XII

A WEEK later Pole Baker came back from Darley on foot. He was covered

with dust, his clothing was soiled and torn, his hair unkempt. He looked

thinner; his big eyes seemed to burn in their sockets as if fed by the

slow oil of despair. He paused at the well at the court-house to get a

drink of water. He drank copiously from the big wooden bucket, and wiped

his mouth on the back of his dusty hand. It was a very quiet afternoon

at Springtown; scarcely any one was in sight. Pole moved over to the

steps of the public building and sat down in abject indecision. “The

Lord knows I ort to go on home to Sally an' the childem,” he groaned,

“but how kin I?--how kin I?”

He sat there for half an hour, his head hanging, his great hands

twitching nervously. Presently a shadow fell on the ground before him,

and, looking up, he saw a negro boy extending a letter to him.

“A man told me ter give you dis here, Mr. Baker,” the boy said.

“What man?” Pole asked, as he took the communication.

“I didn't know 'im, suh. I never seed 'im before. He looked ter me like

a mountain man. He was ridin' a little white mule, an' as soon as he

gimme de letter an' tol me whar you was a settin' he whipped his mule

an' rid off.”

Pole held the letter in his hand till the boy had gone, then he tore

the envelope open and read it. It slipped from his inert fingers to the

ground, and Pole, with glaring eyes, picked it up and read it again and

again. To him it was worse than a death-blow.

_“Pole Baker,” it began; “we, the Mountain-side White Cap Association,

beg leave to inform you that we have sat in council at three separate

meetings on your case of protracted drunkenness and family neglect. If

any other man in the county had done as you have, he would have met

with punishment long ago, but your friends put in excuses for you and

postponed it. However, we met again last night and decided that it

was our duty to act in your case. For ten days now your wife, a sweet,

patient woman, has been verging on to despair through you. We hold that

no living man has a right to tie a good woman to him by cords of love

and pity and then torture her on the rack night and day just to gratify

a beastly appetite. This step is being taken with great regret, and

by men not known to you, but who admire you in many ways and like you.

Punishment has been dealt out here in the mountains to good effect, as

you yourself have been heard to admit, and we confidently believe that

after we have acted in your case you will be a better man to them that

are dependent on you. To-night at eight o'clock sharp our body will be

at the gum spring, half-way between your farm and the court-house. If

you are there to meet us, the disagreeable matter of whipping you will

be done there, out of sight and hearing of your wife and children; if

not, we will have to do as we have done in the case of other men, go

to your house and take you out. We earnestly hope you will meet us, and

that you will be prepared to make us promises that you will keep._

“_Respectfully,_

“_The Mountain-side White Cap Association._”

Pole stared at the ground for a long time; the veins of his neck and

brow stood out as if from physical torture. He looked about him suddenly

in a spasm of effort to think of some escape from his impending doom.

There was Nelson Floyd. He would grant him any request. He could draw

upon the young merchant for unlimited funds, and before the fated hour

arrived he could be far away from the country and his wife and children.

A great lump rose inside of him and tore itself outward through his

throat. No, he couldn't leave them; it was further out of his power now

than ever. Besides, had he not brought all this on himself? Was not the

threatened punishment equally as just in his case as it had been in

the case of others among his neighbors? He rose to his feet. There was

nothing left for him to do but to go home, and--yes, meet the White Caps

at the appointed place and take what was coming to him bravely. Shoot?

Defend his rights? Kill the men who were taking the part of those he

himself had sworn to love and stand by?--no! The punishment?--yes; but

after that, to his confused brain, all was a painful blank. His wife and

children had always comforted him in trouble, but could they do so

now? Would not the sight of their anxious faces only add to his load of

remorse? As he went along the road towards his home, his rugged breast

rose and expanded under his ragged shirt and then slowly fell. He was a

dead man alive--a breathing, rotting horror in his own sight. A shudder

went over him; he heard the commanding voice of the leader of the

outlaws; he felt the lash and braced himself for another blow, which he

hoped would cut deep enough to pierce the festering agony within him.

Then his lower lip began to quiver, and tears came into his great,

glaring eyes. He was beginning to pity himself, for, when all had been

said and done, could he really have acted differently? Had God actually

given him the moral and physical strength to avoid the pits into which

he had stumbled with the helplessness of a little child?

The road led him into the depths of a wood where the boughs of mighty

trees arched overhead and obscured the sunlit sky. He envied a squirrel

bounding unhindered to its nest. Nature seemed to hold out her vast,

soothing arms to him. He wanted to sink into them and sob out his

pent-up agony. In the deepest part of the wood, where rugged cliffs

bordered the road, he came to the spring mentioned in the letter. Here

he paused and looked about him. On this spot the most awful experience

of his rugged life would be enacted.

With a shudder he passed on. The trees grew less dense, and then on a

rise ahead of him he saw his humble cottage, like a cheerless blot on

the green lush-sward about it. He wanted now to search the face of his

wife. For ten days, the letter said, she had suffered. She had suffered

so much that the neighbors had taken up her cause--they had taken it

up when he--great God!--when he loved her and the children with every

tortured cord of his being! They had come to his wife's aid against him,

her prime enemy. Yes, they should whip him, and he would tell them while

they were at it to lay it on--to lay it on! and God sanction the cause.

He entered the gate. His wife was sitting in the little hall, a wooden

bowl in her lap, shelling pease; on a blanket at her feet lay the baby.

He went up the steps and stood in the doorway. She raised her eyes

and saw him, and then lowered her head, saying nothing, though she

was deathly pale. He stared helplessly for a moment, and then went out

behind the house and sat down in a chair under a tree, near his beehives

and his bent-toothed, stone-weighted harrow. A deeper feeling of despair

had come over him, for it was the first time his wife had ever refused

to greet him in some way or other on his return home. On the banks of a

spring branch below the barn, he saw his older children playing, but he

could not bear the sight of them, and, with his elbows on his knees, he

covered his face with his hands. The memory came to him of men who had

killed themselves when in deep trouble, but he brushed the thought away.

They were shirking cowards. For half an hour he sat thus. He heard the

children laughing as they continued their romp up and down the stream.

Then his wife slowly came out to him. She was still pale, and it seemed

to him that she was thinner than she had ever been before.

“Pole, darlin',” she began, with a catch in her voice, “some o' the

neighbors has been tellin' me that I ort not to be kind an' good to you

when you come home after you've done us this away, an' I acknowledge I

did try just now to act sorter cold, but I can't. Oh, Pole, I ain't mad

at you, darlin'! My heart is so full o' joy at seein' you back home,

safe an' sound, that I don't know what to do. I know you are sorry,

darlin', fer you always are, an' you look more downcast than I ever seed

you in all my life. Oh, Pole, I've suffered, I'll admit, but that can't

equal my joy right now at seein' you home with that sweet, sorry look

in yore eyes. Pole, darlin', won't you kiss me? You would ef I hadn't

turned from you as I did in the house jest now. Don't--don't blame me! I

hardly knowed what I was doin'.”

A sob rose in him and burst. She saw his emotion, and put her arms

around his neck.

“It was that meddlesome old Mrs. Snodgrass who put me up to actin' that

away,” she said, tenderly. “But I'll never do it ag'in. The idea! An' me

ever' bit as happy as I was the day we married one another! Thar comes

little Billy, as hard as he kin move his little fat legs. Wipe yore

eyes, Pole; don't let him see you a-cryin'. He'd remember it all his

life--childern are so quar. Thar, wipe 'em on my apron--no, le' _me_ do

it. He's axed about you a hundred times a day. The neighbors' childern

talked before him an' made him wonder.”

The child, red in the face and panting, ran into his father's

outstretched arms.

“Whar you been, papa?” he asked.

“Over to Darley, Billy,” Pole managed to say.

“Are you goin' to stay at home any more, papa?” was the next query.

“Yes, Billy--I hope so. What have you childern been playing with down at

the branch?”

“Johnny made a boat, papa, but it wouldn't swim. It sunk when he put

sand on it. Will you make me a boat, papa?”

“Yes, Billy.”

“When, papa?”

“To-morrow, Billy.” Pole pressed his rough face to the child's smooth,

perspiring brow, and then put him down. “Now run and play,” he said.

“I've put on some coffee to boil,” said Mrs. Baker when the child had

left. “I know you want some. Pole, you look all unstrung. I never seed

you so nervous. Yore hands are twitchin', an' I never seed sech a awful

look in yore face. Don't you want me to cook some'n' special fer you to

eat, Pole?”

“Not a thing, Sally,” he gulped. “The coffee is enough.”

She went into the house and came back with it. As she drew near he noted

that the sun was fast going down; the shadow of the hill, to the west of

the cottage, was creeping rapidly across the level field below. It would

soon be eight o'clock, and then--

“Here it is,” said Sally, at his elbow. “It's as strong as I could make

it. It will steady your nerves. Oh, Pole, I'm so glad you got back! I

couldn't have gone through another night like the others. It would have

killed me.”

He raised the coffee-cup to keep from seeing her wistful, dark-ringed

eyes.

Night came on apace. He sat in his chair while she busied herself with

heeding and putting the children to bed. Her voice rang with joy and

relief as she spoke to them; once she sang a bar of an old ballad. It

vividly recalled their courtship days. He moved his chair to the porch.

He sat there awhile, and then went to feed his horse and cattle, telling

himself, the while, that he had made his wife do his work for the past

ten days that he might sink to the level of a beast.

After supper the two sat together in the moonlight on the porch, he

silent, she talkative and full of joy. The old-fashioned clock on the

mantel within struck seven. He waited about half an hour longer, and

then he rose to his feet.

“I want to go to the store and see Nelson Floyd,” he said. “I'll be back

inside of an hour, sure.”

She stared at him irresolutely for a moment, then she uttered a low

groan.

“Oh, Pole, Pole, Pole! I don't want you to go,” she cried. “You know

why. If you get whar any liquor is now, you--you may go off again. Stay

with me, Pole! I'll give you some strong coffee. I'll do anything ruther

than have you out o' my sight now that you are safe at home. You won't

spile all my happiness by goin' off again. Will you, darlin'?”

He caught her wrist with his left hand and held his right steadily

upward.

“I'll swear to you, Sally, before God, that I won't tetch a single drop,

and that I'll be back inside of an hour. You kin trust me now, Sally.

You never heard me speak this way before.”

Their eyes met. “Yes, I kin trust you when you talk that away,” she

said. “Don't be gone longer than an hour, Pole. I'll set right here on

the porch and wait for you.”

“All right. I'll keep my word, Sally.”

Out at the gate he passed, moving away, his head down, his long arms

swinging disconsolately at his sides. When out of sight of the cottage

he quickened his step. He must not be late. They must not, under any

circumstances, come nearer to his house than the spring, and he must try

to secure their promise not to let his degradation reach the ears of his

wife and children. He could not stand that.

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