CHAPTER XXXV.

"Build on resolve, and not upon regret,

The structure of thy future. Do not grope

Among the shadows of old sins, but let

Thine own soul's light shine on the path of hope,

And dissipate the darkness. Waste no tears

Upon the blotted record of lost years,

But turn the leaf, and smile, oh smile to see

The fair, white pages that remain for thee."

--_Ella Wheeler Wilcox._

"MARLOW, October ----.

"I suppose this is the last letter I will write on the lessons in

Christian Healing, but I will be faithful as ever, even though I tell it

all over again when I see you.

"Everybody looked regretful enough when they went into the class room

to-day, but a hundred fold more so when we went out and the good-byes

were said. It means so much to us all. We have passed through twelve

lessons which may symbolize twelve epochs or stages through which we

proceed from ignorance to understanding, and understanding to complete

demonstration.

"We have been together scarcely three weeks, and yet so much has been

uncovered that we stand face to face with our real selves. All that was

conventional has been laid aside in our intercourse, and the best and

sweetest and most sacred phases of our lives laid bare, so that we have

had a clear glimpse of God's children as they are, not as they usually

appear; and indeed it gives us better courage and stronger faith to go

forth into the world again, knowing that the possibilities of one are

the possibilities of all, for 'God is no respecter of persons.'

"I know, perhaps better than some of the rest, that we shall be walking

in the valleys many times when our eyes are on the sun-crowned heights,

but if we can be patient and earnest, our feet shall reach the fertile

slopes and sunny grass lands of well attained effort. My experience of

the past shall be only a stronger incentive to perseverance in the

future, and while it seems human to fall, it is divine to rise, and

knowing the divine privilege of proving divinity, I trust God to work

through me in my daily effort. So said we all when we left the class

room to-day, and with a holy consecration to our new-born faith, we

trust we shall ever grow in grace and wisdom as God's children,

according to the promise.

"Mrs. Pearl spoke of our method as the science of silence, and told us

not to be zealous without judgment, not to speak when silence would be

golden, not to act so as to bring reproach upon our cause or ourselves,

but remember to 'avoid even the appearance of evil.' She said many in

their first joyous enthusiasm and overwhelming conviction would

indiscreetly tell people 'there is no matter,' for instance, so eager

were they to bring everybody into the sweet liberty of the spirit; but

the world not being ready to properly consider the subject, would of

course ridicule and argue hotly against such a statement, so that false

opinions would spring up and most absurd practices and claims be

attributed to Christian Healing.

"Our system should have a dignified place in the world's opinion, and if

we want to help give it that place, we should aim to be living

representatives of the principles, maintain a dignified attitude

regarding it, and if we can answer any questions pertaining to it, let

our answer and manners be ennobling and Christ-like.

"We never argue audibly with unbelievers. Argument kills the spirit of

any religion, and the person who desires to prove his position by

argument is not ready to be convinced by the spirit. If you are obliged

to carry on a conversation with an argumentative person, silently deny

all his statements of error, and with calm positiveness affirm for him

intelligence, wisdom, and a desire to know truth. In other words,

recognize his spiritual self, which is in perfect peace and harmony, and

the outward disturbance or inharmony, which is simply nothingness

expressed by him, is annulled. Possibly you may seem obliged to submit

and listen to him. Never mind. Carry on your silent thoughts

scientifically, and constantly think truth. Thus you will plant a seed

that shall bring forth beauteous blossoms, excellent fruit.

"Whenever you hear error talked, deny it. This is 'shutting your ears

from hearing of blood, and your eyes from seeing evil.' _Any_ error must

be denied in order to see the proof of its opposite truth.

"If everybody would learn to deny all the slander or gossip they hear,

we should soon have a new social world. Cruel tongues would cease their

wagging, timid hearts could breathe again, and fair names bloom in every

home.

"This would be the beginning of a much needed reform in the daily press.

Poor editors, they are obliged to fill orders, like the cooks and

waiters serving the gentlemen and ladies in the elegant dining-room,

ladies' _ordinary_ and ground-floor _café_. Alas! that the discovery

should not be made by everybody, so they could send in different orders.

How gladly would the bill of fare be changed!

"But there is nothing more certain to change it, than the little leaven

of truth dropped in the highways and byways of daily life. We must 'be

diligent in season and out of season,' silently as a rule, but at times

audibly, perchance forcibly, for some minds seem so dull and sluggish as

to need a startling thunder-clap to awaken them from their slumber of

ignorance. Thus some patients that come to be healed must be told

sharply and definitely how to think or what to say, for sometimes it is

necessary to make them say their own word of healing, they are so

completely absorbed in material beliefs.

"We grow more in wisdom and spiritual judgment as we proceed faithfully

along our way of scientific thought and living, and thus have an

unerring insight into what we shall do and say in order to give to each

the healing gospel.

"When we go to church we ought to acknowledge and emphasize every true

statement made by the clergyman with our silent affirmation, and as

emphatically deny every erroneous statement, that we may turn the tide

of Truth into a broad stream of spiritual uplifting for the whole

congregation.

"Should the minister be inclined to speak about the awfulness and power

of God's wrath and punishment, we can silently assure him that God is a

God of love, not wrath, and tell him he desires to present only the

_true_ side of religion. Some people might say this would be wrong, to

dictate to any one how they should talk, but you will notice that it is

not dictation of action, but rather recognition of motive--the true

motive of the true self. We have a right to recognize the highest and

best of every person. Indeed, we are going directly opposite God's

commands if we acknowledge any but the good creation, which is the

spiritual.

"What can the spirit, which is perfect, made in God's image and

likeness, have to say of God's anger or punishment, when it knows

neither, inasmuch as it is pure as the Father in heaven? 'Shall not the

judge of all the earth do right?'

"Not only in the social circle and in the church, but in all kinds of

work, in all affairs of business, and above all, in the home, must we

thus live up to our principles which soon prove our sublimest theory by

our sublimest practice. And, blessed privilege, we do not need to

understand all, before we can begin to demonstrate our precious

religion.

"We need not worry about the burden of to-morrow and thus drop that of

to-day, but only carry that of to-day with the strength that is given

for the day. 'Consider the lilies of the field, _how they grow_;' daily

appropriating their portion of sunshine and air and dew, they unfold and

blossom, exhale their fragrance, display their matchless beauty, thus

fulfilling their appointed mission; so we may unfold and blossom into

rare excellence and strength of character. Refreshed by the dew of a

pure purpose, nourished by the sunlight of true thoughts, fed by the

all-abounding manna--the living word, we soon grow strong enough to

withstand driving tempest or boisterous gale.

"Mentally we are quickened, learning to discern the opposing force in

ourselves, and meeting it with the sharp sword of truth, lay it low at

once. But it requires practice to wield this spiritual weapon; it takes

judgment faculty to discover whence comes selfishness that exhausts and

weakens; whence comes the material or sensual thought that sickens and

wearies, or the jealousy that poisons and embitters the life-forces.

"Faithfully and diligently do we use the word of denial, that sets us

and our patients free from these subtle enemies; faithfully and

earnestly we affirm all truth and purity and goodness as our portion, as

our strength, our refuge, and our defense.

"By the blessed law, when we have thus cleansed ourselves, we become at

one with the one Life. We intuitively draw to ourselves the best quality

of friendship and give forth the best; we seek the most uplifting and

spiritual literature, because it gives us a fresh baptism of spiritual

light, which in turn we give to others, so there is a continual

receiving and giving, a continual blessing and being blessed.

"'Henceforth I call you not servants, but friends,' said the Master

before his departure. Now 'the servant abideth not in the house forever,

but the son abideth forever.' We came as servants to be taught. While in

our ignorance, we were the servants or inferiors; knowing the Truth we

became free, and henceforth are brothers, sisters, 'heirs of God and

joint heirs with Christ.' We now claim our inheritance, the privilege to

enter into the kingdom and possess the land, our royal birthright. In

this kingdom are 'hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.'

"The patient who comes to us must on this day be told of the royal gift

of health, and we may say: 'Now are ye clean through the word I have

spoken unto you.' He, too, must now become the friend, and need no

longer be the servant. When he first came to us he was like a little

child that had lost his way. We could not show him the way to the velvet

slopes of health without taking hold of his hand and leading him through

the thickets and underbrush in which he was lost. So we graciously

reached down to him, by talking of things with which he was familiar, of

animal passions, of selfishness, of sin. We gently and kindly showed him

they were not the true, proved to him that his belief in them had led

him off the right path, and talked to him of brighter, better, truer

thoughts that led to smiling skies of hope, to balmy airs of peace.

"Each day we assured him of his true inheritance, and now we confidently

assert that he is in full possession of it. Now he is ready to believe

the affirmation without the denial, because he is convinced that the

affirmations are true, and he comes to us this day with clear, clean

eyes, and a child-like joy in his recovered health. We give him the

final word, the benediction, the binding assurance of his birthright.

"Realizing as we must ourselves the wondrous truth concerning his real

self and all which that implies, we impressively and with the most

thrilling conviction affirm for him that only health, strength, joy,

courage, peace, satisfaction, can come to him as the child of God, the

idea of Mind _in_ the power of the Thought that thinks him into being.

We assure him that he can recognize and reflect nothing but Good, that

he can manifest only the Father whose son he knows himself to be.

Nothing but Mind can affect him. He is like a column of light against

which no darkness can be thrown; like a true answer to a problem which

any number of wrong answers can not change. Spiritual like God, he can

only recognize and appropriate what is God-like. Henceforth he knows

himself and his Father, knows that whatever he may ask (realize) will be

granted unto him. Knows that he must acknowledge the Truth, and he will

abide in the kingdom of Good.

"We send him forth with all the blessings he can desire, because we have

realized for him the possession of those blessings. Knowing that God is

all there is, and that our patient lives, is moved and has his being in

God, we point with unerring finger to the sunny uplands of health. He

can never more relapse as he will ever walk in the open fields of Truth.

We bid him God speed on his journey, and thank God that he has come

into the consciousness of life everlasting, into health and joy without

measure. So be it forever more.

"The thought of perfection should be held steadfastly, even though the

patient do not manifest health at once. No matter if the cure is not

effected in one, two, three weeks, or even as many months, hold fast,

with unwavering faith (even if you do not give regular treatments all

the time, and it may be well to skip a week or so occasionally),

_knowing_ that good seed _must_ bring forth good fruit; when, where or

how, you nor no other may know. Time is unthinkable with God. We are

dealing with Principle, not time. We plant the seed, 'God giveth the

increase.'

"Do the best you know, and work out your own problems. No one else can

do that for you. Jesus gave us the key, showed us the way; more than

that he could not do. We must live our lives and maintain our place by

our own efforts. It is 'he that overcometh' who receives the supreme

gift of eternal life."

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