XVII

THE sun--and it had never seemed to shine so brightly before--had been

up about half an hour when the couple drove up to Porter's gate.

“There's mother at the window now,” Cynthia said, as she got out of the

buggy. “I can see that she's angry even from here.”

“I'll hitch Jack and go in and explain,” offered Floyd.

“Oh no, don't!” Cynthia said, quickly. “I'll tell her all about it. Go

on. Good-bye.”

“Good-bye, then,” Floyd said, and he drove on to the village.

But Mrs. Porter did not come to the door to meet her as Cynthia

expected. The girl found her alone in the sitting-room seated sulkily at

the fireplace, where a few sticks of damp wood were burning gloomily.

“Well, where did you spend the night?” the old woman asked, icily.

Cynthia stood before her, withered to her soul by the tone in which her

mother's question had been asked.

“You are not going to like it a bit, mother,” the girl said, resignedly.

“The storm overtook us just as we got to Long's mill. The horse was

frightened and about to run away and the road was awfully dangerous.

There was nothing for us to do but to go in.”

“Long's mill! Oh, my God! there is no one living there, nor in miles of

it!”

“I know it, mother.”

Mrs. Porter buried her pale, wrinkled face in her hands and leaned

forward in her chair, her sharp elbows on her knees.

“I'm never going to get over this!” she groaned--“never--never; and you

are my _only_ child!”

“Mother!” Cynthia bent down and almost with anger drew the old woman's

hand from her face. “Do you know what you are saying? Do you know

that--that you may drive me from home with that insinuation?”

Mrs. Porter groaned. She got up stiffly, and, like a mechanical thing

moved by springs, she caught her daughter's wrist and led her to a

window, sternly staring at her from her great, sunken eyes. “Do you mean

to tell me that you and _that_ man sat together all the live-long night

in that mill?”

“Mother, I was completely tired out. There was some fodder on the floor.

I sat down on it, and after a long time I dropped asleep. He did too. He

was near the door, and I--”

Mrs. Porter extended the stiff fingers of her hand and plucked a piece

of fodder from Cynthia's hair, and held it sneeringly up to the light.

“It's a pity you didn't have a comb and brush with you,” she said. “You'd

have been supplied at a hotel. Your hair is all in a mess. I'm going to

keep this little thing. Light as it is, it has knocked life and hope out

of me.”

Cynthia looked at her steadily for a moment, and then turned from the

room. “I'm not going to defend myself against such suspicions as you

have,” she said from the door. “I know what I am, if you don't.”

“I reckon this whole county will know what you are before many days,”

snarled Mrs. Porter. “Minnie Wade had somebody in her family with

enough manhood in 'im to want to defend her honor, but you haven't. Your

sleepy-headed old father--” The girl was gone. For several minutes the

old woman stood quivering in the warm sunlight at the window, and then

she stalked calmly through the dining-room and kitchen and out to the

barn. One of the stable-doors was open, and she could see her husband

inside.

“Nathan Porter!” she called out--“you come here. I've got something to

tell you.”

“All right,” he answered. “I'll be thar in a minute. Dern yore lazy

soul, hain't I give you enough corn to eat without you havin' to chaw

up a brand-new trough? I'm a good mind to take this curry-comb an' bust

yore old head with it!”

“Nathan Porter, I say, come out here! Let that horse alone!”

“All right, I'm a-comin'. Now, I reckon I'll have to fetch a hammer an'

saw an' nails an' buy planks to make another trough, jest fer you to

chaw up into powder.”

“Nathan Porter, do you hear me?”

“Well, I reckon ef I don't, they do over at Baker's,” and the farmer,

bareheaded and without his coat, came from the stable.

“That blasted hoss has deliberately set to work an' chaw--”

“Nathan Porter”--the old woman thrust her slim fingers into his

face--“do you see that piece of fodder?”

“Yes, I see it. Is it a sample o' last year's crop? Are you buy in' or

sellin'? You mought 'a' fetched a bundle of it. A tiny scrap like--”

“I got that out o' Cynthia's hair.”

“You don't say! It must be a new sort o' ornament! I wouldn't be

surprised to see a woman with a bundle of it under each arm on the front

bench at meetin' after seein' them Wilson gals t'other night ready fer

the dance with flour in the'r hair an' the ace o' spades pasted on the'r

cheeks.”

“Cynthia and Nelson Floyd stayed all night in Long's mill,” panted Mrs.

Porter. “There wasn't another soul there nor in miles of it.”

“Huh, you don't say!” the farmer sniffed. “I reckon ef they had 'a' sent

out a proclamation through the country that they was goin' to stay thar

a lot o' folks would 'a' waded through the storm to be present.”

“I got this out of her hair, I tell you!” the old woman went on,

fiercely. “Her head was all messed up, and so was her dress. If you've

got any manhood in you, you'll go to town and call Nelson Floyd out and

settle this thing.”

“Huh! Me go to his store on his busiest day an' ax 'im about a piece o'

fodder no bigger'n a gnat's wing? He'd tell me I was a dern fool, an'

I'd deserve it. Oh! see what you are a-drivin' at, an' I tell you it

gits me out o' patience. You women are so dad blasted suspicious

an' guilty at the bottom yorese'ves that you imagine bad acts is as

plentiful as the leaves on the ground in the fall. Now, let me tell you,

you hain't obeying the Scriptural injunction to judge not lest ye

be judged accordin'ly. I want you to let that little gal an' her

sweetheart business alone. You hain't a-runnin' it. You don't have to

live with the feller she picks out, an' you hain't no say whatever in

the matter. Nur you h'aint got no say, nuther, as to the way she does

her particular courtin'. The Lord knows, nobody was kind enough to put

in away back thar when you was makin' sech a dead set fer me. Folks talk

a little about Floyd, but let me tell you my _own_ character them days

wasn't as white as snow. I don't know many men wuth the'r salt that

hain't met temptation. I sorter cut a wide swath 'fore I left the turf,

an' you know it. Didn't I hear you say once that you reckoned you never

would 'a' tuck me ef I'd 'a' been after you day an' night? You knowed

thar was other fish in the sea, an' you didn't have any bait to speak

of, with them Turner gals an' the'r nigger slaves an' plantations in

the'r own right livin' next door to pa's. Yore old daddy said out open

that you an' yore sister needn't expect a dollar from him; he'd educated

you, an' that was all he could do. I hain't grumblin', mind you. I never

cry over spilt milk; it hain't sensible. It don't help a body out of a

bad matter into a better one.”

“Oh, I wish you'd hush and listen to me.” Mrs. Porter had not heard half

he had said. “I tell you Cynthia and that man stayed all night long in

that lonely mill together, an' she came home at sunrise this morning all

rumpled up and--”

“Now, you stop right thar! _You stop right thar!_” Porter said, with as

much sternness as he could command. “As to stayin' in that mill all by

the'rse'ves, I want you jest to put on yore thinkin'-cap, ef the old

thing hain't wore clean to tatters or laid away till it's moth-et. Do

you remember when that lonely old widder Pelham pegged out durin' our

courtin'-time? You do? _Well!_ We went thar--you an' me did--expectin'

to meet the Trabue crowd, an' that passle o' young folks from Hanson's,

to set up with the corpse. Well, when me'n' you got thar about eight

o'clock the Trabue crowd sent word that as long as the Hanson lay-out

was comin', they believed they wouldn't drive so fur; an' right on top

o' that come a message from the Hanson folks, sayin' that you an' me an'

the Trabues was as many as the little house would hold, so they would

stay away; an' thar you an' me was with nobody to make us behave but a

dead woman, an' _her_ screwed down tight in a box. I remember as clear

as day that you laughed an' said you didn't care, an' you set in to

makin' coffee an' cookin' eggs an' one thing another to keep us awake

an' make me think you was handy about a house. Well, now, here's the

moral to that tale. The neighbors--tough as my record was--was kind

enough not to say nasty things about us afterwards, an' it hain't

Christian or motherly of you to start a tale about our gal when as big

a storm as that driv' her an' her beau in out o' danger. Besides, I tell

you, you are standin' in Cynthia's light. She's got as good a right to

the best in the land as anybody, an' I believe Nelson Floyd is goin' to

git married sooner or later. He's had a chance to look over the field,

an' I hope she'll suit 'im. I never made money by marryin', myself, an'

I sorter like the idea o' my child gittin' a comfortable berth. That gal

hain't no common person nohow. She'll show off a fine house as well as

any woman in this state. She's got sense, an' a plenty of it; folks say

she's like me.”

“You don't know what you are talking about.” Mrs. Porter was looking at

the ground. Her hard face had softened; she was drawn perforce to words

at her husband's view of the matter. His rebuke rang harshly in her

ears. She turned towards the house and took several steps, then she

looked back. “I pray God you are right, Nathan,” she said. “Maybe all

the worry I had through the night has made me unable to see the matter

fairly.”

“That's it!” said Porter, as he leaned on the fence; “and let me tell

you, if you don't quit makin' so many mountains out o' mole-hills, an'

worryin' at sech a rate, you'll go like yore sister Martha did. Try

worryin' about _yorese'f_ awhile; ef I thought as mean about my own

child as you do I'd bother about the condition o' my soul.”

With her head hanging low, Mrs. Porter walked slowly to the house. Her

view was more charitable and clearer, though she was so constituted that

she could not at once obey her inclination to apologize to her daughter.

“I'm actually afraid I'm losing my mind,” she said. “I am acting exactly

as Sister Martha did.”

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