CHAPTER XX. _BARBARA AND HER CRITICS._

While the two talked in the same pulverous fashion, the words came very

differently from the two mouths. In the speech of the mother was more

than a tone of the vulgarity of a conscious right to lay down the

law, of the rudeness born of feeling above obedience and incapable of

error--a rudeness identical with that of the typical vulgar duchess;

the daughter's tone was playful, but dainty in its playfulness, and not

without a certain unconscious dignity; her lawlessness was the freedom

of the bird that cannot trespass, not that of the quadruped forcing its

way. Her almost baby-like cheeks, her musical voice clear of any strain

of sorrow, her quick relations with the whole world of things, her

grace, more child-like than womanly, whether she stood or sat or moved

about, all indicated a simple, fearless, true and trusting nature.

Everybody at Mortgrange liked her; nearly everybody at Mortgrange

had some different fault to find with her; all agreed that she wanted

taming--except sir Wilton, who allowed the wildness, but would not hear

of the taming. The hour of the morning or the night at which she would

not go wandering alone about the park, or even outside it, had not yet

been discovered.

“Why don't you look better after your friend, Theo?” said her father

one day when Barbara's chair was empty at dinner--with his cold incisive

voice, a little rasping now that the clutch of age's hand was beginning

to close on his throat.

“She doesn't mind me, papa,” Theodora answered. “Do say something to

her, mamma!”

“'Tis not my business to reform other people's children,” lady Ann

returned.

“I find her exceedingly original!” remarked the baronet.

“In her manners, certainly,” responded his lady.

“I find them perfect. Their very audacity renders them faultless. And

the charm is that she does not even suspect herself audacious.”

“That is her charm, I confess,” responded Arthur; “but it is a dangerous

one, and may one day cause her to be sadly misunderstood.”

“A London drawing-room is your high court of parliament, Arthur!” said

his father.

“Miss Wylder, with all her sweetness,” remarked Miss Malliver, “has not

an idea of social distinction. She cannot understand why she should not

talk to any farmer's man or dairymaid she happens to meet! It is not her

talking to them I mind so much as the familiar way she does it. If they

take liberties, it will be her own fault. Any groom might be pardoned

for fancying she thought him as good as herself!”

“But she does,” answered Theodora. “Yesterday, I found her talking to

the bookbinder as familiarly as if he had been Arthur!”

This was hardly correct, for Barbara talked to the bookbinder with a

deference she never showed Lestrange.

“She lacks self-respect!” said lady Ann. “But we must deal with her

gently, and try to do her good. I think myself there is not much amiss

with her beyond love of her own way. Her dislike of restraint certainly

does not befit a communicant!”

Lady Ann was an unfaltering church-goer, rigidly decorous in rendering

what she imagined God, and knew the clergyman expected, and as rank a

mammon-worshipper as any in the land.

“But I so far agree with sir Wilton,” she went on, “as to grant that

her manners have in them the germ of possible distinction; and I _think_

they will come to be all, or nearly all, that could be desired. We ought

at least to give her the advantage of any doubt, and do what we can to

lead her in the right direction.”

“It's a fine thing to go to church and have your wits sharpened!” said

the baronet, with an ungenial laugh.

Sir Wilton regarded lady Ann as the coldest-blooded and most selfish

woman in creation, and certainly she was not less selfish and was

colder-blooded than he. Full of his own importance as any Pharisee--as

full as he could be without making himself ridiculous, he resented the

slight regard she showed to that importance. He believed himself wise

in human nature, when in truth he was only quick to read in another what

lay within the limited range of his own consciousness. Of the noble in

humanity he knew next to nothing. To him all men were only selfish. The

cause, though by no means the logical ground of this his belief, was his

own ingrained selfishness. With his hazy yet keen cold eye, he was

quick to see in another, and prompt to lay to his charge, the faults he

pardoned in himself. He had some power over himself, for he very seldom

went into a rage; but he kept his temper like a devil, and was coldly

cruel. His wife had tamed him a good deal, without in the least

reforming him. He would have hated her quite, but for the sort of

respect she roused in him by surpassing him in his own kind. He cringed

to her with a sneer. It was long since he had learned from her society

to remember, with the nearest approach to compunction of which his

moth-eaten heart was capable, the woman who had forsaken her own rank to

brave the perils of his, and had sunk frozen to death by the cold of his

contact. For some years he felt far more friendly to the offspring of

the high-born lady than to that of the blacksmith's daughter; but as

time went on, and the memory of the more plebeian infant's ugliness

faded, he began to think how jolly it would be--how it would serve out

her ladyship and her brood of icicles, if after all the blacksmith's

grandson turned up to oust the earl's. He grinned as he lay awake in the

night, picturing to himself how the woman in the next room would take

it. Him and his son together her ladyship might find almost too much for

her! But for many years he had indulged in no allusion to the possible

improbable, allowing her ladyship to refer to Arthur as the heir without

hinting at the uncertainty of his position.

Lady Ann, from dwelling on what she counted the shame of his origin,

had got so far toward persuading herself that the vanished child was

base-born, that she scarcely doubted the possibility, were he to appear,

of proving his claim false, and originated by conspiracy. Unable

to learn from her husband when and where the baby was baptized, she

concluded that he had never been baptized, and that there was no record

of his birth. As the years went by, and nothing was heard of him, she

grew more and more confident. Now and then a fear would cross her, but

she always succeeded in stifling it--without, however, arriving at such

a degree of certainty, that the thought of the child had no share in

her regard for the wealthy Barbara, her encouragement of her general

relations with the family, and her connivance at her frequent and

prolonged visits during the absence of herself and sir Wilton.

She was now returned, and had found everything as she left it, with the

insignificant difference that the bay-window of the library was occupied

by a man at work repairing the books. She had resumed the reins of the

family-coach, and now went on to play the part of a good providence, and

drive the said coach to the top of the hill.

Sir Wilton, I have said, liked Barbara. She amused him, and amusement

was the nearest to sunshine his soul was capable of reaching. All

his weather else was gray, with a touch of the lurid on the western

horizon--of which he was not weather-wise enough to take heed. He had

been at school with Barbara's father, but did not like her any better

for that. In youth they had not been friends, except in a way that

brought their _interests_ too much in collision for their friendship to

last. It had ended in a quiet hate, each knowing too well how much the

other knew to dare an open quarrel. But all that was many years away,

and Tom Wylder had been long abroad and almost forgotten. Sir Wilton,

notwithstanding, admired the forgivingness of his own disposition when

he found himself wondering how Tom Wylder would regard an alliance with

his old rival. Doubtless he would like his daughter to be _my lady_, but

he might be looking for a loftier title than his son could give her!

Sir Wilton was incapable, however, of taking any active interest in the

matter. The well-being of his family, when he himself should be out of

the way, did not much affect him. Nothing but his lower nature had ever

roused him to action of any kind. How far the idea of betterment had

ever shown itself to him, God only knows. Apparently, he was a child

of the evil one, whom nothing but the furnace could cleanse. Almost the

only thing he could now imagine giving him vivid pleasure, was to see

his wife thoroughly annoyed.

All he had ever had of the manners of a gentleman, remained with him. He

was courteous to ladies, never swore in their presence--except sometimes

in a mutter at his wife, and could upon occasion show a kindness that

cost him nothing. Humanity was not all dead out of him; neither was

there a purely human thought in him. On Barbara he smiled his sweetest

smile: it owed most of its sweetness to the dentist.

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