.”

“All right, little sister; I'll do my best.”

He stood still and watched her hurry away through the darkness.

“Poor little trick,” he sighed. “I was countin' on that one thing to

explain Nelson's absence. Since it ain't that, what the hell is it,

unless he's been sandbagged down thar in Atlanta an' put out o' the

way?”

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