SELWOOD'S DILEMMA.

The post at Sunningdale was a weekly, not a daily event. Happy

Sunningdale!

It was conveyed from the nearest Field Cornet's, by a ragged native,

bestriding a still more ragged pony, and who was "run" by general

contribution on the part of those residents whose letters he delivered.

We have said that the postal delivery at Sunningdale was a weekly event.

After rainy weather, when the Umtirara and other rivers were down, it

was a fortnightly business; sometimes even three weeks would go by

without postal communication with the outer world. Happy, happy

Sunningdale!

To-day, however, the courier was up to time, and Christopher Selwood,

unlocking the weather-beaten leather bag, began to sort and distribute

its contents.

"Miss Avory--Miss Avory--Miss Avory--heavens! There's no end to them.

We shall have the postboy striking for double pay if Miss Avory's

correspondents don't hold their hand."

Violet--devouring with her eyes the contents of the bag as they came

forth--laughed at her host's remark, but the laugh was a hollow one.

The missive she hungered for was not there. True, she had expected this

contingency sooner or later--yet now that it had come it did not seem

any the less poignant. Every post hitherto had brought letters from her

lover, each with a different postmark. Now his silence meant that he

was beyond the reach of any such civilised institutions. She would see

no more of his handwriting until she should again have heard the sound

of his voice. But--what if it were fated that never again should she

hear that voice?

"That's all the `hopes and fears' this week," said Selwood, holding the

leather bag upside down. Then gathering up the bundle of his own

correspondence he crammed it carelessly into his pocket and went out.

There was some irrigating to be attended to down at the "lands," and for

the next two hours Christopher was very busy. Then as he returned to

the house, he suddenly remembered his unopened correspondence. It was

near sundown, but there was half an hour to spare before counting-in

time.

Looking around, he espied a seat--the same rustic bench where we first

witnessed Violet's stolen interview. The place was shady, and cool and

inviting withal. Selwood sat down, and dragging the letters out of his

pocket and having laid them out, face downwards, along the bench,

proceeded to open them one by one.

They were mostly of the ordinary kind--business letters relating to the

sale of stock or corn--an official notification or two--soon disposed

of. But one he had opened near the last must have been of a different

nature. First a puzzled look came into his eyes--then he guffawed

aloud.

"Pray do not flatter yourself," began the missive, dispensing entirely

with the regulation formality of opening--"pray do not flatter yourself

in the idea that I am in ignorance of your whereabouts. Clever as you

may imagine yourself, not one of your disreputable movements takes place

unknown to me. I know where you are now, _and who is with you_. But it

is of no use. If you exercise your influence over that abandoned

creature to the utmost she can never be anything but your mistress. For

mark my words, Maurice Sellon, whatever you may do I will never set you

free. You are bound to me by a tie that nothing but my own will or my

death can sever. But I will never consent to play into your villainous

hands or into those of your creature Violet Avory--"

"Oh, good God in heaven," cried Selwood, horror-stricken. "What in the

world have I gone and done now! `Maurice Sellon! Violet Avory!' Good

Lord, what does it all mean?" Then, instinctively he did what he should

have done at first, turned the sheet to glance at the signature. There

it was.

"Your shamefully injured wife,

"Adela Sellon."

"Oh, good Lord, I've done it now!" he cried again, the horrible truth

dawning upon him that he had not only opened and read another man's

letter, but had surprised another man's secret, and that a secret of a

peculiarly awkward nature. How he anathematised his carelessness. He

snatched up the envelope, which he had thrown down among the others.

There was the address--plain as a pikestaff. Yet, stay, not so very

plain after all. It was directed "M. Sellon, Esq." But the long

letters were dwarfed and the short extended. The "M" at a casual glance

looked not unlike "Ch," a common abbreviation on envelopes of Selwood's

longish Christian name. Then like lightning, his memory sped back to

the day of his guest's arrival and his own joke relative to each of them

holding half their names in common. "We are both `Sells,'" he had said

with a laugh, and now into what a cursed mistake had that coincidence

led him.

Poor Chris groaned aloud as he thought of the awkward position in which

his carelessness had placed him. It would have been bad enough had the

letter been of an ordinary nature. But being such as it was, the

probabilities that its real owner would believe in accident having

anything to do with the matter were infinitesimal. No. He would

certainly suspect him of a deliberate intention to pry into his affairs.

And what made things worse was the fact of the other man being his

guest.

But only momentarily did this idea serve to divert his thoughts from the

extreme awkwardness of his own position. Violet Avory was his guest,

too; and with far greater claim on his consideration than this

stranger--for was she not under his care? And as the full force of the

disclosure with which he had so involuntarily become acquainted--and its

consequences--struck home to his mind, honest Chris felt fired with hot

anger against the absent Sellon. What business had the latter--a

married man--laying himself out to win poor Violet's heart? That he had

succeeded--and thoroughly succeeded--had been only too obvious to every

member of the Sunningdale household--and that for some time past. No,

no. Sellon had abused his hospitality in a shameful manner, and in so

doing had almost forfeited any claim to consideration. Had he learned

the ugly secret in the ordinary way Christopher would not have hesitated

for a moment. He would have forbidden Sellon the house in terms which

should leave no sort of margin for dispute. But then--the manner of his

information. There lay the rub. Never in the whole course of his life

had Christopher Selwood found himself in so difficult--so perplexing a

situation.

Then he did the very worst thing he could have done. He resolved to

take his wife into confidence in the matter at once. Bundling the whole

heap of correspondence into his pocket again, he rose, and took his way

to the sheep-kraals for the evening count-in. But it is to be feared

that if Gomfana or old Jacob had carelessly left a sheep or two in the

veldt that evening _pro bono_ the jackals, their master was too

uncertain in his count to be sure of it.

Mrs Selwood's indignation at the disclosure was as great as that of her

husband, but the method by which that disclosure had come about,

womanlike, she dismissed as a comparative trifle. Indeed, had she been

the one to open the letter, it is pretty safe to assert that so far from

resting content with the fragment which Christopher had found more than

enough, she would have read it through to the bitter end. For to the

feminine mind the axiom that "the end justifies the means" is a

thoroughly sound one. Not one woman in fifty can resist the temptation

of reading a letter which she is not meant to read when it is safe to do

so, and not one in ten thousand if she suspects any particular reason

why she should be left in ignorance of its contents.

"Well, now, Hilda, what's to be done?" said Selwood, when he had told

her--for with scrupulous honour he had refused to let her see one word

of the letter itself. It was only intended for one person's eyes. It

was horribly unfortunate that two had seen it, but it would be worse

still to extend the privilege to a third.

"What's to be done?" she echoed. "It's a shocking business, and the man

must be an arrant scoundrel. The only thing to be done is, in the first

place, to request him not to return here; in the next, to sound Violet

herself. Things may not have gone so far as we think, but I'm very much

afraid they have. Why, latterly the girl has become quite changed, and

for a week or so before he left she could hardly bear him out of her

sight."

"Yes, that'll be the best plan, I suppose," acquiesced Chris, ruefully.

"I hope Violet will show a proper amount of sense and self-respect,"

concluded Mrs Selwood, in a tone which seemed to convey that the hope

was but a forlorn one. "But remember, Chris, we must take up a firm

position and stand to it. The girl is very young, and we are

responsible for her until she returns home, and indeed I begin to think

the sooner she does that the better, now. She is very young, as I said,

but she has turned one and twenty, and there's no knowing what mad

suicidal act of folly a girl of her temperament, and legally her own

mistress, may be capable of under these circumstances."

"It'll be a difficult thing for me to explain matters about the letter,"

said Selwood, ruefully. "The fellow is sure to scout the idea of a

mistake. However, there's no help for it. I must explain, and that,

too, at the earliest opportunity."

Tact is not, as a rule, a feminine characteristic, but Hilda Selwood

possessed a larger share of it than many women with considerably the

advantage over herself in training and general knowledge of the world.

She began as she had said by literally "sounding" Violet. But there was

something in the latter's manner which seemed to show that the news of

Sellon's previous appropriation was no news to her at all--in fact, that

she had known it all along. Finally she admitted as much, and rather

gloried in it.

Then ensued a tolerably lively scene. What if he was chained to a fiend

of a woman whose sole end and object had always been to make life a

burden to him? burst forth Violet, with livid face and flashing eyes.

The creature would die some day, it was to be hoped, and then ten

thousand heavens were as nothing to the happiness before them both.

Give him up? Not she! She would rather die a thousand times over, and

would do so first. She was his real wife in the sight of God, she

declared, as the stock blasphemous balderdash runs, whatever the other

woman was in name, and so forth. Rebuke, reason, appeals to pride, to

self-respect were all alike in vain before this furious outburst of

uncontrollable passion. The girl seemed possessed of a very demon. She

hurled reproaches at her hostess and friend, taxing her with playing the

spy upon her--conspiracy, amateur detective business, everything--and

declared she would sooner sleep in the veldt than pass another night

under that roof. Finally she went off into a fit of shrieking, violent

hysterics, and in this condition articulated things that set Hilda

Selwood's ears tingling with outraged disgust.

"The most painfully shocking scene I ever witnessed in my life, and I

hope and trust I never may again," was the latter's comment to her

husband some time afterwards.

"And the curious part of it is I can't for the life of me make out what

the deuce she can see in the fellow," had been Christopher's rejoinder.

"He's not much to look at, and although he's good company in a general

way, I don't think his brain-box holds a very close fit."

A common enough speculation, and one which must ever remain in the

category of things speculative. "What the deuce can she see in the

fellow?" Who is to say?

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